In the days that followed, the lively,
easy-going life at Moybranach, with its open doors, uncurtained windows, its interchange of light and darkness,
settled about Caroline. This sheltered freedom was home; she had never been
away except in a dream; the wild dreams and wilder realities were remote, yet
not entirely forgotten. Yesterday and tomorrow hovered on
the fringes of her consciousness. In the interim, she helped Martin with
the horses, sang songs by the evening hearth. Once she timidly broached the
subject of marriage.
“Fiddlesticks!” Rose exclaimed, “what makes you think a lord-to-be would want to marry you?
So he told you he would, did he ..... told you he loved you ..... like as
not said he'd die if you refused him? I can imagine the palaver. Well, I
wouldn't doubt that he wants you. You're a handsome
lass. Will he want you when he gets you, that's the
question? Many's a poor girl has been led astray by
just such a gallant coaxing gentleman. Wouldn't you be better to stick with your
own sort ..... marry a man
reared like yourself, but better off; I wouldn't wish poverty on you, I'd like
to see you happy and prosperous. Take your time, girl, and think about it. I've
a thought in my mind .....” Caroline wondered, soon she was to find out.
It was late afternoon of a clear March
day when
Caroline paused, her hands on the
bridle of a half-broken colt.
The way
In the days that followed they grew
acquainted as they schooled horses or cantered side by side along green lanes,
or galloped over open common. They challenged each other to race and to leap
ditches; they showed off their skills, teased each other, sometimes
bickered. Caroline had not known such equal companionship except in brief
spells with Fergal. She had come to accept that men had other lives to live in
which she could have no share. This easy companionship was beguiling; if only
she could escape her dreams and submit to this kind of living how good life
would be. But oh, how tame ..... after
Dunalla ..... after the
runaway journey to Fermoy ..... after
the ball at Ballinmore ..... after
Bantry.
Conn seemed so mild, so contented with his
way of living, so absorbed in his work that she was surprised when he showed a
glimpse of his inner thoughts. She mentioned Fergal and the very mention brought
a light to his eye.
“Ay, he's your brother. Fighting for
“Why do you say that,
“I was up north this last trip. I
delivered horses to some of
“I have heard of quite other people
raiding and burning and scaring women and children in the south of Ireland
..... no farther away than
“Bah! They were not burning the houses
of the poor. What do I care for fine houses and fine people!”
“Your own home is quite a fine house, Conn ..... and you aim to make
money and build a finer one, no doubt.”
“It was in a cabin my mother was
raised. My roots are deep in the soil of
“You didn't go to
“I was of no mind then any more than
the others about here. If there ever is another chance, I'll be there.”
“Would you fight and kill for
“I would fight and kill till the last
redcoat was dead.”
His eyes lit with frenzy; his fierce
expression frightened Caroline. She hardly knew what to say. When she spoke, it
was very gently:
“You might be killed, Conn. I wouldn't like that.”
“You'd be sorry, Caroline?” he asked,
touched by her sad look.
“I'd be very sorry, Conn. I hope it never comes to that. It would break your
father's heart. It would break Aunt Rose's too. She talks a lot about the
redcoats, and about fighting them; she'd be proud of you fighting for Ireland's
freedom, but .....”
“She's all talk ..... away back in the past she is ..... the
chieftain's daughter! When was there a chieftain in
“Are you one of them,
“I'm not saying,” he said, turning his
head away. “That's something no man ..... or woman
..... will get out of me.”
“You’re sworn, then?”
“I'm not saying, I told you. It's
something you'll never find out. Still,” he went on more gently, “if I'd tell
anyone, it would be you Caroline. I'd tell you anything .....
nearly.”
Caroline lay awake a long time that
night. She could just pick out the shape of Millicent Picton's
black box where it stood against the whitewashed wall in her plain room. Always
there were the black boxes ..... the
hidden things ..... the secrets that were tempting and
fearsome. So