We made love that morning after I had gone down on him and got him going. He told me to be careful because he hadn't had any all week. I wanted him in the worst possible way so I asked if we could be with each other that morning. He started looking at porn pics on the web. (I guess he had to get himself a little extra thrill from being so tired) and I got tired of waiting and went to put on some coconut scented tanning oil; it turns him on like a wild fire. I'll not use anything else as an afrodesiac again. You find something that works that good you stick with it. If it's not broken don't fix it.

All in all things seem to be going quite well after what happened before he left. I can't help but wonder if things aren't perhaps going a little too well too soon under the current circumstances. I hope I'm just being over cautious. Time will surely tell; it always does.

I went to my first counseling session with Bill Stanley yesterday at 3:30. He was really very helpful as soon as the first session. I was really quite shocked that we'd made so much progress so quickly. He gave me a list of questions and requests to discuss with Will in reference to our relationship, what we both want from it and from each other as well. I don't think he's going to have the energy to talk about any of it today so we will begin tomorrow or maybe Thursday. Unfortunately we have quire practice Thursday; it will have to be Friday. That okay; my next appointment isn't until the 29th.

Dustin almost got the holy shit beat out of him late last night. Some idiot that lived where he lives threatened to kill him because he thought Dustin had narced on him to CPS. The big black idiot and two big black bastards were saying they'd kill him if the guy lost his kids or went to jail. Fortunately Dustin was able to get the guy evicted and get a restraining order against him If he comes anywhere near him now he'll go to jail for a while.

So long for now

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