This website is a tribute to my big brother Ian who passed away aged 30. My life has been a living nightmare since he left me that rainy night in february 2002.
I miss him so much, for as long as I can remember Ian was always there for me, right through school into those teenage years, and throughout my early adulthood, we would fight and argue as brothers and sisters do, but there was always love, I knew if I had a problem I could turn to Ian, knowing he would not judge me, he was always proud of his little sis and it showed when I could'ent walk down the street without someone saying " hay your Boo's little sis arnt you" or I would get girls coming up to me asking if I would set them up on a date with him, Ian was well loved by all who knew him, Ian had problems in his life, but no matter what hell he was going through he was always there, when I got pregnant with my daughter I was dreading telling my brothers knowing how protective they was of me, I got home and Ian was in, I told mam I had somthing to tell her but would wait until Ian was out, mam had already guessed and asked me in front of Ian I broke down crying, and waited for Ian to go on the war path, but he dident he just came up and put his arms round me and told me it was gonna be ok and if I ever needed anything he would be there for me and my baby, I remember that day as if it was yesterday, ohh how I wish he was here to put his arms round me now, ...
this site is dedicated to Ian's memory I will share poems i've written, childhood memories, and ill tell you how greif destroys siblings lifes, and how ive coped with greif,,, but mainly ill tell you about My hero....Ian my brother... |
