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January 15th, 2006
status: enjoying the break
reading: Wuthering Heights, Fathom: by Michael Turner
rocking: Queen: Another One Bites the Dust + Bond: Oceanic, and Eternity: Final Fantasy X-2 Piano Collections <-- that song is going to be played at my wedding
rant: Woah, a long time since i last updated. like half of my favorite mp3 rotationals have bailed on me. wtf is that? man makes me sad. so i'm have to upload some new ones. i've just been really busy with mock trial. spent all day yesterday jammin with geneva, jane, and amber painting the drama benches. yeah, something we thought would only take 2 hours turned into 8-10 can you believe that. but they look really pretty good, and i love to do stuff like that. we all got to sign the fairies that we each did. whoo. amber's naturally looked the best and mine looks "alright" since it was the first time i've ever used acrylic paint. *oh well* 

i saw Tristan & Isolde today and liked it. i was really feeling the noble, strong and silent Tristan. it was a beautiful story and all that. tons of action and honor. king mark had Jesus levels of honor in him. i mean that guy was gracious. and Isolde was really pretty. the cliffs and landscape were the shiz. i have to go to england and ireland! as usual i found the dark haired friend of tristan more physically attractive, however tristan made up for it, because (of course) personality is everything. haha. the cool thing was, i got free movie posters for the movie. awesome!

oh yeah, i totally recomend michael turner's fathom. its a comic book that is way awesome. i absolutely love the guy's art. it is stunning and the story is like the best!

still have to do mock trial, econ, english, and stat. fun for me. may be i should check up on dresses for prom. haha. gotta work on securing a date. geez. i'll probably end up hiring an escort. lol.

December 16th, 2005
merry x-mas, beeches
reading: Wicked. yeah, it's delightfully vulgar. i luff it. oh yeah and Eragon on the side
rocking: The Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children OST
rant: sweet sweet freedom. Hillary's birthday party today at 7:30. yeah its 5: 38 and i still haven't started on her card. i'm such a procrastinator. i'm always late and i'm doing that counter productive anxiety disorder thing again. do not worry. it will be awesome as soon as i get the picture with the right vibe and get my gangsta rap on. yeah. i did okay on my exams <to my surprise?> but not on the AP stat one, which i failed. miserably. like 55 miserably. but this isn't too bad cause, well, the highest grade in the class was an 82. should she curve it? i think yes. but she prob won't cause well... she doesn't do those things. . oh well. i freakin killed my AP lit one tho. with a 95. yeah. rock on. and for the others the only one i'm still worried about is the AP Gov... that is an unfinished story. hmmm. ski trip manana. i have to leave at like 9:30. i will returned a sore woman. like my entire back half will probably feel like it should fall off after all the falling down the mountain i'm going to be doing. everyone pray that i don't break a limb or get disfigured or something. <knocks on wood> ADIOS! time for me to get productive!

December 9th, 2005
status: freakin awesome/disbelief/deliriously happy 
reading: Eragon *yeah, it's "okay" for now, i'm getting too much of a LOTR knock-off vibe* i'll avoid the cast stones now
rocking: still obsessed with Passion. it. is. awesome.
rant: I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA! I GOT INTO UGA!

okay, i think that's sufficient. needless to say, i am, like, elated. my overall experience finding out was like crazy and emotional cause, like, i totally could not access my account and i thought that my application had not even been sent in and i would have to wait till april to find out and do it regular decision. how much would that have blown? yeah, scare of my life. so this is all happening on the phone with Geneva and i type it in like 12 time different ways to make sure that i've exhausted every last possible reason for it to come up with "invalid user name" which made me almost pass out when i first saw it. yeah. so then Geneva's like: "check your email to make sure that they confirmed it" and "YOU DIDN'T CHECK YOUR APPLICATION STATUS BEFORE?!" so yeah. way stressful. so then she tries it on her comp and it goes through and i freakin shout, SHOUT/shriek that it was the stupid macaffee security on my comp and it wouldn't let me type in my last name and instead puts in MFEMFE for Denham. yeah. lame! but whatever. so it wouldn't go through but it did on hers cause she doesn't have it. my dad gets all pissed off at me and yells "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?! why are you yelling?" and then i retort "I'M STRESSED OUT!" and then he says "well get UN-stressed!!"yeah so then i tear up cause he's mad at me and i'm very sensitive to that. <he may sound like an insensitive jerk but he was stressed out too, i'm sure cause then later he gave me a hug and a kiss and was all happy and stuff.> and all of this is while i'm on the phone with Geneva. bet you didn't even know, Geneva. but yeah. then she says that i got in and i was like: <i'll act it out with emoticons>
1> so this is the result. <nothing is registering>
2>          what? WHAT?!
3>         omg, omg, omg <in a really fast staccato>
4> and then finally, the denial/it really happened to me, thing. which i am currently still in. awesome

so now i guess what the hell else i have to actually rant about. but there is more: yeah. this cade fellow stood me up to go see Chronicles of Narnia. yeah the movie was AWESOME and BEAUTIFUL and i FREAKIN LOVE THE SCORE and am going to buy it right away. so yeah. cade. okay. i see how it's gonna be. 

he's not important right now so i'll move on. j/k cade, i understand but i want more back story for your reasons. i might be bc your mom heard me shout the "f word" at lunch today but i was only quoting anyways. so it's okay if she doesn't want me to poison you and your lilly-whiteness purity by hanging out with me. haha. woah. it was still WAY embarrassing. 

so after Chronicles of Narnia's freakin awesome cinematography and overall stunning beauty i take amber to quiznos cause she's hungry turtles and then i got a free drink and she got her food free cause she has an in with the entire staff of the stockbridge quiznos. so that was cool. and then i came home not expecting to find out about UGA and almost forgetting until Geneval called. but that was cause there was like no surety about if they would actually be posted there or not. ugh. i'm ready to go play some animal crossing. where life is simple and fufilling and relaxing. haha. i'm a nerd. then some sleep after such a stressful time. out.

December 6th, 2005
status: hey, hos. < check that sunset>
reading: Abhorsen <very slowly so it never ends. man, only like 20 pgs. left> guess i'll have to move onto Chronicles of Narnia
rocking/obsessed with: Hikaru Utada - Passion: i. love. it.  
rant: Okay guys. since i'm so enamored with this song, i guess i'll post the link for it. http://homepage.ntlworld.com/campbell5/  left click on the pasionsingle.mp3 link and then click "save target as" then it should start downloading. awesome. if you want the video just go here: http://homepage.ntlworld.com/campbell5/ and do Ctrl F and type in "hikaru" and then left click on the link and hit "save target as". now you'll have the beautiful video. uhhh. yeah. i guess i'll talk about mock trial again. yeah. stressed out about that. cause i totally have to read the brief and then start going to meetings twice a week once we get back. stressful. i have to learn all the rules too. uh that and this weekend Chronicles of Narnia comes out. that looks really good. i'm also looking foward to Memoirs of Geisha and Casanova. i'm such a chick. but if you tell me so i'll totally kill you. you won't even kno what hit you. also, i thought that i would be relieved of my terrible anxiety over whether or not i got into UGA, but alas i have to wait until the 15th instead of friday at 5:00. 
<howls with sadness>

November 28th, 2005 cause geneva complained. ^^
status: loveless bookworm. sigh. 
reading: Abhorsen, Hades' Daughter, Eldest, yes...all at the same time
rocking: my world is devoid of music for the moment. 
words: it's kinda rainy, i've decided to abandon my crush and i'm suffering from post turkey mass consumption depression. yes indeed. but i'm still kinda happy and content. mostly because i got all these new books on a ridiculous sale ( 3.99 for hardcover books at media play) and have plenty to read. i'm such a nerd. it doesn't take much to make me happy. uh. i guess all of you are wondering about the abandon the crush thing right? well, i've decided it's not worth all the pining energy. i should be able to feel fufilled w/o such thoughts and focuses. and can you believe that i actually did my hw first thing. i actually being responsible. me and geneva are gonna get ready to do that whole IF proj. so that should be interesante. my books are totally awesome. i'm particularly happy with abhorsen. everyone should check out this series by Garth Nix. It goes Sabriel, Lirael, and Abhorsen...so far. and it is really cool about necromancers and creepy crawly good to read while its raining books. ahhh. to escape to a world where everything works out. i need to watch fruits basket. no that is not gay porn. it's a really cute anime although some of the characters may be considered effeminate. it's just a facet of the japanese culture. geneva. you need to check the links and you wouldnt be so bored. it'll keep you busy between posts. ^o^ god i really love these little hearts.

November 20th, 2005
status: cooking up something tasty. rice omelets rock. 
reading: Fight Club
rocking: Everything Final Fantasy VII: Piano Suite, OST, Advent Children OST
rant: woah, can we say sweet freedom? i'm finally on a break for Thanksgiving. odly enough this week seems like it'll only be long enough for me to consume enough food to gain 20 pounds. gotta love that gravy. i don't think that i've ranted about my mom's gravy enough. basically, it's so freakin good you put it on everything, like even your pumpkin pie. okay maybe not that. but this stuff is awesome. other than that i'll probably be catching up on my rems. yesterday i went out to go get a ski bib with murrberry but i didnt get a chance cause the outlet where they supposedly carry this shiz did not even have them. i guess i'll just have to ebay it. already got my jacket. it's this really gangsta powder blue rocawear number. haha. gangsta on the ski slopes. i'm so gonna fall down the mountain. but i'm still really excited because i've never been before. so it should be really awesome. prob gonna go up north manana up into korea town. it should be really fun. i think i'm gonna take geneva and hillary cause i've been tellin them i would for forever now. H Mart ROCKS! you guys are so totally gonna LOVE it. the snack food aisles are the freakin shiz/heaven. PS: i updated my profile and the myspace links, since i finally was pressured into getting one! lol. 

November 12th, 2005
status: panicked!...well slightly. i'm getting ready to start on my Beloved journals. all 13 of those mothers.
reading/writing: Beloved *journals*
rocking: The Final Fantasy VII Piano Suite (the main theme is stunning!) and The Legend of Zelda: Ocarina of Time Symponic Suite
i forgot to talk about the two crazies that were doing it in the theater while we were all watching jarhead yesterday. are you all shocked or what. okay, so here's how the story goes. basically we're (geneva, hillary, and moi) watching the movie innocently when there's a lull in the loud movie. we start hearing "noises" <you kno what i'm talkin' bout> being emitted from a girl about two rows behind us. this continues for about 5 minutes with slashes of some boy sounds. the chairs actually start creaking.  we are all thoroughly grossed out when we look back and see about 5 empty seats behind us and the people around them paying rapt attention to the movie screen with a sort of dedication usually reserved for men suddenly getting really interested in Jesus right before they get recycled in the karmaloop. i think it's funny that we were more grossed out by the fact that they are rolling around in about 5 years worth of candy and spilled soda slime on the floor than by the fact that two people are actually copulating behind us in a movie theater. man, if i were the people sitting next to them, i would tossed my soda on them to break up the hump fest. that's what you do to animals, which is practically what they were if they couldn't wait for some freakin privacy. so that was the deff. the most dramatic thing that happened. i guess i have to get back to work on my journals. adios. 

November 7th, 2005
status: happy turtles
reading: Beloved <wierd me out>
rocking out to: Mickey, you so fine; some romantic stuff i found on my friends mix cd
rant: a lot happened today. its kinda like a friday cause we have tommorrow off, so i've been partying with my friends all night. girl friends so no boy craziness or anything. it was rad, rad, rad. we watched a wierdo movie with Gael Garcia Bernal, but before that we danced around like lunatics and then laughed. it was all pretty sweet. beloved is wierd, but still kind of awesome. discussion in class is gonna be fantastically awkward. discussed theology at lunch today. sometimes i don't think it's fair to the other christians to call my self one. that was the topic. i'm kind of feeling lost, religious wise. God is still rad, i'm just a little vague on the details. sat near the OoL, you all kno who i'm talkin bout. it kind of made my day, however pathetic that may sound <check the explanatory emoticon>. i'm trying not to let myself like him too much, because of all that fear of rejection. but it's still kind of hard. really sad because i'm at the pitiful beginnings of what could be a relationship and my friend is at the cataclysmic end of a four year one. man. do i feel behind. but purity is a good thing. or so she tells me. mostly i feel unaccomplished, but sometimes i can feel holier-than-though. lol. had a fantastic day. lookin' forward to seeing jarhead tomorrow. i'll tell you guys about that later. in defense of my liking the OoL, its not just because of his looks or anything. i really do admire him for other qualities. i'm not so shallow a person. looks would never be enough. may be that's why i'm so unaccomplished in the romance department. high and peculiar standards and all that. someone just needs to tell me that it's worth it. okay, vagaries over. me too. 

November 6th, 2005
status: amazed at the work i must do. 
reading: Beloved <finally>
rocking out to: Joan Jett: I Love Rock and Roll; Vertical Horizon: Best I Ever Had; Prince of Egypt: Deliver Us <awesome>
rant: woah, i'm doing that anxiety disorder thing again. you know the whole do something you think is productive while you're procrastinating? finally started beloved. it. is. wierd. but still pretty cool. class discussion is gonna be gnarly. i'm going discuss all the risqué bits as in depth as possible to make everyone else feel uncomfortable. myahah. anyways. my pobre friend amber is stressed right know and i'm sure she wishes that she were just as my avatar. -_-;. pobrecita. i am. just as always. guesss its back to work.

November 1st, 2005 
status: charred
listening: M.I.A Bucky Done Gun
reading: Rhapsody Trilogy
rant: i failed my ap gov test today. that was really sad. hence the charred button up there. that and i'm already tired of this week and it's only tuesday. man. the cool news is that christini the apple martini invited me to g-mail so i have a new email. everyone should get the email about that. i'm thinking about posting an mp3 on my site every once in a while or may be even adding a gallery. that would be cool. i jacked the following profile from myspace. i'll put it somewhere separate soon. tom, (supposed owner of myspace) please don't sue me. read up, my lovelies.  

October 31, 2005:.Freakin' Halloween
status:in disguise. like her. 
listening:uhhh...same as below<?> and may be the Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children OST (remixed battle themes are the shiz)
reading: Rhapsody Trilogy
rant: not much to talk about guys, just figured that i'd give a holiday update. my friend hillary said that peoply with an anxiety disorder tend to do things that they feel are productive when they are procrastinating. like updating your blog when you should be doing your art assignment. and your ap stat hw. i didn't realize that i had a disorder. i have a pretty picture of halloween...<see below>... i'll talk to you guys.
 later. 



October 30th, 2005
status: wish i were but i'm not, i'm typing this when i should be doing my ap gov. essay on the decline in client politics. just riveting, ey?
listening: uhhh, that buzzing noise that tells me i should be asleep
reading: Kingdom Hearts manga adaptation + Rhapsody Trilogy
rant: garg. i wish i were sleeping. i finally talked to one of my GHP friends, manty (her xanga is to the right under mango)! it was really awesome. we got caught up on things and reminisced. and we talked about bird flu and i came up with a theory. basically bird flu is some plan by the evil Chinese commies to take over the world. yes, yes, i kno. crazy but listen to my fatigue, medicine-induced reasoning...are you convinced yet? well wait till you hear what i have to say next. <insert long, expectant pause> China's population is the only one that can withstand a plague, so they unleash one on the world and then take over when all the rest of us have no more standing armies to resist them. success for the chinese. or we can just keep buying all our shit from them and not making anything for ourselves. that would help them take over too. well i guess i'm done. i need to go and write that essay so i can go and take advantage of that extra hour of sleep we got!

Ocotber 27th, 2005:. the ARt Guide
status: boisterous...apparently, Geneva thinks that my totem Sailor Scout is Mars and she likes to laugh at people. so do i. especially after making fun of boys <in a good natured way, of course, not to emasculate them or anything... >
listening: Escaflowne OST, Hikaru Utada: Deep River
reading: The Rhapsody Trilogy (re-reading)
rant: Okay, this time guys, i'm gonna give you a run down of all the stuff you need to see on the deviant art links i posted up. i kno some of that stuff is like "wtf?" but i'll direct you to the awesomeness therein. uh. brief guide to deviantart. first you need to hover over the thumbnail with your mouse to get what the title of the work is. then when you click on it, it will show you a small version of the work and you can click again to zoom in. there are usually multiple page galleries, so just click on "next 24" in the bottom right hand corner. yeah, read the comments of the artist too.<sorry, for those of you that just had to read that and already know...aka, ur not and idget. j/k, but i reccomend opening these in separate windows by left clickin and hitting open in separate window...> okay first up <these go in order of the icons under art, left to right, geniuses> is...

kunkka! you guys should totally check out: sunset ride, imagine,  octopussy IV <dude, the innuendo is perfect!> hapyVdae, technocrap, SNK -vs- CAPCOM, and extreme - PETS ,BIG-ass version - Uberwitches, and executioner is pretty freakin' sweet. 

artgerm: Red Hood Delivery <let's hear it for ass crack!> Pepper Twist, Soul Caliber III <fanart is awesome>, IMAGINE, Pepper Dance, Pepper Clubbing II, Pepper Clubbing, <next page>, Pepper Grayscale, Pepper Sleep, Ninja Kurenai, and the samurai stuff is pretty cool too, brotherhood, Chun-Li, Bunny Gal, Pepper Stare, Pepper Float, Rikku, Yohji Yamamoto. 

jujika: FFVII-Tifa, The Workstation 2, Paine, The Workstation. her workstations are the shiz

hoon <this dude is like Hyung Tae Kim>: IMAGINE, JACK OF HEART, FUZZY DICE (dude, this is totally laid-back romantic!), OMAI - Ninjatalkshow Concept, :D.U.A.L.I.T.Y:, +s.o.o.t.h+, EPIPHANY-Ninjatalkshow concept,C.X.F. Sonic Remedy :V.3:, SHURIKEN: vehicle concept 2of3 (SWEET! geneva, you'll appreciate this one), SHURIKEN: vehicle concept 1of3 (i love how the bike is low rider or high rider! what an awesome design! Geneva, you and i have GOT to get one of those for the stable!), CAFE Sun and Rain ( i love the washed out feel), TARA BONBON, Justice Clan (hip-hop samurai!) 

spinDASH: all of her work is really pretty and i like almost all of it but check:  2 ladies, lace, demo02 <agressive>, 3 ladies <really like this one>,5 elements, a girl, B+W+Pink.

noah-kh: < I LOVE all her stuff. its BEAUTIFUL! > I REALLY like:  .the.tutelary.(<3!!!!!) .my.world.,.last.song.,.yin.n.yang.(<3!!!! i am ALL ABOUT yin and yang!), queen. of. the. eternity.(<3!!!!) .winterfall. (beautiful!), .autumn's.melody.(love the light), .my.soul.(awesomely expressive), .butterfly. 

azhrarn: Narcissus Enchained< SO beautiful! i LOVE mythology, look at the DETAIL!>, Summoning the Serpent, Voyage (the lighting is gorgeous!)

 melora: Jade Skies of Remote Sunrise. <2nd page>Blind Watcher <last page>.

 naomi: her seven deadly sins pieces are beautiful. washed out watercolor! 

bluefooted: surreal... pool of tears, Loki and Alberich (mythology) lost wings, Papagena (anyone else getting Bible vibes?), Nyx draws her cloak (mythology!), Athansor Rises from the Sea (anyone know this story?), 

heise: just go and be a witness to the digital genius. her stuff is so smooth. i REALLY like MAN, Man 2, Desert Emperor, and then  snow palace, and calm man. 

enayla: her stuff is beauty too. ladies of london, Nelicquele <the lighting!>

laichiro: she's a design genius! 100.000 HITS, 70000 hits, 40000 hits, Twilight, Dark Elves, 

Wen-M: JUST GO AND WITNESS THE CREATIVE GENIUS! his design ideas a really good, just go and look at his concept drawings. he could be a game designer. check out his wing tatoos. and read his comments!

Randis: he's a digital art genius too. if you just go to the link that i have linked to the button, you will find a picture that i've been in love with for a long time...like three years. it's really wierd because the guy in the picture resembles current object of lust. if you can freakin believe it. Geneva, if ur reading this i want you to comment on how weird it is that he kinda looks like OoL. weird. 

Fealesy: the linked pic is the one i really like. just look at that pic for a second and like...bask in the surreal magic. it was really dramatic and i like it a lot. if you go to her gallery she's got some pretty kick-ass surreal stuff. 

AyameFataru: last but deff. not least is this girl. she is really awesome and her gallery is home to my three most fave pics right now. HeartsForSale just look at the hands and feet, they are perfect and the color, and...everything. i am basking in the coolness. and the sadness. i'm glad i've never had heartbreak. and *drumrole* even better is Blue Kingdom !! i LOVE this work. i don't know why. but it's just so awesome. i really like it. the composition is really great and the pose, and may be the dude reminds me of OoL. yeah, through the shoulders. i really like shoulders. just ask amber. and then the pencil drawing of the year is spilling the winds of fate bask in the glory of the mad skillz. it is so dynamic and awesome. look at the movement! geez, i'm really freaking out about this picture but i love the look of abandon on the boy's face. beautiful. i would marry him. him and blue kingdom boy. and dublin boy. they're really all the same person.

and just for you Geneva: Yo necessito un marido caliente. muy caliente. como mi. ^o^ para el resto de nos vidas no solo para el luna de miel. *myahah*

done. 


October 24th, 2005
status: really freakin' excited because if finally got to use this really fall appropriate emoticon! Yay! Fall!
reading: The Rhapsody Trilogy
listening: the Prince of Persia OST and the American McGee's Alice OST <creepy>
rant: not much to say today, because i wasted all my time freakin getting the links up and everything. you guys have GOT to check those out. <mostly because i spent so much time getting them together.>Uh, it's really cold outside. the coldest it's been in a while. but i'm enjoying it because it's refreshing. i talked to the object of lust. that was eventful. but even more entertaining for you guys is that i read geneva's book why do men have nipples? <or at least the sex question section cause i thought it was funny> you would not believe the amazing information in that book! everyone should read it! i was very shocked to read that the average amount of sperm that...comes out <be mature guys> has around 25 million sperm. yeah that's a lot. but that's not the shocking part. the shocking part is that the average amount 25 years ago was close to 100 million. does that mean that we're gonna die out? geez. boys need to kick that number back up. i'm thinking it has something to do with diet and like drugs or something. geez. oh yeah and the average penis size is around 5 inches. how very...anticlimactic. however, the book also says that size really doesn't matter. so oh well. but next time i hear some idiot spouting about his elephant sized member i'm just gonna laugh. he must really have a small penis to have to make up that much of it. lol. oh well. i guess i'm out.

October 18th, 2005
status: jammin' 
reading: just finished Bridget Jone's Diary and i'm going to start Beloved
listening: that fall out boy song that keeps playing on the radio (sugar, we're goin down) and Heaven by Ayumi Hamasaki
and...rant: nothing really happened today. actually, the highlight was finishing bridget jones and picking the emoticon for today. the jammin' kitty. how freakin cute is she? i was really divided because i have this really confusing one (i just realized how freaking weird it is...okay i'll just put it in here and describe my confusion) 
okay, watch that for a few seconds. i'll give you a play by play of what registered as i first watched it. 
1. awww, cute little kitty in a pool.
2. RUN! RUN, little fishy.
3. wait a minute...what the hell?! why is there another little girl-looking kitty still in the water at waist level of other big, boy-looking kitty?
4. now there's a very phallic worm being produced by the kitty, with an embarrassed look on his face...hmmm? what does this appear to be initially to you? 
5. oh, the little kitty just snuck up on the big kitty and stole the fish
6. God, I'm such a perv. 

So that was pretty much the dilemma there. as for my final selection of the cute, pink kitty, it was really only because the pink matched my avatar. gotta coordinate that type of stuff, y'kno. I was gonna use my fall kitty emoticon but the leaves haven't started turning yet, even tho it's getting freaking cold as...cold. 

And, next matter at hand: mock trail. so, graciously we actually moved out of the trailer trash "learning cottage"( <-- yes that is actually what they call them) and into the library to accommodate all the new recruits that are coming in after 3 weeks of previous hour and 45 min sessions of learning the rules/lame introductory spiels. i'd endured it once already only to have to relive said torture once again. very fun. might i add that mock trial is also a collection of perhaps the weirdest people with the inkling that they want to be lawyers that i've ever seen. you have the boy scout that is over enthusiastic and made fun of cruelly by everyone else (minus me, because...i don't play that way) then you have the freshmen, almost as enthusiastic as the aforementioned boy scout but just too self-conscious to be as loud as he is. then you have the smug senior/psuedo veterans (of which i am one) who actually want to be lawyers and don't just have that 'inkling'/desparate need for a filler extracurricular. if that was the original crop of eager underclassmen the rank doubled in today's meeting. strangely, for the amount of people present, it was shockingly quiet and awkward, mostly because none of them knew what was going on... okay. yeah, and hour and forty-five minutes of that. i also had to endure looking at loathed hannah swindle. who i now despise becuase she said the most dispicable things about Mr. Olivier, the single most kind-hearted person i've ever met. if you can invent such calous things to say about a great person like him that have absolutely no basis in reality, you are definitely on my shit list. yeah, she left early because she's too good to sit through the boring stages of being a beginner at something. yeah, i hope she doesn't come back. there better be some retribution via karma coming towards her. my, my, my, this was a long one. i better to and take a shower and then study my prepositions in spanish. fun. 
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October 11th, 2005

status: out of season
Reading: Socrates In Love (!) by Kyoischi Katayama
Listening: 50 Cent: Just a Little Bit and just to be intellectual Vivaldi's Four Seasons (DDR remix)
rant: Okay, today i'm just about finished with Socrates in Love. it has earned a place in my top 10 books of all time. yeah, i know, its like when will i ever get enough of romance novels. but that's just it, it's not just some mindless "bodice ripper" (as murrberry calls them) it's truly intellectual. just as poignant as The Lovely Bones. it's a cerebral rhapsody of human emotion and it embraces the selfishness of two people in love with unabashed honesty. i LOVE it. now i hope that since i've sung the high praised someone doesnt go and read this thing and think: she over did that... becuase i'll defend it. its on par with those other books that make prose seem like poetry and the unique voice of the author is just fascinating. some parts of the book may not translate and some of the concepts may be a little weird but if you can get over the weirdness in Lost in Translation, you can get this too. sigh. and its almost over. really this book is too short. okay people it wasn't the all time best selling book in japan for no reason. those people got some serious intellectual vibes over there. even their pop songs are poetry. <i.e. Hikaru Utada: Deep River and Colors> you guys should check the translations. anyways, the kitty is to indicate that i just now realized that its starting to get cold so my summer kitty is out of season. its taking a lot longer for it to get cold this year. i remember it was pretty freezing by now last year, but right now i can still rock some shorts. so, as a result of this, i'm feeling kind of off center or "out of season".i'm waiting for fall and the leaves havent even turned yet...i guess i could tell you guys that i wrote a new scene in my story. it will prob take me five turns editing it to get it where i want it, but thats the way i like it best. i dont really have anything funny to tell you except something that i witnessed at GHP. with commies. of which i was one. 

so we're in this really philosophical think about why we exist class <it was totally freaking awesome> two commies <communicative arts majors> are arguing before the class starts. they are talking about the dude's insecurities about his size. yeah, you know what size i'm talking about. < i could be direct, but innuendo is so much more fun>  so by now the girl is all:
dude: <using confidently the typical cliché> Well you know what they say, it's not the size of the boat, its the motion of the ocean.
girl: <she doesn't even hesitate a moment before creating the most genius statement ever!> Yeah, well it takes a helluva long time to get to england in row boat.
How Freaking AWESOME was that?! so hilarious!

i think i'll post that permanently on my site.

here's another one: my friend rose found this on the internet and made little pins out of it to wear around. DEMOCRATS are sexier. Have you ever heard anyone say: "Now that's a nice piece of elephant"? now i'm not a democrat... i actually think i'm libertarian leaning to republican. but that is worth a conversion.  

October 10th, 2005
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