Dance
While you can,
For the chorus will not save you.
You'll become another rung, in their own ladder to climb.
Dance
While you can,
Before your body betrays you.
Till your bones are all gone
And all that's left is the song.
Dance
Dance till your feet have no feeling
But your heart is still reeling
From your hours off the ground.
When you feel this last breath
Burning in your chest
Search for one more muscle
Raise your head
And dance.

--August 2001
Exotic Pets

Prized words,
Kept in cages
Polished and placed for company
(great for dinner parties)
Shelved when not shown.
Some wear small versions
Of designer clothing
Others, stare out
Of their remarkable rawness

Please don't touch these words
They are not to be toyed with
Or handled, or held, too much.
The time and money
gone into their acquisition
Is an investment
Some day your children may inherit them.
Be careful not to let them out.
It's not safe to have words running about the house.
You never know
What kind of mess they might make.

--April 2001
Hush now, little one
Listen to the song the oceans sing
Cradled in your mothers arms
There is a lullaby the wind will bring

Listen to the song the oceans sing
Hidden under its clear cold blues
There is a lullaby the wind will bring
A haunting tune of what's to come

Hidden in its clear cold blues
Traveling under waters deep
A haunting tune of what's to come
Disrupting the peaceful Arctic's sleep

Traveling under waters deep
Slowly crawling up the food chain
Disrupting the peaceful Arctic's sleep
From desires to cure disease.

Slowly crawling up the food chain
Persistent organic pollutants nest
From the desires to cure disease
We are poisoned through our mother's breast

Persistent organic pollutants nest
In the toxic tainted Arctic animals
We are poisoned through our mother's breast
Injuries shrouded in genetic code

In the toxic tainted Arctic animals
We only now are learning
Injuries shrouded in genetic code
Whale songs silent when skin is burning

We only now are learning
Killed the canary in our mine
Whale songs silent when skin is burning
Harmonies lost within the waves

Killed the canary in our mine
Slowly realizing with each tragic birth
Harmonies lost within the waves
Truly the meek shall inherit the earth.

Slowly realizing with each tragic birth
This lullaby is soon to end
Truly the meek shall inherit the earth
Hush now, little one.

----March 2001
OTHER POEMS
Ventilation

Deflated by sighs
these brightly colored balloons
have abandoned ideas of flying free.
I too, sit heavy in my chair
minutes in a slow stretch
pulling my taffied thoughts
while the overzealous air conditioning
Shiver blasts the brain
toward brief moments of clarity:
Try not to assimilate
into these motivation posters
artifices of positivism in plastic
scrambling all identity
with someone else's scheduled plan
of upward mobility.
Is there rebellious artistry
in phone cord curls
Or perhaps these power cables
point to possible escape?
I have to think
that resistance is never futile
Before these brief stirs lapse idle
Dulling this cold awareness
That even the balloons
have stopped struggling against their leashes.

Joint poem with Tonya Derrickson
Fall 2004
In Process

Autumn arrives too quickly
Pushing Summer to hurriedly pack.
A whorl of warm memories
fastened to bursting
in tidy bundles of ripeness.
Fall dances it's colors
in the flurry of leaves
and scribbles on the wind,
leaving us love notes
of journeys, not destinations.
The promise of crisp beginnings
with its elusive hint and kiss of white.

Joint poem with Tonya Derrickson
Fall 2004
HUH?

blink, blink...
my little brain
uh...
malfunctioning
a soulful strain
hmmm....
haunted by that lone oboe
shoooooooooot.....
tugs at and on
sputtered
blink blink...
busy
words thrown out
gutted
oh mi god, I'm...
sorry

Joint poem with Tonya Derrickson
Fall 2004
Beckoning Kisses foiled by orange holiday bondage
Gorge! Gorge! Gorge!
Piling harvet fruits and gourds invoite submersion
GOBBLE! GOBBLE! GOBBLE!
Greedy turkeys in corporate regalia begging
Like demented carol singers.
Christmas decorations too early seen.
Blinded by a fall flurry of brittle celebrations
We cling to what we can hold:
Fleece drawing the essence of a leaf pile spiraling smoke
Dogs by fireplaces, snuggled circles of warm fur
Kites slice the chilling air in daring swoops of color
Turkey famrs buzz with growing, unrecognized doom.


Joint poem with Bob Blazek
Fall 2004
Why we bleed

Playground transiet
Tethered to my fear
Exposed within the jungle gym
I learn
to swallow hope
a longing for belonging
choke down
the jabs and taunts
childhood's merciless
tease of wants
I swallow deep
wounds and words
swill the years
and walk the halls
reaching for the paper recognition
:ticket to ride:
destination uncertain (but certainly away)
growing dread of daily eyes
reflecting my changing landscape.
Blushes draining from my sallow face
internal daggers
retreating deeper...
tranforming to a monthly stain,
a reminiscent shadow of the pain.

Fall 2004