Life is only what you make it
Can be happy, can be sad
You can fight to fulfill your wishes
Strive to be good or end up bad.
Influence from all around you
Can make a difference to your life
Children, money, pets and neighbours
All add up, add to your strife.
Stress and worry, health and mischief
Problems come from all around
Noisy dogs and naughty children
Is there an answer to be found?
I need to find a way to stop them
Playing havoc with my mind
Some time to rest, relieve the stresses
Relax, chill out, calm down, unwind.
Michelle 28.07.04
What is normal?
Who am I?
Should I conform?
How hard should I try?
Will you listen?
How will I know?
Do you still love me?
Do you want me to go?
Are you my family?
Are you my friend?
Will you stand by me?
Help my confusion end?
Are all lifes changes
As hard as they seem?
Will things come together
Shall I attain my dream?
Michelle 19.07.04
I went to the doctor
Some answers to find
They didn't reassure me
Just played with my mind.
Maybe you've got this
Or maybe you've not
It's all too confusing
They talk too much rot.
I try not to worry
I try not to dream
But I feel so mixed up
I have a real need to scream.
And now there's the waiting
For the tests they have done
Is this search worth it?
Should I have begun?
It might just be time now
For me to give up
No more babies or health scares
I'll rely on my luck.
If I am still here
In years yet to come
I hope I can laugh then
At the things they have done.
Michelle 23.07.04
What is love?
where does it hide?
To whom should you show it?
How do you decide?
Is it warmth or snuggly cuddles?
Children sitting on your knee?
Mothers looking after babies?
Partners you are pleased to see?
Animals that get excited
When you come home from away?
Little gifts that people give you
Showing what they want to say?
Love comes in so many guises
Each person only knows a few
My pets, my friends, of course my family
Each one please note that I love you!
Michelle 29.07.04
