Part 7/? <><><><><> Sara was relieved when there was no sudden impact of a bullet hitting her body or grazing her skin. A rain of warmth fell on her arms, hands and head, followed by a heavy thud. The smell of death permeated Sara's senses. She opened her eyes, blinking slowly. Peering between crooked arms still protecting her head, she noted the scene in front of her. A combination of grey brain matter and blood covered the area, substances that both had not been there before. Hesitantly Sara released the tight grip of her hands on her head. Looking at the raw material coating her arms and hands, a small shudder of revulsion ran through her. "Sara?" Grissom called out. "Sara?" Sara unfolded herself from her cramped, protective huddle. Pushing herself up into a sitting position, her left leg crossed beneath her for balance while she rested her right elbow on the other bent knee. All her energy seemed to disappear as she absorbed the scene around her. Sighing, she brought her hand up to her temple, massaging the area, attempting to ease the pulsating pressure pounding a monotonous tune. "Sara? Are you all right?" Catherine asked. Surprised at hearing Catherine's voice, she frowned, lines furrowing her brow. The voices sounded so distant, far away from where she was surrounded by death. Stopping the massage on her temple, she swivelled her head to see a trio of concerned faces. Grissom, Catherine and Brass filled the doorway. "Ah...yeah... I think so," Sara responded, her voice unsteady, the magnitude of the situation still keeping her off balance. She found it hard to fathom that the gun, which had been aimed at her when she dived to the ground, had failed to deliver the bullet in her direction. Sara felt numb, unsure how she should feel. Grateful that the woman had chosen to blow off her own head? A shiver shook her thin frame and she wrapped her arms tightly around herself, warding off the chill that was permeating her clothing. Her own voice sounded muffled, caught in a maelstrom of silence. "Sara, we need to get you checked out. Make sure you're okay." Grissom was concerned at how slowly she was reacting, her movements stilted. He moved out through the door towards his dark-haired CSI. Sara shook her head, wincing as the action increased the pounding in her head. "No. I'm fine. Just in need of a shower." "Don't be disturbed if we don't agree with you," Brass commented, following closely behind Grissom. It was hard to discern if she did or didn't have an injury. Blood splatter coated the back of her overalls in viscous streaks. He watched her reaction to the scene, or lack of reaction. Shock was obviously beginning to set in. There was a slight tremor in the hands resting on her knee. Following her gaze, looking over the changed crime scene, old evidence mixing with new, he asked, "what happened?" "The mother came back," Sara said simply. "She's the mother?" Catherine asked, surprised. "Yeah," Sara answered softly, her gaze falling on the still body. The force from the bullet had blown away half of the woman's skull. Technically, she noted that the bullet from the .44 Magnum had performed exactly as expected. The skull had exploded in both directions, the force of the bullet causing the brain tissues to expand and collapse upon themselves, expelling the brain matter through both the entrance and exit wounds. "Did you use your gun?" Brass brought Sara's focus back on his line of questioning. He recognized the distant look in her eyes. He wanted to get the basic police procedural requirements covered so that she could be removed from the scene as quickly as possible. Sara shook her head. "I'll need it anyway... procedure." Sara nodded, unfazed by the request. She hadn't drawn the weapon at all during the exchange with the woman. Pulling her gun from its sheath at her hip, she handed the gun over to Brass. "You'll need my clothes as well." "Yes. We will. Later. Right now, I want you to see a doctor," Grissom told her shortly. "I told you, I'm fine." Grissom held out a hand to help Sara up. She grasped his hand, frowning at the grisly residue on the back of her gloved hand. She let out a yelp of pain at pressure placed on her wrist as she rose to her feet. "That doesn't sound like 'fine' to me," Grissom remarked as he captured the injured arm to look at it more closely. He pulled off the latex gloves covering her hands, dropping them to the ground. "It'll only be a sprain. Look - each finger bends." Sara demonstrated, her fingers performing a miniature Mexican wave. Sara looked directly at Grissom, her brown eyes meeting his as she tried to convince him that she was all right. "I can even twist it this way and... that." The look backfired as she winced at the pain that shot up her arm as she manipulated her wrist, her voice catching in her throat. "Sara, it's the 'that' that I'm concerned about," Grissom said softly, touching her shoulder lightly. "Humour me, will you?" She nodded, too tired to argue, knowing that Grissom would not be satisfied until she had been given the all clear by medical personnel. "Cath?" Grissom asked with a single word. Catherine interpreted his unspoken question. "Come on, Sara. Let's get you down to Southside." Walking towards the doorway, Catherine left it to Sara to make the decision to leave. She knew her teammate well enough to know that it would need to be her decision to go, rather than being pushed. Sara gave the crime scene one last look, cold reality seeping through the protective layer of shock. A small tremor shook her light frame and she quickly followed Catherine back into the house. "Wonder why the woman lost her head - literally?" Brass asked as he slipped the gun Sara had handed him into an evidence bag. "Half her head." Grissom collected the camera Sara had left beside her kit, intending to photograph the changed scene. He noticed the evidence bags and the completed evidence list and nodded, approving. Sara was nothing, if not thorough. There would be no compromise of the chain of evidence in this case, despite the almost disastrous result. "Right," Brass said shortly. The sound of footfalls in the kitchen behind them had both men reacting, Brass reaching for his gun. It was only Sara, her brown eyes squinting at them. She was still clad in her overalls, the dark stains marring the surface a lurid reminder of the danger she had endured. "You were going to the hospital," Grissom pointed out, his tone harsher than he intended. "Yeah. In a moment," Sara brushed his concern aside. "I'd better give you a quick rundown on the scene before she turned up. Grissom, that boy wasn't shot from behind." Grissom raised his eyebrows, waiting patiently for her to continue. "I found the shell casings in the grass over here and three bullets were in the timber frame of the window." Sara pointed to the various sites where she had discovered the evidence. Finally, she threw in the main reason she had returned to the porch. "The mother also made reference to having been here before." "What did she say exactly, Sara?" "He wasn't dead when I left him," Sara rushed the words, quoting the mother's chilling phrase. The pounding in her head was increasing, the bright lighting on the porch aiding the marching band that was currently practising its maneuvers within her head. "That could mean anything," Grissom pointed out. "True. But she wasn't shocked to find him lying shot on the ground." Sara looked over at the woman, the sight instantly replaying the scene in her mind; the gun levelled in her direction and the shot which muted the sound of everything else. "I'll need a full statement from you," Brass pointed out. "After she's been to the hospital," Grissom interjected, placing the camera back beside Sara's field kit. "Brass, stay with the evidence." Brass looked back at Grissom, a mixture of displeasure and understanding filling his face. He didn't appreciate being commanded by him, especially considering that Grissom had once been his responsibility; the one who answered to his commands. Yet, at the same time, he knew why the instruction was given. Grissom lead Sara out of the house towards Catherine's SUV. The gunshot had brought the inquisitive neighbours out into the street again. Together with a circus of media. Grissom frowned as they walked down the path; Sara's head was downcast and her pace distinctively subdued, ignoring the cameras that were capturing their every move. Catherine was at the rear of the vehicle, a large evidence bag in her hand. Sara undid the buttons with her right hand, the nerves of her injured arm still twinging sympathetically in response to the earlier inspection. "Do you want some help?" Catherine offered, seeing her struggle with a button. "No." Sara shook her head. She needed to do this on her own. She hadn't been shot as luck would have it and she wasn't going to break down in front of everyone because she'd been scared. Her pride wouldn't allow her to do that, but she was struggling all the same. It would be so easy to curl up in a corner and cry. The overalls and booties were dumped into the bag and tied securely. Grissom picked up the bag and watched Sara hop into the SUV. "She'll be okay, Gil. She's strong." "I know. It's just... it shouldn't have happened." He shook his head. It was so soon after the Holly Gribbs murder with similar circumstances. This time a CSI had not been fatally injured, but it did not make him feel any better. "No murder should happen, but we both know that they do. There was nothing you could have done to prevent this. You were all following procedure." "Cath, make sure she gets properly checked out. Her hearing as well." Grissom had noticed the way Sara had reacted when they were speaking, squinting her eyes and focussed concentration on their words. It could be a simple headache, but he wanted to be sure. "Sure." End Part 7/?