•my poems•
©ashLey™
-all poems are copywrited.

AUNTIE MARISSA_
Written by: Ashley
*dedicated to my Auntie Rissa, I love you.
The ability to hold you is no longer a fact,
you know I still love you--you better know that.
Your spirits is with me,
I want you to be.
That beautiful angel,
you are to me.
Grandma your best friend,
Misses you a lot.
She's not the only one,
we, too, miss you a whole lot.
I know you can hear us,
when me & mom talk.
Of all the terrible things,
I'm afraid it can't walk.
I miss you a lot,
you know I do.
I promise to love you,
and show you I do.
I know you can see ,
a lot more than we know.
I wish I could see you too,
I miss you, if only you know.
I'll see you someday,
I don't know when.
When God will let me,
by the way, do you see Davin?
He's a big boy now,
I wish you could hold him.
I know he might not remember you,
But i'll let him know.
He had an awesome grandma,
I wish he got to know.

UNTITLED
Written BY: Ashley
I sit and wonder what dreams I have,
To think of me without you--that's so sad.
I breathe in and out,
to think of you.
until that breathing stops,
then i still need you.
I'm desperate for your love,
i need it now.
but for all is worth take your time,
i'll figure out a way somehow.
i'll open the door,
to life itself.
i'll gain it all now,
and put our love on the shelf.
I need your love,
the warm embrace.
No looking back now,
i'll leave without a trace.
Good bye to love,
i'll see you again.
Goodbye to everything,
i'll love you til the end.

SHOULD'VE BEEN STRAIGHT UP
Written by: Ashley
*dedicated to: darren&dee
Why'd you lie to me?
you didn't have to.
Just could've been honest,
now what am I gonna do.
You melted my heart,
with your soft & tender words.
I don't know now,
how I'll forget and move forward.
I accepted your lies,
but that one topped the charts.
I don't know what to do,
there's the target you got the dart?.
I've believed all you had in you,
I believed each word.
What were you thinking?
how sad that occured.
I left it all, I don't know how.
I can't withhold lies,
I'll be blunt wanna know how?
I cannot keep lying to myself,
You were strong to do that.
Show me how you could,
say you love me and do all of that.
Your younger than me,
a lot more to learn.
How to care of ones feelings,
otheres have their own.
You're not as I expected,
But i fell in love with you voice.
I'm tired of feeling this way,
I'm forced to divorce.
My friend ash excepted you flaws & all,
how could you let her down?, it's sad that's all.
She believed we could make it,
it would've worked wouldn't it?
good bye to love,
good bye I say,
I'm terribly hurt...
I hope you feel the same way.

NO HEART BREAKS
Written by:Ashley
You broke my heart once,
I`m not gonna let you do it again.
To be that dream girl you want,
need I say it again.
I`m tempted to be your lady,
for The rest of your life.
To promise to honor and cherish you,
for the rest of your life.
I want to wake up each morning,
from a tender kiss.
The fading smell of your cologne,
as you walk out for work, i'll miss.
I want to be with you from here on out,
your girl that'll love you.
That'll cherish and share life,
and give it a shoutout.
I love you in the morning,
I love you at night.
For 365 days, 24 hours, 60 minutes, and 60 seconds.
I`ll love you, I say it again, without a fight.
again, I LOVE YOU!

I D0-F0REVER
Written by: Ashley
The real world is here,
the ending is near.
I'm in love with you,
so give me a chance to show I care.
I've kept up with others,
i've held up on pain.
I'll keep it clear,
keep myself sane.
I've thrown away a good love,
I want it back.
With not a trace of evidance,
NO looking back.
Lets start a new life,
clean up the bads.
Make it fresh,
ain't it sad.
I'm "going crazy" over you,
I need you now more than ever.
I do, I do, I do...
Forever and Ever.

I'M YOURS
Written by: Ashley
I may sound fony,
I may sound dumb.
I can't explain clearly,
for the pain you forced numb.
I can call myself crazy,
for loving you dearly.
Although there is nothing you can to do stop me,
I love you sincerly.
I've given up on dating,
i'll give it all away.
For one more chance with you,
there no time, i'll say.
Time is running out,
our time is closing in.
Give me your answer now,
Let me in your life, knock knock, Can I come in?
I loved you yesterday,
as I love you now.
Can you protect me?
and love me somehow.
You gave me a chance before,
what changed so soon.
Give me your heart,
not roses or balloons.
They candy yuck,
the pain sucks!
Give me a smile,
that can go that extra mile.
Be Mine, I'll be yours,
To love you forever,
I'm yours.

DREAMING OF YOU

Written by: Ashley
*dedicated to my valentine for 2005
I dream of you talking sweet to me,

I dream that soon it'll be.

My dreams are set to be with you,

my heart is what beats quick like you never knew.

I dream that you will soon be mine,

on FEB. 14th, my &heartsloving valentine.
My life depends on your love,

my love depends on your life.

i'm so in love with you,

like you could never imagine.
i just wanna wake up,

from a lovely sleep being right next to you.
I want the dreams to come true,

like the cherished ability to love you.
I still wait for the day you ask me,

ask me to be yours.
Til that day comes i'll keep dreaming,
for you to be--be with me,

I love you,...

         My funny valentine.

UNTITLED
Written by: Ashley

before I go to bed,

I think of the day I just had

because I lay my head down

I think of what exciting thing happened

Before I fall fully asleep

my thoughts are of you,

i need thought my feelings are so strong

to know that what I wanna be with you
I'm left with not much, just thought of me and you

me and you falling in love life I know we could.

the stars above I count one by one
my heart seeks yours with the deepest thought like it should

I love you, I know you love me too.

to know you'll be with me soon,

i miss you.

 HEY LOVE
Written by: Ashley
Hey Love,

how can it come to this?

The vision of me and you totally missed.

Why don't you like me, Why don't you care?

the faith I had has left me a total scare.

I've forgave and forgotten the pain i've gone through,

to know you might give me a change and let my heart come through.

I've gave my heart to you,

i'll even give you more.

I'll dedicate it all,

to know you'll be there forever more.

I'm hurt by everything we're not,

to ask for another chance for my heart to be caught.

I shouldn't have to ask,

for all that I could give.

Bring you life to me fast,

so instead of a frown my smile will last.

REMARKABLE LOVE
Written by: Ashley
I miss you, everything of you,

The warmth of you voice,

To the feeling of your embrace.

I've dreamt of you,

I've dreamt of your hugs--I want you!
I may have hurt you a lot in the past,
look at how long we've been friends, we made it last.

I'll cash it in now, all the wrongs that i've done,

for everthang i've ever done wrong.

If the life I have can't be with you,

I'll give in now,....

to show you exactly how much i loved you.

If I even can explain how i'll do my best,

I will not have to do much,

because all is in the front of you,...

from all the laughs  and smiles

I'll Lay it all ahead of you.

You make me "dream of you",

the way I always thought I could.

To know you'll be my "angel,"

that has been there  in every way you could.

"I Knew I Loved You",

because you made it clear, you loved me too.
I'd give you all--all forever,

if you promise to hurt me never.

The promises we've made, to promises we've broken,

has let our hearts be open & make it outspoken.

I'll give you everything,

anything at all.

Just let me know you'll be mine,

my partner in crime.

i love you.

UNTITLED
Written by: Ashley
I'd rather we dream together,

then to be alone.

To know that my love is with me,

and never far from home.

You've guided me through the darkest of rooms,

to make me realize I don't have to wish upon the numbers of moons.

You just being around,

has really got me to realize,

that I'm no longer alone,

that I no longer have to mezmerize.

I've gave in a lot for you,

to show how much i love you.

I'll be "dreaming of you",

because "I knew I loved you".

I've picked you from numerous of gardens,

to pick the cutest one that is the brightest.

But you'll remain my favorite,

for as long as you hold on.

Hold on to what's ours,

Let it last forget let it go on and on.

You make me smile,

from ear to ear.

To know you heart will be with me,

forever close and always near.

If I have to, I would, give you my own,

To our love we should vow to make it known.

My heart beats strong,

strongly for you.

To be with you can make me complete,

I miss you and I love you.

Forever In Minute
Written by: Ashley
Ever since that day,

You looked into my eyes.
I loved you with a passion,

More than anything money could buy.
The stars above, looks so far away,
Farther than the rainbow and the sentences you say.
You were the best thing in my life,
You were my prayers,

You are all that I dream of at night,
You're  all that my life can handle.
Forever in a minute.

Just You and Me
Written by: Ashley
When I walked out that door,
You didn't try to stop me.
When I said Hello,
All you did was ignore me.
Through all the fights,
You were the one who stayed strong.
When I realized you were gone,

I didn't know how to move on.
We stayed friends for so long,

That I thought we'd be together again.

I guess in time, my opinions were wrong.

I loved you for so long,

That I've held myself away from others.

I left you alone to see what'll happen,

If you'd be the one I'll end up with some day.

I'm afraid to love you, Like you are with me.

But I can't help this feeling, I just want us to be.
We were friends, we were lovers.

Only god can see what we'll be,

In the future will it be just you and me.

Dedicated to my girl Jackie
Written by: Ashley
Sorry is all you can say,
For all the pain you brought us today.
I didn't shed a tear,

I built a river.
For I realized all I fear,

Staring in your eyes and I would shed a tear.
I never knew what for do,

For I thought I was losing you.

You became my good friend,
When I felt so alone,
No one to listen to me,

made me feel so lost and alone.
I don't know how I'd feel,
to tell you how everything went down.
For all you might feel is guilt,

and make your smile turn around.
You are more than a friend,

You ended up to be a sista.
Now you see why It would be har to lose you,

for I will have no one to talk to and holla 'bout my mista.
We were all confused for what you've done,

not knowing how'd we feel if you really were gone.

The halls would be empty.

terribly quiet.
No one to laugh with,

it'll be strict silence.

Unknown
Written by: Ashley
Through all we've been through,

you still stand next to me.

Even if you're not with me,

You will always mean the world to me.

Our love for each other is really strong,

I don't know how we've held it so long.

I know at times I may hurt you with what i say,
For I wish you never saw me this way.
I know that this is hurting you,

Because you don't know what's wrong.
But I tell you now,

I will not hold it for long.
You don't have to worry 'bout me,

For I will be okay.
I will move on from this phase,
and find what to do in some other way.

I'm sorry for disappointing you,

in so many ways,

I just don't know what to do,

or what to say.

You should know what I'm thinking,

for I tell you all the time.
There is just a while lot to say,

but only so little time.

I keep something form you,

for so many reasons,
I'm afraid I'll end up losing you.

 

Betrayal
Written by: CindiLyn
Betrayal, leaving such a trail of black ashes through my heart.
Bittersweet betrayal, just tearing me apart.
Betrayal, you make my heart shatter; you make my heart break.
For betrayal, you are not honest, nor worthy; you are a fake.

But the evilness within yourself if only I knew
Betrayal, you stole my heart and mistreated me

And to think you used to make my knees so wobbly and weak

Betrayal, oh, why do you mislead me?
Making my heart so very weak, with my last an final plea.
Betrayal, oh, how you made me cry night after night

And to think I gave up so easily without putting up a fight.
Betrayal, oh, how you make my heart break.
Not knowing how much more of this I can take
What am I left to do
I stand there, waiting for some type of clue
Betrayal, I'm leaving you now, and I have my reasons why
You hurt me so bad, and so it's time for me to say goodbye.

Falling Isn't Easy
Written by: Ashley
I think i'm falling for you,
just by the way you're talking to me.
I never felt like this before,
It's a dream or maybe just a fantasy.
You say you love me,
as I say it back.
To dream about us,
The way we'd live the future & never look back.
I thought of you all day & night,
Exactly the way I tell you I do!
I want to see what days would be like,
To actually be yours and to hold you.
You've fallen in love with me,
Like I never Imagined.
I want you to know I love you,
I need you to know I care.
Just for you remember,
I'll always be there.