august 14 2002
poems and prayers for the twisted
catrina and i lead the prayer over the pa system this morning and the angelus before lunch time. damnit. delgado was being her annoying little self as usual and i like sooo wanted to suffocate her till she begs for mercy and promises to shut up or until i put everyone out of their misery and she dies. damnit!

anyway, during english time we were discussing chinese poetry and how it attempts to have a harmonious realtionship with man, nature, God and himself. my teacher says that people who write poems are the ones who are in touch with themselves and know what they want. so, i'm in touch with myself pala. advice for the deranged and confused out there, write. it'll do you a world of good.

i can't wait for friday. why is that its only thursday tomorrow. shit. gusto ko na magfriday!!! and magsunday kasi i look so kagalang-galang in my get up for the table official thingy para sa tournament. plus i'll get to be with him sa officials table.=) since we're "friends" na ulit, sana naman balik asaran and stuff ulit kami. nakakamiss na kasi eh. i want to see his "animated" smile once again. pero this time, up close na ulit tapos, sa akin sya nakasmile. hehe..

i just had a thought!!!! what if, the blues tropa will join the tournament?? omg. sana 14 or 15 sila para kaage group ko tapos, tignan natin kung makailan seconds sila sa akin.. nax. yabang ko. bakit ba? totoo naman eh, diba??=)

spaced out at 09.54pm