Imagine, if you will.
The setting. Autumn, late night, Restfield Cemetery. You know the
one. The usual premise, which by now you must be fairly
acquainted with. No need to describe the rows upon rows of pale
tombstones, sticking out of longish grass like dull teeth; the
occasional mausoleum, its rough iron door creaking in the cool
breeze; the gargoyles, who've seen it all yet still look upon
with morbid curiosity. Dead leaves, colourful, are picked up by
the wind and brush past us like gossamer things. Quiet rings
around us deafly, in the aftermath of a brutal dance to which we
have only been spectators.
Dramatis personae. Oddly, down to basics. The quintessential
troika, like in the beginning. No significant other, no life
partner, no proactive Watcher, who had opted for a quiet evening
of book-lusting instead. Willow and I stood silently, shivering
in our thicker coats like the sun-kissed little California kids
we were. Willow clutched an empty crossbow to her chest,
absently, while I shoved my hands deep inside my pockets, as far
as they would go (I had left my own weapon - an axe I had come to
be familiar and rather skilled with - embedded in something's
spine). And finally our leading lady, the prima ballerina, the
one girl in all the world, frozen into a broken version of her
fighting stance, stake held high, oblivious to the unseasonal
cold, swirling around her limbs and reddening her cheeks.
It was almost pretty how she broke apart, crumbling to the earth
piece by piece until hands and knees sunk into the grass, digging
calmly at the soft soil we've tread every night for years. The
stake fell from limp fingers and clattered dull end first onto
the ground, to be forgotten. Then her body shook, the girl's eyes
wide with panicked regret, and the manicured talons clawed
frantically at the earth, where a thin, scattered coating of dust
stirred idly in the breeze. Her fingers raked through the brittle
blades and the dust collected under her nails, covering her skin
like blood on guilty hands.
Willow looked away and the heroine shattered, a sharp scream
piercing the heavy night air, shaken with sobs. I looked down at
my shoes, hearing the laments we'd been expecting since the
beginning, but I couldn't look away for long. The tragedy of it
was too powerful, the whole thing too gothic and purple and
I-told-you-so, it didn't seem deserving of passing interest.
And so I watched, silent, feeling the unseasonal cold seep into
my very core along with something else, as wind picked up the
remains of her loved one and blew them upward in a swirled
flourish, caressing her weeping form one last time like the
fingers of a dedicated lover, before ascending to the greyish
heavens he had, in the end, earned for her.
The End