NYPD Blue Fanfiction

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Passionate Kisses

          Previously on NYPD Blue (Whoops)…What I meant to say was.. Before… on that show…you know… that’s on Tuesday nights… at 10pm on ABC….

 

Andy: (With tears in his voice) How far along?

 

Connie: (Reaching for his hand) Ten weeks.

 

Andy: So all this throwin’ up…

 

Connie: Morning sickness.

 

They both become quiet, lost in the surprise of the situation.

 

Connie: (Taking a deep breath) You gotta tell me how you’re feelin’…cause I’ve been scared to tell you…

 

          The shock of the moment erased from his face, he looks deep into her eyes.

 

Andy: I’ve never been so happy in all my life.

 

          With sheer joy and happiness in her eyes, her face totally luminous Connie lets out a small laugh.

 

Connie: So this is good then…

 

Andy: (With tears brimming in his eyes) Yeah…this is wonderful.

 

          She falls into his arms resting her head on his chest. He holds her in his arms as he breathes her in. For the first time in his adult life, Andrew Sipowicz takes a moment, and doesn’t try to dissect it. He doesn’t think about it, he just feels it. Oft times he was tempted to give in. Just once…to enjoy that ecstasy. Just once…feel for the moment. For a moment in time, nothing else matters. For this moment in time, he lets “us” just be. Letting it wash over him; unimaginable joy.

 

          As she lay there resting her head on his chest she could feel his heart beating. It was a little faster than normal; but that was to be understandable. With his arms wrapped around her, she felt safe, cherished and whole. She lay there quietly and he was so close, just the way she liked it. This time around she will enjoy being pregnant. She will welcome the feeling in her body and talking to everyone about it. She remembers the anguish of the early days with out her daughter Jennifer. Sleepless nights and meaningless days of learning to live without her. She lets the stockpiled tears run loose. Together they cry tears of excitement, wonder and anticipation. The night is silent and still…all but the tears.

 

          She is holding life inside of her. A life which is a combination of her and Andy. Conceived out of true love. The Lord has allowed a miracle to show us we don’t know anything. There is so much happiness, such love and joy in her world. They are richer by far than any millionaire.

 

          Connie turns to look up at Andy. She schooches up to lay beside him. They lay on their sides taking turns wiping each other’s tears. Andy cups her face in his hand.

 

Andy: (In a barely audible whisper) I love you so much. I love the way you love me.

 

          Connie closes her eyes, kisses the palm of his hand and holds it to her chest. She looks at him and smiles. Her smile makes him cry sometimes and her tears do the same. Unlike others, the things that bring him to his knees are not physical, but emotional. She has humbled him. No words can accurately describe the devotion he feels for her. He could not ask for more.

 

Connie: I love the things you say…the words you whisper in my ear each morning that you think I don’t hear. I love your hand just holding mine… and the way you stroke my hair. I love you Andy…we’re gonna have a baby. Are you sure you’re ok?

 

Andy: For once in my life I’m not goin’ to question this. I’m gonna be thankful and appreciative. How are you with this?

 

Connie: I couldn’t be any happier if I tried. I was almost afraid to say it out loud for fear it was all a dream. To be told something for so long and then to turn around and find it’s not true…had me in a spin for a few days.

 

Andy: Can’t believe you held out on me.

 

Connie: I just wanted the time to be right.

 

Andy: (Leaning up on his elbow) Why were you afraid to tell me?

 

Connie: (Taking his hand and interlocking their fingers) I was afraid of what your reaction might have been.

 

Andy: Don’t ever be afraid of me…please.

 

Connie: It’s just…I was so happy…and I thought…you might not be as happy as…

 

Andy: Why wouldn’t I be happy with a blessin’ like this?

 

          Connie reaches over and with the back of her hand strokes Andy’s face.

 

Connie: I’m sorry. Maybe it was a poor choice of words. (With a smile on her face) But you must admit…The Sipowicz men aren’t exactly known for dealing well with changes.

 

          Andy looks away from her, slightly embarrassed. He knows she’s right. It’s something he has worked very hard on. Sometimes being friends and lovers means more than just smiles and good times. It means paying serious attention to each other and constructing bridges of faith in each other. It means not being afraid to ask and answer tough questions. It means to avow one another for who that person is. It means pooling all resources when the shit hits the fan and knowing that love will always be there…no matter what. It means having what they have. She never doubted his love for her. She just didn’t want her “balloon popped”. He now understood that.

 

Connie: Monday night I have an OB/GYN appointment. Will you come with me?

 

Andy: I’m with you every step of the way. How you feelin’?

 

Connie: Good…better now. I’m a little scared…

 

Andy: Natural.

 

Connie: Again with the 10,000 questions running through my head…

 

Andy: Let ‘em out…

 

Connie: You sure?

Andy: Yep…let’s hear it.

 

Connie: What about work? Where we going to put another child in the apartment? Should we be looking at houses? Can we afford a house? How will Theo be when he finds out? How much longer is this morning sickness gonna last? And you…how will you be through all this?

 

Andy: Is that all?

 

Connie: For this hour, yes.

 

          Andy takes her hand, gives it a kiss then holds it to his chest.

 

Andy: Let tomorrow take care of itself. Tonight…tonight is for us.

 

          He strokes her hair back, places his hand on her neck and pulls her in for a long and intense kiss, silently preparing to love on her. He lets his hand run slowly down her back stopping on her backside giving it a gentle squeeze. Connie rolls onto her back taking him with her. He breaks the kiss and leans on one elbow passionately looking into her eyes. Never taking his eyes off of her, he unbuttons her pajama top and starts kissing her breast. She slides his t-shirt off of him then raises her hips so that he can take her pajama bottoms off. Her graceful curves delight his eyes.

 

          With his finger, he traces her body. Her body trembles at his slightest touch. He was always so perfect to her, so soft and gentle. He was past infatuation. It was true friendship and true love. He loved loving his friend. She reaches up placing her hand on the back of his neck and pulls him to her mouth. Her nimble tongue pushes deep, filling his hungry mouth. He breaks the kiss and nibbles on her neck and shoulder. She tastes salty and tangy as he makes his way to her thighs. He blows softly on her pubic hair. Her trembling thighs, so graceful spread open like heaven’s gate.

 

          He lifts her to his mouth and meets the abundance of her wetness. She pushes against his hungry mouth. His tongue lifts her hood and finds her special spot. She pushes hard and fast against his tongue, unafraid of using him and he willing complies. Two souls in perfect sync. Her back arches in sweet surrender. He kneels before her loving how he has made her feel. Her eyes are closed as he enters her. She feels him throb so deep inside of her. She opens her eyes to see him floating above her. They are in a dance, joined at the hip. Their bodies moved in harmony. The inside of her body has him written all over it.

 

          She wraps him warm in that tender place, squeezing hard to milk him dry. Her sweet breath teases his skin. Unmindful of it all, two souls coalesce, even as body and soul entwine in the throes of passion culminating in an orgasmic revelation.  He has filled her with his want and desire. She has been consumed, pierced to her erotic depths. He takes pride in knowing he put that smile on her face. His love has touched her deepest being. The world disappears…all that is left is the two of them.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

4am

McSip apt.

Bedroom

 

 

          Connie was sound asleep until she heard Andy’s voice. It was just a whisper. She felt his fingers sliding over her belly. She wasn’t sure if she was dreaming. She opened her eyes and listened.

 

Andy: (Whisper to her belly) You aren’t even born yet and you have me up in the middle of the night. I just wanted to welcome you to our family. I promise to make an honest woman out of your mother before you’re born. I promise to take you on fishin’ trips and to ballgames and slay the monsters under your bed. That’s my job. You make sure to always listen to your mother…she’s the brains of this organization. You got a big brother and sister waiting here for you. You are a true blessin’ in our lives. Someday when you’re older…I’ll tell you the whole story. I will tell you this now and its what I told your older brother…you are only limited by what you can dream…so dream big. I love you.

 

          As his children grow, he will grow with them. Learning a depth that he would have never known without them.

 

          Andy puts his head on his pillow. Connie rolls over to find Andy pretending to be asleep. She places her head on his chest and smiles to herself. He half opens his one eye, steeling a look at her.

 

Andy: You ok?

 

Connie: Yeah…you?

 

Andy: Good.

 

Connie: Thank you Andy.

 

Andy: (A bit confused) For what?

 

Connie: (Turning to face him) For allowing me into your life…for being the father of our child…everything.

 

Andy: Its me who should be doing the thanking…

 

          She reaches up and places her finger on his lips. She leans up on her elbow and kisses him on the lips. She then returns her head back to his chest.

 

Andy: Ah, by the way…congratulations.

 

Connie: (Turning to look at him) Thank you. Couldn’t have done it without you…wouldn’t have wanted to do it without you.

 

          Before she puts her head back on his chest, he reaches down placing his thumb under her jaw drawing her to him. He pauses for a second to look deep into her eyes before allowing their lips to touch. It is a soft amours kiss. She lays her head on his shoulder as he wraps his arms around her. He is so close, she is so safe. They drift off to sleep as one.

 

 

 

There must have been an angel by my side

Something heavenly led me to you

Look at the sky

It’s the colour of love

There must have been an angel by my side

Something heavenly came down from above

He led me to you

He led me to you

 

He built a bridge to your heart

All the way

How many tons of love inside

I can’t say

 

When I was led to you

I knew you were the one for me

I swear the whole world could feel my heartbeat

When I lay eyes on you

Ay ay ay

 

You wrapped me up in

The colour of love

 

You gave me the kiss of life

Kiss of life

You gave me the kiss that’s like

The kiss of life

 

Wasn’t it clear from the start

Look the sky is full of love

Yeah the sky is full of love

 

He built a bridge to your heart

All the way

How many tons of love inside

I can’t say

 

You gave me the kiss of life

Kiss of life

You gave me the kiss that’s like

The kiss of life

 

You wrapped me in the colour of love

Must have been an angel come down from above

Giving me love yeah

Giving me love yeah

 

You gave me the kiss of life

Kiss of life

You gave me the kiss of life

Kiss of life

 

 

 

 

Kiss of Life

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