Oh shit.
This is too much. I'm trying to understand what kind of game they're playing (and it's obvious they're playing some kind of game...), but I just can't get my head around it. If they care as much as they say they do, why hide the photos? Why not display them publicly, that would certainly seem more convincing to me. But no, they have to hide them away and make everything even more complicated and confusing than it already is. It's as though they don't even want each other to find them. Then again, maybe they wanted me to find them and think that, they did tell me to explore the house, after all. But why would they want me to think that? It's all just too confusing.
Of course, the easiest solution would be to vanquish them, but that would be suicide and I don't really want to die quite yet. Suicide if the spell doesn't work because they'll kill me (they're not stupid enough to let someone who tries to kill them get away, even if it is their own daughter), and suicide if it does because I'd still be outnumbered by at least four to one by the bodyguards. All in all, not very enticing.
I could try to escape, but I can't really see how. I'd most likely either fall off a cliff or be impaled on one of those huge spikes on the wall. So that option is pretty much nonexistent.
I just hate not being able to do anything about this situation! I hate feeling so helpless and I hate feeling so goddamned confused! I hate having to sit here and wait for the others to come rescue me. I hate having to wonder if anyone will rescue me. I don't know what I'll do if they don't. Kill myself, probably, I can't stand the thought of having to stay here for the rest of my life, which could well be centuries considering my demonic parentage. This place is too glum and dull and gray to spend hundreds of years in. I'd be surprised if the sun ever shone through these windows. It's so depressing, how could anyone actually choose to live here?!
I miss my family. I want to go home, and I haven't the faintest idea how.
What the hell am I supposed to do?!