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| My name is MIchelle, I am 38 and I live in Dorset in the UK. I started to write these poems for myself and my friends after we had all suffered miscarriages. I am fortunate enough to have two beautiful children of my own, they are Abigail who was born on 19th March 1997 and Alfie who was born on 15th September 2000. They are my two little miracles. Their pictures are shown on this page. I have recently found out that I have Hughes Syndrome Disorder, which I now know was the cause of my miscarriages. Please feel free to email me with regards to Hughes Syndrome or miscarriage issues. No attachments please. This first poem is dedicated to my best friend Sarah who has shown me great support throughout my last three miscarriages. Thank you Sarah. STARS When at night you cannot sleep Count the stars instead of sheep, Each has a spirit, in its hold Of a tiny baby, lost, I'm told. They look upon you whilst you dream Of wants and wishes yet unseen, Their love they send you from beyond, They are your children, It's a special bond. They are not angry, They are not sad It's not your fault, you are not bad You tried so hard, you did your best You showed them love and all the rest. Their life just was not meant to be I don't know why, I cannot see, But by your side I'll always stand, Will comfort you and hold your hand. The stars will always shine above Each time you look, you'll feel that love Each tiny baby has for you And remember how you love them too. Babies always live on in your heart forever written by Michelle 2004 |
| SENDING YOU AN ANGEL I'm sending you an angel To bring you some love It comes with good wishes From those up above. It's a gift I was given And with you I'll share As I know what it feels like To live in despair. I too lost my babies That I held so dear And as they look down on me I feel they are near. I still keep on dreaming And that pain it still tugs At my heart as I think back To those lost kisses and hugs. So accept this Angel To help with your fight To get over disaster And help make things right. written by Michelle 2003 |
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| SEARCHING I don't know which way I am turning Life is cascading all around me I know my heart is yearning For what I have had but lost. All the years past I have wondered What is happening and why But on through life I blundered Wanting to, but not able to cry. There are answers I have searched for Causes sought both high and low. One baby, then two, three and four Five babies lost for me to know. I now know that I am not mad My body has turned against me I'm tired, I'm scared, I'm numb, I'm sad Can I do it? What's to be? I know I want another baby The risks are high, I know The fear is great, I say just maybe.... Will I reap from what I sow? written by Michelle 2004 |
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