walked
almost out of his life
he stoped me
so fast
i got dissy
he wanted me to stay
i couldn't
there was no point
no need
i wasn't for him
no point
no need
i kept telling myself
keep walking
he wont stop you
he has no need to
at least i think
what if
he cant
lose me
what do i do now?
this is different
i've never seen him this way
its different
better
more alive
in tune
with life
he was ready
for anything.
they fight
but they work it out
why couldn't i?
I couldn't see the future
but they can
I only saw what i wanted to
and i', hurting now
but why
because i didn't know the truth
truth hurts
I know now
But why not then
i was stupid
young
i made mistakes
but i need to change
O, but i have
if you only knew
if only i could show you
or even tell you
whats wrong with me?!
i'm crazy
i let other people
decide my life
I'm changed
i'm myself
i made choices
not them
but me
for me
belive me
for i think the WORLD OF YOU
belive
he had
a chance
a small chance
and
he wasn't
going to mess it up
this was so worth it
he doesn't know why
but
he cant help it
i'm ready
to take him back
i thought about it
for awhile now
and i realize
I'm the one who needs to change
i need to stop
being over bearing
i need to be...
FREE
free from what others say
free to decide life
for myself.
i still like him a LOT
maybe not love
but close
I cant stand not talking to him
its almost as bad as dieing
if only i knew the words
to sing
to say
to write
to tell him
how i feel
i want him back
but...