Julian Palacios, paintings.
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Tiny Dancer
(collection of Rachel Rogers)

The first painting I ever did, two hours start to finish.  Oil paint, a wash of watercolor somewhere in the mix, baking soda, rubbing alcohol, charcoal.   
Mourn Through Love
(collection of Michele Townsend)

This was painted during dark times, but I felt good when it was done.  It took three hours.  House paint, charcoal, last of the first batch of oil paint and a lot of people around, too many.  Eric’s encouragement and patience was vital during this time.
Dancing Through Fallen Schemes

This is the most personal thing I ever did.  I thought about it for months before I dared tackle it.  My ex-wife Rachel fell out of a window last year.  Even though we were apart, when I saw her in her hospital bed in intensive care, my whole world collapsed.  Cut to the present: when I was ready, I did this in four hours, no breaks, not even to piss, smoke, sip water, nothing.  I remember crying.  Depending on how you look at it, it is either someone falling or someone dancing.  I prefer to think she’s dancing…
            
This is Inside
       
I went to Agora and sketched the interior from three angles, went home and worked for months on and off.  The thing that looks like a tree in the corner is based on a tree grown from a cutting of the original Bo tree that Buddha sat under.  Appropriate perhaps, because the damn thing has been through about eight incarnations.
            
Julia Kristeva is Krunk

This collage was a breakthrough.  I got a styrofoam board and pinned on everything I had been collaging or drawing lately.  I was reading the philosopher Julia Kristeva and she talks about how you have to accept everything thats comes out of you AS you.  She calls it abjection.  I call her krunk.  I realized that night that all the prep time was prime time.  The things that look like bits of other people’s art are other people’s art; I make no bones about it, let the seams show.
What should be the title of this?

This one was/is so much fun.  It’s in progress and has totally changed since I uploaded this image, but I want to think it is going in the right direction.  I kept thinking about Kenny Scharf and Chagall while I was working, two painters who I hate.
All photos by Anthony Rathbun
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