Whenever I write an entry in my diary, I search the internet for a picture that accurately represents what happened.

• This morning
  Last night I needed the comforting of Daddy again, so I got into bed with him. Without Mummy there, we both need the closeness with each other.

• This morning
  This morning I made sure we had all the ingredients for Daddy's lunch, since he'll be working at home today. Then at lunch-time I'm going to come home and prepare it for him. My school is only a few blocks away, so it will be nice to come home and have lunch with Daddy.

I've got two nice iceberg lettuce leaves, and I'm going to add about a tablespoon of a mixture of mayonnaise and Dijon mustard. Then I'm going to add some slices of avocado and cucumber, grated carrot and beetroot, some bean-sprouts, a little lemon juice, and some sea salt and cracked black pepper, and that will make a nice lunch for Daddy.

• This afternoon
  After school I went the long way home, through the woods. Alone with my thoughts, I could think more deeply about things. I think that it doesn't really matter if you've got a piece of paper at the end of your education, stating that you could remember the books you read. What really counts in life is the character you have become, by what you have thought or done. What you have made of yourself, in other words. Your character. The type of person you are. Your integrity. That's what really counts.

• This evening
  Earlier today, I had a very sexy thought about me and Daddy, so I put it out of my mind straight away. After I got home, Daddy and I were having a playful wrestle, and I got on top of him. I suddenly felt a surge of sexual feeling pass between us, and he got an erection. I could feel it pressing against my fanny.

My love-juices began to flow. Both of us looked at each other in a state of confusion. I was unsure of what to do. Dad was terribly embarrassed.

Daddy was so upset he kept away from me for the rest of the evening. I hope it doesn't mean that I won't be allowed to sleep with him any more.

• Bedtime
  Rats! Daddy told me to sleep in my own bed tonight! I thought that might happen! Damn it! I had no intention of making him feel sexual, we were just wrestling. It was entirely accidental.

As I told him, we need each other, and we shouldn't have a wall between us. He's scared of his own feelings of attraction to me, I think.