Tried, But Comforted | Marguerite |
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Published in the Central Presbyterian, 12 February 1863, following the death of Dr. Dabney's son, Thomas.
ive summers bright our noble boy
Was lent us for our household joy; Then came the fated, wintry hour Of death, and blighted our sweet flower. They told me, "Weep not, for thy gem Is fixed in Christ's own diadem; His speedy feet the race have run, The foe have 'scaped, the goal have won." I chode the murmurs of my breast With this dear thought; and then addressed My steps to wait upon the Lord And with his saints to hear his Word. Then, thus I heard their anthem flow: "Praise him, all creatures here below; Praise him above, ye heavenly host; Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost." But how, I said, can this sad heart, In joyful praises bear its part? It hath no joy; it naught can do But mourn its loss and tell its woe. And then I thought, What if thy lost Is now among that heavenly host, And with the angel choir doth sing, "Glory to thee, Eternal King ?' But is not this a hope too sweet? Faith is too weak the joy to meet; Oh! might my bursting heart but see If true the blissful thought can be! Oh! that for once mine ear might hear That tiny voice, so high, so clear, Singing Emmanuel's name among Those louder strains, that mightier throng. Oh! that but once mine eyes could see That smile which here was wont to be The sunshine of my heart, made bright With Jesus' love, with Heaven's light. Then would my burdened heart, 1 know, With none but tears of joy o'erflow But ah! when faith would strain her eyes For that blest vision, there arise The shadows of my deary home; 'Twixt Heaven and my heart there come That dying bed, that corpse, that bier And when I strive that song to hear, Sad memory echoes but the wail My love to soothe could naught avail; I only hear his anguished cry, I only see his glazing eye. But yet be still, tumultuous heart, And bravely bear thy destined part, Yet will I say, stay there, my son; And to my Lord, Thy will be done. 'Tis not for sight and sense to know Those scenes of glory here below; But be it ours to walk by faith, And credit what our Saviour saith. Let patience work till we be meet To dwell in bliss at Jesus' feet; Then death, once dreaded, friendly come, And bear us to our lost one's home. Then shall that glorious hour repay The woes of all that dreary way, And I shall hear forever more My seraph boy his God adore. Yea, he shall teach this voice to raise, As angels taught him, Heaven's lays; And I, who once his steps did lead, Shall follow him to Christ, our Head. |
Dictated during the sickness of his eldest grandchild, Marguerite.
ur Lord had lent to us a blessed child,
Of face and form most fair, of spirit mild, Yet bright and strong. Throughout ten happy years She grew into our hearts, 'mid joys and fears, And as she grew, 'twas ever yet more plain The spirit's grace had purged the natal stain Derived from us, from her infantile soul. The grace grew with her growth, to faith's control, Obedience, purity, and love's submiss, Which made her childhood's days a saintly bliss. But as the cloudless day preludes the storm, So midst her bloom there fell upon her form A creeping blight, so stealthy, sallow, slow, Ere we had feared, the fever laid her low; Then turned I, weeping, to my Lord in prayer: O Thou, who never didst refuse to hear, When on our earth, the guilty suppliant's voice, But madest each petitioner rejoice, E'en though by miracle, with succor swift, Divine Physician, give us now this gift, The life of our dear lamb! 0 come and heal Our sufferer, nor spurn our sore appeal. Then to my spirit came an answering word, Not to the outward sense, but from the Lord, To faith's clear vision: Knowest thou, old man, What thou dost ask? Shall I extend the span Of this dear life to four-score weary years, And fill them, like thine own, with many tears, And fleeting joys, and long enduring pains, To stray and sin before temptation's strain, And then with shame to dutys path, To toil and lose, and bear the victor's wrath, Helpless and slandered, while it drinks the gall Of sore bereavements; then, as end of all, Through darksome days and listless years to pine? Which is the wiser love, or thine or mine, Should I elect to lift her to my arms, By briefest conflict, safe from earthly harms, And for her teachers seraphim prefer To thy poor schooling? But thou lovest her! Is not my love more wise and strong, As tears are cheaper than my blood divine, Shed for her soul upon the dreadful tree? Thou weepest! But I died on Calvary That she might live. Then, prone before the heavenly voice, I said, Teach me, 0 Christ. to pray as thou hast prayed, When in thy extremity of woe: 'Spare me, 0 Father, if it may be so, That I this cup of bitter grief may shun. If not, then let thy holy will be done, Not mine.' We see that goodness infinite Doth choose, and too boundless to permit Aught but the best for us. Then fell great peace Upon our troubled breasts, not by our cease Of love parental,this but deeper grew, But by the growth of love and faith more true. Then, as with chastened hearts we watched and prayed, New, blessed hope was born, the plague was stayed, The ebbing tide of life stood still, then stole Back to its channels. Lo! I the sick was whole. What thankfulness, 0 Father, can befit Thy mercy so beyond our hope, so sweet? Thy precious loan we consecrate anew, By a new baptism. May our vows be true, Our earthly schooling like to that above, From which our prayers detain her, and our love, For Heaven postponed, a compensation prove. |