Denied

Curled into a ball
like an unborn babe.
I called her name.
No reply breathed her lips
I took to poking 
her sides in order 
to end the game.
But no game was 
this I began to fear.
For her skin was nearly
chilled and I hoped
the weather gave reason. 
I took her by the shoulders 
and leaned her back.
Through my heart shot pain 
Her lips were as blues as 
the crystal eyes 
she pierced with.
My lady friend's chest
did not rise and fall,
no air did pass her lungs.
How could her death be true, 
when her future once lay so bright?
I, her friend and confidant
all at once felt 
warm love for her that
did not ever flow  before
My love I denied so
long came bursting through
my tears and crys.
In my arms I layed her head
like a baby child.
Oh, my dear
I did love you so.
My heart knew all along
that love say next to me
always.
Now, I am denied your 
beautiful smile and whisper
in the sunlight.
Please forgive my  blinded eye.
So, accept a meager kiss
to send you home, just a little
bliss for your torn soul from mine.

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