 
Following my Mother's passing, there was a searching of the unknown ~
In a strange and beautiful way, when speaking of the spiritual, to talk about the discovery of the ultimate truth of the unknown
of the discovery, one that would bring my spirit a deeper understanding of
what has not been revealed and bring into my completion.
My life was on automatic pilot, recovering from my own obsessions and my split personality of depresson. Deep within my soul, something was nuging me that my vision of my life on earth was not complete. Rumi once said that any search takes us away from the object of our desire. He said the wisdom we seek is within us, already there, just waiting for our awakening.
There are so many things I don't need to know in order to love and fogive. Most of them distract me from the simplicity of devotion.
The simplicity of my life as the awarness of my divine love
of God and my twinflame soulmate love continually revealed the depth of our previous lifetime with Jesus.
It is in the stillness that revelation is realized....for in the stillness is the greatest revelation of soul relationshis and where our personal belief is that spiritual practice enhances the physical, as the energy of love flows thru the physical spirit and soul, allowing the magical healing power of a higher understanding
that enhances the physical...
The body is old and wise, indeed, when freed from the
emotional blockages that often traumatize the healing
process.
My understanding of forgiveness is when time is aligned to the present, where the past is revealed and
brought into the light thru the essence of the memory, where
we experience our inner and outer realities of
cosmic harmonizing. Thru our meditation, is where the physical healing is helped by the body chemistry of emotional soul clearing Love of the self is no longer a mystery.
After my heart surgery in August of 2003, I decided to approach my health considerations,
as my relationships shifted away from unfinished work and towards a deepening spiritual partnership of oneness...
I found that there was often an emotional charge from my soulmate's
Sacred Sunday's inspirational messages over the internet....which has been continous for the past five years of my life.
Memories of my
experience of healing from cancer in 1991 and personal caution was on the forefront of soul attachments. These memories was pivotal in my present soulmate relationship as the fear of dying was replaced the desire to experience the divine love on the higher dimensions...and from this place of enlightment, I found myself surrounded by angels and that of their encouragement to dwelve into the interdimensional healing art...yet finding the world was not ready to experience art that allows one to soul travel and activate the soul of unconditional
love. I later understood the emotional attachments of a soulmate relationship that created the resonance and blockages for the cancer to enter into my body.
Often we are awakened from our dream
of beliefs and perceptions that has separated lovers and soulmates to experience the divine love on the physical plane as free will still exists within our
relationships.
When we speak of the divine God consciousness, we can quickly become irrelevant.... But when we focus on the divine manifestations people listen. Stories of beauty, where we have been, our life experiences, of personal friendships that never leads
to disagreements, only understandings.
Spiritual discovery is where all expression is known ~ what brought us together again brings the
divine expressions of love that Jesus taught.
Being good, kind and loving is the highest sacred act, the highest teaching, the pure joy of life.
Our Search for Oneness
2003-2004
Thur online viewing of my soulmate's romantic relationship
was the beginning of the end of fulfilling my monad karmic relationship with Michael. When relationships consciously or unconsciously honor their commitments to have a romantic or sexual relationship, there is an attraction there, as they have chosen to express it on the internet....and I could sense much of what
was felt and embraced thru their physical experinences...
Feeling their internal drives, their outer emotional attachments...
the illusions of their ego drives...and the joy of their physical attractiveness.
As Easter approached, the experience of a miracle..a precious moment of divine understanding,
reminding me of forgiveness, of the truth of being witness to the death of Jesus where my purest essence and soul memories were awakened.
At this level, you are a ball of light and energy and exist with those you have known, in this life, lives past and those yet to come.
"Love one another as I have loved you."
My Soulmate's twinflame's Easter message of forgiveness
drew me closer to understand the events of the past, of personal
disappointment of the sense of defeat of soul relationships...and
that of my emotional turmoil for 10 years of our karmic attachments.
Our journey of discovery intertwined with the very essence of Divine angels, of Jesus and the divine
truth as revealed thru our soul to soul experience.
Think of each of our soul personalities as existing in layers, all present at the same time, all one and yet separate. At the highest, Jesus entered into the dream vision in which all are joined and this great source of energy contains the great truth that all is one, and in the end, the ultimate truth and heart of our very beingness.
At this time desiring to come
to a rational understanding of
painful episodes in my life.
Asking the right questions of the soul critical and
uncomfortable questions of my relationship with
my soulmate. Were all
the rejections and dismissals and
the scars they left behind really
necessary? Is there such a thing as
meaningless suffering? By asking
these questions you try to come to
terms with both your own and
others' pain and suffering. We all
have to deal with them, because
life will confront us with such
problems again and again. And
even if old psychological wounds
cannot be healed by asking
probing questions or by analysing
them, it is natural and necessary
that your intellect refuses to
accept this. These are questions
that you can only ask yourself, as
others may find them unsettling
and hurtful.
In a moment of revelation, soul to soul, the truth exploded
within our souls..as we experienced the light of divine forgiveness. The dream vision revealed that we believed in" the illusion of a dream"
unaware of being present in the physical body, separated with our profound love of God and our Angels.
When essence reveals the light of our search..not in words, as the information presented was given in understanding our souls are shared as one dream
yet separate souls.."of our dream vision".
This miracle of our soulmate relationship revealed the
truth of a sense of limitations on the physical
plane... When the light is released,
we are free to share our essence with the divine
love of our choice.
When the unknown releases the vision, it finds you if you
are worthy.
Many wise teachers have taught us that
when we learn to forgive, where we have been deeply hurt, of labeling our
daily emotional drives, searcing for the themes of forgiveness rather than to continue to punish
ourselves for
what is contained in the very essence of our soul perceptions.
Looking into our past life
experiences in this way can make
you freer in your behavior, your
close relationships and your
relationship with your soul. It can
also prevent you from hurting
others as one approaches the unconscious
motives and is revealed as essence is
shared as one.
There is the promise of the Next Moment when the goal is that the awakened individual wants to be the one to usher in the unmanifest, the promise of the next moment ...as our participation in our evolutionary process of the revelation....
Perhaps the very words of Jesus "Forgive them for they
know what they do" allows us to deepen our existing relationships that reveals our search of Divine Forgiveness.
One profound experience.. that the world hungers for and our souls are lifted and forgiven.
The miracle is that if you can dream ~ and not make dreams your master ~ you can create the change and risk it on one turn to start again at all your beginnings...yet never breath a word about your loss -as language has been our servant.... twisted by our beliefs...
Knowing every single act of hatred or injury toward
another is an action that keeps us from harnessing the energy of love or denial of our own separation from Jesus and that of our
healing the illusions of love.
Where divine truth allows one to hold on when there is nothing in you except the will which says to have faith in our dream visions ..for it is revealed in its own time and place
It was a most precious gift of rememberance..Desires revealed, a parable to awaken our vision with Jesus...believing in the dream of our illusions ~
as he so loved us ...in our oneness
Jesus spoke to Mericiana ...sharing the intention of the Aloha love...the third principle
Jesus reminded me that the Aloha love was the beginning of God's creation. Hence it follows, that to all eternity, or intent for our souls to ascend is to have a vision that merges the love of soulmates into the fifth dimension, to receive divine abundance of our Aloha love.
Thus it is so revealed thru the moment of our soul communication, the profoud intimacy of our soul to soul understanding, the unchangeable, overflowing fountain of abundance, that sends forth nothing but good to all eternity. Our divine love has fulfilled God's third principle of the Aloha love of the oneness with God... unmeasurable love, doing nothing but from love, giving nothing but gifts of love, to everything that he has made, but the spirit and fruits of that love, which brought them into being. Oh, how sweet is this contemplation of the height and depth of the riches of divine love!
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III. It Is in and through Our Souls that We Make True and Lasting
Contact with Other Personalities, Divine and Human (those of our fellows
who have self-consciously attained this level of realization, anywhere
or anytime in the universes). As we ascend through the mind to enter
into our souls and begin to interact with our fellows from this level of
consciousness, we leave our materialistic ego selves at the door. In so
doing, we are enabled to relate to others simply and directly as unique
personalities sharing common Father/Mother parentage and in the context
of the shared, common experiential character of our souls. To reach this
place, we have been saved from the isolation of the materialistic self
(the definition of Jesus' religion) and have come to know that our individual
souls offer to each and all of us the experience of a common self, the
Supreme Being. From this place, the soul, we can love others unselfishly
as our self since these others are our self, and thereby experience the
validating love of God. There is no more profound and lasting form of contact
between personalities.
"When you once begin to find God in your soul, presently you will
begin to discover him in other men's souls and eventually in all the creatures
and creations of a mighty universe." (1733:1)
You must know that every moment of your human day (and night) you are transforming in some magnificent way; each and every one of you. No one gets left behind. All are included. You may feel great one day and suddenly, without reason, feel like you need to curl up and stay in bed the next. This is your body integrating a major influx of energy that is from the heavens but activating within. So just allow the flow to unfold gracefully. You'll be unbelievably glad you did.
There are times when you may have a thought, and you wonder where it came from. There are times when you may suddenly become acutely aware that you are observing yourself throughout your day. This is the beginning of living in higher consciousness. You'll also find that you're going to become less judgmental and feel more in unison with others and All That Is. It's no longer going to feel so daunting or scary.
Living in your light, in this higher vibration is going to feel deliciously rich and unbelievably familiar. For that's exactly what it is sweet ones - familiar. You are beginning to experience the truth of who you are. This is not something you have to "try" to achieve or do. It simply is you being. It's hard to imagine that others are in this same mode when you see such destruction and atrocities; however, remember that all of this is occurring so that humanity will bring into balance the imbalance – the lack of healing love and light.
As you begin to experience more of your connection to All That Is, to one another, you will also learn how to send love and create thoughts of love from your Divine self. Your Divine self is unlimited peace and unconditional love. The masses will join together consciously in another - higher vibration and send that out to the rest of the planet. Much like you do now with group prayers, meditations, ceremonies, etc. only very shortly it will be a constant way of thinking/being and creating. It won't be a designated time of day or week; it will be constant conscious creation from the heart. Know that you are loved in every way unconditionally. And that is the truth of who you are = Divine love. We wish you to know that you are never alone and there is a very sheer veneer that keeps you from seeing us with your human eyes. But that will be changing very quickly as humanity raises its vibration collectively. You will see that we have been walking with you for eternity. And your angels, guides are always part of thee.
We love you completely and ecstatically! You are about to see that you will never be the same.
With love, the ANGEL'S are watching over you
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