Where One Path Ends - Chapters 1-5

For personal use and select distribution only © by Becky January 2007

by Becky

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Chapter One

Elizabeth sat at the head of the table, put on her spectacles and flipped through her paperwork purposefully. Half a dozen of Boston’s wealthiest, most prominent women were gathered at her table, each absorbed in their own notes and paperwork. Martha and Fiona circled the table, keeping teacups filled and making sure there was enough sugar and cream.

Elizabeth picked up her pen. “Ruth, you should contact the Globe this week about donating free advertising. They were so generous last year.”

One of the women scribbled some notes on her papers. “Oh, yes, certainly. And Standish Advertising has agreed to print our flyers for free if we provide the paper.”

“Wonderful,” Elizabeth said as the clock chimed nine o’clock. “My, look at the time. We should adjourn. Ladies, I do believe this will be our grandest flower show yet.”

Martha rushed to the front closet as the women gathered their leather folders and handbags and made their way to the door. Martha helped everyone with their coats as Elizabeth saw them out the door like the perfect hostess. Elizabeth peeked into the dining room as the last woman left.

“Martha, clean up that mess for me, will you? I’m going to retire for the night. I’m exhausted.”

“Certainly, mum. Right away. Goodnight.” Martha rushed back to the dining room and began gathering the teacups and all the papers Elizabeth had left behind.

“Goodnight, Martha,” Elizabeth called, heading for the staircase. She pressed one hand to the small of her back. Time was taking its toll on her, as much as she hated to admit it. She had chaired the charity flower show to benefit Massachusetts General Hospital every year for twenty years, except for the year that Michaela and Sully were married. Even then she had remained heavily involved, acting as co-chair despite having to miss the actual show itself. But the last few shows had been difficult on her. She wasn’t her usual spry self. She had made a few minor mistakes that nonetheless irritated her to no end, misspelling some names on the invitations and nearly forgetting to contact a few of their biggest supporters. And physically, her bones ached, her arthritis was flaring up, and she found herself incredibly tired after the many long but necessary committee meetings. Her eyesight had been weakening lately as well. She found she couldn’t read a thing anymore without her spectacles and often a strong magnifying glass. Still, she and the other women managed to continue putting on a fine show and raising quite a bit of money for the hospital Josef had worked at, and she planned to remain chairwoman until she was on her deathbed.

Elizabeth smiled to herself as she ascended the first step of the carpeted staircase. “Elizabeth Quinn, you still have it,” she said wryly.

She took another step and suddenly the toe of her boot became caught on her petticoat. She tried to grab the banister but it was too late and she went tumbling down the two steps to the floor, landing square on her side. She heard a large crunch and a horrible popping sound, and instantly intense, paralyzing pain shot up and down her left leg. She struggled to speak, overwhelmed by the pain.

“Martha,” she cried instinctively. “Martha! Martha!”

The chambermaid rushed back into the room, stopping short at the sight of her mistress prostrate on the floor. “Oh, dear heavens. Mrs. Quinn! What happened?”

“What does it look like? I fell!” Elizabeth retorted.

“Oh, Mrs. Quinn. Oh, Mrs. Quinn,” Martha murmured, crouching down beside her and bursting into tears.

“Stop carrying on and go find Harrison, tell him to run and fetch the doctor,” Elizabeth said, gritting her teeth in agony. “For heaven’s sake, hurry!”

* * *

The children were playing outside in the schoolyard as Michaela walked across the meadow. She shielded her eyes from the sun and spotted the boys on one of the seesaws and Katie skipping rope nearby with a few other little girls.

“Byron, Katie, Red Eagle!” she called, waving cheerfully.

“Mama!” Byron shouted. He jumped from the seesaw, sending Red Eagle crashing to the ground.

Red Eagle recovered quickly and got up, following behind Byron. Katie abandoned the rope and chased after them.

“You came to pick us up!” Katie called.

Michaela enveloped them all in a tight embrace. “The clinic’s been so slow today. I thought you could come and keep me company.”

“I’ll help roll bandages,” Katie offered enthusiastically.

“How was school today?” Michaela asked.

“Good,” Byron replied. “We learned about reptiles.”

“Do you have any homework?”

“Not really. Just spelling and some arithmetic,” Red Eagle said.

“Good. You can work on it at the clinic.”

“But, Mama. We can do it later,” Byron protested.

“Yeah, I want to help you at the clinic,” Katie added.

“I want you to at least start on your homework first. Then you can help me out to your heart’s content,” she replied. “Go get your things and we’ll walk over.”

Katie, Byron and Red Eagle rushed back to the seesaw, gathered their books and lunch pails, and hurried back to Michaela.

Katie grabbed her mother’s hand and beamed up at her as they walked toward the bridge.

“Where’s Papa, Mama?” Byron asked. “Thought he was gonna pick us up.”

“He and Brian went out to Mr. James’ place to chop down a tree for him. Apparently it got hit by lightning last night. They‘ll be back in time for supper.”

“Why can’t he do it himself?” Byron replied.

“He’s old, silly. He’s too old to chop a tree,” Katie explained.

Michaela put her hand on Byron’s shoulder. “We should help out the elderly whenever we can. When people get older things that were once quite easy for them can suddenly become impossible. Friends should help their older friends.”

“Oh,” Byron said pensively.

“Well, what sorts of reptiles are you studying?” Michaela asked.

“Snakes and crocodiles,” Red Eagle said excitedly. “Crocodiles have big teeth. And their blood is cold.”

“Their blood is cold and they eat people,” Byron added.

“They do not eat people,” Katie protested.

Michaela noticed Horace jogging off the clinic porch and looking toward the meadow. He spotted Michaela and the children and ran toward them.

“They do too eat you if you get too close,” Byron said. “Mama, don’t crocodiles eat people? Tell Katie.”

Michaela stopped. “Something‘s wrong,” she murmured.

“What?” Red Eagle asked, looking up at her.

Horace approached them, out of breath. He handed Michaela a folded piece of paper. “Telegram just came in from your sister, Dr. Mike.”

Michaela knew immediately it was probably about their mother. Rebecca usually wrote her a letter when she wanted to tell her something. She only used telegrams in an emergency. She opened the paper with trepidation and quickly read it.

All three of the children looked up at her curiously. “Who’s it from, Mama?” Katie whispered. “Auntie Rebecca?”

Michaela folded the telegram and smoothed back the little girl’s hair. “Your grandmother had an accident. She broke her hip and had to have an operation.”

“Oh!” Byron said. “Don’t worry, her doctor in Boston’s gonna make her all better.”

“Can we send her a card, Mama?” Katie asked.

“Yes, of course,” Michaela replied. “Come on, let’s get to the clinic.”

“Want me to book you a ticket for tomorrow’s train to St. Louis?” Horace asked, a little surprised at how calm Michaela was remaining at the news her mother was hurt.

“No,” Michaela replied simply, grasping Katie’s hand and walking past him.

* * *

Brian took a long swig from his canteen and wiped his face off with his bandana. He and Sully had been working hard taking care of Eli James’ tree and had been patiently putting up with the grumpy old man’s criticism all afternoon.

They had chopped down the tree and now were cutting it into firewood. It was a project that was taking a lot longer than either of them had planned, and they both were getting tired and hungry.

Brian picked up the crosscut saw again and braced it against the trunk and Sully grabbed the other end.

“Pa, you know of any odd jobs around town?” Brian asked as they quickly began sawing through the thick wood.

“Odd jobs? Thought Miss Dorothy was givin’ ya plenty of work.”

“She does. Just lookin’ for more is all.”

“I can keep my ears open,” he replied. “Savin’ up for somethin’ special?”

He shrugged. “Just tryin’ to think ahead.”

“Plannin’ a weddin’ can really put a hole in your pocket,” Sully remarked.

“Weddin’? Who said anything about a weddin’?” Brian replied quickly.

He smiled. “Nobody.”

“What in tarnation’s takin’ you two so long?” Eli shouted as he hobbled his way toward Brian and Sully, relying heavily on his cane. “It’s damn near my bedtime. How’s a body to get any sleep with all the commotion out here?”

“We’re almost done,” Sully replied. “We’ll just stack this firewood for ya and we’ll be outta here.”

“I didn’t ask for firewood. I asked for my tree to get chopped down,” he retorted.

“Seems like a waste to just leave all this wood out here, Mr. James,” Brian said sensibly.

“Well, bring it back to the cabin then. But hurry up about it. Young folks these days, they‘re slower than molasses,” he said, turning around and returning to his cabin, muttering all the way about how his generation had been much more hardworking and diligent than anyone since.

“He’s sure an ornery old timer,” Brian remarked, shaking his head as they continued to saw.

Sully shrugged. “Your ma says he’s got bad knees, some days can’t even get out of bed. He used to be a real friendly man, on the town council a long time ago, ran a cobblin’ business. Now he’s stuck here most days alone. That would make anybody ornery.”

“Oh. That’s too bad,” Brian said, squatting down and piling some of the logs into his arms. “He’s right, we should hurry. Ma’s makin’ ham and beans for supper.”

Sully glanced up at him with a wry smile and sawed all the faster.

* * *

Byron rested his chin on his hands and watched Red Eagle quickly write down his answers on his slate at the dining room table.

“When are you gonna tell Mama?” Red Eagle asked, looking up briefly and turning a page in his arithmetic primer.

“I will. Soon,” Byron said defensively.

“Want me to tell her for you?”

“No, I’ll tell her,” Byron said firmly. He slowly got up from the table and entered the kitchen. Michaela was handing Katie a stack of plates to put around the table.

“Hey, Mama,” Byron said innocently. “Supper smells good.”

“What happened to your arithmetic?” she asked, opening a drawer and taking out some silverware. “Are you done already? Let me see your slate.”

He shifted his weight from one leg to the other. “Well, you can’t.”

She put the silverware on the counter. “I see. So you haven’t finished.”

“No, it’s done. I did it in my head.”

She sighed. “Byron, just go back to the table and write the problems on your slate. You know better.”

“I can’t,” he murmured. “I don’t have my slate.”

“Don’t have your slate? Did you forget it at school? Oh, Byron.”

He looked up guiltily. “It broke today.”

“Oh? How pray tell did this happen?” She grabbed a towel and opened the oven door, pulling out a pan with some cornbread.

“Well, see, this rock came up out of nowhere and it cracked it.”

“He was playing catch with it,” Katie spoke up as she reentered the room and grabbed the pile of silverware. “He and some other boys were seeing how high they could throw it.”

“Shh,” Byron scolded.

“Byron, you have a dozen baseballs at school and you had to play catch with your slate?” Michaela opened a pot on the stovetop and stirred the beans inside.

“Well, see, we-” he replied helplessly.

“I can’t believe how careless you were,” she went on. “I hope you don’t treat all things we buy you like that.”

“No, ma’am,” he murmured.

“Well, Mama has a lot of patients right now who haven‘t been able to pay me just yet. It might be a few days before we can get you a new slate. Go find some paper on my desk and you can write your answers on that.”

“Yes, ma’am,” he said guiltily, turning around and glanced out the window as he thought he heard a wagon. His expression brightened when he spotted Sully and Brian pulling up to the porch. He bolted out the front door. “Papa! Papa!” the little boy cried.

Sully pulled back on the reins. “What’s wrong?”

“Gran’ma broke her hip,” he announced as Sully jumped down from the wagon. “She had to have an operation.”

Sully shared a concerned glance with Brian.

“I’ll unhitch the team, put the tools away,” Brian offered. “Go talk to Ma.”

“Help your brother,” Sully told Byron as he hurried up the porch stairs and inside. He found Michaela in the kitchen at the stove.

“Byron just told me,” he said. “What happened?”

Michaela looked strangely relaxed and composed given the news she had just received. She was wearing an apron and stirring the pot of beans while Katie pulled out some napkins from the drawer to put on the table.

“I’m not sure. Apparently she tripped on the stairs.”

“He says she had to have surgery, too.”

“Yes, Dr. Hanson operated on her yesterday.” She took the beans off the burner and selected a large bowl from the shelf next to the stove.

He stepped toward her and put his hand on her shoulder, squeezing it. “I’ll handle things here. I’ll stay with the kids. We’ll be fine.”

She glanced at him and began dishing up the beans into the bowl.

He looked at her with confusion. “I can get ya packed. Tell me how to help.”

“Pack for what?” she replied.

He let out a soft chuckle. “To see your ma. Thought ya would catch the first train out of here tomorrow mornin’.”

She shrugged. “Rebecca says she came through the surgery fine and she’s resting now. There’s not much I can do.”

Katie came back into the room and watched her parents timidly. “The table’s set,” she whispered.

Sully folded his arms. “Michaela, this sounds serious. Surgery at her age?”

“I’m not going, Sully,” she replied simply. “My sisters tend to exaggerate. And Rebecca promised to keep me updated.” She put a spoon in the bowl of beans. “Katie, go find your brothers and tell them it’s time for supper.”

* * *

Sully slowly rolled over in bed, opening his eyes. He touched the empty place beside him. It was cool. Michaela had been up for some time. The pleasant aroma of cinnamon and pumpkin and nutmeg filled the room. Perplexed, he got out of bed and made his way downstairs, rubbing his arms against the early morning chill.

“Michaela?” he called hoarsely, entering the much warmer kitchen.

He found her hunched over the hot oven, pulling out a steaming pumpkin pie with two towels. She rested it on a potholder on the table next to two other pies that were cooling. She was wearing her slippers and bathrobe and had tied back her hair with a piece of rawhide. The table was covered in a dusting of flour and the sink was full of dirty bowls and measuring cups and stirring spoons.

“What ya doin’ down here?” he asked.

“Baking,” she replied simply.

“At five in the mornin’?” he replied. “Ya hungry or something?”

She shrugged. “I couldn’t sleep. I keep telling the children I’ll bake them a pie but haven‘t gotten around to it.”

“Smells good,” he said, reaching his hand out toward one of the pies.

She quickly swatted his hand away. “Don’t touch.”

He leaned against the table, gazing at her. “Ya look beautiful.”

She smiled sheepishly. “I have dark circles under my eyes.”

He reached his hand up and smoothed away a dusting of flour from her cheek. “Ya sleep at all?” he whispered, concerned.

“Not much,” she whispered back.

“Don’t blame ya. Ya must be thinkin’ about Boston.”

“Not really,” she replied quickly. She had always been a horrible liar.

“Michaela, I know how much ya love your ma. How worried ya are. You wanna tell me what’s really goin’ on? You and your ma have a fight?”

“A fight through the mail?” Michaela replied, turning to the sink and rinsing one of the measuring cups under the pump.

“Knowin’ Elizabeth it’s possible,” he said wryly.

She smiled softly. “No we didn’t have a fight.”

“Then what is it? Why don’t ya wanna go?”

She turned around to face him. “Sully, of course I want to go. It’s just…”

“What?” he pleaded. “Tell me.”

Her lip trembled. “Do you know how much it’s going to cost us to send me to Boston and back?”

“Yeah, I do. So?”

“So you’re always talking about how we have to be so careful about money. Especially now that we have Red Eagle to provide for, too. All the children need new shoes, and Byron broke his slate yesterday. Did he tell you? And you really need some new boots yourself. The pair you have is practically in tatters. And what about the wagon? You said yourself we really need a new one, that we’re pouring so much money into repairs we might as well get rid of it, and-”

He held up his hand, stopping her. “Byron can share Red Eagle’s slate for now. And we can put new shoes on credit, pay it off later. The wagon’ll hold up at least another couple of months. I don’t care about new boots for me. I can hold off. Michaela, we can make this work.”

She swallowed hard. “I just don’t want you to think I’m spending our hard-earned money running off to Boston every time Mother has a twinge.”

“I never thought that.” He caressed her shoulder. “Fact is your ma’s gettin’ older. I always knew somethin’ like this might happen eventually. And if it did I always told myself we‘d do whatever it took so you could go be with her.”

“You really mean that?” she whispered.

“Stop worryin’ about money. The kids are fine. I’m fine. Just go be with your ma and don‘t think about anything else.”

“Oh, Sully.” She stepped forward and hugged him tightly.

He kissed her head and rocked her.

Tears slipped down her cheeks. “Sully, hip fractures can be so serious. Even life-threatening for someone her age.”

“She’s gonna be all right. She’ll be fine,” he soothed.

“I suppose I’m frightened to go see her. What if she…she doesn’t recover?”

He stroked her hair. “She needs ya right now. Havin’ you there is only gonna help. It‘ll be all right. Once ya get there you‘ll be glad ya went.”

She nodded, holding him tighter.

He kissed her brow reassuringly. “Come on, let’s get ya packed.”

* * *

A warm prairie wind whipped across the plains as Michaela rested her arm on the ledge and looked out the window solemnly. It was the longest, loneliest train ride she had ever taken, and she wasn’t even halfway there yet. She was worried about everything, first and foremost her mother’s health and if she would even still be alive once she arrived. When she wasn’t thinking about her she worried about Sully and the children and wondered when she would see them again and how they would muddle through without her and she without them. And part of her worried about returning to Boston, going back to her hometown when so much more had changed since she had last been there. She had since married and had a family, and she was truly a Coloradoan now, with deep, stalwart roots there and a life separate and apart from everyone in Boston. In many ways, she had moved on without all of her old friends and family.

She clutched her medical bag in her lap. Boston was still the city she had grown up in, the place she had first embarked on learning the ways of the world, the place where among others, Elizabeth, Rebecca, Martha and especially Josef had helped to raise her and mold her into the adult she would become. Regardless that her mother needed her, she was long overdue for a visit.

* * *

Michaela opened the door to the hospital room. It was filled with colorful bouquets and had taken on a strong, pleasant aroma from all the flowers. Elizabeth was immobile in bed, eyes barely open, as a nurse finished changing her bandages. A feeding tube had been inserted into her nose and a long catheter ran down from beneath the sheets into a glass bottle below the bed. Michaela was shocked to see her mother looking so weak. Even when she was in the same hospital with hepatitis years ago, she had never looked so debilitated. Elizabeth had always been the rock of the family. She never got sick, never got hurt, and always had so much energy about everything. Now she was depleted of all her trademark strength.

“Mother?” Michaela called softly.

“We’re keeping her heavily sedated,” the nurse explained. “She probably won’t recognize you.”

Michaela placed her medical bag on the end of the bed and approached her, grasping her hand. It was cool and clammy. Michaela squeezed it.

“Mother?” she whispered again. “It’s Michaela.”

Slowly, Elizabeth turned her head to look at her. She raised her eyebrows ever so slightly at the welcome sight of her youngest daughter.

“You do recognize me,“ Michaela said, smiling tearfully. “Squeeze my hand if you can hear me.”

Elizabeth immediately squeezed, and Michaela was immensely relieved.

Elizabeth moved her lips slightly. “Mich…” she choked.

“Shh,” Michaela soothed, bringing her free hand up and stroking her brow. “Rest and get your strength back. I’m here now. Everything’s going to be fine.”

* * *

Dr. Hanson pointed to a drawing of the hip bone in the medical textbook on his desk as Michaela looked on pensively.

“It’s a femoral neck fracture, occurred just about here,” he explained. “I had her under the knife for two hours trying to piece it all back together.”

“Then it’s quite serious.”

“Any hip fracture is serious, Dr. Quinn. This one was no exception.”

She took a deep breath, looking up at him. “Will she walk again?”

He closed the book. “I’ve seen plenty of these kind of fractures over the years. Especially during the winter with the ice on the sidewalks. Unfortunately many patients don’t survive another six months, let alone walk again. Your mother is seventy-eight years old. I‘ve never seen someone her age make any kind of considerable recovery.”

“I’ve seen hip fractures too and they don’t have to be a death sentence. She’s strong. I know she has it in her to get better.”

He eyed her impatiently. “The femoral neck is a narrow structure with relatively little cancellous bone. In other words it doesn’t heal easily. She could develop osteonecrosis. If that happens there’s nothing I can do. And she’s also at a high risk for nonunion, a fracture that won’t fuse.”

“But if it does heal?” Michaela persisted.

“Well, then she’ll be very lucky. Then she may be able to learn to sit up, stand. Perhaps, and that’s a big perhaps, walk again. But Dr. Quinn, I caution you, you should approach this assuming she’s not going to get better. Assume she won’t walk again. Even if it does heal correctly, it’s going to take months. Once I’m able to send her home she‘s probably going to need someone caring for her day and night.”

Michaela bent her head, swallowing hard. “Mother’s never had to depend on anyone before.”

“That’s the reality of the situation. I’m very sorry.”

“No, I appreciate your frankness,” Michaela said. “Thank you, Dr. Hanson.”

* * *

Servants circled the table as Michaela, Claudette, Rebecca and her husband Marcus and Maureen and her husband Edward dined on beef tenderloin, green beans with walnuts and rosemary potatoes.

“Do you remember Father’s friend Mr. Moore? The banker?” Maureen asked. “He slipped on some ice last winter outside his home. He lived two months before he died.”

“Oh, yes, tragic,” Claudette remarked, taking a sip of water.

“As I recall Mr. Moore was at least ten years older than Mother,” Michaela said, buttering her roll. “And all hip fractures are different. Some can be worse than others. I don‘t know what kind of injuries he had but I can only assume they were much more serious.”

“Dr. Hanson said Mother’s bone shattered in a dozen pieces,” spoke up Marcus. “He said he’s never seen anyone recover from something like this.”

Maureen took out her lace handkerchief and dabbed at her nose. “Oh, I can’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe we’re going to lose our mother.”

“Apparently the only thing that ever brings you out here is Mother on her deathbed, Michaela,“ Claudette suddenly accused.

“Claudette, Michaela is practically destitute,” Maureen said. “We can’t expect her to make the long trip out here all the time. She has to feed her family for heaven’s sake.”

“We’re not destitute,” Michaela said defensively. “It’s just this recession has been hard on Colorado Springs. Everyone has had to make adjustments.”

“Tell us about this Indian boy you’ve adopted,” Claudette remarked, cutting her beef. “Mother said the only reason you wanted to take him in is because for some reason you and that mountain man can’t seem to have another baby.”

“That’s not how Mother feels anymore,” Rebecca spoke up firmly. “Now she thinks it’s a good thing Michaela and Sully taking in that poor little boy and so do I.”

“Well, none of the rest of us ever had any trouble getting in the family way,” Maureen said as one of the servants refilled her water glass. “I don’t understand what the problem is. You must not be doing something right.”

“She’s probably working night and day at that little hospital, just like Father did,” Claudette said disapprovingly. “No wonder she can’t have a baby. She never sees her husband just like Father never saw Mother. As it is it‘s a wonder any of us even exist what with the hours he used to work.”

Michaela felt her skin flush, mortified by the entire discussion. “Father was there for us. He was as attentive as he could possibly be given how hard he worked. And so am I to my family.”

“He was there for you, Michaela. His favorite,” Claudette retorted, taking a bite of beef and chewing indignantly.

“Claudette, please, let Michaela alone. She just got here,” Rebecca said, shaking her head. “Can’t we share one meal together in peace?”

“You always defended her,” Claudette replied. “There was nothing she could do wrong in your eyes. Well, you left the house just four years after she was born. You didn’t have to grow up with her!”

“Couldn’t we change the subject, please?” Rebecca said, glaring at Claudette firmly.

Michaela cleared her throat, desperate to steer the conversation to more neutral topics. “Claudette, how are your children? I hear William is doing well at Harvard.”

“Oh, yes, he just started his second year. He loves it and of course achieves perfect marks every term. As for Mollie, she’s still off gallivanting around San Francisco writing for that silly paper.” She sighed. “She reminds me of you, taking off without a second thought for how everyone who loves her the most feels about it.”

Rebecca shrugged. “I think San Francisco has been the best thing for Mollie. She’s a very talented writer. And I understand it’s quite an exciting town these days.”

“She’s going to fall in love out there and never come home again, I know it. Just like her auntie,” Claudette said sadly.

“I do so hope you can find the means to send your children back East when it’s time for them to go to university, Michaela,” Maureen remarked.

“From the sound of things you’d better start saving now,” Claudette added curtly.

“You just can’t find Harvards and Yales and Cornells out West,” Edward added, taking a sip of champagne.

“Perhaps by that time there will be universities closer to home like that,” Michaela said.

“Oh, things are hopelessly backwards out there, admit it,” Claudette said as Martha refilled her water glass. “I’d just waste away out there without all the amenities we have here. You must be so happy to be home, to be waited on again, to not want for anything.”

“I’m happy to be with our mother when she needs us the most,” Michaela said. She laid her fork and knife across her plate. “In fact I think I’ll go back to the hospital right now.” She glanced at Martha. “Could you ask Harrison to prepare the carriage, Martha?”

“Oh, what’s the point? Maureen said. “They’ve got her on so many medications she couldn‘t tell a cat from a dog.”

“I’m afraid she is in quite a stupor right now,” Rebecca admitted. “Maybe it’s best you stay here, Michaela.”

“That doesn’t mean she can’t still hear me, feel my hand holding hers,” Michaela replied, placing her napkin on the table and standing up. Marcus and Edward stood up with her courteously. “It was lovely to see you all again. Good evening.”

“Good evening, Michaela,” Marcus said politely.

“Don’t stay too long, Michaela,” Rebecca advised. “You need your rest after that long trip.”

“I won’t,” Michaela said fleetingly as she left the room and Harrison helped her with her cape.

* * *

Michaela sat in a chair beside Elizabeth’s bed and flipped through an orthopedics textbook of her father’s. The book was old and outdated, but there hadn’t been very much new research on hip injuries in recent years anyway. A few doctors had been brave enough to try some experimental surgeries, trying to replace a portion of the hip with a prosthesis made of glass or some other material, but had met with little success. Surgery or not, patients usually died shortly after their injury, or if they survived, they faced a very restricted existence.

She ran her fingers down a drawing of the pelvic bone. It was such an important part of the skeletal system, connecting the upper body to the legs, allowing humans to walk upright and providing for a wide range of movements. It was typically strong and flexible. But osteoporosis, a common condition doctors also knew little about, weakened the bones in old age, making the pelvis especially susceptible to injury. And once an injury occurred, it was next to impossible to restore it to normalcy.

Michaela looked up from the book, discouraged. She leaned forward and held her mother’s hand. Elizabeth was sleeping somewhat restlessly, waking every few minutes to mutter something or shift uncomfortably. Nurses coming in periodically to poke and prod her didn’t help. Michaela knew she would have to wire Sully and tell him what was happening. Her mother was even worse than she had feared, and she was going to be in Boston much longer than they had ever planned for.

Chapter Two

Michaela took her change from the clerk at the counter and put it in her purse. Then she exited the telegraph office where Rebecca was waiting outside.

“All set?” Rebecca asked with a smile.

Michaela grasped her arm and they resumed their stroll down the city block toward the hospital.

“Sully and I thought I would only be staying out here a few weeks. Now seeing how serious Mother’s condition is, I’m afraid it’s probably going to be more like a few months.”

“I’m so glad you could come in the first place,” Rebecca remarked. “I feel better about this knowing the doctor in the family is here. And of course we‘ve missed you.”

She sighed. “Maureen and Claudette don’t seem so glad.”

“Oh, you know how they are.”

“Are they ever going to accept me for who I am? I thought by now we could at least be civil to each other. Sometimes I feel like everything out of their mouths is meant to insult me.”

“They’re just so worried about Mother, that‘s all. You know Claudette didn’t leave the hospital for three days when this first happened. I don’t think she slept a wink. She and Mother have always been quite close. She‘s been coming to the house quite often lately ever since things have been getting a little harder on Mother. And she would accompany her on all her checkups with Dr. Hanson and her eye doctor.”

“She is getting older, Rebecca. I suppose I knew that. I just never imagined something like this could happen.”

“Neither did I. I wish there were more I could do.”

“We’re doing everything she needs right now just sitting with her and letting her know we‘re here,” Michaela said as they ascended the hospital steps and entered the main lobby.

Michaela approached the front desk where a nurse was looking over a file.

“We’re here to see Elizabeth Quinn,” Michaela said. “We’re family.”

The nurse glanced up, recognizing them. “Oh, good. The doctor informed me she’s finally awake and talking.”

Michaela and Rebecca glanced at each other, letting out great sighs of relief.

“Oh, thank goodness,” Michaela murmured.

“Can we see her?” Rebecca asked.

The nurse smiled and stood. “Follow me.”

* * *

Rebecca and Michaela quickly entered the hospital recovery room. They both burst into smiles. Elizabeth’s eyes were open and her face brightened at the sight of them.

“My girls,” Elizabeth whispered hoarsely.

“Mother,” Rebecca replied tearfully as they rushed to either side of the bed and held her hands.

“How are you feeling, Mother?” Michaela asked. “Any pain?”

Elizabeth blinked a few times. “I feel numb. Completely numb. I can‘t move.”

“The doctors have been easing up on the drugs the past few days in the hopes that you would come around,” Michaela explained. “If you start feeling uncomfortable let us know right away.”

Elizabeth weakly touched her fingers to the thin rubber tube running out of her nose. “What is this? It makes my throat hurt.”

“It’s a nasogastric tube. A feeding tube,” Michaela explained. “It runs down into your stomach so they can nourish you.”

“Feeding tube? Exactly how long was I out?” she asked.

“About six days,” Rebecca explained.

“Oh, this tube is dreadfully uncomfortable,” Elizabeth said, scrunching up her nose.

Michaela stood. “Here, I’ll remove it for you.”

“Michaela, should you do that?” Rebecca asked.

“She doesn’t need it anymore. She’s awake now and can eat on her own. Mother, take a deep breath and hold it.” She skillfully pulled on the long rubber tube, removing it in one smooth motion and placing it aside. Elizabeth coughed violently and clutched her throat and Michaela quickly grabbed a glass of water and helped her drink.

Rebecca pressed her hand to her heart, overwhelmed. Michaela had such a strong stomach against all the most unpleasant aspects of medicine. She could never understand how she tolerated such things so well when most ladies would faint dead away. Rebecca averted her eyes, breathing deeply lest she faint herself.

“Oh, thank goodness,” Elizabeth finally said. “Thank you, Michaela. That‘s better.”

Michaela smoothed back her hair. “Just rest. We’re here.”

“Six days. I can‘t believe it.” Elizabeth swallowed. “The nurse told me I broke my hip.”

“Yes. Do you remember any of it?” Michaela asked curiously.

She shook her head. “No, nothing. The last thing I can recall is meeting with the board members of the charity flower show. What happened?”

“We’ll talk about this when you’re feeling stronger,” Rebecca advised. “You need your sleep.”

“No, I want to talk about this now,” Elizabeth said resolutely. “Please.”

Michaela moved to sit on the bed. “Well, no one saw it. You must have tripped on the front staircase. Martha found you. You might have only fallen a few steps, but that’s all it takes. The bones become weaker, more brittle as we age. Especially in women. Severe breaks can happen easier than you think.”

“How severe?” Elizabeth asked.

Michaela took a deep breath. “It’s called a femoral neck fracture.” She stood and guided her finger across the top of her own thigh in demonstration. “The bone broke just here below the hip joint, at the upper end of the femur. The thigh bone. Dr. Hanson operated on you right after it happened to put the bones back in place.”

“And his prognosis?” Elizabeth replied.

Michaela bit her lip, sitting back down. “I’m afraid these injuries can be critical. What he and I are most worried about right now is something called osteonecrosis. It’s a fancy term for when blood doesn’t flow properly to the hip. Without blood, eventually the bones start to die and collapse. And there‘s always a chance the bones won‘t fuse together. This type of bone doesn’t fuse easily.”

Rebecca bent her head tearfully.

“Tell me the truth, Michaela. Am I ever going to get out of bed again?” Elizabeth murmured.

Michaela squeezed her hand. “It’s too soon to tell. This just happened. We have to give this some time. We’ll know better in time.”

“But it doesn’t look hopeful. Michaela, the truth.”

Michaela swallowed hard. “It’s very serious. Yes.”

Rebecca couldn’t hold back her tears anymore. She sniffled and kissed Elizabeth’s hand. “Oh, Mother.”

“Stop that, Rebecca. I can’t stand when people blubber, especially over me,” Elizabeth muttered.

Michaela smiled softly. “We’ll try not to blubber.”

Rebecca took a deep breath. “We’ll try not to blubber,” she echoed.

“Good.” She sighed and gazed at Michaela, her expression softening. “You came all the way out here for something as silly as this. Is Sully at home with the children?”

“Yes, they’re fine,” Michaela said reassuringly. “They told me to stay as long as it takes.”

“Good,” Elizabeth murmured. “Good.”

* * *
“This one,” Red Eagle said, tapping Sully’s left fist as he held both fists in front of the children.

Sully opened his hand to reveal an old penny.

“Again, Papa,” Byron said.

Sully and the children were seated at a table in the café, waiting for Grace to bring their supper. Brian and Sarah were at one end, sweetly clasping hands across the table and gazing into each other’s eyes as they talked.

Sully reached his hands behind his back, looking at the children mischievously, then held them back in front of them.

“Hmm. That one,” Katie said. “Your right.”

Sully opened his hand, showing her an empty palm.

“Oh, no. Your left then,” Katie said, resting her chin on her hands.

Sully opened his other hand. It too was empty.

“Hey! Papa, you cheated!” Katie exclaimed.

“No fair, Papa,” Byron protested.

Sully laughed and tousled the little boy’s hair as Grace approached them with a big smile and six plates expertly balanced on her outstretched arms.

“Here ya go, folks!” she said cheerfully, placing them one by one in front of them. “Roasted chicken, potatoes, beans and cornbread.”

“Looks good, Grace. Thank you,” Sully said as he picked up his knife and fork.

“You sure cook a lot better than me and Pa,” Brian said with a chuckle as he placed his napkin in his lap.

“Well, I hope so,” she replied, hands on her hips. “I’m the one with the café!”

“Miss Grace, could I have some more milk please?” Byron asked.

“Sure ya can, pumpkin,” she replied, putting her arm around him and crouching down. “After you give Miss Grace a big kiss.”

He giggled and smacked her on the cheek, then picked up his cornbread and took a big bite.

“Sully!” Horace called from across the café. He rushed into the café, holding a piece of paper.

“It must be a telegram from Mama!” Katie exclaimed, forgetting her meal and bursting into a smile. “Maybe she’s coming home!”

“Yippie! Mama!” Byron exclaimed.

Sully knew better. He could tell by the quickness in Horace’s step and his fixed brow that the telegram wasn’t good news. He took it from him. “Thanks, Horace.”

“Any time,” he replied, turning back around.

“Everything all right, Sully?” Grace asked hesitantly.

“What’s it say? What’s it say?” Katie begged.

“Yeah, read it to us, Papa,” Red Eagle said.

He folded the telegram and met their eyes. He glanced at Brian and Sarah. They too had realized the telegram was probably not going to be what they wanted to hear.

“How’s Gran’ma doin’?” Brian asked quietly.

“Your ma says your gran’ma…she’s hurt pretty bad,” Sully began carefully.

“Her hip?” Byron murmured.

“Yeah, she’s been in the hospital a long time.”

“But when’s Mama comin’ home?” Katie whispered, her eyes still glimmering with hope.

Sully swallowed hard, loathe to be honest with her. “Mama’s gonna need to stay on a little longer than we thought, sweet girl. Help out Gran’ma.”

“How much longer?” Brian asked curiously.

“She ain’t sure, Brian. Maybe another month or so.”

“A month?“ Katie couldn’t hold back her tears. They slipped down her cheeks and she let out a soft sob.

Sully held his hand out to her. “Come ’ere, Kates. It‘s all right.”

She slid off her chair and walked to him, hugging him tightly. He drew her into his lap and rubbed her back.

“I want Mama to come home,” she whimpered. “I want Mama. I miss Mama. Papa, please.”

“I miss Mama, too,” Red Eagle said sadly.

“Just tell her to come back, Papa,” Byron instructed.

“Your papa doesn’t tell your ma what to do,” he said with a soft smile. “Sides, we both think she needs to be in Boston right now. Much as I miss her, too, her own mama needs her.”

“I wanna go see her,” Katie said, clasping the lapel of Sully’s jacket. “I wanna go to Boston.”

“I wish we could, Kates,” he said, smoothing back her hair. “But Boston’s a lot farther than ya think. Trip like that just ain’t somethin’ your ma and me can come up with the money for right now.”

“I have a penny saved. It‘s under my pillow. You can have that, Papa,” Byron offered.

“You can have my pennies, too,” Red Eagle added.

Sully smiled softly. “’Fraid it costs more than a few pennies to go to Boston.”

“Well, if you’re worried about your pa’s cookin’, you just leave it to me,” Grace spoke up helpfully. “You can come to the café any time for a good home-cooked meal.”

“And we’ll always help you with your homework whenever ya need,” Sarah said. “Brian and me.”

Byron’s frown faded slightly, reassured.

“See, everything’s gonna be fine,” Sully vowed, kissing Katie‘s head. “Your pa and everybody’s gonna take good care of ya. We‘ll be fine.”

* * *

Michaela and Marcus stood outside Elizabeth’s room as they discussed her condition with Dr. Hanson. Michaela was irritated that the doctor was ignoring her the best that he could and speaking directly to Rebecca’s husband, but she was too worried about her mother to have any energy left to protest.

“I expect to be able to release her in about a week,” the doctor said, skimming her chart. “She’s taking solid foods now. She’s dehydrated and constipated, but that should work itself out in a few days now that she’s eating and drinking on her own.”

“She still looks so weak and helpless,” Marcus said, arms folded. “Are you certain she’s ready?”

“You can keep her here longer if you’d like. We can move her to the convalescence ward. Naturally it will be costly. It’s up to you.”

“No, I think Mother needs to be home with her family,” Michaela said. “She can recover better at home.”

“I suppose Mother would want to be at home,” Marcus admitted.

“We’ll bring her home at the end of the week, Dr. Hanson,” Michaela said. “Thank you for taking such good care of her.”

“Well, I tried,” he replied solemnly. “At least she’s alive. As for everything else I can’t say I did much good.”

* * *
Michaela and her sisters sat at the dining room table, drinking tea and coffee and snacking lightly on a few leftover biscuits and cakes. It was late and everyone was getting tired, but none of them wanted to leave the company of the others.

“This house is not equipped for someone bedridden,” Michaela said with a sigh.

“How do you suggest we get it equipped, Michaela?” Claudette replied.

“Her bedroom should be downstairs, for one thing,” Michaela replied. “Everything she needs should be accessible.”

“We can easily have one of the rooms down here converted into a bedroom,” Maureen said. “I’ll tell Martha to organize it in the morning.“

“We’ll need to do more than that,” Michaela said. “We’ll need to have someone stay with her day and night and help her.”

“Martha will help her of course,” Claudette remarked.

Michaela shook her head. “I just don’t think Martha can provide what Mother needs right now. I can assist Mother for the time being, but eventually I‘ll have to go back to Colorado. What will Mother do then?”

“Martha’s been with us since before I was born, Michaela,” Rebecca protested. “I daresay she knows Mother better than any of us.”

“I adore Martha, I always have,” Michaela said. “Certainly she can still cook for Mother and look after the house and perhaps help her with her medications. But she’s getting older herself. Bedridden patients need to be turned periodically so they don’t develop sores. And Mother needs someone younger and stronger who can also help her with things like bathing and using the bed pan.”

“There’s no need to be so graphic, Michaela,” Claudette scolded.

“I’m not trying to be graphic, I’m trying to tell you the truth,” Michaela replied. “I’ve seen patients die from a bedsore that became infected. Unless Martha can lift Mother up and help turn her, she‘s not the right person to look after her.”

“Fine, we’ll simply hire a nurse,” Maureen spoke up. “This isn’t a complicated problem. Lots of people employ private nurses in their old age.”

“Mother’s not going to like a stranger in her home,” Claudette warned.

“She’s just going to have to get used to it,” Rebecca replied. “Michaela says Martha can’t help her. She’s the doctor here. I suppose we have to trust her.”

“I’ll post an advertisement in the Globe tomorrow morning,” Michaela said resolutely. “We’ll find someone good for Mother.”

* * *

Michaela and Rebecca sat at Josef’s mahogany desk in the study amid stacks of references. They had been interviewing potential nurses all day without much success. They all seemed like nice women, but Michaela wasn’t satisfied any of them had enough familiarity with what would be required of them. Looking after an elderly patient was different than looking after someone younger, and Elizabeth Quinn was a particularly challenging elderly patient. Michaela wanted someone who knew exactly what they were getting into.

Just when Michaela and Rebecca were about to give up, a young Russian immigrant named Zoya Ivanova showed up for an interview. She was tall and fair and seemed strong, and she was polite and cheerful. And her experience was impressive. Michaela and Rebecca liked her immediately.

“Myself and another nurse, we look after dear, sweet Mr. Johnson for eight years, the last two of which he was bedridden,” Zoya explained, seated on the edge of the chair in her nurse’s uniform with her hands folded in her lap. “He pass on just two weeks ago. Such a good man. I must tell you I never have any proper nurse schooling, but I learn just about everything you need to know about caring for people like him from the nurse I work with.”

“What do you know about bed sores?” Michaela asked. “Do you know how to prevent them?”

“Oh, yes, miss, of course. Every night we get up at eleven o’clock, two o’clock and five o’clock on nose to help turn him.”

Michaela glanced at Rebecca and they shared a smile.

“Well, Zoya, your experience is very impressive,” Michaela remarked. “We’d like to hire you to begin tomorrow if that’s what you would like, too. I‘ll have Martha prepare a room for you in the servant’s quarters.”

Zoya smiled, pleased. “Oh, yes. Thank you, miss. I’m most eager to start.”

* * *

Michaela and Rebecca opened the front door as the white hospital ambulance pulled up. Marcus appeared behind the women and hurried down the porch stairs to assist the ambulance workers.

A young, strong man dressed in a white coat opened the door of the ambulance and jumped out. He grabbed one end of Elizabeth’s stretcher and slowly slid it out of the ambulance as another young man held the stretcher from the front.

Elizabeth was covered tightly with a blanket and closing her eyes tiredly. Michaela walked down the stairs and grasped her hand.

“Welcome home, Mother.”

Elizabeth managed a nod. “Finally,” she muttered.

“Careful. Take it slow,” Michaela instructed the young men as they made their way up the porch stairs.

“Yes, ma’am, not to worry,” one of them said as Harrison pushed open the front door wide to make room.

“To the back room,” Marcus directed. “Past the parlor.”

Claudette, Maureen, and Martha were waiting eagerly in Elizabeth’s new room. The room was normally another parlor they rarely used, but Martha and Fiona had removed most of the furniture, the sculptures and the globe to convert it into a rather homey bedroom. Michaela had purchased a bed from the hospital, as well as several basins, trays and a bedpan. Martha laid out linens and towels on the dresser and filled the dresser drawers with Elizabeth’s nightgowns and stockings. Harrison had built a blazing fire in the large fireplace so that it would be cozy and warm when she arrived, and Martha had filled the room with flowers.

The two ambulance workers placed the stretcher on Elizabeth’s bed. Then one of them slid his arms beneath her back and the other slid his hands under her legs.

“Oh, please be gentle with her,” Claudette said worriedly.

“One, two, three,” the taller man said.

Skillfully, they lifted her off the stretcher and onto the soft mattress.

One of them grabbed the empty stretcher, folding it up, and the other covered her up warmly.

“There we are, Mrs. Quinn. Home sweet home,” one of them said.

Michaela stepped forward and touched their arms.

“Thank you. You did a wonderful job.”

“If you don’t mind just signing some paperwork out front to release her, Miss Quinn,” one of the men replied with a kind smile.

“Certainly,” Michaela replied as she followed them out of the room.

“What can we get you, Mother?” Rebecca asked.

“Nothing,” she muttered.

“Do you like your new room, Mother?” Claudette asked. “I worked hard putting it together for you.”

Martha suppressed a smile. The only thing Claudette had done was order her about; she hadn’t lifted a finger when it came to assembling the new room.

“It’s fine,” Elizabeth said disinterestedly.

“She’s tired,” Maureen remarked. “We should let her get some sleep.”

“Yes, you need to rest before your nurse arrives,” Rebecca remarked.

“She’s starting today?” Elizabeth replied, perking up a little.

“Yes, this afternoon. That’s all right with you, isn’t it, Mother?” Claudette replied.

“Now you ask me if it’s all right? I never had a say before,” she retorted.

Rebecca patted her shoulder. “We’ll leave you to rest. Just ring if you need anything.”

Martha and the three sisters exited the room and closed the door. Claudette sat on the sofa in the front parlor dejectedly.

“Oh, she looks terrible,” Claudette remarked. “So tired, so weak. We pulled her out of the hospital far too soon. This is all Michaela‘s fault.”

Michaela and Marcus entered the room after thanking the ambulance workers again and seeing them off.

“Well, does she like the room? How‘s she doing?” Michaela asked.

“Horrible,” Claudette replied without even glancing up.

“She’s sleeping. She’s exhausted,” Rebecca explained.

“Oh, that’s understandable,” Michaela replied.

“Should I ask Martha to prepare lunch? It’s getting late,” Marcus said as he approached Rebecca.

“I can’t eat. I’m too miserable,” Maureen said, joining Claudette on the sofa.

“Moping around won’t help Mother,” Michaela said. “It’s important for us to be positive for her sake.”

“Oh, Michaela. What’s there to be positive about?” Maureen muttered.

Marcus and Rebecca shared a glance and he put his hand lightly on her back.

“This nurse idea of yours better work,” Claudette said resolutely. “I’d feel much better if she were still in the hospital with professionals looking after her.”

“No, she needs to be home with us,” Michaela replied firmly. “And it’s going to work. I promise.”

* * *

“Michaela, she’s just a child,” Elizabeth said critically, eyeing the young nurse with scorn. “How old are you, girl?”

“I’m twenty-six, ma‘am,” Zoya said cheerfully, hands folded in front of her as she stood beside Elizabeth‘s bed next to Michaela. She was wearing a starched, spotless gray nursing uniform and white cap. “Almost twenty-seven.”

“My daughter says you never had any proper training in the medical field.”

Zoya bit her lip timidly. “Well, no, ma‘am. But I was taught by one of the finest nurses in Boston. I work by her side for eight years.”

“Michaela, I can barely understand her accent,” Elizabeth griped.

“Her English is fine, Mother,” Michaela said.

“What kind of name is Zoya?” Elizabeth asked.

Zoya shrugged. “I don’t know. It is name my parents give me.”

“It’s a ridiculous name,” Elizabeth retorted. “I don’t know what they were thinking.”

“Mother, stop it,” Michaela said impatiently.

Elizabeth turned her head and gazed out the window solemnly. “Why can’t you just help me, Michaela? I don’t need a nurse.”

Michaela gently touched Zoya’s shoulder. “Could you give us a few minutes?”

“Yes, miss,” she said obediently, quickly scurrying out of the room.

Elizabeth looked back at Michaela angrily. “I don’t want some destitute immigrant wandering my house day and night. One of these days she’ll make off with the silver and leave me here to waste away, mark my words.”

“She’s here to work for you, Mother. She’s not going to steal the silver.”

“I just don’t trust anyone taking care of me but you.”

“Mother, you know I’ll stay as long as I can, but it won’t be forever. We’ve got to start figuring out what you’re going to do once I leave.” She sighed, sitting on the bed. “And besides, I must admit it would be nice to have someone who could get up during the night to help you so I can sleep.”

“Just say it. I’m a burden,” Elizabeth rejoined.

“Mother, you know that’s not what I meant. What I’m saying is I could take better care of you if I had someone like Zoya helping me. And then once you two are comfortable with each other I‘ll be able to return to Colorado confident you‘re in good hands.”

Elizabeth looked at her plaintively. “You won’t leave just yet, will you, Michaela?” she whispered.

Michaela squeezed her hand. She had never seen her mother so vulnerable, and it was a little frightening. “No, I’ll stay. I’m staying,” she said reassuringly.

“Well, I don’t like her,” she said firmly. “But if you insist, I suppose I have no choice.”

“Just give her a chance, Mother,” Michaela replied. “You might be surprised.”

* * *

Zoya looked at the thermometer in the afternoon sunlight, then grabbed Elizabeth’s medical chart and opened it.

Elizabeth scowled at her. “I hope you’re writing that down because I’m not going to let you take my temperature again. Not for awhile anyway.”

“It didn’t hurt, did it, Mrs. Quinn?” she asked, picking up a pencil and scratching some notes on her chart. “I put lots of olive oil on thermometer. That always helped when we took Mr. Johnson‘s temperature. This is best way to get the most accurate temperature. I‘m sorry.”

“I don‘t want to talk about it,” she retorted.

“You have a small fever. You should take some quinine,” she said, finding the bottle of quinine on the tray of medicines and spooning some powder into a glass.

“More medicine? It‘s a wonder I’ve still got my wits about me what with everything you‘re shoving down my throat.”

Zoya walked to her bedside and handed her the glass and Elizabeth downed the medicine grudgingly.

“Well, it is time I read to you?” the nurse asked.

“Not necessary. I can read to myself.”

“You must rest your eyes, Mrs. Quinn,” Zoya said, picking up a book on the nightstand and opening it to a marked page. “Miss Michaela says this is the book you were reading before your accident.” Her cheerful expression faded as she stared at the complicated words.

Elizabeth watched her critically. “Well, go on. If you’re going to read, read.”

Zoya tapped her finger to each word as she read it. "‘But you are fond of riding, Miss Brooke,’ Sir James…pres…presently took an oppor-tunity of saying. "I should have thought you…w-would enter a little into the pleasures of hunting. I wish you would let me send over a ches….ches-nut h-horse-”

“Oh, God help me. Stop. Just stop,” Elizabeth said, shaking her head in exasperation.

Zoya slowly lowered the book. “What’s wrong, Mrs. Quinn?”

“If you’re going to butcher George Eliot please don’t read it at all. This is torture.”

“I am sorry. I don’t mean to butcher him.”

“George Eliot is a woman,” Elizabeth said impatiently. “That’s just her pen name. My goodness, you really don’t know a thing do you?”

Zoya raised her eyebrows. “What is pen name?”

“Never mind. Just, go make yourself useful. Go do my laundry and leave me to rest.”

She closed the book. “My reading, it is not very good,” she said sheepishly. “In my country I only go to school until I was eleven.”

“Eleven? What kind of school was this? I have a six-year-old grandson who can read better than you. No, if I want to read I‘ll do it myself.”

“Miss Michaela said I must sit with you and read to you from newspaper and your books and stimulate you.”

“You, young lady, are the least stimulating person I’ve ever met. In fact you’re a downright bore. Now leave me to rest.” She crossed her arms stubbornly and closed her eyes, turning her head to the side.

* * *

Michaela entered the kitchen through the swinging door. She found Zoya at the table washing several cloths and hand towels, scrubbing them hard against the washboard and plunging them into the sudsy water of the washtub. Her expression was unreadable.

“Well? How is it going?” Michaela asked timidly.

Zoya glanced up hesitantly. “She’s….just like you said.”

“…Oh.”

“Don’t worry, miss. I can handle her.”

“Why don’t you take a rest for a few hours? Perhaps take a walk down to the Common. I’ll sit with her,” Michaela suggested.

Zoya smiled and removed her hands from the washbasin, drying them on her apron. “Yes, miss. I’d like that.”

Michaela left the kitchen and entered her father’s study, selecting a thick novel off the desk she had pulled out the day before. Then she headed to Elizabeth’s room across the front parlor. She found Elizabeth flat on her back, staring out the window dejectedly.

“How is it going with your nurse, Mother?” Michaela asked.

“If I had any shred of dignity left I just lost it,” Elizabeth retorted.

“What do you mean?”

“She took my temperature. And not orally, mind you.”

“She’s supposed to do that. It’s part of her job description.” She found Elizabeth’s chart on the dresser and opened it, glancing at Zoya’s notes. “And I’m glad she did. It says here you’re running a slight fever of ninety-nine. Good, she gave you some quinine.” She closed the chart and put it back.

“Not to mention this morning she made me sit on the bedpan half an hour while she watched. No wonder I couldn‘t perform with her breathing down my neck.”

“She’s supposed to do that, too.” Michaela sat on the bed, patting her arm. “Mother, I don’t want you to lose your dignity. No one does. But you have to understand we’re trying to help you. All these things that Zoya and I are doing for you are designed to help you be as healthy as possible given what‘s happened.” She opened the book. “I found this in Father’s office. Henry David Thoreau’s Walden. Father has one of the first copies ever published. Remember how he would read it to us every night after supper?”

Elizabeth glanced at her impatiently. “I never paid attention. I thought it was a dreadfully dull book. Your father and I had very different tastes.”

“No it’s not. It‘s one of the finest pieces of prose ever put down on paper.”

“Michaela, I don’t really feel like debating what constitutes great literature right now. I’ve been talking to Martha and she says it wouldn’t be any trouble at all. In fact she’s all for it.”

“All for what?”

“We’ll get rid of that immigrant and you can be my nurse. You can move in here and I‘ll pay you a salary just like I pay her. Only I‘d pay you much more of course because you‘re a real doctor and you‘re actually competent. And, well, you‘re my daughter.”

“In case you forgot my husband and children are still in Colorado.”

“Bring them here. You and Sully can have your old room, the boys can have Claudette‘s room and Katie can have Maureen‘s room. I have plenty of bedrooms just sitting up there gathering dust. I‘ll enroll the children in that wonderful private school outside the city that sends half their students to Harvard. Harrison can drive them there every morning.”

“Uproot the children like that? No. And what about my medical practice? I‘ve spent ten years building it from the ground up.”

“Well, you don’t have much to show for it, do you?”

“Just because you’re angry at me doesn’t mean you have to be cruel,” Michaela murmured, swallowing hard. “I’ve worked very hard establishing myself as a doctor my patients can trust, and I finally feel like they’ve overcome any reservations they had about me being a woman. Now you want me to just throw that all away?”

“You could continue being a doctor if you lived in Boston. You would just be my doctor.”

Michaela closed the book. “Mother, please don’t start this again. You know how I feel about Colorado Springs.”

“I thought Colorado Springs was in shambles right now after all that trouble with the stock market. From what I can tell you’re barely scraping by. And now that you‘ve adopted Red Eagle he‘s just another one to feed and clothe and provide for.”

She swallowed, hesitating. “We manage.”

She raised her eyebrows skeptically. “With Sully not even working and all your patients paying you in eggs and preserves?”

“Sully works. He helps out Robert E. from time to time and finds other odd jobs around town. We just have to be very careful with money right now until he can find something more permanent.”

“With Sully’s experience as a carpenter he could find work here in a heartbeat what with all the new buildings going up every day. You two could finally provide for those children like parents should. They’ll have everything they need.”

“The children have everything they need in Colorado,” she replied resolutely. “No, Mother. Stop this. You’re making me feel guilty when I have no reason to be.”

“What was I thinking? It was just a silly dream.” Elizabeth folded her hands across her stomach “I just don’t think I can get better without you.”

“Of course you can. Mother, you’re going to be fine.” She opened the book again. “Let me read to you. You’ll feel better.”

Elizabeth sighed and looked away apathetically.

“’When I wrote the following pages, or rather the bulk of them,” Michaela began, “I lived alone, in the woods, a mile from any neighbor, in a house which I had built myself, on the shore of Walden Pond.’”

She paused and glanced up from the book, gazing at Elizabeth solemnly. She had never seen her mother looking so miserable.

* * *

“Time for your medicine, Mrs. Quinn,” Zoya said with a bubbly smile, stepping into the room with a small tray that contained a pill, a glass of water and a steaming teakettle.

The nurse stood beside the bed and handed Elizabeth the pill and the glass of water.

Elizabeth put the large pill in her mouth and swallowed it down with a gulp of water. “I hate these ghastly things. They’re huge. Better suited for a horse than a poor old woman.”

“I cut them in half for you?”

“No, no, don’t trouble yourself,” Elizabeth muttered.

Zoya pulled back the covers.

“What are you doing?!” Elizabeth cried.

“You must have a bath now.” She crossed the room and filled a small basin with water from the teakettle.

“I don’t want a bath now,” Elizabeth retorted, grabbing the covers.

“You must, Mrs. Quinn. Miss Michaela said I must give bath every morning. It‘s very important in preventing bedsores.”

“You don’t work for her. You work for me.”

“She said you would say that,” Zoya replied, carrying the basin to the bed.

“Well, you’re rather impertinent, aren’t you? It’s true that you work for me. Your pay comes from my husband’s trust, may he rest in peace. And I‘m paying you more than you’re worth as it is.”

“Yes, Mrs. Quinn,” Zoya said, reaching forward and unbuttoning Elizabeth’s robe and nightgown.

Elizabeth turned her head to the side and laid there in sheer humiliation while Zoya worked up a lather with a sponge and sponged down Elizabeth’s chest, stomach and arms.

Elizabeth sniffed the air. “What kind of soap is that? It smells horrible.”

“I don’t know. It’s soap.”

“Why on earth would you use something so repulsive? Go fetch my lavender soap I‘ve always used. It’s in my washroom upstairs. Off the master bedroom.”

“Miss Michaela said I was for to use this soap. It’s what she for to use at her hospital out West.”

“I don’t care what Miss Michaela said. I’m your employer. You answer to me!”

Zoya bit her lip and continued to sponge her down.

“How dare you defy me,” Elizabeth said angrily. “Go, get out! I‘m letting you go! Don’t just stand there. You’re fired!”

Zoya slowly put the sponge back in the basin and walked out of the room.

Chapter Three

Zoya found Michaela in the study composing a letter home.

“Excuse me, miss,” she said tentatively, rapping on the open door with her knuckles.

Michaela looked up. “Is something wrong, Zoya?”

“Mrs. Quinn fired me, miss,” she said quietly. “I’ll just gather my things. It was very nice to meet you.”

“Oh, no,” Michaela said with a sigh. “Don’t go anywhere, Zoya. You’re not fired.”

“But Mrs. Quinn said-”

She rose. “I told you Mother would be difficult. You just have to do your job and try not to let her get to you.”

“Yes, miss.”

“Wait here,” Michaela said. She entered Elizabeth’s room. “What happened?”

Elizabeth eyed her impatiently. “What do you mean what happened? I let her go.”

“Why?”

“She was using the wrong soap,” Elizabeth said.

“You fired her over soap, Mother?”

“No I did not fire her over soap,” she retorted. “I fired her because she can’t do anything right.”

“She’s been here two days,” Michaela said. “What could she have possibly done in two days that’s so terrible?”

She let out a large sigh. “Michaela, I told you I didn’t want a nurse. Especially not her. I can’t stand her. She has an accent that’s like nails on a blackboard, she’s rude and she doesn’t listen to me. I’m her employer! And I hate that a complete stranger is bathing me and helping me with life’s daily necessities. It‘s mortifying.”

“Mother, I told her she answers to me. I told her I was her employer.”

“Oh, perfect. Now she doesn’t know who to believe. No wonder.”

“You’re going to give her a chance, Mother,” Michaela said firmly. “I’m sending her back in here, you’re going to let her do her job and you might even at least try to be kind to her.”

“Just leave me,” Elizabeth said, shaking her head. “Leave me to die.”

“Stop talking like that,” Michaela scolded. She walked to the bed and grasped her hand. “Mother, I know this is difficult. I know you’ve never had to rely on anyone before and this is a big change for you. But you can do this. You‘ll get used to this if you only tried. Why, you might even find you like Zoya. I think she‘s a lovely young girl.”

“I just want you to help me, that’s all,” Elizabeth whispered.

Michaela wanted to tell her she would stay and take care of her, she wanted to reassure her she would always be there for her, but she knew the reality was that could never be. “I’m sorry, Mother, but my home is in Colorado Springs. As it is I‘ve never been apart from the children this long. I can’t stay here. So like it or not you’re going to have to figure out how to do this without me.”

* * *

Michaela sat at the kitchen table beside Martha, proudly showing her a few photographs of the children. Her mother and sisters had never really approved of her close relationship with the chambermaid, and certainly had never liked her hanging around the kitchen like she were a servant herself, but Michaela loved Martha too much to care.

“And this is Red Eagle,” Michaela said, handing her a sepia photograph of the little boy.

“A handsome lad he is! Oh, and the little dear’s lost his front teeth.”

She smiled. “Yes. Byron’s so jealous. He can’t wait to lose his.”

“It seems like yesterday you were running to me with a tooth you just lost.”

“I remember when I lost my front teeth you made me lots of soft foods to eat when everyone else was getting beef and artichokes and apples. You took such good care of me.”

Martha looked at the next photograph of Katie. “Oh, it’s like seeing you as a child! Oh, what a precious thing.”

“I so wish you could meet them, Martha,” Michaela said whimsically.

“I will,” she replied, swallowing. “Someday.”

Michaela nodded, working hard to hold back tears. “They’re probably getting out of school right about now. I hope Sully’s making them do their homework. They can talk him out of anything.”

Martha patted her arm sympathetically and handed her back the photographs. “I have to check on the roast.”

Zoya pushed opened the kitchen door, carrying a tray of food. Michaela stood, suddenly noticing the plate was broken in three pieces.

“What happened?” Michaela asked with surprise.

Zoya put the tray on the table with a sigh. “Please don’t ask. Martha, if you don’t mind to make Mrs. Quinn another plate of food.”

“Not at all, Zoya,” Martha replied, scurrying to the cupboard nearby.

“Zoya, if you need help I-” Michaela began.

“Thank you, miss, but it’s like you said, you must leave soon. Mrs. Quinn must have to learn to live with me.”

* * *

“Michaela! Michaela!” Claudette called urgently. She stormed into their father’s office where Michaela was sitting at the desk studying some medical textbooks about hip fractures.

“Michaela, do you know what Mother just did?” Claudette said, face flushed.

“What now?” Michaela replied, sitting back in her chair with exasperation.

“She actually threw the bed pan at Zoya! I witnessed the entire thing.”

Michaela shook her head. “Oh, no. I hope she missed.”

“Well, barely.” Claudette let out a deep sigh. “Why the girl hasn’t quit by now is beyond me.”

“Zoya’s had a lot of experience with the elderly. I don’t think this really fazes her.”

“Well, obviously this is not working out between them. Mother hates her. She told me so. If that nurse won‘t quit, I suppose we‘ll just have to let her go. I‘ll tell her tonight.”

“No, we’re not going to do that,” Michaela immediately replied.

“Michaela, there must be someone better suited for her! I‘ll help you interview candidates. We‘ll find someone else straight away.”

“So Mother can just drive them to quit, too?” Michaela replied, closing her book. “Claudette, we can’t give in to her. I know exactly what she‘s doing. She‘s trying to force me to stay on here and care for her myself. Well, the reality is I have a husband and children back in Colorado that I need to get home to. I can‘t be her nurse and there‘s nothing she can do to change my mind.”

“Go home to your precious Sully. You never did care about us anyway.”

Michaela drew in her breath, taken aback. “How could you say that? Of course I care.”

Michaela gazed up at her, suddenly remembering all the disagreements they had gotten into as children. Rebecca was fifteen when Michaela was born and treated her like she was her own baby, favoring her above any of the other sisters, spoiling her and showering her with affection right up until she married Marcus and moved to another part of town. As for Maureen, she had been somewhat apathetic to her much younger sister most of their growing up years and she too had soon married and moved out. But when Michaela wasn’t going at it with Marjorie, it was Claudette she would find herself in squabbles with. She remembered bickering with her hot-tempered, red-headed older sister over everything, from who got to help out the cook in the kitchen, to what games they would play after school, to who got to greet their father first when he came home from work. Adulthood had done little to lesson the rivalry between them.

“Claudette, I’m trying to help our mother learn to live with what’s happened to her. She’s got to learn to live with the fact that she needs someone to help her right now. She may even need someone the rest of her life.”

“Well, you’re doing a terrible job,” Claudette retorted. “I’ve never seen Mother so unhappy. This is all your fault.” She spun around in a huff and exited the office. “Harrison! My wrap!” she shouted.

Michaela quickly got up and followed her out. “Claudette, wait!” she called.

Claudette grabbed her wrap from the butler and spun around. “You always were a know-it-all. You think you know exactly what to do about all this just because you‘re a doctor. Well, I know our mother a lot better than you ever will living two thousand miles away from us. I’ve lived two blocks down from her my entire adult life. We would have supper together every Sunday, and I would always stop by at least twice during the week and check in on her. I know what Mother needs! Not you!” She opened the door and slammed it behind her.

Harrison put his hands behind his back. “Are you all right, Miss Michaela?” he asked awkwardly.

Michaela glanced at him, sighing. “I’m fine.”

“Will you be retiring soon? Would you like me to lay a fire for you in your room?”

“In a few hours. Thank you, Harrison.”

“You need your rest too, Miss Michaela,” he said kindly. “Don’t stay up too late.”

She smiled softly. “I won’t.”

* * *

Michaela grasped Elizabeth’s knee and foot and flexed her leg up and down as if she were riding a velocipede. She had rolled up her sleeves and positioned Elizabeth on her side, then set to work stimulated muscles that had been dormant for too long. Elizabeth was grimacing at how exhausting it was and perspiring as if she had been running for miles, but she trusted that her daugheter wouldn’t make her endure the exercises if she didn’t think it would help.

“We’ll have to take this one step at a time,” Michaela said, slightly out of breath as she continued to work Elizabeth’s leg back and forth. “Eventually you’ll be able to sit up without support, and then we can even work on standing.”

Elizabeth let out a small moan as Michaela flexed her leg even further.

“I’m sorry, Mother. You’re doing well. Just bear with me.”

“Mother, Father Dougherty is here to see you,” Rebecca called, entering the room with a smile.

“Now’s not a good time, Rebecca,” Michaela replied just as Elizabeth let out another tired groan.

Rebecca’s face fell. “What’s the matter? What are you doing to her?” She rushed to Elizabeth’s side, touching her brow. “Michaela, that’s painful! Don‘t do that!”

Michaela didn’t falter. “I know, but it’s good pain.”

Rebecca met her eyes, flabbergasted. “Good pain! That’s nonsense. There’s no such thing.”

“Physical therapy is always difficult, especially at first. But if she doesn’t exercise, her muscles are going to disintegrate very quickly. She won’t be able to stand and walk again even if her hip does heal properly.”

“Stop staring at me, Rebecca,” Elizabeth scolded. “Michaela insists it will help. Now leave us.”

“Oh, Michaela, please don’t injure her more,” Rebecca pleaded. “You haven’t seen many hip fractures, have you? What if you‘re making it worse?” She bit her lip. “Perhaps we should consult Dr. Hanson about all this.”

Michaela slowly lowered Elizabeth’s leg to the bed and covered Elizabeth with a sheet. “That’s enough for today. You did very well, Mother.”

“Thank goodness it‘s over,” Elizabeth breathed as Michaela poured her a glass of water. She sipped at it eagerly.

“I really do think you should discuss this with Dr. Hanson before embarking on something like this,” Rebecca said insistently.

Michaela couldn’t remember Rebecca ever questioning her abilities as a physician. Although Rebecca had often wondered if others would accept a woman doctor, she herself had always encouraged Michaela’s unusual interest in science growing up, and had complete faith that her bright little sister would get through medical school without any trouble and eventually become as fine a physician as their father. Michaela was hurt that her once so supportive sister was suddenly doubting her.

“Talk to him if it makes you feel better,” Michaela whispered, swallowing hard. She grabbed the pitcher. “Let me get you some more water, Mother.”

* * *

Michaela sat on the front steps and opened the envelope from Brian with a letter opener. She was pleased to find four pieces of paper containing a lengthy letter written on front and back. As much as she knew Sully missed her, he had never been very interested in sending her more than a short telegram simply telling her things were fine and that they loved her and couldn‘t wait for her to come home. It was Brian she had to depend on for all the details she craved. And details he gave her, his talent for the written word bringing to life everything that was happening at home almost as if she were there to share it.

She smiled as he went on for some time about Sarah and the new batch of chicks she was raising. Sarah really was a very nice girl, and she and Brian made a sweet couple. Michaela had never really discouraged him from pursuing a courtship with her, even though as his mother she was reluctant to see him become so serious with a girl at his age.

She looked up as a little boy about Byron’s age sped by on a velocipede similar to the one she had gotten for Sully years ago that the children often liked to use. He giggled as he pedaled faster and she smiled and went back to reading her letter.

Suddenly her expression sobered and her eyes filled with tears.

Claudette opened the front door. “Michaela, wouldn’t you like to read that in the parlor?”

“I’m all right. I’d like some fresh air. I’m not used to staying inside all the time.”

“Yes I can see that. You’re even darker than the last time I saw you. You ought to be careful or one might start mistaking you for a savage yourself.”

“I‘ve been in my garden a lot lately,” she said defensively. “We haven’t had a lot of rain and we’ve had to water it almost daily.”

Claudette moved to sit beside her and suddenly noticed her teary eyes. “What’s the matter? Is everything all right at home?”

Michaela glanced at the letter again, dabbing at her nose. “Byron won the spelling bee in his age group.”

“Oh, is that all? Well done.”

“You don’t understand. He’s never won a spelling bee. He’s never even come close. He doesn’t really care much for school. And I missed it.”

“You should hire him a tutor is what you should do. That‘s what I did for William when he was his age and look at the result.”

She turned over the page. “Claudette, we couldn’t possibly afford a tutor. Besides, no one in Colorado Springs does that sort of thing.”

“You’re going to have a rather difficult time getting him accepted into any of the ivy leagues if you don’t start giving him proper instruction today. At this rate you‘re going to be receiving a stack of rejection letters when the time comes. Michaela, don‘t you want him to continue the Quinn tradition and go to Harvard? Follow in our father’s footsteps?”

“I want him to be happy. Perhaps he’s not meant to go to the ivy leagues. School is difficult for him.”

She raised her eyebrows. “Oh, I see. He must get that from Sully’s side of the family. What exactly is Sully’s educational background? Is he even literate?”

“Claudette, of course he is. He’s not ignorant.”

“He certainly acts like he is,” she muttered.

Before she could argue with her they heard a child scream and then burst into tears. Michaela put the letter on the steps and stood, looking in the direction of the noise. She spotted the little boy who had been riding the velocipede on the ground, tangled up in the frame.

Michaela quickly gathered her skirts and rushed to his side, kneeling beside him.

“What’s the matter? Did you fall?” she asked.

He clutched his knee and sobbed. “I lost my balance,” he said tearfully.

“I’m a doctor. Could I take a look?” Michaela asked gently as Claudette slowly joined her.

The little boy sniffled and slowly removed his hands from his knee, revealing his torn stocking and a nasty scrape.

“Oh, no wonder. I’d be crying, too,“ Michaela said, removing her handkerchief from her sleeve and pressing it to the scrape.

“Is he all right, Michaela?” Claudette asked. “Anything broken?”

“Just a little scrape. He’ll be back on the velocipede in no time,” Michaela replied with a soft smile.

“It hurts,” the little boy whimpered.

“It just so happens I know exactly how to make it better. Hold as still as you can and close your eyes,” Michaela said.

The little boy hesitated a moment and then complied, squeezing his eyes up tight.

Michaela blew gently on the scrape a few times.

He opened his eyes and his tears ceased. “Hey, that does feel better,” he whispered. “It doesn’t hurt anymore.”

Michaela helped him to his feet and righted his velocipede.

“Go home to your mama and have her wash that for you and wrap it up. No more velocipedes until at least tomorrow.”

He swiped away his tears and grabbed the handle bars of the velocipede. “Yes, ma’am. Thank you.”

Michaela smiled and waved as he limped back to his house.

“Well, those velocipedes are the most dangerous things I’ve ever seen,” Claudette remarked. “We never had toys like that when we were his age. It‘s a wonder he wasn‘t killed.”

Michaela returned to their porch and picked up the letter, head lowered solemnly.

“Now what’s the matter?” Claudette demanded.

Michaela shrugged. “I miss the children, that’s all. I‘ve never been apart from them like this.”

“Well, if you were just living in Boston in the first place you wouldn’t have this problem, would you?” Claudette replied, ascending the stairs and opening the door. “Please come inside, Michaela. Lord knows you don’t need any more sun.”

Too tired to protest, Michaela folded the letter and followed her inside.

* * *

Michaela carried a tray with dinner Martha had prepared into Elizabeth’s room.

“I hope you‘re hungry, Mother,” Michaela said, placing the tray on the night table. “Martha made you vegetable soup and corn muffins.”

“Where’s that Russian vagabond who calls herself a nurse?”

“Her name is Zoya and I gave her the evening off. I’ll assist you tonight.”

“Good. I just hope we‘re not paying her when she‘s not even doing anything.”

“As a matter of fact we are. It wasn’t her choice to end early.”

“All your father’s hard-earned money is going to be squandered away before we know it with that girl working all the time.”

“I’ve seen the books. Father left you enough to cover anything you could possibly want or need. I assure you Zoya‘s salary is hardly making a dent.”

“Don’t go through my personal records. That’s none of your business,” Elizabeth retorted.

“Someone has to,” Michaela replied intrepidly, dishing up a spoonful of the soup.

“I can feed myself,” Elizabeth said, taking the bowl and spoon from her.

“Yes you can. You’re doing a lot better lately. You’re getting stronger every day.”

“I’m still a cripple,” Elizabeth said despondently. “I can’t even use the bedpan without someone staring at me.”

Michaela took a deep breath, dreading what she had to tell her. “Mother, Zoya’s been here three weeks. I know you aren’t fond of her but I think she’s done an excellent job. She’s very capable and I trust her completely.”

“Good for you. I don’t trust her at all,” Elizabeth said.

“Just the same I feel comfortable going home knowing you’re in good hands.”

“Going home?”

“Mother, I’ve never been apart from my children this long. I can’t do it anymore. Not to mention how much I miss Sully. Martha‘s already packed my bags. I‘ll be leaving in the morning.”

“Tell her to unpack them. You can just write them another telegram. Make it as long as you like. I’ll pay for it.” She took another spoonful of soup.

She shook her head. “Telegrams aren’t enough anymore. I need to be with them. Sully wanted me to visit you, he said so himself. But none of us thought I would be here this long. All this time he’s been looking after the children all by himself. He wants me to come home now and so do I.”

“Sully never could keep his hands off you. I suppose he’s tired of being celibate. Well, he‘s just going to have to suffer because you‘re staying here.”

Michaela reddened, sighing. “Mother, must you embarrass me?”

“Go. Go back home,” Elizabeth said. “Leave me.”

“I’m sorry you see it that way,” Michaela said. She walked to the door and opened it, shutting it behind her.

“Michaela!” Elizabeth suddenly called through the door. “Michaela, Michaela, come back! Michaela, please! Michaela!”

Michaela very reluctantly opened the door, standing in the doorway. “What is it?”

“Oh, thank goodness.“ Elizabeth inhaled sharply. “Go tell Martha to open the safe and take out fifty dollars. Then go down to the bank and wire Sully the money.”

“What? What are you talking about?”

“I’m sending for them,” Elizabeth said resolutely. “I’m sending for Sully and the children. Red Eagle, too. Tell Sully to bring them out here for a visit.”

“Don’t be ridiculous. I’m not going to drag them all the way out here.”

“Why not? The children have never been to Boston. You’ve always said you wanted them to see it. Why, you even once said you might be able to come visit this Christmas.”

Michaela walked to the bed. “Mother, it’s the middle of the school year. We can’t just pull them out and bring them out here at the drop of a hat.”

“I’ll hire a governess for them with all that money you say I have if you really think they’re going to miss anything important. I daresay a governess would do a lot better job helping them learn their lessons than that teacher of theirs anyway.”

“This is absurd, Mother.”

“Michaela, you said you have to leave because you miss your family. Well, I’m moving mountains to bring your family here. That way you could stay on at least a few more weeks. Isn’t that a fair compromise?”

Michaela slowly sat on the bed. “We did say we’re going to try to visit this Christmas, didn’t we?” she admitted.

“So think of it as an early Christmas present.“

Michaela let out a deep sigh. “All right. I’ll ask him. But no guarantees Sully’s going to agree to all this.”

“He’ll agree to it. Martha! Martha!” Elizabeth called urgently.

Moments later Martha scurried into the room. “Yes, mum? Anything the matter?”

“Open the safe and take out fifty dollars for some train tickets. Then unpack Michaela’s bags. And tomorrow start making up the guest bedrooms upstairs. We’ll need every one. My grandchildren are coming to visit.”

Martha beamed. “Oh, yes, mum! Right away!”

* * *

Sully entered the Gazette, lingering in the doorway. Brian was painstakingly setting the type for the following week’s edition of the Gazette. He was wearing an ink-stained heavy apron and a few smears of ink marked his face.

“Hey, Pa,” he said cheerfully.

“Hey. Where’s Miss Dorothy?”

“She went to run some errands. Has me doin’ all the dirty work while she’s gone,” he said with a smile.

“Telegram came from your ma.”

Brian placed a letter A in place. “Oh yeah? She know when she’s comin’ home? How‘s Gran‘ma doin‘?”

“Guess she’s had a hard time of it. She has to stay in bed, don’t like the nurse they hired.”

Brian sighed. “That’s too bad.”

“Your ma says your gran’ma wants her to stay on, take care of her herself.”

Brian looked up, taken aback. “But Ma’s been gone a month. How long is she talkin’ about?”

Sully shrugged. “I don’t know. I got a feelin’ what happened is real serious. That her recovery’s gonna be pretty slow. Your gran’ma sent us money for train tickets. She wants us to come out.”

Brian slowly nodded. “That’s good, Pa. That‘s a good idea.” He hesitated. “What’s the matter?”

Sully folded his arms. “Nothin’. Just don’t know if I should haul the kids all the way out there for who knows how long.”

Brian stopped working and wiped off his hands with a towel. “Sounds like Gran’ma really wants Ma there right now. I get the feelin’ Ma wants to stay, but I know how much she must be missin’ all of us. I think you and the kids should go out and be with her.”

Sully gestured at him. “What about you? She has a ticket for you, too. I want ya to come, Brian.”

“I love Gran’ma, and I’m real worried about her. But I can’t leave. There’s too much goin’ on around here what with the Gazette.” He swallowed. “And Sarah’s here, Pa. I don’t want to take off not knowin’ how long I’ll be gone. Sides, I could watch the homestead for ya, make sure everything’s fine here.”

Sully nodded pensively. “All right, it’s up to you. If that’s what ya want.”

“Go to Boston, Pa. You and the kids. Ma needs your help.”

* * *

“I just think perhaps we should look into another doctor for her,” Maureen said as she and Rebecca stood outside their mother’s door.

“We already have Dr. Hanson and Michaela,” Rebecca protested.

“Oh, I don’t know, Rebecca. Dr. Hanson’s getting on in years and I’m not sure if we can really expect him to be as sharp as he used to be. And Michaela herself admitted she doesn‘t have a lot of experience with this kind of injury.”

“But she’s been researching it night and day.”

“Why does everything have to be a fight when it comes to Mother?” Maureen griped. “I want her to have another doctor. What’s wrong with having another expert seeing to her?”

“I just don’t want her feeling uncomfortable, all these strangers coming in there examining her.”

“Oh, what’s one more doctor,” Maureen said dismissively. “She’s had to put up with a dozen of them already at that hospital.”

“Well, we’ll see how Michaela and Claudette feel about it,” she replied.

“Feel about what?” Michaela asked as she walked toward the door carrying a telegram.

Maureen eyed her impatiently. “I want Mother to have a different doctor. Of course she would still have you, but I want to replace Dr. Hanson.”

“Well, I’m not exactly fond of how pessimistic he is,” Michaela admitted. “Or the way he tends to ignore me and my opinions.”

“But changing her physician when she’s already been through so much?” Rebecca spoke up. “Surely that can’t be good for her. No, I think we should stay with who we have.”

“Well, I’d have to think about it. Is Mother sleeping?”

“I wouldn’t go in there,” Maureen warned.

“Why?”

“Just trust me for once, Michaela,” Maureen said with a sigh.

“Mother’s not in the best of moods this afternoon,” Rebecca said tactfully.

“Well, bad mood or not it’s time for her medicine,” Michaela said, opening the door. She was surprised to find the curtains drawn closed, darkening the room, and Elizabeth curled up on her side clutching her head as if she had a screaming headache.

“Are you all right, Mother?” Michaela asked curiously.

“Leave me be!” she retorted

Michaela walked to the curtains and drew them back, brightening the room. “There, that’s better!”

Elizabeth moaned and covered her eyes. “Close those drapes. And get out of here. I’m trying to sleep.”

“You’ve been sleeping all day. It’s time you get up and we do your exercises and Zoya gives you a bath. And I have good news. Sully‘s coming to visit. And he‘s bringing the children.” She handed her the telegram but Elizabeth just ignored it. Michaela put the telegram aside and slowly sat on the bed. “Mother, talk to me. Tell me what’s wrong.”

“What do you think is wrong? I’m a cripple confined to my bed day and night. I can’t do a thing for myself.”

Michaela gently patted her arm. “I know you had a very active social life before this. This is an incredible adjustment. Perhaps we could have some of your friends over for tea. Perhaps next week once the children arrive? Katie could join us. She‘d adore dressing up and going to a real tea party.”

“Lord no. I don’t want any of them to see me like this.” She sighed. “Besides, they’re all so busy with that flower show. They don’t have time to see me.”

Michaela drew in her breath, suddenly realizing. “Oh. The flower show. It’s this week, isn’t it?”

“And their chairwoman is not there.”

“Is that why you’re so upset?” Michaela murmured.

Elizabeth kept her face buried behind her hand.

Michaela took a deep breath. “Mother, I know how important that was to you, and how hard you’ve worked over the years to put together the best show possible. You can be very proud of the years and years you dedicated yourself to such a wonderful charity. Boston General Hospital is indebted to you.”

“Well, a lot of good I am to them now,” she muttered.

“Mother, you may not be able to chair a flower show, but you can still contribute to society. You can still make a difference. I know there’s always a need for smallpox vaccinations at those poor houses and orphanages down by the harbor. I’ve been thinking about going down there to administer them. But I would need someone generous enough to donate the vaccinations.”

“I suppose that would be me.”

“Those people are in desperate need, Mother,” she said zealously. “If you donate just a few vaccinations you could save hundreds, even thousands of lives.”

She slowly removed her hand and looked at her. “You sound just like your father. He always had such a passion for the poor.”

“He taught me I should help those who need me,” she replied.

“I don’t know, I feel sorry for those poor souls but I don’t know if it’s worth the risk, commingling among them and exposing yourself to God knows what.”

“Someone has to go in there. If not myself who’s going to do it?”

“All right, I’ll donate the vaccinations,” Elizabeth said. “I suppose it’ll help clean things up down there in any case.”

Michaela smiled excitedly. “Oh, thank you, Mother.”

“Well, they’re coming out here, are they? I told you so.”

Michaela immediately beamed. “I can’t wait.”

Elizabeth gently patted her hand. “Neither can I,” she said softly.

* * *

Sarah carried a steaming pumpkin pie to the table with a bright smile.

Byron, Katie and Red Eagle watched her place it on the table and cut it with a long knife, their eyes wide in anticipation.

Sully handed Sarah the children’s plates. “Thanks for cookin’ supper, Sarah. It was real good.”

“Kids really needed a break from me and Pa’s cookin’,” Brian added wryly.

Sarah smiled sweetly, placing a slice of pie on each plate and passing them back.

Byron took a big bite. “Yummy!”

Sarah finished dishing up the pie and took a seat.

“Sarah, can you help me study after supper?” Katie asked. “We have a spelling test tomorrow.”

“Ya ain’t gonna get much studyin’ done tonight, Kates. We’re gonna be busy,” Sully told her, a twinkle in his eye.

“Busy doin’ what?” Byron asked curiously.

“Packin’,” Sully replied simply, taking a bite of pie.

Katie and Byron exchanged confused glances.

Red Eagle scratched his head. “What are we packing for?”

Sully took a sip of coffee. “Cause tomorrow we’re goin’ on a little trip to Boston.”

The children’s confusion rapidly turned to pure joy.

“Boston?” Katie breathed. “To see Mama?!”

He grinned. “That‘s right. And your gran‘ma.”

“Oh, Papa!” Katie exclaimed, getting out of her seat and giving him a big hug. He chuckled and rubbed her back.

“You mean we’re gonna ride on the train and everything?” Byron asked, bouncing in his chair.

“I’ve never been on a train ride that far,” Red Eagle remarked.

“Help out Ma as much as ya can once ya get there,” Brian told them as Sarah refilled his coffee cup. “She’s gonna need your help with Gran’ma.”

“Aren’t you coming, Brian?” Red Eagle asked.

He gently grasped Sarah‘s hand and she smiled at him. “I’m gonna stay behind this time, take care of things here. I’ll be all right. Sides, ya won‘t be gone too long.”

“How long’s it gonna take to get there, Papa?” Byron asked.

“Bout four days,” he said, lifting Katie into his lap. “We’ll be there Friday night.”

Byron giggled with glee and suddenly started eating his pie as fast as he could.

“Hey, slow down,” Brian said. “You’ll give yourself a stomach ache.”

“But I wanna finish so I can pack,” he said, glancing up. “I wanna pack to see Mama.”

“Guess I can’t blame him,” Sully said with a smile. “I’m pretty anxious to see Mama myself.”

“Four days,” Katie said reverently. “We get to see Mama in four days!”

Chapter Four

Michaela stood near the carriage at the train station and looked anxiously for Sully and the children. She couldn’t contain her excitement. All morning she had been bustling about the house, helping Martha make sure everything was ready. She had talked the chambermaid’s ear off about all of them, so thrilled she was that she was actually going to see them today. She just wanted to kiss her little ones’ soft cheeks and hear their tiny voices and feel their arms wrapped around her again. And she couldn’t wait to be back in Sully’s loving embrace, and to be able to talk to him in person about everything that was happening with her mother.

Michaela heard Sully’s voice before she saw him.

“This way, kids. Stay close,” he said.

“Sully!” Michaela called, desperately searching for him among all the passengers.

“Mama! Mama!” three little voices suddenly cried. Byron, Red Eagle and Katie appeared from the crowd and ran to Michaela at full speed.

Michaela immediately fell to her knees. “Oh, my sweethearts,” she cried, holding them and showering them with wet kisses. “My sweethearts, my sweethearts. Oh, oh. Thank goodness you‘re here safe and sound. Oh, my little darlings.”

“Mama,” Katie whimpered. “We missed you so much.”

“Mama,” Byron said, kissing her cheek several times. “Mama. Mama.”

Tears fell down her cheeks and she smoothed back his hair. “Let me look at you. Oh, you’re so beautiful.”

“Why you crying?” Byron asked. “Aren’t you glad we‘re here?”

“Oh, of course. They’re happy tears. I’m so happy to see your sweet faces again.”

He smiled and smoothed away some of her tears with his fingers.

Katie rested her head against Michaela’s shoulder and hugged her neck tightly and Red Eagle cuddled against her chest. Michaela picked up Katie and slowly got back to her feet. She spotted Sully gathering their luggage and smiled with relief.

He strolled up to her and gave her a discreet kiss, the look in his eyes suggesting he had much more planned once they were alone. “Hey. Missed ya.”

“I missed you. I’m so glad you’re here,” she whispered lovingly, rubbing Katie‘s back as Byron and Red Eagle clung to her skirts.

Sully kissed her once more and then turned his attention back to the luggage.

Not only was Sully wearing a quite dapper suit himself, but he had dressed the children in their Sunday best clothes. Red Eagle and Byron were each wearing a navy Fauntleroy suit, tie and black stockings, and Katie was in her best cream-colored pinafore and hat. Michaela knew that Sully had never cared very much for how people dressed in Boston, but she was touched he had made sure he and the children dressed like everyone else and wouldn’t attract much attention when they stepped off the train.

“Look how nice you all look,” Michaela remarked as Sully helped the driver load the luggage into the carriage. “Did Papa help you with your ties, boys?”

“Yes. Do they really wear these itchy fancy clothes in Boston every day?” Red Eagle asked.

“I’m afraid so,” Michaela replied, putting Katie back on her feet.

“What about play clothes?” Byron asked. “What if you want to play?”

“That’s a good point, sweetheart,” Michaela said with a chuckle, leading them all to the carriage and helping them inside.

“Look how tall that building is!” Byron exclaimed, pointing at the post office across the street.

“Look at all the horses and carriages!” Katie added.

“That must be a lot to muck up after every day! I sure wouldn‘t want to do it!” Byron remarked.

Michaela laughed and put her arm around him. “Oh, how I missed you.”

“Is Gran’ma better yet?” Red Eagle asked.

Sully handed the last piece of luggage to the driver and got in the carriage across from Michaela. He glanced at her, immediately noticing the forlorn expression on her face.

“Your grandmother had a bad accident,” she explained. “She broke her hip very badly.”

“Can’t you just put a cast on it?” Byron asked as the driver started the horse back toward Beacon Hill.

“It’s not like breaking an arm, sweetheart,” Michaela explained. “It broke in a lot of pieces and even after she had surgery her doctor and I still don’t know if it’s going to heal properly. When people get older, it’s harder for bones to heal.”

The children all listened to her sadly. Red Eagle grasped a portion of her skirt and squeezed it.

“She can’t walk. She has to stay in bed all day right now,” Michaela went on. “She doesn’t quite look like what we’re used to. But she’s still the same Grandma you‘ve always known. You can help her by treating her just like you always have.”

“Course she’s still the same Gran’ma,” Byron said. “Why wouldn’t she be?!”

Michaela smiled and kissed his head. “Well, what do you all think of Boston so far?”

Red Eagle shrugged. “It’s pretty big.”

“It kinda smells funny,” Byron added.

“Boston’s the best place there is. I love it,” Katie said with a big smile.

“You do?”

“Yeah. Cause Mama’s here,” Katie said sweetly.

Michaela hugged her and smiled at Sully as the carriage took them to Beacon Hill.

* * *

The children rushed into Elizabeth’s room, thrilled to see her.

“Gran’ma!” they all cried.

Elizabeth beamed and held out her arms, enveloping the three of them in a tight hug and kissing them each.

“Oh, how wonderful you’re finally here,” she said.

“Gran’ma, you’re rich!” Byron exclaimed.

“Yeah, you must have ten servants! Where‘d you find ‘em all?!” Red Eagle added.

Elizabeth laughed. “Not that many. You like your grandmother’s house?”

“Love it,” Byron said.

“It’s pretty,” Katie added. “Here, Gran’ma. We made you a card.” She handed Elizabeth a red piece of paper cut in a heart shape.

“Elizabeth,” Sully said, joining them at the bed. He crouched over her and gave her cheek a kiss. “Ya look good.”

“Well,” she replied, opening the card and quickly reading it. “I look well.”

He cleared his throat. “Yeah, that too.”

“Come, come,” Martha called from the doorway. “It’s time the little darlings get tucked into bed.”

“You’ll see to all their needs, won’t you, Martha?” Elizabeth instructed. “I want you to make them everything they want for breakfast tomorrow. Hot cocoa, bacon and sausages, sticky buns. Really indulge.”

“Sticky buns. Goodie,” Byron said with a big smile.

“Don’t spoil them, Mother,” Michaela scolded.

“Martha, don’t listen to Michaela,” Elizabeth said firmly.

“Yes, mum,” Martha said, shooting a wry smile at Michaela.

“Get into your night clothes and I’ll come tuck you in,” Michaela said, caressing Katie’s head lovingly.

“Oh, I’ll tuck then in, miss,” Martha said, taking Katie’s hand. “You and Mr. Sully should retire to your room, hm?”

Michaela glanced at Sully shyly. They were both eager to have some time alone, and she knew the astute chambermaid was well aware of how much she had pined for him.

“All right, go with Martha,” Michaela said, blowing them a kiss. “Night-night. I love you.”

Byron blew a big kiss back and they followed Martha out of the room obediently.

“Goodnight, Mother,” Michaela said. “Sleep well.”

“Night, Elizabeth,” Sully said. “Thanks again for your hospitality.”

Elizabeth waved him off with one hand. “Goodnight,” she muttered.

Michaela grasped Sully’s hand and squeezed as they headed up the staircase. Fiona was making her way downstairs, carrying a long metal candle snuffer to put out the lamps.

“Goodnight, Miss Michaela,” Fiona said.

“Goodnight, Fiona,” Michaela replied.

She guided Sully down the hallway to her bedroom door. Zoya passed them on her way downstairs with a fresh bed pan for Elizabeth.

“Goodnight, Miss Michaela,” Zoya said.

“Goodnight,” Michaela said evenly, opening the bedroom door.

Sully suddenly pulled her inside and shut the door firmly after them. He pressed her against the door and eagerly kissed her neck, her cheeks, her lips, and any bit of exposed skin he could find. Michaela reached her hand up and pulled on his tie, loosening it and gliding it off. Then she unbuttoned his vest and shirt, quickly discarding them.

“Oh, I missed you,” Michaela breathed, caressing his warm chest. “I missed you so much.”

He swiped her off her feet and carried her to the bed, laying her atop the bedspread and reaching behind her to unbutton the endless buttons down her back as he kissed her. Meanwhile she worked at unfastening her skirt and removing her petticoats and stockings and pantaloons.

Sully finally got her blouse unhooked and slipped it off her shoulders. He was dismayed at all the petticoats and undergarments she was wearing.

“What is all this?” he muttered, grabbing one of the laces and pulling on it.

“Mother would kill me if I didn‘t wear a corset here.”

“I’m gonna kill ya if ya do,” he replied wryly, yanking hard on the strings of her corset and struggling to loosen it.

Michaela reached behind her and tried to help him, bursting into giggles as they slowly worked their way up the contraption, loosening it as they went. At last they had it loose enough for Sully to pull it over her head.

“Oh, I can breathe again,” Michaela said, sighing with relief.

Sully tossed the corset across the room without a care and grabbed the ends of her chemise, lifting it over her head to expose her torso.

He gazed at her lovingly for a moment, slowly bringing his hand up to stroke her breasts and belly. “Took longer than I planned to get ya naked, but it was worth the wait,” he whispered suggestively.

“I don’t think those clothes are designed to come off,” she replied, her face slowly flushing as he touched her.

He chuckled, tenderly guiding his hand between her legs to caress her most sensitive areas as he kissed her. She readily parted her legs, eager to feel his strong but gentle fingers giving her the pleasure she had been aching for.

She let out a blissful sigh. “Let’s never be apart this long again. I can’t bear it.”

“No arguments here,” he replied, drawing her against him and caressing her lips with his.

* * *

Sully gazed at Michaela lovingly, pausing every few seconds to gently kiss her lips. He was resting atop her and smirking at her, exhausted and completely satisfied.

Michaela clutched his shoulder, swallowing uncomfortably. “Sully, doesn’t it seem strange to you? I mean, sleeping together in the room I grew up in?” she whispered.

He glanced around the room for a very brief moment. “Nope,” he replied, giving her a few more soft kisses.

“I remember lying here in the dark dreaming about my latest beau. Or at least the boy I wished could be my beau.”

He slowly stopped kissing her and got on his side, propping his head up with one hand. “Which boy was this?”

“Oh, there were several. I fell in love quite a bit as a girl. I just never said anything to the boy. I was terribly awkward when it came to those things. Besides, Father said I should focus on preparing for medical school, not on beaus.”

“Your pa wasn’t right about everything,” Sully remarked with a soft smile, guiding his hand up to her right breast and tenderly squeezing it.

“Truthfully, I don’t think he was ready for me to have another man in my life,” she remarked wistfully.

He smiled softly. “Guess I can understand how he felt. Gonna be hard when Katie brings home a beau someday.”

She smiled shyly, bringing her hand up to rest atop his. “Oh, I was so naïve back then. I would only think about innocent kissing, nothing more. I couldn’t even imagine doing…this…let alone doing it in this bedroom.”

“Get used to it. We got a lot to make up for.”

“I’ll manage,” she said, caressing his head and nudging him down to kiss her again. He kept one hand on her breast and caressed her face with the other, guiding his tongue deep inside her mouth. She freely admitted she had really missed their lovemaking, had found herself dreaming about the two of them together the past few days, and was as eager to get up to her room and shed all her dreadful Boston clothes as he was. Still, sometimes she loved to lay quietly in bed with him and just kiss. Sully was so wonderful at it, never too rough and always so incredibly sensual, and she liked to think that she had gotten quite good at it herself over the years. It was certainly not the kind of kissing she had imagined as a girl or even young woman, but it was beautiful and fulfilling and felt so natural. The kiss went on and on into the wee hours of the morning, compensating for every kiss they had missed over the past month.

At last he cuddled her against him and tenderly stroked her warm back with his fingers, allowing them to bask in what had been an incredible reunion.

“Your ma don‘t look so bad,” he finally murmured. “Just seems pretty upset about all this.”

“She hates the nurse we hired. I mean hates,” Michaela remarked. “She’s vicious to her. I don‘t think Zoya will stay very long. I wouldn‘t expect her to.”

“Then what? Hire somebody else?”

“I suppose we’ll have no choice. She needs round-the-clock care until her condition improves.”

He swallowed hard. “Is it gonna improve?”

“At the rate she’s going? It’s going to be a long road.” She sighed. “Claudette’s furious with me. She thinks I’m mishandling this every step of the way. Maureen isn‘t exactly pleased either. Even Rebecca and I have had a few disagreements over all this. None of us are on the same page.”

“Somebody’s gotta step up and make some decisions,” Sully said. “I don’t see any of your sisters doin’ that. Michaela, it‘s always hard on kids watchin’ a parent get up there in years. Sometimes ya just wanna pretend it ain‘t happenin‘. But you‘re not lettin’ your sisters do that, you’re forcin’ em to face this, and they just ain‘t ready for that yet.”

“Mother keeps saying she wants me to take care of her. That she only trusts me. I don’t blame her. It has to be so difficult to suddenly be so helpless, to not even be able to do the most basic things we take for granted. It’s understandable she would prefer family to help over a stranger. She’s asked me repeatedly to move back to Boston. Begged me. She says you and the children and I could live in these rooms upstairs.”

He tensed slightly, worried for a brief moment Michaela might be considering the idea. He knew she loved Colorado Springs, but her mother had never been in such dire straits. “You…you thinkin’ about that?” he murmured.

She kissed his cheek reassuringly. “No. Of course I told her we couldn‘t.”

“But we can stay on a couple weeks. And I‘ll help ya care for her, too. Maybe by then she’ll be doin’ better.”

She sighed, not convinced, and kissed his cheek again. “I’m so glad you’re here,” she whispered.

He caressed her cheek. “Me, too. Get some sleep.”

She smiled and cuddled up against him, grateful to be back in his arms.

* * *

Michaela smiled widely as she watched Sully and the children dig into the elaborate breakfast spread Martha had prepared. Red Eagle was on his second helping of eggs, Sully was buttering a biscuit and Katie was licking her fingers of syrup. Byron picked up a big cinnamon bun with both hands and took a large bite, his face lighting up comically. Normally Michaela would be a little firmer about the children’s table manners, but she was so happy to see them and be with them again she didn’t care at the moment.

“What do you think of the food? Good?” Michaela asked as Martha refilled her coffee cup.

Byron nodded eagerly, eyes widening.

Michaela chuckled and leaned forward to kiss his sticky cheek. “I love you. I missed you.”

“The little dearies,” Martha remarked with a grin as she put a platter of ham on the table.

Sully turned his head as he heard Harrison open the front door and usher in Michaela’s sisters. He put his napkin on the table and rose to his feet politely as Rebecca, Maureen and Claudette entered the room.

Rebecca immediately stepped forward and kissed his cheek with a bright smile. “Sully, so glad you’re here!”

“Good to see ya again,” he replied. He stepped toward Maureen and Claudette and held out his hand to them.

“Mr. Sully,” Maureen replied, shaking it lightly.

“Ma’am.”

“So sorry we’re late,” Claudette remarked, ignoring Sully‘s hand and removing her gloves. “It was my driver again. He’s never ready when I tell him to be. I really should dismiss him.”

Michaela stood and rested her hand on Byron’s shoulder. “Children, say good morning to your aunties. That’s your Auntie Rebecca, Auntie Maureen and Auntie Claudette.”

Byron turned in his chair, studying them curiously. “Mornin’,” he said with his mouth full.

“Oh, Michaela, they’re so big,” Rebecca said with a wide smile. She immediately approached the table and hugged Byron and Katie. “You remember your Auntie Rebecca?”

“I think so,” Katie murmured. “I’m not sure.”

Byron studied her. “I remember your letters. You sure write a lot.”

Rebecca glanced at her younger sisters sternly, nodding at the children.

Maureen and Claudette reluctantly approached the table and lightly kissed Katie and Byron.

“You look like Mama. Your noses are the same,” Byron observed as Claudette kissed his forehead.

“Well, you certainly don’t. You’re not a Quinn at all. You look like your father,” Claudette remarked with a raise of her eyebrows.

Rebecca glanced at Red Eagle and circled the table, giving him a kiss. “And this must be Red Eagle. Welcome to our home.”

“Thank you,” Red Eagle murmured shyly.

“Doesn’t he have a real name, Michaela?” Maureen asked. “Do you really call him Red Eagle?”

Michaela sighed, glancing at Sully. “Yes we really call him that. But he was baptized Mark.”

“Then why on earth don’t you call him that? That‘s a fine Christian name!” Claudette exclaimed.

“Well, because his mother never called him that. He’s not used to it,” Michaela said, reaching forward and holding the little boy’s hand reassuringly.

“He’s not very white looking,” Maureen remarked, scrutinizing him critically. “You‘re sure he‘s just a half breed? I didn‘t think he would be so dark, so conspicuous.”

“Uh, why don’t everybody sit down?” Sully spoke up suddenly. “There’s still plenty to eat.”

“Yes, let’s,” Rebecca said firmly, taking a seat.

“Coffee please, Martha,” Claudette instructed, sitting down beside Rebecca. “With cream.”

“Yes, miss,” Martha said, circling the table and filling her cup, then reaching forward for the cream and adding a little.

“Well, you should hear what Mother’s friends are saying about him,” Maureen remarked as Martha moved to fill her cup.

“Maureen,” Rebecca said sternly.

“What?” she replied. “Rebecca, Michaela ought to know.”

“They’re saying he’s yours, Michaela,” Claudette spoke up as Martha dished her up a slice of ham. “That Elizabeth Quinn’s daughter was assaulted by those savages out there and this is the result. That the whole adoption story is just one big conspiracy to cover up the truth.”

Michaela couldn’t help bursting into laughter. “Conspiracy? But that’s absurd!”

“Well, of course it is,” Maureen replied. “But nevertheless it’s what they’re saying.”

Michaela covered her mouth and laughed harder. She glanced at Sully. Even he was looking amused. “I can’t believe that,” she said. “They have some imaginations.”

“What’s conspirsee, Mama?” Byron asked, taking a sip of milk.

“Eat your breakfast,” Michaela replied quickly.

“Well, after all weren‘t you kidnapped by those Indians out there once? Lord knows what they could have done to you,” Claudette remarked. “It‘s not that absurd if you think about it.”

“But it’s physically impossible!” Michaela replied. “Byron and Red Eagle are only four months apart in age. Just how exactly do they think I managed that?”

“What am I supposed to tell everyone, Michaela?” Claudette demanded as she sliced her ham. “I hope you realize how embarrassing this entire thing is.”

“You tell them he’s your nephew,” Rebecca replied.

“Well, he most certainly is not,” Claudette retorted.

“I don’t care what you tell them, Claudette,” Michaela spoke up. “And frankly I don’t care what you think about this. But if you’d like to discuss it further, I’d prefer that we do so in private. Not in front of my children.”

Rebecca cleared her throat, glancing at Sully. “I take it you had a good trip out here, Sully. I know how long of a ride it can be.”

“Yes, ma’am,” he replied as he ate a bite of eggs. “Kids were real patient.”

“What do you think of Mother’s situation?” she asked.

“She don’t look so bad,” he admitted. “And sounds like ya got a good nurse in there.”

“That immigrant with that atrocious name no one can pronounce? Oh, she’s dreadful. Just dreadful,” Claudette remarked, shaking her head. “She doesn’t respect Mother whatsoever.”

“It’s called tough love,” Michaela replied. “Mother could use some of it.”

“I wanted to fire her two weeks ago,” Claudette said. “But for some reason Michaela thinks she has the final say on all the decisions around here.”

“I daresay Mother isn’t very fond of her,” Maureen admitted, stirring her coffee absently.

Sully cleared his throat, sharing a glance with Michaela. She gave him a helpless, small smile.

“Michaela’s a doctor,” Rebecca said as she sipped at her coffee. “She knows about this sort of thing. We have to trust her.”

“I still say this whole nurse idea is one big fiasco. I knew it would never work,” Claudette said with a sigh.

“Well, if you have another suggestion I’d be happy to hear it,” Michaela replied.

Claudette sighed again and focused on cutting her ham.

Byron scratched his nose. “Maybe we could take her for a walk. Papa could carry her. Fresh air would make her feel better.”

“Oh, I’m afraid she’s far too weak for that, young man. A walk would do her more harm than good,” Maureen replied.

“Your grandmother is very, very ill, children,” Claudette informed them. “I suggest you take advantage of your visit here. Lord knows she‘ll never be well enough to make it back to Colorado Springs to see you again.”

Katie put her knife and fork down sadly. “You mean…she’s dying?”

“She’s not dying,” Michaela said. “Not if we don’t let her.”

The children looked back at her sadly, not convinced.

“Finish your breakfast, children,” Michaela told them, swallowing hard.

* * *

Zoya pressed her stethoscope to Elizabeth’s chest and listened as she unclasped her gold plated pocket watch. Elizabeth sat back in bed passively, refusing to look at the breakfast tray Zoya had placed beside her and barely acknowledging the nurse.

“Ninety beats per minute. That is most very good, Mrs. Quinn.” She closed the watch and opened Elizabeth’s chart. She wrote down the number, then grabbed a tongue depressor out of her medical bag.

“Where did you get that fine watch?” Elizabeth demanded suddenly.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean I know what your salary is and as much as I’m overpaying you, I know you could never afford something as fine as that.”

“It was Mr. Johnson’s, the man I used to work for in the Back Bay. He gave it to me after five years of service.”

“I see,” Elizabeth said skeptically.

“Say ‘ah,’ Mrs. Quinn,” Zoya said, sticking the tongue depressor roughly down her throat.

Elizabeth coughed, pushing her hand away. “Are you trying to choke me?”

“I’m trying to give you examination like I’m supposed to do every morning if you would just cooperate for once.”

Elizabeth heard the children talking excitedly as they approached her room.

“Oh, thank goodness. Come in, children. Come in,” Elizabeth called.

Zoya stood as Katie, Byron and Red Eagle opened the door and rushed into the room.

“Good morning, dears. Sleep well?” Elizabeth said, immediately brightening and holding out her arms. Byron climbed up onto the bed eagerly and hugged her.

“Be careful,” Zoya said kindly. “Don’t jostle her.”

“Oh, they can’t jostle me anymore than you can,” Elizabeth said dismissively, rubbing his back lovingly.

“My bed was the softest bed I ever felt, Gran’ma!” Byron remarked. “It must have a hundred feathers in there!”

Red Eagle climbed up beside Byron, and Katie held Elizabeth’s hand.

“Did you have a good breakfast?” Elizabeth asked, stroking Byron’s hair with her free hand.

“Oh, yeah! It was yummy,” Byron said.

“We’re stuffed!” Red Eagle remarked.

Elizabeth nodded at Zoya. “This is my nurse. But don’t worry she’s not nearly as competent as your mother.”

Zoya wiped the tongue depressor off with a towel. “I’ve certainly heard much about you, children. Your grandmother is most very proud of you.”

“Hey, you don‘t talk like us,” Byron remarked.

“That’s because she’s from this dreadful country called Russia,” Elizabeth said cynically. “A place I hear is to be avoided at all costs.”

“I think she’s pretty,” Red Eagle said, smiling sweetly at Zoya.

“Yeah, me, too,” Byron added.

Zoya gave the boys a little grin and put the tongue depressor back in her bag.

“Pretty, hm? Well, if you like the tall, skinny, awkward sort,” Elizabeth remarked.

Michaela and Sully entered the room. Michaela was carrying her purse and medical bag.

“You can‘t be taking off already,” Elizabeth said. “I wanted to spend some time with my grandchildren.”

“You need to sleep this morning, Mother,” Michaela said. “Zoya told me you had a restless night.”

Elizabeth eyed Zoya impatiently. “Only because she can’t straighten the bed clothes properly. She put me directly on a large fold in the sheets and as a result I have an excruciating backache.”

Byron rubbed her arm. “We’ll be back for lunch, Gran’ma. After you have a long nap!”

“We’re going to the hospital,” Katie explained. “Mama’s going to show us where she used to work with her papa. It was a long time ago before we were even born!”

“Oh, I see,” Elizabeth said, slowly smiling.

“I want the children to see it. And Sully,” Michaela added.

“Well, I only wish I could come along,” Elizabeth said mournfully. “But I suppose I’m going to have to get used to missing out on a lot of things now that I’m a cripple.”

Sully cleared his throat, holding his hand out to the children. “Come on, kids. Say goodbye to your gran’ma.”

Byron kissed her cheek lovingly. “Bye-bye, Gran’ma. Don’t be sad. I’ll tell you all about it when we get back.”

Katie squeezed her hand. “Be good for your nurse, Gran’ma.”

“Bye, Gran’ma,” Red Eagle said.

Michaela approached the bed. “Try to eat something while we‘re gone, Mother,” she implored.

Elizabeth glanced at the breakfast tray. “I’ll eat when you get rid of her.”

Michaela glanced at Zoya, who was standing beside the bed enduring all the abuse patiently. Michaela pressed her fingers to her brow, closing her eyes. “Mother, please. Can’t we go through one day without you behaving like a child about all this?”

“Child! Well, if you call me wanting some control over what happens to me behaving like a child then so be it!”

“Mother-”

Zoya stepped forward. “Go on to the hospital, miss. Don’t worry about things here.”

Michaela nodded, slowly grasping Katie’s hand. “We’ll see you soon, Mother.”

* * *

Michaela held Katie’s hand as they strolled down the hospital’s long hallway. Red Eagle and Byron were walking in front of her and Sully was at her side.

“That’s the operating theater,” Michaela said, pointing to a door. “That’s where I performed my first operation by your grandfather’s side.”

“Gran’pa saved lots of lives, right, Mama?” Katie spoke up.

“Yes he did,” she replied proudly as a nurse passed them pushing an elderly patient in a wheelchair. “He was a gifted surgeon.”

“I can almost picture the two of ya walkin’ these halls, doin’ your rounds,” Sully remarked.

“We were quite the team,” she said with a smile.

She glanced behind her as another nurse came down the hallway, pushing a bassinet with a very loud and inconsolable infant. Michaela stopped suddenly, recognizing the nurse.

“Lottie?” she called.

“Dr. Quinn!” the nurse exclaimed, stopping in her tracks. “What are you doing here?”

Michaela rushed to her and embraced her excitedly. “Oh, Lottie! It’s been ages! I’m in Boston visiting my mother. And I‘ve brought the whole family.”

The nurse glanced at Sully and the children with a large smile. She was a rather plump old woman with kind eyes and a cheerful smile. “My, my, Dr. Quinn. What’s all this?”

“My husband Byron Sully,” Michaela said. “And our three children. Everyone, this is Nurse Lottie. The finest nurse in all of Boston. She often assisted your grandfather and I.”

Byron looked up at her. “Oh. Maybe you can come take care of our gran’ma. She hates the nurse she has.”

Lottie glanced at Michaela with confusion. “Is something wrong with Mrs. Quinn?”

“She had an accident. She broke her hip,” Michaela explained solemnly.

“Oh, dear me,” Lottie murmured. “I hadn’t heard that. How is she?”

“As well as can be expected,” Michaela remarked. She glanced at the crying infant. “Oh, he’s beautiful. He certainly has a pair of lungs on him.”

“Oh, this one!” Lottie exclaimed. “Crying twelve hours straight now, since the moment he was born.” She smiled at the children. “Would you like to visit the nursery? See all the little ones?”

Katie beamed. “Yes, please!”

“Follow me,” Lottie said as she wheeled the bassinet into a room with three other infants who were swaddled in blankets and sleeping soundly. Another much younger nurse was taking one of the infant’s temperature under her arm.

“Oh, they’re so little,” Katie said in wonder.

“Don’t touch, all right?” Michaela said. “Just look.”

“Lottie, who are all these people? Visiting hours aren‘t until later,” the nurse said.

“This is Dr. Quinn’s daughter. And she’s a doctor herself,” Lottie explained. “The two of them used to practically run this hospital back in the day.”

“Lottie,” Michaela scolded modestly.

“Well, it’s true! Dr. Quinn turned this place around with his presence and his generous financial support. It’s now the place to go if you want the best physicians, best medical care, all the latest medical advances.”

“Josef Quinn, whom the surgical wing is named after?” the other nurse asked in disbelief.

“One and the same,” Lottie replied.

Michaela found herself distracted by the inconsolable infant. She knew it was good for infants to cry heartily during the first few hours of life to help work up any fluid remaining in their lungs, but she had heard a lot of crying newborns in her day and something about the way he was carrying on didn‘t sound normal to her. It was almost as if he were in pain.

“Is something wrong with him?” Michaela asked, stepping toward the bassinet and removing the blanket from the infant so she could get a look at him.

“If there is I wish he would tell us!” Lottie exclaimed. “I think he’s just hungry. His mother just tried nursing him but he hasn’t quite caught on yet.”

“Newborns need to cry. It exercises the lungs,” the other nurse remarked impatiently.

Michaela grazed her fingers over his bald head, noticing a small red mark. “There’s an abrasion on his head. Did the doctor use forceps?”

“Why yes. He was a stubborn one.”

“Look at that one. He’s got lots of brown hair on his head just like me,” Byron remarked, pointing at another infant.

Red Eagle giggled. “He looks funny. They all do. Their faces are squished.”

“That’s a girl,” Lottie said with a chuckle.

“They don’t look funny. They’re pretty,” Katie protested.

Michaela unclasped her medical bag and took out her stethoscope, putting it in her ears and pressing the bell to the baby’s chest. She placed her index finger in his mouth and he suckled on it, quieting just long enough for her to listen.

“What is it, Dr. Quinn?” Lottie asked. “Do you suspect something?”

She put her stethoscope around her neck. “Well, his heart and lungs seem fine. But I don’t like the way he’s crying. It sounds strange.”

The other nurse washed her hands in a basin, rolling her eyes. “Oh, fiddlesticks. He’s as healthy as they come. He’s nine pounds you know. One couldn‘t ask for anything better.”

“You said he used forceps?” Michaela asked, pressing down gently on the baby’s belly and glancing at Lottie. “Were you there?”

“Yes. I thought it was hopeless. Twenty-six hours, his poor mother! I thought we were going to have to send her to the operating theater. But somehow the doctor managed.”

Katie grasped the edge of the bassinet and peered inside, watching her mother examine the screaming newborn.

“Was the doctor rather forceful during the procedure?” Michaela asked.

“It wasn’t an easy birth by any means. You might say it took some rather extreme maneuvering.”

“Look at how he doesn’t move his left arm,” Michaela said astutely. Lottie glanced at the infant. He was kicking his legs and his right arm was flailing around helplessly as he cried, but his left arm remained immobile at his side.

“You’re right. He ain’t,” Sully remarked, stepping closer. “Somethin’ wrong with it?”

Michaela grazed her fingers along the infant’s left shoulder. The infant cried all the harder at her gentle touch. “There’s a little swelling here, and he’s obviously very tender. I think he’s broken his clavicle. The collarbone.”

Lottie let out her breath. “Oh, my goodness. Why, I think you’re right!”

“It explains why he‘s so inconsolable. Especially with large babies, sometimes we have to put a lot of pressure on the baby’s collarbone to deliver it. There’s a small risk the bone might snap as the baby is born. And unfortunately there’s not a lot we can do to prevent that from happening.”

“He gonna be all right?” Sully asked.

“I think so. It’s usually not serious. He should heal normally.”

Lottie clasped her hands. “You’re as brilliant as ever, Dr. Quinn. I‘m only sorry I didn‘t think of this myself.”

Michaela carefully swaddled the baby back in his blanket. “You should let the doctor know so he can put him on a little pain medication. And you could apply a cool compress to it. I think you’ll find he’ll stop crying. When you pick him up, just make sure you‘re placing your hands under his back and shoulders. Don‘t lift him under the arms.”

“Oh, poor dear. He’s been through quite an ordeal,” Lottie murmured, gently patting the infant‘s head.

“Your pa would be proud,” Sully remarked, giving Michaela a small smile.

She smiled back at him gratefully.

“I suppose he would be,” she murmured. She glanced at the children. All three were looking at her reverently, just as impressed as Sully was of her quick diagnoses.

“Father would have loved to meet them,” Michaela added whimsically. “His grandchildren. And you, Sully.”

“I think he woulda slugged me first for takin’ away his little girl,” Sully whispered.

She giggled. “No, you two would have gotten along wonderfully. I know you would.”

He put his arm around her and kissed her head. “Woulda loved to meet him, too,” he said.

* * *

The children cuddled up against Michaela in her canopy bed as a light summer rain fell outside. Sully was tidying up the room before bed, folding clothes and towels and picking up a few stray toys of the children’s that he seemed to be finding everywhere.

“Lottie was by our side through many operations,” Michaela explained. “She’s seen just about everything. And she always called me Doctor, even though many of the other people who worked there wouldn’t.”

“How come, Mama?” Red Eagle asked as he clutched his stuffed bear.

“Some folks don’t like girl doctors,” Byron explained, playing with one of the buttons on his mother’s nightgown.

“Oh,” he murmured. “Like the aunties don’t like I’m Indian?”

Michaela smoothed back his hair and kissed his head sympathetically.

“Time for bed,” Sully spoke up. “It’s late.”

“Tell us a story first,” Katie pleaded. “Mommy, please?”

She glanced at Sully, who nodded his approval.

“All right, just a short one,“ she said. “Let’s see, once upon a time th-”

“No, a real story,” Katie interrupted. “About you and Gran’pa and Nurse Lottie in the hospital.”

“Yeah, tell us a real story about the hospital,” Byron added.

She smiled as she thought back. “Well, there was this one time…” She chuckled. “Grandpa and I were working in his office at the hospital. We were writing a paper together on whooping cough and it was very late and quiet. The perfect time to work. Then suddenly we heard the most torturous, deafening scream. ‘What on earth was that, Father?’ I asked.”

“What was it?” Byron interrupted.

“Shh,” Katie scolded.

“So Grandpa and I went out into the hallway to investigate,” Michaela went on as Sully stepped closer to the bed to listen. “We saw Nurse Lottie and another nurse and some ambulance workers carrying in a young soldier on a stretcher. He was screaming and carrying on and kicking his legs. But we couldn’t see a thing wrong with him.” She cast a smile at Sully. “We brought him into the emergency room and Grandpa put on his white coat and turned up all the lamps. Then he asked the young man what was wrong. And he said, ‘There’s a bug inside my ear! It’s tryin’ to crawl clear inside to my brains!”

“A bug!“ Katie exclaimed with a little scream.

Red Eagle gasped and held onto Michaela’s arm and Byron stopped playing with her button to listen more attentively.

“‘Calm down, son,’ Grandpa said. ‘Dr. Quinn, some mineral oil, please. And an eye dropper.’”

“That’s you, Mama,” Byron said.

She grinned. “Yes. So I hurried to fetch the oil and eyedropper. Nurse Lottie held his head still and Grandpa told me to flush his ear with the oil so it would drown the bug. So I put the oil in his ear and a few seconds later the soldier said it had stopped crawling. He calmed down a little, which was a very good thing because for Grandpa to remove the bug without damaging his hearing was going to be a rather delicate procedure.”

“How’d he do it, Mama?” Katie asked.

“‘Otoscope,’ he said, and I handed him his otoscope. That’s an instrument we use to see inside the ear. He peered inside. ‘Oh, yes, I see it. It’s a big one,’ he said.”

“How far can you see in there, Mama? To the other side?” Byron asked.

She chuckled. “No. Only to the ear drum. About an inch. ‘Forceps,’ Grandpa said, and I handed him the forceps. He told the soldier if he ever wanted to hear out of that ear again he would have to hold as still as if he were hiding from the Rebels. Lottie and I held him down and Grandpa carefully inserted the forceps. He got hold of the bug with the forceps and slowly brought it out. It was a big beetle and the young man screamed when he saw it. ‘There‘s that little gallinipper!’ Grandpa said, and he burst into laughter.”

Byron giggled. “You saved him, Mama.”

“But how did he get a bug in his ear?!” Red Eagle asked.

“Apparently some sort of nasty prank the other soldiers played on him,” Michaela said. “I don’t want to know.”

“Good story,” Byron said approvingly.

“Father called it a beetle-ectimy,” Michaela said with a grin. “He would always talk about it when Lottie came by and the two of us would get the giggles and wouldn’t be able to stop. How’s that beetle-ectimy doing, Nurse? he would always ask.”

Sully chuckled. He knew Josef Quinn had been a very gifted doctor and a devoted father, but he hadn’t known he also had a good sense of humor.

Michaela smiled wistfully at the warm memory. At last she snuggled the children close. “All right, off to bed with you. Night-night.”

As if on cue Martha approached the doorway and held out her hands. “Bedtime, dearies.”

“Night, kids,” Sully said as he and Michaela helped the children down from the bed. Michaela stood and kissed them, then guided them into the hallway and turned them over to Martha just as Zoya was ascending the stairs and walking toward Michaela’s room with Elizabeth‘s medical chart.

“Night-night, Zoya,” Byron said as the children clung to Martha and walked past the nurse.

“Goodnight, little ones,” Zoya replied, sharing a smile with Martha.

“Good evening, Zoya,” Michaela said. “How’s Mother?”

“Good evening.“ Zoya handed her the chart and Michaela opened it. “Her temperature is normal, she has a good pulse,” she said. “No sign of any bedsores. But we‘re out of sulfate of magnesia.”

Michaela glanced up. “How can we be out of it? I just ordered a large bottle from the hospital last week.”

“I know, but she spits it out. She spits it out three times before she’ll swallow it. She never wants to take any of the medicine I give her.”

Michaela lowered the chart and shook her head with frustration. She didn’t know whether to storm downstairs and give her mother what for, or ignore her immature behavior in the hopes that eventually she would stop doing it. What she really wanted to do was give up.

Sensing Michaela’s dismay, Zoya gently patted her arm. “Don’t worry, miss.”

“All right, I’ll order some more,” Michaela said in defeat, handing her back the chart. “Thank you, Zoya. Goodnight.”

“Thank you, miss,” Zoya replied, curtseying and heading back down the stairs.

Michaela walked back into the bedroom and closed the door, her face falling.

“What’s wrong?” Sully asked as he unbuttoned his shirt.

“Zoya says Mother’s been spitting her medicine out.”

He raised his eyebrows. “Guess she’s serious when she says she don’t like that nurse.”

“I’ve never seen anything like this. It’s amazing how tenacious she is. If she would try half as hard at getting better as she does at trying to get rid of her nurse.”

He draped his shirt over the back of a chair and walked to the bed. “Elizabeth Quinn never did anything unless she wanted to.”

“Well, she’s going to have to change,” she replied.

They pulled back the covers and got in, and Sully drew her to his chest.

“So it was a beetle-ectimy, huh?” he murmured.

“Don’t. I’ll get the giggles again,” she said, struggling to keep a straight face.

He smiled and shifted down a little to kiss her neck. He worked his kisses up to her chin, across her jaw and then to her ear, gently teasing her earlobe with his tongue.

“Sully, again?” she whispered, a little taken aback.

He paused. “What do ya mean?” he asked blankly.

“It’s just, last night was so…eventful. You aren‘t….tired?”

“Of you? Nope.“ He went back to kissing her ear. “We never had a nursemaid to take the kids before. I could get used to this.”

She chuckled, wrapping her arms around his back and kissing him lovingly.

* * *

“Good morning, Mrs. Quinn,” Zoya said as she entered the room. She threw back the curtains, letting in a flood of sunlight. “I ask Martha to make some porridge for you for breakfast. She is excellent cook, no? My, what a beautiful day!”

Elizabeth slowly opened her eyes, groaning. “How are you so cheerful at this time in the morning?”

Zoya blinked. “I don’t know, ma‘am. I just am.” She grasped Elizabeth under the arms and lifted her up into a semi-sitting position with ease. “There we are. How did you sleep last night?”

“Not very well as a matter of fact with you coming in every two hours to wake me up and turn me over like a sack of potatoes,” Elizabeth retorted.

“I’m sorry, Mrs. Quinn. It has to be done. Now, let’s see if you can use the bed pan before breakfast.”

Elizabeth glanced across the room, stopping short as she gazed at her mahogany dresser. “Wait just a minute! Where are the candelabras?”

“What is candlav-ras?” Zoya asked, turning down the covers.

“My silver candlesticks that belonged to my mother, you ignorant girl,” Elizabeth spat. “I always kept them there on the dresser. Now they’re missing!” She eyed her vehemently. “You stole them! You stole my mother’s candelabras!”

Chapter Five

"Well, speak up!" Elizabeth ordered, glaring at Zoya. "What do you have to say for yourself?"

Zoya backed up a step. "I didn't steal, Mrs. Quinn. I don't know what you're talking about. I never saw any canelav-ras."

"I warned Michaela not to hire an immigrant. Next thing I know all my fine things will be in the window of some pawn shop. You're a thief, that's what you are! You just want to get your hands on all my fine silver!"

Zoya took a deep breath, eyes flaring. "Mrs. Quinn, I don't care if you don't like me. I can still do job without you liking me. And I don't care if you throw things at me, insult me. But I will not stand for being called a thief. I work most very hard to make good life for myself here. I don't lie, steal or cheat." She shook her head. "I did my best. It is not working. Goodbye. And I do hope you get better, I truly do."

"Goodbye. And good riddance!" Elizabeth replied, folding her arms crossly.

* * *

Sully ran his hand up Michaela's thigh as she bent her knees, raising her feet a little off the bed and giving him greater access. He was moving his hips slowly and deeply, his cheek pressed up against hers as she let out soft moans of pleasure.

At home they both liked making love in the mornings, when the house was still quiet and the first few rays of sunshine warmed their bodies. But there was always the children to worry about, and always that fear that they might awaken early and need them, and it often caused them to feel they should hurry along the process a bit more than she would have liked.

Now in the privacy of her bedroom in Boston, the door securely locked, they could be assured that Martha or one of the other servants would tend to the children should they wake, help get them dressed and ready for the day and feed them a good breakfast. And Zoya was looking after all of Elizabeth's needs. There was nothing they had to worry about and they could take their time. In fact she suspected they could lay in bed and attend to just each other most of the morning and no one would disturb them. She was certainly tempted to do so.

He moved a little faster, pressing his lips to her neck and sighing.

Michaela slowly opened her eyes and looked up. The heavy springs of her bed were squeaking quite loudly and the immense, elaborate oak headboard was tapping the wall vigorously. She couldn't help letting out a little giggle.

"What?" he murmured, taken aback.

"Nothing," she immediately replied, wrapping her arms around his back.

"Feel good?" he whispered lovingly.

She nodded breathlessly.

He kissed and caressed her face until he felt a need to release, then moved all the quicker until he let out a big sigh and his movements ceased. They lay quietly for several minutes, gently kissing and just enjoying the feel of their bodies pressed up together. Eventually Sully fell to his side and rested and Michaela looked up at the ceiling, a grin tugging at her lips. Finally she could stand it no longer. She let out a quiet laugh, covering her mouth.

"What?" Sully demanded again, searching her face.

"No, it's nothing," she replied quickly, her eyes lighting up with amusement. She couldn't stifle another giggle.

He rested his head beneath one arm. "I do somethin' funny?"

"No, no," she said, removing her hand and touching his shoulder reassuringly. "It's just, this bed!"

"What about it?"

"It was creaking so loud! I could barely hear myself think." She let loose a chortle. "I don't know, I must not have noticed before. I've been too glad to have you here."

He slowly smiled. "Guess your bed ain't got much use over the years 'til I come along, huh? Might need some breakin' in."

That set her laughing even harder. She wrapped her arms around him and kissed him. "Mm, that was so wonderful, Sully. Thank you."

"You're welcome," he replied with a wry smile.

She smiled back and kissed him again. "As long as my mother doesn't realize what's going on in here. I'd much rather she think we're just sleeping."

"Michaela, please don't talk about your ma when we're naked. Makes me nervous."

"Sorry," she said with a soft giggle.

He leisurely ran his hand up and down her arm and gently pecked her lips.

"The children really enjoyed seeing the hospital yesterday," she remarked. "Everyone had a good time."

He smoothed her eyebrow with his thumb and kissed it.

"Sully, those babies were so sweet, weren't they?" she whispered.

"Yeah. Sure were tiny."

She sighed pensively. "Sometimes I still wish I…I wish we had been able to…"

He gazed at her pointedly. "Michaela, we tried, and it didn't happen. It wasn't meant to be." He kissed her softly. "So things didn't work out how we hoped. Now we'll just have to take a different path. Long as I got you by my side I'm ready to see where it leads."

"Did I mention how glad I am you're here," she whispered, looking back at him lovingly.

"Thank your ma. She bought the tickets."

She cupped his cheeks in her hands. "I can't get enough of you." She kissed him more deeply, gently grazing her tongue along his lower lip.

"Maybe you should take off across the country more often," he whispered wryly, drawing her all the closer as someone rapped politely on the door.

"Mm, don't answer," she replied.

"That don't sound like one of the kids," he remarked, slowly turning to glance at the door. "Who is it?" he called.

"Mr. Sully? Miss Michaela?" Zoya called through the door. "So sorry to disturb you at this hour."

"Just a minute, Zoya," Michaela said, getting out of bed and putting on her bathrobe. She buttoned it as she walked to the door. Then she pulled the lock back and opened it.

Zoya curtsied, holding her carpetbag in one hand and her jacket and medical bag in the other. "Miss Michaela."

"What is it? Is something wrong with Mother?"

"I'm sorry to get you up. I just wanted to give you my notice. I won't be working for you anymore. Effective immediately."

Sully shifted up in bed. "What happened, Zoya?"

"It's just not working. I'm just not right person for her."

"No, you are. You are the right person for her. It's just going to take some time," Michaela immediately replied. "Please, Zoya. You can't leave. What can I do to make you stay? Please, I beg of you."

"I'm sure you'll find someone who can work much better with her," Zoya replied. "I'm most very sorry, and wish you the best of luck. Please tell your dear children I said goodbye." With that she turned and walked speedily away.

Michaela looked back at Sully, floored.

"Don't look so surprised. We both saw it comin'," Sully replied. "Your ma ain't exactly sweet to her."

Michaela quickly found her slippers and stepped into them. "I'm going to go talk to Mother right now. I can't believe she drove that poor girl to quit. She was doing the best she can!"

"Michaela, don't say anything rash," he said, getting out of bed and finding his suit pants.

"Rash? This is not rash. I've been thinking about this for weeks!"

* * *

Michaela walked briskly down the hallway and padded down the staircase. She entered Elizabeth's room, face flushed. "Zoya just walked out, Mother!" she exclaimed. "She just packed her bags and left!"

Elizabeth smiled back at her. "Good!"

"What did you say to her? What did you do? Mother, how could you?"

Elizabeth gestured at her dresser. "See for yourself. She stole your dear departed grandmother's silver candelabras right out from under my nose. The conniving little crook. She's been eyeing those ever since she got here."

"Martha probably just took them to polish them."

"Martha polishes the silver on Fridays, not Tuesdays," Elizabeth retorted. "She stole them, I know she did." She eyed her daughter with exasperation. "Please, Michaela, don't parade around my house in just a bathrobe. For heaven's sake, this isn't Colorado. Have some sense of modesty here."

"Don't change the subject," Michaela replied. "Let's ask her right now. Martha? Martha!" She grabbed the tapestry bell pull and yanked on it impatiently.

Martha entered the room a moment later. "Yes? Did someone ring?"

"Do you know where my Grandmother Weston's candelabras are?" Michaela asked. "They're missing."

"Oh, your little dearies! They wanted to help me polish the silver today! They said they wanted to make their grandmother's room shine like a new penny. Oh, could they be any more darling? Especially that little Byron. He's the spitting image of you, Miss Michaela, he is!" She paused. "Is something wrong? Do you want me to bring the candelabras back?"

Michaela shook her head. "That's all right, Martha. Let them polish them if they want to. Thank you. You may go."

Martha curtsied and exited.

Michaela looked back at Elizabeth with a satisfied grin. "Is she a crook now?"

Elizabeth looked back at her intrepidly. "I always thought Byron looked more like Sully than you actually. Perhaps he has your ears. Those are your father's ears you know. Certainly not my side of the family. Don't blame me for those horrible things."

"Mother," Michaela replied sternly.

"All right, so she didn't touch them. But I still never wanted her in this house and I'm glad she's gone."

"Fine. But I'm just going to hire you another nurse. This hasn't changed anything. You still need someone to help you."

Elizabeth suddenly looked very vulnerable. "You'll look after me in the meantime, won't you, Michaela? You won't leave yet?"

Michaela sighed, softening. "Of course I'll help. Is there anything you need right now?"

Elizabeth swallowed hard. "Well, I suppose I'd like to use the bed pan," she whispered. "I've been lying here helpless all this time trying not to ruin my good sheets while everyone carries on oblivious."

Michaela shut the door and locked it. "Of course. I'm sorry. I'll help you right away." She grabbed the bedpan off the table and joined her at the bed.

"What were you and Sully doing up there? Moving furniture?" Elizabeth asked dryly.

Michaela stopped short, her face immediately flushing.

"Your bedroom is right above mine, or didn't you realize?" Elizabeth added.

"Obviously I didn't," Michaela blurted.

"Well, I told you he missed you, he was sure to come out here at the drop of a hat. I just didn't realize you'd be shaking the whole house."

"Mother, please. Must you?" She turned down the covers. "Here, let me help."

"Michaela…thank you," Elizabeth whispered, looking up at her with appreciation.

Michaela briefly squeezed her hand. "You're welcome," she whispered back.

* * *

Sully sat back in his seat on the small catamaran and enjoyed the mild late summer day. Michaela sat in front of him with the children, one arm around Red Eagle and the other hand gripping the back of Byron's vest as he leaned over to feed the ducks bits of bread. Katie crouched at Michaela's feet and tore off pieces of bread for Byron to feed the ducks.

"Mama, look at that funny one with a green head!" Byron exclaimed. "What's wrong with her?"

Michaela laughed. "That's a boy. That's why his head is green."

For less then fifty cents the whole family had been able to take a leisurely cruise around the lagoon in the Public Garden only a short carriage ride from Beacon Hill. The captain of the boat pedaling and steering it was hidden behind a large wooden swan that had fascinated the children.

Sully smiled softly as he watched his wife and their children. The love she had for each of them was so evident as she interacted with them, giggling with them and kissing them, and her grip on their youngest son as he edged closer and closer to the water was so instinctual she didn't even seem to realize she was doing it. She was always there to steer the children clear of trouble. She encouraged them to pursue whatever made them happy and to really get their hands dirty in everything they did, but she still had all a mother's intuition, including a deep-seeded need to protect her little ones from the world's dangers and heartache.

Michaela and Katie looked elegant in their elaborate attire. Katie wore an eggshell colored dress and pinafore, lacey gloves and a hat with a pink ribbon. Michaela wore the same shade of white, with matching gloves, a parasol, a hat with delicate white ostrich feathers and a frilly bustle. Oftentimes Sully had been annoyed by all the fancy clothes Michaela felt obligated everyone wear in Boston, but today he liked seeing everyone dressed up, Katie and Michaela's hair in beautiful curly undoes Martha had helped them with and the boys' hair slicked back neatly and everyone's shoes polished to a shine. And he had to admit he was especially proud of his girls, who had to be the most fashionable mother and daughter in the park that afternoon, if not the prettiest.

"Look, sweethearts," Michaela said as a family of swans glided gracefully across the lagoon. She pointed at them. "See the swans? Look."

"They're so big," Red Eagle murmured.

"They're pretty, Mama," Katie added.

Byron continued to throw bread into the water, biting his lip in much the same manner his mother tended to.

"Yes, aren't they?" Michaela replied, squeezing her shoulder.

"You and Kates, ya look like the swans. Graceful," Sully said, leaning forward and giving Michaela's cheek a gentle kiss as she smiled.

She shifted a little to look at him. "This is so wonderful."

"Yeah, it was a good idea."

"No, I mean, seeing Boston with our children. Sharing the life I used to know with them. And you."

"It was a good life."

"Yes, it was," she said with a blissful sigh. "Little did I know I had an even better life waiting for me in Colorado Springs."

Sully rarely doubted anymore that Michaela was happy living with him out West and raising their children so differently from how she had grown up, but it always warmed his heart to hear her say it. Especially when they were surrounded by everything that could have been. He touched her cheek and gave her another soft kiss.

"It's even better," she repeated, cuddling the children close.

* * *

Claudette ran a gloved finger across the mantle, gazing at the dust on it with scorn. Fiona stood nearby, holding a dust cloth and a tin of polish.

"You call this clean?" Claudette said, removing her glove and shaking it out. "Fiona, this is appalling. Do it again. The whole room. Right now."

"Yes, miss," she said, rushing to the mantle. "So sorry, miss."

Michaela entered the parlor, taken aback by Claudette's stern expression.

"What's the matter?" she asked.

"I'm afraid Mother's employees are taking advantage of her incapacity," Claudette informed her. "Come look at how dusty this mantle is. This house would go to shambles if I wasn't after them every day."

Fiona glanced at Michaela timidly and scrubbed the mantle as quickly as she could.

"I don't think it's that bad," Michaela said, glancing at it briefly. "After all, this is a large house with a lot of people living in it right now. It's a lot for anyone to keep orderly."

"Don't make excuses for them, Michaela," Claudette retorted.

"Claudette, I came to ask you if you could do Sully and me a favor," Michaela said. "You're going to stay for supper tonight and spend the evening with Mother, aren't you?"

"Yes, I plan to. Why?"

"Sully and I would like to go to the opera tonight. But we need someone to stay here and watch the children, make sure they get to bed on time."

"Oh, well Martha can do that. She was a wonderful nursemaid when we were growing up."

"Martha's busy looking after Mother now that Zoya is gone. It's a full-time job. I can't expect her to take care of three young children, too." She cleared her throat. "I was hoping you could do it."

"Me?" Claudette exclaimed. "Michaela, I haven't been around children their age in fifteen years. Can't you find someone else?"

"They're very easy," Michaela said hesitantly. "They won't give you any trouble."

"Your children? Easy?" Claudette replied skeptically.

"Claudette, please?" Michaela replied. "Sully and I haven't seen each other in a month. We'd like to go out alone together for one evening. Please?"

Claudette heaved a large sigh. "All right, fine. But don't be gone too long."

Michaela beamed. "Oh, thank you, Claudette. I owe you for this."

"Yes you do."

* * *

Claudette placed the tea kettle and tea cups on a tray and exited the kitchen through the swinging door. She heard laughing and a lot of commotion coming from the parlor where the children had been playing by themselves all evening.

She crossed the parlor. "You children are behaving I hope," she remarked disinterestedly.

Byron tossed a baseball across the room and Red Eagle caught it in his glove. The room was covered with all the toys Elizabeth had instructed Martha buy for the children so they could have fun while they visited. There was a train set and tracks, toy soldiers and toy horses for the boys, and a dollhouse with several dolls for Katie. She also had Martha put out the easel and buy dozens of tubes of paint and brushes so the children could be artistic whenever they felt like it. Claudette was convinced she was spoiling them rotten, but she had a feeling with how poor Mother had said they were in Colorado Springs they probably didn't have much toys of their own at home.

"Hey, Aunt Claudie! Wanna play?" Byron shouted.

"Don't yell. And don't call me that. My name is Auntie Claudette," she retorted. "And I don't think you should be throwing balls in the house."

"But Mama says she used to call you that."

"Yes, when she was four and had a speech impediment," she said with a roll of her eyes.

"Watch this, Auntie," Katie called from the top of the staircase. She hopped up on the banister and straddled it.

"Katie! You can't do that!" Claudette exclaimed.

The little girl slid down the banister with a delighted giggle. "Look at me!"

"Katie, you'll fall and crack your head open! Your mother's certainly going to hear about this when she gets home!" Claudette warned.

"Oh, don't worry, she won't care," Byron said reassuringly as Red Eagle tossed him back the ball. "Auntie, watch me throw a curve ball. Papa taught me."

"Throw it here, Byron," Red Eagle said, squatting down and holding out his hands.

"What's a curve ball?" Claudette asked, mildly intrigued.

"Watch." Byron held the ball with his thumb, forefinger and middle finger, wound up and hurled it toward Red Eagle. But the ball was too high and it went over his head and hit Elizabeth's beautiful porcelain bust sculpture of a Greek maiden, shattering her face and knocking it off the pedestal where it broke into several pieces.

The children quieted at once and Katie slowly climbed down from the banister.

Byron gazed at the destroyed masterpiece, then slowly looked up at his aunt. "Whoops," he murmured.

"Oh, now you're really going to get it, young man," Claudette said fiercely. She put the tray on the table and grabbed his arm. "Come. You're going to tell your grandmother what you've done!"

Claudette dragged Byron into Elizabeth's room by the arm.

"Mother!" she called urgently.

"What's wrong?" Elizabeth asked, putting down her needlepoint. Martha was sitting in a chair beside the bed, reading to her.

"Tell her, young man," Claudette ordered.

"I broke that big head you have," Byron whispered.

Elizabeth took off her spectacles and folded them. "Head? What head?"

Claudette sighed impatiently. "The ceramic bust in the parlor. The one that's been in the family for three generations? He shattered it in a million pieces with his baseball."

"Oh, dear," Martha remarked, closing the book.

Byron bent his head guiltily as his eyes welled with tears.

Elizabeth suddenly chuckled. "Oh, is that all? Don't worry yourself, Byron. That was a dreadfully serious piece and I never liked it. It was your grandfather who insisted on displaying it for all to see. Now I have a good excuse to get rid of it!"

Claudette's mouth dropped open in shock. "What are you saying, Mother? You're saying you're happy he broke it? What's come over you?!"

"Oh, what's done is done. I want them to enjoy themselves. And this house isn't exactly decorated with little children in mind. It's my fault for not telling Martha to prepare a proper play room for them."

"Well, when I was his age I appreciated the value of nice things. I was careful around the house."

"Oh, you and your sisters got into your share of trouble," Elizabeth replied dismissively. She held her arms out to Byron. "Come here, dear. Come give your grandmother a kiss."

Byron slowly looked up and ran to the bed, hugging Elizabeth tightly and kissing her cheek. "I'm sorry, Gran'ma," he said. "Want me to stand in the corner?"

"The corner! Of course not. Go back to your play. Run along."

He beamed and rushed out of the room, brushing past Claudette.

"Martha, please clean up whatever's left of the bust and put it in the dustbin," Elizabeth instructed.

"Yes, mum," Martha said obediently, putting the book aside and scurrying out of the room.

Claudette shook her head. "They're little hoodlums, Mother. Do you know her husband doesn't even have a belt for when they misbehave? They just let them run wild! And look at the result!"

"Well, I admit Michaela and Sully have some interesting ideas about parenting," Elizabeth replied. "But it seems to be working for them so far."

"That's a matter of opinion," she replied. "I for one find the three of them loud, uncouth and disrespectful. Michaela should be ashamed."

"Those are your sister's children, Claudette, and your niece and nephews," Elizabeth said firmly. "Perhaps you're the one who's being disrespectful."

"Well, I never thought I'd see the day when you would take her side!"

"I'm not on anyone's side. I'm the mother. I just want everyone to be happy. Besides, how could I punish that sweet little dear? No, I couldn't bear that."

She smiled wryly. "I'm afraid you've gone soft in your old age."

"Well, perhaps that's not such a bad thing," she replied. "Now go get that tea before it gets cold."

* * *

Michaela rejoined Sully in their balcony seats as the stage lights flickered to indicate the next act would be starting momentarily. She had rushed to the washroom after every act, barely making it there each time. She could tell Sully was getting a little impatient at the way she ran off every time the curtains closed, but he sat quietly and didn't say anything to embarrass her.

"How much champagne did I have at supper anyway?" she finally asked. "It's going right through me."

"Can't be that much. One glass." He rested his hand in her lap and gazed at her lovingly.

She returned his gaze with a small smile, then looked down at the stage tiredly as she picked up her opera glasses. Carmen was a beautiful opera, with talented actors, a moving score and breathtaking sets. And balcony seats hadn't been cheap. But she found she just couldn't enjoy it like she wanted to. She was incredibly tired from all the constant worry over her mother, and she really just wanted to go home, snuggle up under the covers with Sully and get a nice long sleep.

"Michaela, we can go if ya want," he whispered.

"Hm? No, I'm fine," she replied fleetingly. "Why?"

"Maybe cause you were just closin' your eyes."

"I was? I don't know what's wrong with me. I just can't stay awake. I think I'm coming down with something."

"Let's go home before they start the next act."

"You're sure you don't mind?"

"Course not. I'm pretty tired myself. Sides, ya can tell me what happens on the way home." He stood and held out his arm chivalrously, and she took it gratefully.

"If I don't fall asleep before then," she replied, resting her head against his shoulder a moment as he guided them to the stairs.

* * *

Sully unbuttoned his vest and dress shirt, listening attentively as Michaela described the last act of the opera from their bed. She had gone straight to the washroom again as soon as they got home and then took off her elaborate ball gown and petticoats as quickly as she could manage, put on a warm cotton nightgown and got into bed. She had been too tired to even check on the children, whom Martha had assured her were fast asleep.

"She throws back the ring that he gave her," Michaela explained, barely able to keep her eyes open. "And he stabs her in the heart. She dies at the exact moment that Escamillo triumphs in the arena. And that's how it ends."

"You sayin' we left before the bull fight?" he asked.

"Afraid so. I'm sorry."

Sully dropped his shirt on the back of the chair and strolled to the bed wearing only his suit pants. He leaned over her and kissed the tip of her nose. "You were the most beautiful woman there, ya know that?"

She smiled softly as he gently kissed her neck.

"More beautiful than Carmen?" she replied with a raise of her eyebrows.

"Who's Carmen?" he replied, running his hand up her back. "Ya too tired to make love?" he whispered.

"Sully. You said you were tired, too," she replied wryly.

"I shouldn't have watched ya undressin'. Certain parts of me are pretty awake right now."

"You're insufferable," she replied, opening her eyes and giving him a tender kiss. "I suppose I should be happy you're still so interested in me."

He worked his hand beneath her nightgown to caress her thighs. "Why shouldn't I be?"

She shrugged. "I don't think my mother and sisters think we're very typical. I think they're wondering why we're not sick of each other by now."

"Not them again," he replied with a smile, claiming her lips with his.

Michaela had been receptive to his advances whenever he wanted since he had arrived in Boston, so in love with him and so happy that he had come out to be with her she couldn't bring herself to turn him down no matter how tired she was at the end of the day. She couldn't remember the last time they had spent so much time in the bedroom. She didn't know if it was the weeks they had spent apart, or not having to worry about the children because Martha saw to everything, or something about Boston that was making them both so preoccupied with each other lately. Whatever it was, she was glad she could turn to Sully for love and reassurance at the end of each hard day with her mother. His support was exactly what she needed to get through everything that was happening. And as much as she was pleased with how wonderful their relationship was physically at the moment, she was even more happy they had been able to spend some out in the city together. They rarely spent time alone in Colorado Springs. There wasn't much to do there in the first place, and they had too many responsibilities at home to take off for the night. She realized now they had really needed to court again, and being in Boston with Sully again was making her feel ten years younger.

"That was a good idea, leavin' that opera," Sully whispered, grasping Michaela's arm and making a trail of kisses down it.

"Yes it was. Good thinking," she whispered back, wrapping her arms around his shoulders lovingly.

* * *

Claudette walked out of the Boston Globe, opening her parasol. Michaela and Sully were waiting outside with the children, helping them to pet a horse hitched up to a fancy carriage.

"They raised their prices," Claudette said impatiently. "Two cents a word now."

"You can borrow my penny, Auntie," Byron offered as he played with a wooden yo-yo Elizabeth had instructed Martha to buy him.

"I'm going to interview the candidates this time," Claudette said firmly, glancing at Michaela. "No immigrants. I put that in the advertisement."

"But we're immigrants ourselves," Michaela protested. "Well, at least our grandparents were."

"That's different. We're Irish and we've been here for eighty years. I'm talking about all these gypsies fresh off the boat. You just can't trust them with their strange religions and their thieving ways. And this socialist system I'm hearing about, it's downright frightening. They'll spread it here if we let in too many of them, mark my words. They'll run our country into the ground."

"Perhaps that's why Zoya came here in the first place. To escape socialism."

"What's social-em, Mama?" Katie asked.

"Something very complicated. Would you like some ice cream?"

Byron jumped into the air. "Ice cream!"

"Ice cream!" Katie cried.

"Ice cream!" Red Eagle echoed. He paused. "What's ice cream?"

"What, the Indians don't have ice cream?" Claudette muttered.

"Don't worry, you'll love it," Michaela said, patting his shoulder.

"Well, there's a good idea. Reward them for their behavior last night," Claudette said with a sigh.

Michaela caressed Byron's hair protectively as they began walking down the block. "Mother said it was an accident."

"I'm sorry I broke Gran'ma's head, Mama," Byron whispered.

"It's a bust," Claudette told him. "And you should be sorry."

"Just no more throwing baseballs in the house, all right?" Michaela said.

"Ain't much places to throw a baseball in Boston," Sully remarked.

"It's called Boston Common. Look into it," Claudette said.

Sully smiled, amused, as they reached the ice cream parlor. He opened the door and the children scurried inside.

Katie looked up at the menu, overwhelmed by all the flavors. "I don't know what to get, Papa!"

"I want chocolate!" Byron cried, winding up his yo-yo.

Sully approached the counter where a man in a striped shirt was wiping it down. "Let's have three chocolates, one Neapolitan and one mint," Sully said, turning and glancing back at Claudette. "What do ya want?"

Claudette shook her head. "Oh, no thank you. Ice cream gives me headaches. Among other things."

The man smiled kindly at the excited children and set to work filling the orders.

* * *

Michaela wiped a trickle of sticky chocolate from Red Eagle's chin with her napkin. The children had grown very quiet as they concentrated on eating the ice cream. She loved to watch them experience luxuries they rarely got at home, and she noticed how much her children appreciated the treat compared to the other city children who were eating in the shop as if it were an everyday thing. And for some of them she suspected it probably was.

"Well, I just hope we get some responses to that advertisement," Michaela remarked, folding her hands on the table. "I wish you hadn't limited it like that."

"I had to. You want another nurse in there like Zoya?" Claudette replied.

"As a matter of fact I thought Zoya was a fine nurse. Very capable. Until Mother starts accepting her condition she's going to be just as cruel to the next one, immigrant or not."

Sully gently nudged Michaela's full bowl of mint ice cream.

"You ain't eatin'," he remarked. "It's gonna melt."

Claudette sighed at his grammar.

Michaela screwed up her face a little. "It doesn't taste right."

"Don't taste right?" He reached his spoon into her dish and took a bite. "Tastes good to me."

She pushed it toward him. "You and the children can have it. I don't want it to go to waste."

"We have plenty of castor oil at home when you all get stomach aches," Claudette remarked cynically.

"Castor oil! Yuck!" Byron exclaimed, digging his spoon into Michaela's dish and taking a huge bite of the mint ice cream. "I like this flavor, Mama!" he cried. He dug his spoon in again and held it across the table toward Claudette. "Here, Auntie. Try it. Try it."

She waved her hand. "No, I don't want it. Stop."

"Try it," he begged. "Come on just try it. It's good."

"Your mother says something's wrong with it and I trust her on that," Claudette replied.

"Byron, don't pester her," Michaela said gently. "You eat it."

"What're we gonna do next, Papa?" Katie asked as she scraped her bowl clean.

"How's the park sound?" Sully asked. "Boston Common. We'll bring our baseball."

"I want Auntie to come. She's tall. Taller than Mama. She can play first base," Byron remarked.

"I'm not tall. It's my heals," Claudette protested. "And I don't want to play."

"Oh. Well, wanna play with my yo-yo instead?" he murmured, taking it out of his pocket and pushing it across the table.

"No," Claudette said, pushing it back. "I don't have time for silly games."

"How come you never wanna have any fun?" Byron asked sadly.

"I want to have fun. It's just my idea of fun is different than yours."

"Really different," Red Eagle remarked quietly.

Michaela and Sully shared amused glances and Michaela put her arm around Red Eagle.

"Finish up. We've got some baseball to play," she said, kissing his head.

* * *

Sully pulled a book of poems off a long bookshelf and leafed through it. He and Michaela had been wandering Boston's cobblestone streets most of the morning, stopping at landmarks along the Freedom Trail and browsing in the variety of specialty stores. She had been rather quiet, consumed with her own thoughts, and he hadn't said much either, sensing she just needed to know he was nearby. She would talk when she was ready. They had finally ended up in The Old Corner Bookstore on Washington and School streets. There they had been looking through novels and poetry and essays and listening to James Russell Lowell, the famous Bostonian poet and diplomat. He was conversing with a small crowd as he enjoyed a cup of tea, on holiday from England where he was serving as a foreign minister for President Arthur's administration.

Michaela picked out a few storybooks for the children with beautiful illustrations and tucked them under her arm as Sully put the book of poems back and came up behind her, grasping her shoulders and giving her cheek a soft, damp kiss.

"Sully, not in public," she chastised quietly.

"Ya let me kiss ya at home," he said suggestively.

She glanced back at him. "I know. But this is Boston."

"Boston's startin' to wear on me," he admitted.

"It'll be two months tomorrow since I came out here."

He nodded patiently, gently rubbing her arm.

"Sully?"

"Yeah?"

She inhaled unsteadily. "We need to go home."

He nodded in agreement and drew her close as they listened to Mr. Lowell debate some obscure aspect of foreign policy with a pair of eager young Harvard students. It was going to be difficult for all of them to leave Elizabeth in the state she was in, with no real nurse to look after her and confined to her bed all day. But things had reached a stalemate. Her condition wasn't improving and no one was replying to their advertisement for help. At least no one Claudette would ever approve of. There wasn't much more the family could do for her at this point. In fact Sully was beginning to wonder if Michaela might even be unintentionally enabling her mother to continue the way she was. As long as Michaela was around to do everything for her, Elizabeth had little motivation to get better.

"Ya did the best ya could, Michaela. Ya got nothin' to feel bad about," he said reassuringly. "It's time we head home."

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