Burn March 15 2001 Well here they come looking oh so pretty sunlight radiating it burns Gotta fight to the top god bless our country cause its victory or die The world is yours if you can exploit with style Hiding all emotion with an icy smile And you're on your own how dare you question you never break you just burn Well you were out all night with your secret passion come on, feign that hatred and burn Or you soak up their lies like you've got no choice Gonna shock them, show em' they're right You can play the game and accept your shame Or you can let it consume you till you lose your name And its on the prowl for your next distraction its a queer thing honey and burn Well I hope you found a good friend looking liek a backstreet boy and burn And you think the world ends at Southern California got a free ride, hanging to the wind You're among the best and brightest they will love you tonight Revolutionary till it comes time to fight Obey your gender, be epicurean It's a new thing, man, and burn

Necrophile February 2001 Throw away boys in their plastic skin One more time never do that again Wretched consumption and clean up internal vomit engraved as deep as forgotten lies And there's a putrid pretty lake And underneath there is a riot Of drowned damned skeletons that aren't quite dead They whisper: " Come dream with us we're  your creation." " Come join us we're what you crave" "If you leave us we'll be here waiting" " Come sleep with us and never wake" as they pull and tear at flesh and skin And the lake is fed by a river But no water, just blood and snakes But it's flowing so smoothly, numbing the pain While it erodes all time away And in the lake there is a great tall tower Pitch black and eons old And from the top you can jsut see the beauty The waters seductively say " Just surrender, the light is fading" " Let the heartache wash away" " Come on hurry the horizon is burning" "Let the cold subsume your shame"

torch March 2001 when i was little i knew how to fend off the darkness i would cross my fingers walking down dark hallways of lay in bed with a part of me touching the Bible and I knew I had a sheild of light sheilding me from satan and all his denizens.  Now I know that rituals and paper mean nothing and the darkness knows that too so when they come faceless and skeletal i have nothing to fend it off so i look deep within myself but its like trying to stab a hole so sometimes i cross my fingers still like someone starving dreaming of a feast and its still just as dark but sometimes i can distance myself enough to turn on a light or talk radio.

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