My beautiful little angel Selena, This is Mommy writing to you. I am writing to let you know how much I miss you and love you. You are the first thing I think of in the morning and the last thing I think of before I go to sleep. I give your picture a kiss goodnight every night. And I tell you how much I miss and love you. I have your picture hanging everywhere in the house. They will never come down. I love seeing your picture when I wake up. Sometimes I sit there and look at your picture and wish that you were here. I wish I could have heard you cry. I remember your beautiful black hair. You had your daddy's hair. I go to the cemetery once a week and I bring a candle for your eternal light. We wanted you to have your own night light. I tell you I love you every time I go to the cemetery. I know that one day I will hold you in my arms again. I also know my Great Grandparents are taking care of you until I get there. Knowing that they are taking care of you helps me get through this. And having Daddy and Grandma here with me helps too. Mommy loves you very much and I will see you again someday. Love, Mommy

I'll Hold You in Heaven From the very beginning I loved you, As I made plans to hold you and rock you. You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb. But something went wrong and soon you were gone. My young heart was broken, my tears fell like rain. I'd never known such heartache and pain. I wonder who you look like, me or your dad. Do you have my smile and his eyes? Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small? We had dreams for you that reached to the skies. It was long, long ago and I still miss you so. Thanks to Jesus, I'll see you in Heaven. I'll hold you in heaven someday. When my trials on earth pass away, The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you. I know you're waiting for me. I never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye." But I'll hold you heaven someday.