Welcome to Night Vision originated in the Fall of the year 2002. Night Vision is a catharsis based anti-stalking website featuring many works, many in rough draft form, by the poet Lady Lost. Please enjoy this website yet keep in mind that this is a processing website and it is most wise to read only a few works per day to avoid over-exposure to catharsis based works. Pleased be advised that this website is being visited by an individual, the alleged perpetrator, who is not invited to view these works. Additionally, this uninvited individual is placing many content repetitive unsolicited messages in all guestbooks associated with Night Vision. It is most advisable to attempt to ignore this maltreatment of these websites by this individual. Occasional works of variant subject matter have been inserted into areas within this website as well. This website is currently under construction and works are being reviewed and edited. Many of these works and the exercise of their creation has aided in the process of improved manuscripts of related works, which will become available at a later publication date. Enjoy your visit to Night Vision!


A Plea from the Author:
October,04,2003
Hello Everyone,
I am very sorry that my poetry readings haven't appeared on Stalkaramma yet. I have postponed the readings because of what I truly perceive as the obsessions of the A-P and I am afraid that placing poetry readings on this website (i.e. my voice) may further entice his uninvited interest in both the co-victims and myself. I am writing this letter on the Internet to ask anyone with valid and truthful information about the A-P (or anyone you suspect is the A-P) to please come forward. I know that coming forward is in many ways a totally undesirable thing to do. However, you could still come forward as anonymous. If you have any kind of real evidence that might possibly prove the A-P's obsession, thinking, acts or other significant information you can snail mail it or fax it to the following addresses/phone number:

1)The Maricopa County Sheriff's Office
920 East Van Buren
Avondale, Arizona 85323.
Please state what your information is regarding.

2) Sheriff Joe Arpaio
CC: Chief Freeman
102 West Madison
Phoenix, Arizona 85003.
Please state what your information is regarding.

3) Or you may fax information to: (602) 251-3877.
Sheriff Joe Arpaio, Chief Freeman fax line.
Please state what your information is regarding.

You may also snail mail information to Silent Witness of Maricopa County at the following address:

4) Silent Witness of Maricopa County
620 West Washington Avenue
Phoenix, Arizona 85003.
Please state what your information is regarding.

Please do NOT send anything that could be considered to be harassing material. Also please do NOT send any false material. It is very important that whatever material is mailed or faxed is legitimate. Similar to what is posted on the Svanludwick Night Vision site, I will additionally add that it is important that no one attempt to contact or harass the A-P. I will NOT give out any information about the A-P. However, I can tell all readers that the names the A-P viciously and slanderously posted all over the webpages are true names of the victims and co-victims. Maybe this will help someone out there realize that they might have some useful or truth revealing information about the A-P or from the A-P, which could be turned in. From what I understand, as of today's date of October/04/2003, the police still do not believe me about any of the stalking reports that I have made over the past several years. It is for this reason that I have come to implore readers for something that would or might prove any of the A-P's obsession, distorted thinking, danger to self, danger to others, or anything of the sort to police. I would like to add that this is not a police bashing notice. We must struggle and hopefully succeed in feeling true and steadfast empathy for the police persons involved in these cases. Many accused stalkers are extremely evasive and it is very difficult for police to gather enough hard evidence to arrest the alleged perpetrators in stalking cases. Some cases are more difficult than others. Moreover, many sociopaths and psychopaths are excellent liars who can alter the reality very effectively when confronted with police questioning. While the victim, on the other hand, feels the sheer terror, fear for self, fear for others, unrelenting stress, anxiety, despair, depression, isolation, and eventually the potential of burned-out numbness and thus the victim can look and behave like someone who is "wrong" in some way. The fact that the victim is not "wrong" does not matter until police are given enough true evidence. Nonetheless, it seems that it is up to the victims' to prove their own stalking cases, even though we are not really qualified to do so. Because we are not qualified as victims turned self-protectors, then sometimes protectors of friends and other family members, and then investigators, we make many errors. Perhaps this plea is an error in and of itself. Still I make it to the masses who read this website. Please help me if you can, but do so with honesty and integrity.

Sincerely,
Lady Lost

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All material on this website is based on its authors' own opinions, beliefs, thoughts, and feelings. Stalking is a horrendous form of domestic terrorism. Please support all stalking victims within the legal limits of both the laws of the land and the rules of morality.


I would like to extend my sentiments of gratitude to those who have supported both Night Vision and Lady Lost through your kind words and book purchasing activities. In closing, I would like to thank Lady S. for the wonderful Banners on all sites! Additionally, I would like to thank those who have aided in the creation and advancement of Night Vision's website design.

Please remember to visit the Cyris Website:Cyris' URL:http://www.oocities.org/cyrissnick/

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Additionally all are invited to visit Stalkaramma. We do hope this site will be rebuilt quite soon.:Stalkaramma URL:http://www.oocities.org/stalkaramma/

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A most recent addition: Saber Website:Saber's URL:http://www.oocities.org/saberland2003/

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The Saber site's purpose is to publish the evidence in regards to the alleged perpetrator's overt activity and to provide viewers with an opportunity to state their opinions and observations upon this site.


A New Website of April 2003:Haunted Shadows URL:http://www.oocities.org/hauntedshadows2000/

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In loving memory of Mr. Ed and Laddie. We continue to honor the memory of these beautiful and innocent animals who have died within highly suspicious circumstances.


As of today's date, July, 24, 2003, any individual who possesses valid emails, guestbook messages, forum entries, letters, photographs, recorded telephone conversations with a person suspected of being the alleged perpetrator and/or evidence of the alleged perpetrator's activities is asked to please forward this information to the following address:
Maricopa Sheriff's Department
920 East Van Buren Road
Avondale, Arizona 85323
Telephone: 602-256-1865
Feel invited to post to above addresses as well.
Please remember to include details indicating which case your information is referring to.
Please no pranks. Additionally, do not attempt to request information regarding the alleged perpetrator as no such information is available through this website at this time. Please keep original copies of forwarded information in case it becomes necessary to forward the information once again in the future. This request is not an invitation to harass any individual thought to be the alleged perpetrator. No persons connected to this site condone stalking and this statement is to include the harassment and/or stalking forms of behaviors against any individuals suspected of being the accused or alleged perpetrator. In this manner, our request is limited to individuals who have received communications with any individual they believe is the alleged perpetrator. However, this does exclude individuals who have pursued entirely unwanted or uninvited contact with the alleged perpetrator. Best wishes to all.

001 Ultimate Announcement
002 About Svanludwick
003 My Wishes
004 Message of Gratitude
005 Be Observant
006 Evil Intent
007 The Coward
008 08_garbage_man.html
009 Request for Reader
010 To Me
011 Stalking Facts
012 Never
013 Violations
014 Book Ad and Introduction
015 Updated Message
016 Why Not Hunt Him
017 Concealed
018 Drive By
019 A Plan
020 Far Too Late
021 Easy Pickens
022 At Last the Poetry
023 Trespassing
024 Crystal Tears
025 Belly Slithering
026 Stalker Traits List
027 Hateful Reminders
028 Hateful Reminders 2
029 Same Old Different
030 Friday
031 Don't Want To
032 Sinister Lull
033 Routines
034 Wind
035 Burnings
036 Questions to Lady Lost
037 Joshin Me
038 Questions to Lady Lost #2
039 Questions to Lady Lost #3
040 Questions to Lady Lost #4
041 Worthy
042 Questions to Lady Lost #5
043 Disposable
044 Researching
045 Fragmented
046 Concoction Nights
047 Retrospect
048 Information and Clue
049 Evolving
050 Curtains
051 Devastation
052 No One
053 Questions to Lady Lost #7
054 More Questions to Lady Lost
055 Reference Information Page
056 Investigation
057 Tick Man
058 Musings
059 Cremation
060 Mecca
061 Paint Gun Pleasures
062 Questions to Lady Lost #9
063 One More Specific
064 Update
065 Hazardous Kind
066 Night Prowling
067 Additional Information
068 Phantom Stalker
069 Copy and Paste Stuff
070 Speculations
071 Safe from Capture
072 Household Name
073 Another Email
074 Coercion Tide Email
075 Tendrils Coercion Email
076 Lady Reply
077 Repeated Mail
078 BLANK PAGE
079 Lady Letters
080 Example Single Email
081 Additional Email
082 More Email
083 Flipped Order Email
084 Stalkers Family Advice
085 Deathly Ill
086 Stalker's Agenda List
087 What He's Like
088 Fading
089 Ariel Danced
090 Where's Alice
091 Too Far
092 Petals Wishes
093 Miss Poppy
094 Unaccustomed
095 Report Center 1
096 Generous Warning
097 Questions to Lady Lost #10
098 BLANK PAGE
099 Alleged Perpetrator Email
100 More Alleged Perpetrator Email
101 A Service
102 Dont Want
103 Jackal
104 Sliding
105 Stopgap
106 Questions for Lady Lost 11
107 Definite Journey
108 S. Van Ludwick
109 Balderdash
110 Sirens
111 Impotent
112 Physical Distraction
113 crimson strobes
114 Questions for Lady Lost 12
115 Series Combo
116 Stalker Series
117 Stalkersmart
118 Daydreaming
119 Silent Reflections
120 Questions to Lady Lost 13
121 Momentary Hope
122 Preoccupations
123 Coils Costs
124 Counting Time
125 Descending Dance
126 Baby Stalker
127 Stalkadillo Essay
128 Upcoming Work
129 Stalkelstilskin
130 Questions to Lady Lost 14
131 Rendezvous
132 The Romance
133 Monkey Circus
134 Alien Princess Information
135 Confessions Thrills
136 Shadowy
137 Dont 03
138 Reference Help Page
139 Chosen Path
140 Forever
141 Serious Not Here
142 Wild Canopy
143 Beckonings
144 An Exterminator
145 Ridicule Examination
146 Today
147 Fantasy
148 Nothing
149 Stalkers Pursuit
150 BLANK
151 Tick Tock
152 Stalkadillo Beliefs
153 How Does It Feel
154 All He Can Feel
155 Reinforcement
156 Ennie Weenie
157 Site Stalking
158 Fun With History
159 Sitestalk Ennieweeni
160 Night Visions 02
161 Shhhhh
162 Miswired
163 Sick Hunger
164 How Agressive
165 Upcoming Work
166 Upcoming Work
167 Cantaloupe
168 Upcoming Work
169 Poltroonery
170 BLANK
171 Stalkadillo Revealed
172 Suicide
173 Bull Pucky
174 Swirled Delusions
175 Ennie Weenie
176 I Want It
177 Nothing Granted
178 Stalkadillo Essay
179 Hypnotized
180 February
181 Rewrite History
182 Stalkadillo Lullaby
183 August
184 Singles Paper
185 Singles Ad Repeated
186 Melon Headed
187 Swirled Delusions
188 Declarations
189 Flipping
190 Victims To Do List
191 Stalkadillo Defined
192 Bonnet Bees
193 Alleged Perpetrator Mail
194 Maze Place
195 Site Stalking 02
196 Questions to the Author
197 Clairvoyant
198 NannuNannu
199 Questions Added to the Author
200 It's magic
201 Send it Over
202 The Writings
203 Too Pathetic
204 Dropping In
205 Weaning
206 November Email Repeated
207 Red Rover
208 Description of Stalkers List
209 Convoluted
210 His Experiment
211 Footage
212 A Dry Caress
213 Mind Puddle
214 Look Everybody
215 Catharsis
216 Minus Splendor
217 Male Parts
218 Sinking
219 Insight
220 Journeys Crux
221 Impure Desires
222 Unplugged, Unedited
223 Yapping
224 The Void
225 The Town
226 Spasm
227 Sliding In
228 Film List 50
229 Questions to the Author 2
230 Questions to the Author 3
231 Afraid
232 Gunther S. van Ludwick
233 Deceived
234 Silence In Prayer
235 Don't Think So
236 Think Twice
237 Twirlie Birds
238 Somehow
239 The Truth
240 Ideal
241 Storms Know
242 Toxic Emotions
243 Suzie Q
244 Too Late 02
245 Suzie Q 02
246 Thicker
247 Onward Once Again
248 Queries
249 Wimpy, Wimpy, Stalker
250 'Till The Victims
252 See It
253 Perched
254 Jazz Music Stalkersville
255 Stalkers Clock
256 Back In School
257 Bandwagon
258 Better Alone
259 Nasty Nookie
260 Gangbusters
261 Suzie Q Adrift
262 Tribulations 02
263 Mystic Mists
264 Upcoming Work
265 False Victim
266 The Coming
267 Upcoming Work
268 Upcoming Work
269 The Tides
270 Too Many Chances
271 Crazier
272 Upcoming Work
273 Fictitious Accusations
274 His Manual
275 Consumed
276 Impossible Beliefs
277 Efforts
278 Upcoming Work
279 Upcoming Work
280 Investigator
281 Waste
282 The Twist
283 Stalker Writer
284 Music Books List
285 Scanning Sunset
286 Expectations
287 Choices Dance
288 Trickle Down
289 Shangri La
290 Upcoming Work
291 The Rules
292 Upcoming Work
293 Upcoming Work
294 The Bad Man & Silenced
295 Questions to the Author
296 Questions to the Author
297 The Kit
298 Upcoming Work
299 Upcoming Work
300 Dollars and Sense
301 Jilted
302 Upcoming Work
303 Upcoming Work
304 Silent Victim
305 Deprivation
306 BLANK
307 Terrible
308 No Dice
309 Playing Pi
310 'Till Death
311 Greetings Viewers
312 Upcoming Work
313 Upcoming Work
314 Never Enough
315 Upcoming Work
316 BLANK
317 Upcoming Work
318 Upcoming Work
319 BLANK
320 November 29 2002 Email
321 Meanings
322 BLANK
323 Rank Madness
324 The Chant
325 Questions to the Author
326 Young, Dumb and...
327 Chop Sue--ey
328 The Writings Warning
329 Questions to the Author
330 Diagnosis
331 Upcoming Work
332 Upcoming Work
333 Upcoming Work
334 Upcoming Work
335 Upcoming Work
336 Upcoming Work
337 Stalkadillo Blunders
338 Addicted
339 Mask Removed
340 Guppy Hunting
341 Affliction
342 Retroactive PTSD
343 Goodbye
344 Questions to the Author
345 December Email
346 Abyss
347 Upcoming Work
348 The Question
349 New Day
350 References Repeated
351 Disorder Troubles
352 Stalkers Song
353 Questions to the Author
354 Stalkadillo Proxy
355 Within
356 Upcoming Work
357 The Time Past
358 Upcoming Works
359 The Award
360 December 10 Email
361 Insanity
362 Answers
363 Upcoming Work
364 Upcoming work
365 Upcoming Work
366 Chuckies Back
367 December 11 Email
368 Questions to the Author
369 The Bind
370 Burned Out
371 Getcha
372 Questions to the Author
373 Games
374 Upcoming Work
375 Getcha 02
376 Upcoming Work
377 Questions Author
378 Scams
379 Domestic Terrorist
380 Nix
381 Litigation Fantasy
382 Dough
383 Creaking
384 No Good
385 Mking It Last
386 Psychiatric
387 Stalkers Creed
388 Tantric Style
389 Awaiting 2003
390 30 Seconds
391 Upcoming Work
392 Awaiting 2003
393 Don't Tell
394 He Said
395 Upcoming Work
396 Santa Stalker
397 Questions to the Author
398 Questions to the Author
399 Isn't Real
400 Upcoming Work
401 Nothing More
402 Silence
403 Stalker's Needs
404 Worthless
405 The Glare
406 Vacant
407 Questions to the Author
408 Midnight's Bile
409 Riddlers Stew
410 Nymphomuncho
411 Stalkadillo Warning Signs
412 Questions to the Author
413 Upcoming Work
414 Questions to the Author
415 Vanishings
416 Stalking Myths
417 Santa Stalker - Loony
418 Upcoming Work
419 The Quarry
420 Questions to the Author
421 The Shift
422 Ruthless
423 BLANK
424 Forever
425 Questions to the Author
426 Questions to the Author
427 Victims Should Know
428 Questions to the Author
429 Moral Duty to Warn
430 Know About Stalkers
431 Stalking Hell
432 Never Regret
433 Crimes
434 Red Strobes 02
435 Nightstick
436 Questions to the Author
437 Blinks in Retrospect
438 Warning Sirens
439 Clarification Questions
440 Comprehensions
441 Questions to the Author
442 Phantom Stalker
443 His Style
444 Work to be Presented at a Later Date
445 Upcoming Works
446 BRAVO!
447 Upcoming Work
448 A Message From Lady Lost
449 The Question
450 New Day
451 References Repeated


The End (for now)
All poetry, essays, correspondence and/or published letters, e-mails or other communications presented or featured on this Internet website are a personal subjective expression of its authors' own feelings, thoughts, beliefs, and opinions. No rights to copy, print, download, duplicate, or display elsewhere other than upon this specific website granted or implied without the direct written permission of the author. This website is not designed to provide legal or psychiatric services or advice to either victims or perpetrators. Please seek the services of a professional in the required field if such services are needed.


Lady Lost Quotes: "There is typically no sense of levity in being a victim of stalking. There are only the overwhelming sensations of horror, terror, despair, isolation, outrage over the injustice and eventually helpless hopelessness. If I have prompted a victim who was sitting at home afraid, defeated, alone and crying to laugh just a little bit over the contents of my riotously sarcastic goofy and somewhat outlandish essays , such as, "Alien Baby Princess," series, "Stalkers-Mart," Bravo," "Stalkersville," or "Serenading Stalkadillo," etc., then perhaps for that one brief moment I have done a great thing."

"If I have helped a victim to realize that these types of perpetrators are incapable of remorse or empathy, that they have no conscience as we know it, and that they are generally delusional, obsessed long-term, unrelenting and unwavering in their coarse of deranged action. Then perhaps I've given that victim one small necessary key to partial comprehension and then partial survival.

"If I have offered a victim insight into the reality that these kinds of perpetrators can change their MO at any time, without appointment, without warning, then maybe I have helped that victim remain alert and possibly a little safer."

"If this website has shown victims and potential victims that these types of perpetrators use a wide range of coercion-control tactics, including threats of legal action, actual lawsuits, charisma, transfering to others, and whatnot, along with the other activities of stalking, then I have hopefully brought to light the true all encompassing nature of these types of perpetrator's visions and self-serving fantasies."


A final note: Both Lady Lost and I wish to extend tremendous sentiments of gratitude towards those Internet savvy individuals who have aided in the continued creation and ultimate improvement of this website! We thank you for the sustained support, and the advice in regards to clip art, animated art and font alterations. We shall never forget those who have stood with us in this monumental effort to speak against both stalking and other forms of domestic violence. Your support has enabled us to bolster the freedom of artists to express their individual experiences in spite of the perpetrators' desire to silence such expressions. There is much left to accomplish. However, the existence of this website stands for the rights of all victims and particularly for those victims who live as artists. It is well understood and well documented that perpetrators frequently become obsessed with the creative. This horrendous obsession with the works and private lives of those most unique within our society must stop. We must never accept the violating fascinations of stalkers and other perpetrators with our brightest stars for without these creative individuals our culture would wither and our minds would grow stagnant. Indeed, as a species we require the artists to evolve, to see the nearly imperceptible details within the forests of the outwardly mundane. Artists are thus gifts from our universal creator and we must always treasure what we are granted.

Sincerely, Gunther S. Vanludwick

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