Original Songs / Poems

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This section contains poems, riddles, songs and anime theme's that I have made up myself. This is also my venting point, where I let my feelings out when I feel differently day after day - so this section is a P.G - Parental Guidance ( Hah. ) just incase you disagree with some of my language. Sorry, but it keeps me sane.

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S c o r n e Hark, said the fruit to the weed. As the shadow flown across the land. It's dark form with satanic talons in the flesh of the earth, Should I feel secure upon this infertile soilings Of the shaded tarmac which spawns Deprevit shapeshifters which change the heart; Wicked Sorcerer's who change the mind, Soul killing witches which deform the body. If it proves though, I will be gone the sooner, As so the Centaur takes his slave. I fear that thine tendril roots are not safe..	Angèl's In Thè (V)èadow Give me a reason why you feel so scared; When your walking through the forests, listening carefully, Your bodies weak, your mind's justifiably unsound. When with them, you live in paradise, your eyes clear; To die for glory, to die for greed is too easy.. But for their gaze, to die for is to be heavenly. For people live for their possessions, Then find them haunting. They come forth from within the stormiest weather; Always thriving to make things a little better.. And they always stay the same, While everything else changes.
Gaia I was at the end of the tunnel, yet there was no light. Walking down the path, with no love, friends or home. And from within the midst of my battles; All hope that I may have tasted was gone. Why should greed overcome all in this life? The tree's, the creatures, the people - the future. People would do anything, for their own lives to thrive. Our world is dying, and no word is more truer.. People never tell you what really is anymore; Living on this earthen soil - this.. Hell, And with war and fighting on every shore.. Will we be alright? Only time may tell. Nevertheless, people still destroy this world, our Gaia; War, Famine, Disease, Death and the Isotope. You should never believe all that you are told. Majorities being just mirror's of a truer time; How do people carry on their lives with this one word.. This.. Hope.	Gentou ( My Yuumei Kouro Themetune ) I am Light and I am Strong, through the Flame I stand; Eyes not meant for this world, no other is so grand, I hunt a spinning circle - I stalk the timing sands; I vaguely keep on running, blood dripping from my hands. Life is to be an illusion of pain, or is that illusion as well? Youth listen to truth in elders - and hear the tales they tell. They run along beside me, none but innocence and truth; Talons of a Daemon shown, where human life once grew. Life dimming into nothing, as emptiness breaks through! Living alone - if forever - the time soon takes its toll. Skulls follow where my soul has left me, but I try not to show; Would you have been my saviour, my tempered guiding light, Or would your grievious actions soon turn my day into night. With you I would have spent a lifetime - or at least to try; Though you are gone now, gone - and so I die inside. I am shadow, I am night - and from the light I hide..
Need When your all alone, and you need some light Someone to dry your tears; Just remember, I am here.. Just when you thought you were falling.. I'll be right there. Someone to help you to the end - to catch you when you fall; Just when you thought that you were losing.. Whenever you need me; I'll always's be right there. I know it takes love. Love is a healing thing, and when you give everything; Your loving your world - your world loves you too.. When the wind blows, I'll see you inside of the stars, I'll see you through it all.. Sometimes, you never see the warning, And that's the fun - when you find The One. All it takes is one mistake to throw my world.. just one time, and I'll go home forever.. If you wanted to fly, I would give you my wings You are in my heart, The only light that shines there in the dark. In my mind, everything that I did was right, Though everything remain's the same. Open your eyes, I'll still be there by your side.. The rain of pure existence washes down on my face; I'm not just going to stand around; Waiting for my lips to be read. So I'm a little out-of-centre, I'm a little out-of-tune.. Look for the one who would care - the one, the only - the always there. Look even to the lowest of kinds, Never knowing what you might find.. You were on my side. Misery has me now, it's grip unshaking, You seen the beauty in everything; Everything - and me.. When I awake, your never there, when I sleep, your everywhere; It's how I got this far - knowing who you are. Your everywhere to me - Yet I wonder.. Do you see me..?	Oceanica Take my hand, no need to be shy, It's a damn cold night - trying to figure out the light.. Take me by the hand, take me to the pure shores, To look upon the eye of the squalls might. The ocean is a mystical place of lilac lore; Sometimes I wonder, if all of the myth's are true, That if you stay for long, and just breath, When you gaze, the sea would be bleeding blue. White stallions upon unsolid motion, The life of our home - our sea - our ocean. I watch the sea's untapped power, it's soul; I feel it wash over me, like a silver shoal. Sometimes I wonder, if all of the myth's are true, That if you stay for long, and just breath, When you gaze, the sea would be bleeding blue. We watch the wave flow across the heath.. The time has come - like a stone thrown, A stone to the waters, a ripple given! So will my power reach the doors of heaven And the seed's of a new existence sown. I will live on the mouth of the sea, And I will forgive Nature's violent rage, For I will be more than she. More than this life - this cage! Sifting the deep shadows for something to touch. Desperate, hungry, I feel my stomach lurch. The sickness is spreading - there is too much motion, Motion of people - too much commotion.. Desperate for something to touch.. The sea give and the sea take away, I wait for a fate as such.. Where I don't have to watch as much The sea is coming - no, wait. It's going out. It's true nature shown - leave me alone. For she comes no more - to this open shore.. The Moon has risen.
The Choir of Desu I fear that Death may visit tonight. As the seat stays, the rocker, infront of the flame. The unliving shade with its slatted pinnacle of a blade; Its face, if that it be called, misted, pre-genisis; Found in ignorance. Wish't to find a place to disappear, just like before. One step too close to the edge. Its broken, emptiness of a chest mangled silently; The generic talons of blackness ready to break. Wavering its own hold upon this plain; As the apparition of absence flows through the air. Time to run, time to hide. Time to die. The time for the horseman's scythe - is nigh.	`Shevron Skies` ( My Akira Anthology Theme ) I never needed anything - and I can go on with nothing.. But for all the blessings that life can bring, I've always needed something.. Though I have all I need when it comes to helping you through. You're my only reason - your love my only truth! I need you like life - like breath - like the rain, I need you to save me from the Shevron Skies.. There's a freedom in your arms that carries me through.. That's why I need you.. You're the wind that blows me - to take courage again.. I need you..
§h°ñêñ Têmpô! ( My Powerball Theme ) I want to change the world, change it for the better; Try to make it have sense to me, join me in my quest. The way it is now - it's time for change.. Naniyo.. Naniyo.. Time to brave the shadows; For you, it can't be that big a deal but.. If we all join just right now - unless it's already too late! I want to save the world, change it for the better; The key is to care - to take your power, And use it for the best - it's not too late.. ! Change my mind, tell me why it is worth saving. Show me a way to save it. Help me, join my quest, run through the fire, And brave turbulent skies, it's not too late.. Shonen Tempo!	ßy †he ßlådë ( My Tapioca Chai Theme ) By the blade the warrior stands, evil dies by his hands.. The shadow hides by the light of the sword - the hero! The warrior sheathes the evil of the horde - the hero! The hero is the light of the heavens. His quest cannot stop, the struggle of forever continues And as the forever ends, his mortality shows.. Hide by the darkness, become the problem; Or step out to the sun - become a singular charm.. The power of the sword must be shown; And by the hands of the hero, hope is sown...
-={ § - T - R - E - N - G - T - H }=- Anything that doesn't kill me - Makes me stronger. Strength burns brightly in my heart, and lets me live longer. When I die - What a life taken When I live - What a soul broken. Memories give me the power I need to proceed; Every step I take, there is nothing else I need. Sometimes I want someone to help me find fate; So far, hanging on the ridge of sanity and hate; Sometimes I want someone to open the gates for me But in the mean time, we'll see. People who know my soul ask me why and how; I've seen so much more than all of you now - so now. Hurdle after hurdle, tries after tries; Tell me - to close my eyes.	The Singularity I am the Singularity - the one of none, The thing with no spiritual home like some; I want to die, don't need to live, It's too much to handle - too much to have. Somebody tell me what the hell I am..!! Maybe then someday, my storm will calm. This body - sham - a worthless empty box; A mortal plane where the wave of existence rocks.. I can't get through this, I can't do this.. I'm not gonna make it through this.. I have had enough, I want to die, no need to live. This is too much to have..
-=Frozen=- All alone tonight - I stand in the night. Some day she'll come - but it won't be right.. I wish you would have met me; Maybe you would see, The feelings I had for you - so true. It's a frosty cold night - why does this feel so right.. ? Please leave me alone - leave me here on my own, Please leave me alone - leave my weakness unshown. Don't show I exist - I don't want to know. I want to be alone, don't want to be shown.. Don't want to be alone, I want to be shown.. I feel such a spiral, now my feeling's your own. Do you really want to care for that man; The one that abuses you any way that he can? It's a frosty cold night - why does it feel so right.. ? Please leave me alone - leave me here on my own, Please leave me alone - leave my weakness unshown. Don't show I exist- I don't want to know. To have a life with someone, there is no such thing. You live while I sit alone, listening to the Angels sing. If you would just love me, oh - the life I could bring.. It's a frosty cold night - why does it feel so right.. ? Please leave me alone - leave me here on my own, Please leave me alone - leave my weakness unshown. Don't show I exist - I don't want to know. I know already that I'm dying alone; I will never have a true home. .. And I'm scared.	~~All This Shit~~ All of this shit, that smothers the Earth; Bastards of hatred, none with self worth. Show me someone who would care for you more; Show me the person that you have in store. I've had enough of being phucked with; Time you realised my silence is myth.. All of this shit, that smothers the Earth; Bastards of hatred, none with self worth. I'm going to fucking kill you!! Theres no point in being so nice and so true. So you tell me just what I should do. No longer do I love on my own, I don't need anyone - I don't need a home. Watch your back, I'm coming for you soon. You show me why I should carry on being as I am, You show me just what the hell that I am. All of this shit, that smothers the Earth; Bastards of hatred, none with self worth. You help me - you show me. You fight to set me free. Only then will my trust for you show. I've lost my only real friend, I've ran through a storm with my mind far ahead; I had to walk through, and be told he was dead. Everyone keeps things from me - like a thieving crow.. I'm sick inside - but if theres one thing I know; I'm going to get sicker - but how can I show.. ?
MAYBE.. Sometimes I sit at my window and wonder, If at some time, with my hatred torn asunder; That I would be loved - that we would love.. .. One Another. We all have our own saviour. You can't help who you care for, Who you pine for, but who doesn't see you. Even standing infront of her, She can't see your eyes - and you wonder too; If maybe she's the one. She's the one? But you blink, and suddenly she's gone. If she is your true saviour, why can't she see.. ? Why can't she see what she means to me..? And then I wonder, if love it be.. If just.. Maybe.	=The Roads= ? I'm tired of walking down the roads alone. ? ! I'm tired of living my life without a home. ! ! But most of all - I'm tired of people. ! ! People who defy the moral steeple, ! ! People being horrible to one another. ! ! People with no love from a mother. ! "They kill with their love." !Like the harbinger of death - the black dove,! !That's how it is - all over the world;! !The truth of existence shall yet be unfurled..! ? .. Fate .. ?
°» My Dæmon «° My Daemon - my lust and greed; I mustn't show temptation - lest it feed.. It doesn't even matter how hard you try, Your Daemon's wings will always fly. I put my trust in your love - I pushed as far as I could.. But you weren't around as maybe you should. Now hold my hands up high.. Tilt my view towards the forever sky; Like the very last night - You'll see my souls light.. I've battled my Daemon so far..	=.. G l i m m e r o f L i g h t ..= A glimmer of light came to me this day; This time I've sat down to pray.. I've had too many disappointments past. My love may notice me, for love I fast. My heart springs - I have something to touch! I'm not out of bounds yet - My wings spread like a dove.. Instead of sitting on this couch, I may have love. I may - have love. ~~Hope Is Here Again~~ ..Hopeless..
From Heaven I have no idea why I'm here.. Mostly I wish I wasn't. Because my life brings me fear. If I was from Heaven.. And asked if I wanted a life; If I looked back upon these days, I'd say no - not even; Not even, because in the end, It's me that pays. Where is everyone now? I feel myself going further away.. But how? How can I say.. If I was from Heaven.. And asked if I wanted a life; If I looked back upon these days, I'd say no - not even; Not even, because in the end, It's me that pays. It isn't really worth it; And only the sunlight can save me.	-={( ßrôken WïÑg§}}=- Crypt of brittle, fragile lies Locked away in stone cold eyes Rotting remains of murdered dreams Viciously trapped in silent screams Intentionally shown perpetual fears Escaping out within unseen tears.. The spiteful roars of defeat and pain Echoeing through the lonely rain.. Depression is ascending from their soul.. Only I can show them - bring them whole. I am a star - because I shine in shadow I bring light to others - though I am hollow. How can I - how can I show.. How can I show - just how much light I can sow. I am everyone and everything. I'm alive by the care that people can bring. Now - the rains water runs through white wings. I am here - and I am now - but how.. ? Makes you wonder if you would notice me in the crowds..
See Me.. I'm don't have wings - but if you were to see me, You would see that I'm truly free.. And I don't want the world to see me; And if everything's meant to be broken, I only hope that you - can see.. I don't have wings - but I can fly! See me fall into the sky..? Tempt, Ridicule, Hurt me. It matters none. As far as I'm concerned - I'm already gone. Maybe that's why noone notices me.. Whatever you give comes back times three; And when that time comes, it's from me that you will flee..	An Angels Promise How does it feel to murder someones spirit..? Lick the blood from your fingers. It doesn't feel any better. The copper burns your mouth. You have made me play the fool.. And now everything about you will go south. My wings are my weapons - my hands my tools. My eyes the truth. You will see my eyes - you will see the skies. My storm will cloud your mind - uncouth; I will bring the skies to your eyes..