dear diary
..for...tin..
O2 leaves my body as i look back on my sin.
the water’s beating blazing sticking melting through my skin.

when your face appears before me, visible and in,
i flush the light, i crush the night, no air becomes a grin.

[s a v e   m e]watch out for your beasts: they'll lie and leave you cursed.
and still you think you know the tricks... 'fore better comes the worse

why do you adore me; mine ideas have melted dust.
the mountains’ quake laughs suicide, their headaches turn to lust.

and do you think you know me? and do you think you see?
and do you know your ravaged life has now affected me?

compliment the smutted; crack your own stone grave.
i’ll take your tear gas for my own and use it anti-slave.

take this withered sculpted gift, with it my hands laid bare
and shove it through my embryo with greatest of all care.

don't tell me not to write this out, my diary, my love.
your fires cheat me if you do. obsession from above.