My poetry

SPIDER Spun tight in a web of your lies I no longer have the power to differnentiate the  truth from the false obscurities that flow from your mouth.  Ever hurt, ever scared I wonder what I do wrong and why I rain forever as the underdog.  I shall never be good enough to serve you your greatness, so I sit on the floor encircled in the granted I am taken for. Longing to be perfection in your eyes, longing for you to want to fight for this, longing for you to want to be near to me as I too you.  Closer I come stepping forward into the boundaries of your heart. You push me out, you throw me down stomping, tearing, ripping at my bruised heart and tired soul.  And the lies begin to flow, the truth the lies mixed spun tight you are my black widow and I am your pray I am destined to die destined to live without your love.  You hunt me, you kill me, you love me, you leave me.  My liar, my lover.  So where does the truth end and the lies begin?  You've done your job well for I do not know.  Stuck in your web, stuck in your lies you keep spinning I wait another day another ngiht I stay your pray forever more.

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One hand grasping an empty boddle of love the other pouring an overflowing glass of hate down my dry throat.  Drip, drip, drip down my partched insides into my empty soul and broken heart.  Never needed love anyways funny how the world could love me but without your love I'm nothing.  Stretch out my broken wings and attempt one last time to fly attempt fails. Lying face down on the ground hot tears fall.  My tears as black as sin, smile has become fake and faded, laughter repetitive I'm sickened by the light and saddend by the dark.  I roam somwhere alone in the middle between good and evil, happiness and sadness, in the center I lie always moving never resting allowing no time for my weary mind to wonder what has been and what could have been or what will never be.

Where dreamers dream and lovers love the stars swerl into One where those with passion dominate the simple minded fools the world is a bright blast of light Where no one judges or hurts lovers love, dreamers dream we become one No where Where is a place like this Somewhere Someday find a place like this Until then lovers will hurt but love over comes pain Reality will crush dreamers dreams but dreams have a way of turning into actuality So until then find peace between the lines My unspoken actions mean more then words could ever say So I say to you there is always a way as long as dreamers dream