Ok I just got home from like Jordans. he is going to buffalow pound so I wish him fun days. Tongiht me and his discussed shit and I got scared. and not just scared but a new relization first like.
I know some people may think I have nothing goign for me but Know what I am trying :) and I can do it yeah! LIKE NAS SAYS WHORE! lol and than I dont wanna do drugs. I dotn want them anywhere near me. The smell now repluses me. I will be the the clean one. What else. oh yeah. I don't wanna have sex just like that beacuse I don't want any gay fucking suden unexpected shit happeneign. If I had a kid I though. fawk! because thinking having ot go threw high shcool with a kid. NI's sisters friend has a kdi at leik what 15 was it hun? yeah soemthing like that. And when you really think about it. People are right sex really young is menal. It can and will fuck shit up. I mean idf you got pregnate then you will be all sick and hav no fun and even the thoughof havign akid is scary pushing it out. and eveything. It's scary. Thats why I don't want maything like that . Abyways I an just sayign I will try an dbe good. lol. well thats all right now. umm byebye.
*Stacey*