FAITH

Forsaken by men, loved by God. I thank you Father.  I love you, I praise you. Holy, Holy is your name. They mean it for evil, while you Father mean it for good. I trust in your infinite wisdom, and love.  Humbly trusting in your exclusive will.  Please let me not suffer in my own will.  I surrender, I submit, I am prostrate, base, lifeless dust without you. Jesus, fill me up so that there's no room for evil.  I need your perfect peace

Thank you Lord, for my grand father and his spirit of teaching. Grandma Hanna for her healing spirit. Grandmamma, for her spirit of patience and understanding. Grandma Mariah for her spirit of surviving, and working through her fear. Lord, I thank you. For my ancestors legacy, and your grace and mercy firmly planted in me.

Return your body, a living tabernacle, back into the perfect state in which God created it. Give back your mind, a living temple, back into the perfect state in which God created it. This is what god wants from you. Activate the power of God in you to overcome the spirit of sin that has bound your will and unto the spirit of confusion in the lusts of the flesh. This is what our heavenly Father desires.

Ask the Lord for right thoughts, motivations, and knowledge.  Do not allow the beast to reside in your mind.  You can do this by keeping the Holy Spirit the focus or foundation of all thoughts.  The Holy Spirit has us in mind or focus omnipitently.  It is us whom are either oblivious, vaguely aware, or in one of many levels of seeking the fullness of the Holy Spirit which is Christ Jesus. Undisputedly.  The enemy is able to use a weapon that cannot be seen, heard, or for any of our senses, be detected.  Gods word says that He will not tempt us to sin, neither can He be tempted.  His word tells us that God gives only good gifts.  That would include thoughts.  Demonic entities are many, that take up residence in us as individuals.  However our wonderful Lord has armed us with an abundant wealth of methods to resist.  To which the number one, the only defence is Christ Jesus.  Him in our thoughts, behavior, and every detail of our lives.

May the Lord bless my soul, and my living flesh that is his.  I hope he finds a place in me worthy of filling.  Somewhere inside that is tidy enough to dwell in.  I haven't found my purpose or maybe it's not mine to find.  All I know is I want to be the best of all things that are Holy.  My existance is evolving to be more loving, caring, kinder, thoughtful, and compassionate.  There is no time left to be insecure with the world and what it promises to the fortunate.  Seeking Gods wisdom endlessly possesses me, and a peaceful loving presence has lifted me up.  I have a new way of conducting my self as a single christian woman, and I don't feel bad about it.  For so long, all of my life I've done what I wanted to do .  Most of the time, I didn't think about God.  It wasn't that I was a aethiest.  I believed in God, knowing that he sacrificed his son Jesus for my sins because he knew I would never be able to measure up.  In my own will I didn't measure up.  At the end of my marriage I started going to church because I was hurting, and I knew that seeking Him would bring healing to my spirit.  Something that I wasn't able to do myself.  I was trying to save my marriage, and shield my family from the enevitable.  But guess what?  I was the one who got saved.  Since then I admit, there have been a few times, ok ok, many times I've succumbed to spiritual amnesia.  But, thank God! He knows what I and we are just waking up to.  We will never ever be able to measure up.  Sweet Jesus!  By the time the callouses fall away from our eyes ( that blind man that Jesus healed, is a metaphor for every man, woman, and child that is touched by Jesus, and remembers God the Father. Is awakened, uncovered, ashamed of their sin, humbled to the power of God almighty. Repenting and forever until the day of judgement accounts for all of their deeds; righteous and sinful).  Thankyou Jesus for the gift of Life. For giving us the opportunity to be saved.  Because, by the time I realized God was in charge and not me, it was too late.  I had tresspassed, and fell way short of following most of his commandments.  My soul would have been lost and bound forever.  Thankyou infinitely Jesus, that your love abounds in me