Welcome... Some of you know me by Kotoki, some by my real name. If you know me already then you know some of what will be on these pages. However, if I don't know you well, then some of what I write may shock you... even make you angry. All I can say to that response is: I have learned that the things I write here are beyond what is "commonly" accepted as truth, but that many times in the world we live in, truth stands on it's own.
Some you may not agree with me, and some that is written here maybe some of the things I write may anger you or cause you to think that what I speak of is heresy or untrue. However I've spent most of my adult life searching for answers to what I found ... and in my heart I cannot deny who my family is or was. I know beyond a doubt that what I write of my family is truth. I have been asked many times by friends to write this down, so that they can read it all in one place. With these web pages I am attempting to do this, Solo and LadyHarmony. *S* Much of what I write on these web pages will be of my family's history, as I was asked to write all my knowledge that I have learned down. But there will be other interests as I build this website.
Who the myths say they were is much different than the reality of who they are.
At this point I want to thank a few people for their guidance, and their words and help in the last few years with all that has happened:
For my family: I know that most of what I write here you do not know of, but no matter what happens, I love each of you and am happy to be in your lives... what I can say about the contents of these pages is this is who I am, and what I feel. The things I write about our family are true and verified to me when I was 20, but I was sworn to secrecy by him, because he doesn't want you to know. His reasons for this are beyond my comprehension. If you've visited this site, then you know that I have kept the promise I made him to not tell my family, though I do disagree about keeping silent. None in our family have kept silent before him, and I am not ashamed of who I speak of, so I will speak of them, and defend the truth of who they were. As you read further this statement will be clearer to you.
Kwa'a I know you're no longer in this fourth world, but you taught me things that I will never forget. For those of you who knew Kwa'a(Wikimahaw) or if you are interested in native american Hopi's please visit my brother Solomon's site, which is dedicated to Kwa'a and all that he taught. Ookoomay, and Solomon, Kwaykway for all the sharing. I will always remember you, and don't forget Ookoomay, we have a party in Fifth World.
http://home.talkcity.com/SpiritCir/tupko/main.html
my tribute page: Tribute Page
Brother, I love you and thank you! I will always choose Tawa, and will always do what I came here to do, help my brothers and sisters understand what is happening. In some places I have (or will when this is completed) copied words that Ookoomay gave me that you wrote, that she said were meant to be shared, and I am attempting to do that. Your words can explain more clearly than mine. I would rather copy your words than attempt to speak of this and be wrong.
Maria, meeting you was surprising as I had not thought I would meet you. I am very glad I have and I love you and your son very much. I know that sometimes I don't look at family connections from the present, but I will never deny either you or your son, or his Father. *S* I am glad that you are a friend and all the various family connections, Mother. I am learning to trust in these gifts as you suggested, and learning to trust Brother's Father and "his" plan.
Solo, Karen, Kwa'a, Ookoomay, Solomon, WhiteTiger, Billy, Abbie, perijo, cassandra, tracey, tortuga, te-moana, all my friends from SWC (if I named all of the ones I have met over the last few years it would take up a few pages at least)... Each of the people I have met there have contributed some in minor ways, others in major ways with their support, listening and ....
Solo, of all I've become friends with over the last few years, thank you so much sis for all that you've done. You know what has happened with Iain and you also know much of the last few years. Thank you sis, for all that Sagittarian advice:o)
If you are reading this and would like to visit SpiritWeb, a place that is sometimes harsh like the world is, but where many times you can sit back, relax, and talk with friends, or discuss things, please visit http://www.spiritweb.org/Spirit/chatplace.html?channel=Stonehenge. If you visit SWC please remember that there are people from all over the world there and there are always discussions going on. If you do not like something that is said one time, please return again, the room is ever-changing. As most of you know by now SWC has closed down, please visit www.allpathways.com to find some of the friends from SWC.
Another site that I stumbled upon and may only be of interest to me is a russian chat site. Those of you know me, know that I love any and everything russian.
As this site evolves it will probably change... a quote that I just remembered from the Nag Hammadi Diaries:
"We are all in the process of becoming, what will you become?"