I’ve been told – repeatedly – that I don’t know the whole truth about Patrick because it frightens me. All my life people have told me this. They tell me that deep down I already know the truth, only I’m afraid to “go there” in my waking life. So I’m thinking that my experiences from childhood on up (especially through my dreams) have been trying to force me to face down that fear. Also, I’ve never even been in love in this life, so the thought of me having a soulmate/twin flame feels very foreign to me.
My story is very loooong, as these experiences span 26+ years. And PLEASE keep in mind that while I am a skeptic, I am an open-minded skeptic and I hope you will all be the same. Until around 10 years ago I didn’t even believe in past lives, much less soulmates and tarot cards. I’m just now warming up to those cards, and the soulmates/twin flames theories are new to me. It wasn’t until I had my first vision and then started dreaming about living in other eras that I became receptive to all of this. (I really didn’t have a choice). I know that sounds silly coming from a person who admits to having seen a ghost dressed in medieval clothing, fixing the covers at her feet when she was a child. Lol! But… that experience has always haunted me. So please try to understand that what I write here has been long-evolving for 26 years - since I was 7 years old - and that quite a bit has happened over the past year alone; 2006. Also, I don’t 100% believe that every single declaration here is related to Patrick. I am open to the possibility, however. How else is one to learn the truth but to open their mind and question things?
I’ve met a friend online, but I’ve decided that until I speak to her about all this I’ll not be posting her name on this website. Just know that she’s the friend I keep bringing up. Also, she has been VERY GENEROUS in doing several readings on Patrick for me. I've learned A LOT this year via chatting with her. And the similarities between us are so prevalent that they're funny. She and I have had the exact same dream before... this was before we even knew each other... the same-themed dream on the same night, her husband's name is my father's name, I'm obsessed with Scotland and where's she from - Nova Scotia - is translated as "New Scotland." I could go on forever. We find it pretty humorous and a little strange. Lol! |
