A Shattered Soul
In My Desolate Position
Fading Light
I'm driven by my curiousity
And by the need in me
The need to have you
And to love you
But it seems all I do
Never gets thru
I've shown the world
All my pain
Just so you
Could Understand
But the more I do
The more I say
It seems that you
Just runaway

Why do you runaway?
Why are you afraid?
Inside your fucking world
So scared of pain
Do you believe
You'll be betrayed
And in the distance I can see
As my light fades away

I sometimes feel
That you think I am lie
Maybe I am
Or just confused inside
It's like a hammer to my head
Trying to figure out
What you think
I'm lost inside your doubt

And somewhere in these words there is a truth. That can only be found by me and you. And in the dstance i can see my life is fading. And in these words, as i breathe, i am waiting.

I fear I have become, just another star behind the clouds. I fear I have become, just another person in the crowd.

I'm lost inside your doubt
Waitin until you dig me out

And in the distance  I can see...
My life is fading.
-Mauricio Sandoval(c)2002.
Inject morphine into my soul
Will you sow up this void?
My bones are tired, I'm growing old
I can feel death in my soul, i'm so cold

Love is all i've ever wanted
But I can never have what I want
Oh, I hate you all
And now my body rots

I've lived my youth
Like an old
And i have learned
That we are all alone
So now, I will be devoured in my desolate place. I can not change destiny, it is far too late. And I'm just too lazy, my heart is grey. I won't try to hold on just to fade away.

Inject the bullet into my head
I know this means i'm a petty coward
But i'd rather be dead
Than live this life so sour

Love is all i've ever wanted
But love is like a hidden treasure, a gold
that you must search for and always it must be everything in your hold.

oh, yes i will fade away
My body rots
I hate you all
I love you not.
-Mauricio Sandoval(c)2002.