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27.02.2006 |
New Digs |
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Well it had to happen, I sold out. Not that I ever had anything to
sell out to. I also think that the loyalists already know where my new
digs are at:
http://spaces.msn.com/adam-bell/ It quite trendy. It as if i've moved from the box under the bridge into a fully furnished IKEA flat. I think that it has affected my creativity. Im not as quirky or sly. In other new I hear fat web is being re-instated. Goody I cant wait. Sweet, sweet bacon. I'll see you around Adam |
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I missed a a seminar. So I find myself trying to do
some work to make up for missing it, but neither inspiration nor
motivation are present. Shit! I really wish i hadnt missed the
seminar, i was a bit late that's all. Then when I got outside the
classroom and i didn't go in for fear of being publicly shamed,
pointed at and laughed at. (Social structures at uni are a
temperamental and volatile thing one wrong move and i could find
myself doing heroin under a bridge till i overdose at 25). I decided
to leave and instead prepare for my next lesson, which is Spanish
which should mean i get the chance to re-gain some of my ego for a
short while and pretend im better than everyone else.
This weekend I find myself in the presence of the man who invented blomping and the man who makes dangerous Dave look, not so dangerous. Its going to rock! if all signs point to yes Matt, Axel, Jess, Chloe and myself should all be re-united for the mother of all parties this up and coming weekend. I promise that something will die before the night is over. Come to think of it don't promise that at all and I probably shouldn't say something that serious. Something just as epic will happen. *grins* Is it wrong to laugh at your own material? niff, niff. Christmas is going to be a return to the mother country so Bandar im going to make you cry with pleasure! It will also be my last year in Brunei as i think the family is moving out. Poo! I have to go to my next lecture. Take care you mothers of invention Adam
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University rhymes with leprosy
4.10.2005 Hey, hey. Again its been an age since i last updated. Sorry, especially to the Die Hard Fans or fan. So in a way I dedicate this update to you. Whoever you are, be you hobbit or be you leprechaun. At Plymouth university at the moment and being a fresher you can assume the type of beating i have taken or more so my liver. Also I've met so many wonderful exciting people and i can barely remember two of their names and its only really girl names. Being a bloke and sort of in the prime of my life its the only thing I seem to be interested at present, women. I swear, every other chick here is a fatality and wouldn't mind being on them or under them whichever scenario should present itself 1st. Please dont take me as a chauvinistic pig (i know if i were reading this i'd would be thinking the same thing), but I wouldn't purposefully mislead a girl and i would definitely take them out to a sea food dinner and show them a good time in exchange for a little one on one racquet ball . What am I on? that sounds ridiculous and it is. *grins* ahh well. It'll print. Anyways back to the women thing, because in all seriousness its the only things that's ever on my mind all i want to do is find somebody to to love and be loved by or at least fool around with. However i seem to useless with women. I know this may seem an outrageous statement and most people only know me for the Casanova persona i portray but (lack of a better way to put it) i am shit, really, really shit. Look at my previous relationships all ended due to faults of my own. Any girl that i am really gagging for is usually way to hot and out of my league, but i can deal with that because they would most likely be a dull person or have a low sex drive. Im generalising here and also trying to make myself feel better. Although when i have gotten with a girl that i have been gagging for i find a way to push them away or I shut up and down. That actually seems to be the root of my problems. As soon as i know a girl is interested and she knows im interested in her i find away to push her away or to cock things up and never know how to proceed to then next stage. For example typical date with me: - Cook her dinner (since at uni i've never ever cooked for so many girls or made so many pancakes to impress girls). - Watch a movie - Go to a cafe or something similar and talk about things you shouldn't really be talking about unless you have a relationship with them already or really trust them (mind you, this is the first date or getting to know better before we can decide this is a date) . - Back to her place or mine Then when it comes down to it i'll be shy wont take the first step through fear of rejection and will say goodnight thanx had a great night. Sleep well....what a prat i am? The only way this example is ever different is when a girl kisses me or takes the initiative. Deirdre what should i do?!?!? Well, that'll be all Take care Mr Fan or Fannet ;) Adam |
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Well, dammit I don't want to blow my own horn, but I
feel pumped. Its all right have a taste.... The date is 22 of July 2005 and im sitting in a internet cafe in Christchurch, which by the way is costing me shed loads. I might have to resort to selling the anus or some other body part to pay for this. Im sure though, the old Chinese guy running the place is not fussy. Aside form the obvious its been awhile. I have been in Australia working and traveling, thus neglecting the site. I know its not very interesting and a lot of you would like more details of the travels or even a rant about: how incredibly HOT!!! Scarlet Johanssen is and how you would be advised to watch the Island with a pillow, but no. Unfortunately i have to disappoint for now and tell you that there is plenty of pics up in the even more pics page which may give you some clue to my doings. I just hope you will be content with knowing that i haven't forgotten the site, im reading Harry Potter at the moment and I have loads to share with anyone who is interested but its so expensive now. I wish anyone who reads this a big as! All the Best! Your host Adam! |