NYPD Blue Fanfiction
Vicki's Fanfic
Passionate Kisses
Previously on NYPD Blue (Whoops)…What I meant to say was.. Before… on that show…you know… that’s on Tuesday nights… at 10pm on ABC….
Andy:
(With tears in his voice) How far along?
Connie:
(Reaching for his hand) Ten weeks.
Andy:
So all this throwin’ up…
Connie:
Morning sickness.
They
both become quiet, lost in the surprise of the situation.
Connie:
(Taking a deep breath) You gotta tell me how you’re feelin’…cause I’ve
been scared to tell you…
The shock of the moment erased from his face, he looks deep into her
eyes.
Andy:
I’ve never been so happy in all my life.
With sheer joy and happiness in her eyes, her face totally luminous
Connie lets out a small laugh.
Connie:
So this is good then…
Andy:
(With tears brimming in his eyes) Yeah…this is wonderful.
She falls into his arms resting her head on his chest. He holds her in
his arms as he breathes her in. For the first time in his adult life, Andrew
Sipowicz takes a moment, and doesn’t try to dissect it. He doesn’t think
about it, he just feels it. Oft times he was
tempted to give in. Just once…to enjoy that ecstasy. Just once…feel for the
moment. For a moment in time, nothing else matters. For this moment in time, he
lets “us” just be. Letting it wash over him; unimaginable joy.
As she lay there resting her head on his chest she could feel his heart
beating. It was a little faster than normal; but that was to be understandable.
With his arms wrapped around her, she felt safe, cherished and whole. She lay
there quietly and he was so close, just the way she liked it. This time around
she will enjoy being pregnant. She will welcome the feeling in her body and
talking to everyone about it. She remembers the anguish of the early days with
out her daughter Jennifer. Sleepless nights and meaningless days of learning to
live without her. She lets the stockpiled tears run loose. Together they cry
tears of excitement, wonder and anticipation. The night is silent and
still…all but the tears.
She is holding life inside of her. A life which is a combination of her
and Andy. Conceived out of true love. The Lord has allowed a miracle to show us
we don’t know anything. There is so much happiness, such love and joy in her
world. They are richer by far than any millionaire.
Connie turns to look up at Andy. She schooches up to lay beside him. They
lay on their sides taking turns wiping each other’s tears. Andy cups her face
in his hand.
Andy:
(In a barely audible whisper) I love you so much. I love the way you love me.
Connie closes her eyes, kisses the palm of his hand and holds it to her
chest. She looks at him and smiles. Her smile makes him cry sometimes and her
tears do the same. Unlike others, the things that bring him to his knees are not
physical, but emotional. She has humbled him. No words can accurately describe
the devotion he feels for her. He could not ask for more.
Connie:
I love the things you say…the words you whisper in my ear each morning that
you think I don’t hear. I love your hand just holding mine… and the way you
stroke my hair. I love you Andy…we’re gonna have a baby. Are you sure
you’re ok?
Andy:
For once in my life I’m not goin’ to question this. I’m gonna be thankful
and appreciative. How are you with this?
Connie:
I couldn’t be any happier if I tried. I was almost afraid to say it out loud
for fear it was all a dream. To be told something for so long and then to turn
around and find it’s not true…had me in a spin for a few days.
Andy:
Can’t believe you held out on me.
Connie:
I just wanted the time to be right.
Andy:
(Leaning up on his elbow) Why were you afraid to tell me?
Connie:
(Taking his hand and interlocking their fingers) I was afraid of what your
reaction might have been.
Andy:
Don’t ever be afraid of me…please.
Connie:
It’s just…I was so happy…and I thought…you might not be as happy as…
Andy:
Why wouldn’t I be happy with a blessin’ like this?
Connie reaches over and with the back of her hand strokes Andy’s face.
Connie:
I’m sorry. Maybe it was a poor choice of words. (With a smile on her face) But
you must admit…The Sipowicz men aren’t exactly known for dealing well with
changes.
Andy looks away from her, slightly embarrassed. He knows she’s right.
It’s something he has worked very hard on. Sometimes being friends and lovers
means more than just smiles and good times. It means paying serious attention to
each other and constructing bridges of faith in each other. It means not being
afraid to ask and answer tough questions. It means to avow one another for who
that person is. It means pooling all resources when the shit hits the fan and
knowing that love will always be there…no matter what. It means having what
they have. She never doubted his love for her. She just didn’t want her
“balloon popped”. He now understood that.
Connie:
Monday night I have an OB/GYN appointment. Will you come with me?
Andy:
I’m with you every step of the way. How you feelin’?
Connie:
Good…better now. I’m a little scared…
Andy:
Natural.
Connie:
Again with the 10,000 questions running through my head…
Andy:
Let ‘em out…
Connie:
You sure?
Andy: Yep…let’s hear it.
Connie:
What about work? Where we going to put another child in the apartment? Should we
be looking at houses? Can we afford a house? How will Theo be when he finds out?
How much longer is this morning sickness gonna last? And you…how will you be
through all this?
Andy:
Is that all?
Connie:
For this hour, yes.
Andy takes her hand, gives it a kiss then holds it to his chest.
Andy:
Let tomorrow take care of itself. Tonight…tonight is for us.
He strokes her hair back, places his hand on her neck and pulls her in
for a long and intense kiss, silently preparing to love on her. He lets his hand
run slowly down her back stopping on her backside giving it a gentle squeeze.
Connie rolls onto her back taking him with her. He breaks the kiss and leans on
one elbow passionately looking into her eyes. Never taking his eyes off of her,
he unbuttons her pajama top and starts kissing her breast. She slides his
t-shirt off of him then raises her hips so that he can take her pajama bottoms
off. Her graceful curves delight his eyes.
With his finger, he traces her body. Her body trembles at his slightest
touch. He was always so perfect to her, so soft and gentle. He was past
infatuation. It was true friendship and true love. He loved loving his friend.
She reaches up placing her hand on the back of his neck and pulls him to her
mouth. Her nimble tongue pushes deep, filling his hungry mouth. He breaks the
kiss and nibbles on her neck and shoulder. She tastes salty and tangy as he
makes his way to her thighs. He blows softly on her pubic hair. Her trembling
thighs, so graceful spread open like heaven’s gate.
He lifts her to his mouth and meets the abundance of her wetness. She
pushes against his hungry mouth. His tongue lifts her hood and finds her special
spot. She pushes hard and fast against his tongue, unafraid of using him and he
willing complies. Two souls in perfect sync. Her back arches in sweet surrender.
He kneels before her loving how he has made her feel. Her eyes are closed as he
enters her. She feels him throb so deep inside of her. She opens her eyes to see
him floating above her. They are in a dance, joined at the hip. Their bodies
moved in harmony. The inside of her body has him written all over it.
She wraps him warm in that tender place, squeezing hard to milk him dry.
Her sweet breath teases his skin. Unmindful of it all, two souls coalesce, even
as body and soul entwine in the throes of passion culminating in an orgasmic
revelation. He has filled her with
his want and desire. She has been consumed, pierced to her erotic depths. He
takes pride in knowing he put that smile on her face. His love has touched her
deepest being. The world disappears…all that is left is the two of them.
4am
McSip
apt.
Bedroom
Connie was sound asleep until she heard Andy’s voice. It was just a
whisper. She felt his fingers sliding over her belly. She wasn’t sure if she
was dreaming. She opened her eyes and listened.
Andy:
(Whisper to her belly) You aren’t even
born yet and you have me up in the middle of the night. I just wanted to welcome
you to our family. I promise to make an honest woman out of your mother before
you’re born. I promise to take you on fishin’ trips and to ballgames and
slay the monsters under your bed. That’s my job. You make sure to always
listen to your mother…she’s the brains of this organization. You got a big
brother and sister waiting here for you. You are a true blessin’ in our lives.
Someday when you’re older…I’ll tell you the whole story. I will tell you
this now and its what I told your older brother…you are only limited by what
you can dream…so dream big. I love you.
As his children grow, he will grow with them. Learning a depth that he
would have never known without them.
Andy puts his head on his pillow. Connie rolls over to find Andy pretending to be asleep. She places her head on his chest and smiles to herself. He half opens his one eye, steeling a look at her.
Andy: You ok?
Connie: Yeah…you?
Andy: Good.
Connie: Thank you Andy.
Andy: (A bit confused) For what?
Connie: (Turning to face him) For allowing me into your life…for being the father of our child…everything.
Andy: Its me who should be doing the thanking…
She reaches up and places her finger on his lips. She leans up on her elbow and kisses him on the lips. She then returns her head back to his chest.
Andy: Ah, by the way…congratulations.
Connie: (Turning to look at him) Thank you. Couldn’t have done it without you…wouldn’t have wanted to do it without you.
Before she puts her head back on his chest, he reaches down placing his thumb under her jaw drawing her to him. He pauses for a second to look deep into her eyes before allowing their lips to touch. It is a soft amours kiss. She lays her head on his shoulder as he wraps his arms around her. He is so close, she is so safe. They drift off to sleep as one.
There
must have been an angel by my side
Something
heavenly led me to you
Look
at the sky
It’s
the colour of love
There
must have been an angel by my side
Something
heavenly came down from above
He
led me to you
He
led me to you
He
built a bridge to your heart
All
the way
How
many tons of love inside
I
can’t say
When
I was led to you
I
knew you were the one for me
I
swear the whole world could feel my heartbeat
When
I lay eyes on you
Ay
ay ay
You
wrapped me up in
The
colour of love
You
gave me the kiss of life
Kiss
of life
You
gave me the kiss that’s like
The
kiss of life
Wasn’t
it clear from the start
Look
the sky is full of love
Yeah
the sky is full of love
He
built a bridge to your heart
All
the way
How
many tons of love inside
I
can’t say
You
gave me the kiss of life
Kiss
of life
You
gave me the kiss that’s like
The
kiss of life
You
wrapped me in the colour of love
Must
have been an angel come down from above
Giving
me love yeah
Giving
me love yeah
You
gave me the kiss of life
Kiss
of life
You
gave me the kiss of life
Kiss
of life
Kiss of Life
Sade