This is a sad poem I wrote a long time ago. It is called "My aching heart"

I thought by now I'd forget, give me a sign.
I wanted more than the pain you left,
it's here all the time.
You're so out of reach,
a dissapearing star
And still when you look at me,
you tear me apart...
When you flow through me
Surround me and light the dark
Grab me and leave your mark..
MY ACHING HEART IS BREAKING AGAIN
I turn the page and the sun is gone
turning to dark
Memories paint the pictures like dreams
I hear your voice..
Was is only a dream when you made love to me
and you filled my heart, made me whole and watched me cry,
my aching heart?
And floating somewhere, you're there between pain and tears
between my love and fear
Where no one cares, and hears
and I've got nothing,
no strength left to watch you go.. and carry on

My Nicole!
Did I tell you that when we talk on the phone
I cover my other ear
to keep your voice in
so that it goes all round my head
and sinks and drifts all about my body?
I just heard your sweet voice on the phone
And all I have is thoughts of you
Your long hair is so soft to touch
Makes me miss you all so much
Your sparkling eyes
Your slender hips
Ohh, what a delight to kiss your lips
To hold you close is such a delight
I wish I could hold you now with all my might
I miss you like the setting sun
Hopefully soon we'll be together as one
My love for you could never die
Only gets stronger as the days go by !
And so I'm dedicating this poem to you
Just to let you know exactly the way I feel
And to let you know my love's for real

Do you believe in miracles? They buy a ticket on the last train home to love.
Do you believe in magic? In love at first sight?
Once upon a time, an angel smiled under an archway, and the sweet sky opened up a new rainbow to a man trying to find the answer to life's riddle, and night after night her smile haunted his dreams. It was a smile so beatiful, time or the oceans could never erase from the sands of truth. The world is full of people who will tell you what they want to believe themselves. They need to be surrounded by the mirrors of hypocrisy, politics and selfishness, checking their own profiles to fit the image of deceit. Sometimes we need someone to believe in us, before we can believe in ourselves. Love and selfishness have the same conversation a piano has with a million dollars -a short one. The girl, young and smiling, walked up the man's hill and into his life, like sunshine on budding petals, opening up his real colours, his beauty, until in full bloom, his life could never be the same. Then she went away. He never dreamed that they would ever be apart, that she would leave in Autumn. They never shared the ice crystal memories of one winter together. The sun never shone anymore, the moon didn't rise in the sky. The tears always clouded his eyes. He was without his love. He tried to be strong, but he just loved her too much. He travelled the world looking for her, or someone who could be her, but he found only immitations, mirages, until his love ran dry. The days turned into years, and after long journeys across deserts of his barren soul, he somehow learned to love again. A girl with gorgeous eyes, and cherry lips, fell into his life. But like a leaf in the whirlwind of Autumn, she became swept up by something he never understood. Suddenly they were strangers, and was once again all alone. He watched the oceans, reached for the clouds drifting over his moonlit nights and waited for the girl he knew he would love forever, until he died. I don't want this to happen to me. I want to come alive, and pray love will be the kindest of friends, it is often the deadliest of enemies. I found a girl with magic in her eyes, you are that girl Nicole, and I don't want to let you go. I do believe in magic, and in fate. When miracles happen, believe in them, they might only happen once in a lifetime. When she smiles under an archway, never let her go, and now I don't want to ever let you go. I want to pull you into my dreams, hold you close forever, and I promise to always keep you warm. Close your eyes baby. Can you feel my love? The warmth in my heart, the love I have for you? I will love you forever, because I do believe in fate baby, in love at first sight... and magic.
Forever yours ... Love Damir xxx

When I'm all alone at night, I can hear the beating of your heart
I should tell you and I might, before it tears me apart
All I ever want, all I ever dream about,
Can you read my mind baby?
Is You, and You alone
You're the only one I want to give forever to.
I will love you endlessly, take me into your heart
I'll be there forever baby
And I'll never let go, because I love you so

I've kissed the moon a million times, danced with angels in the sky. I've seen snowfall in the Summertime, felt the healing of the powers above. I've seen the world from the highest mountain, tasted love from the purest fountain, I've seen lips that spark desire, felt the butterflies a hundred times, I've even seen miracles, I've felt the pain dissapear, but still haven't seen anything that amazes me quite like you do, cause baby you're my number one. lyrics taken from the song, "You're my #1", by Enrique Iglesias

I was walking all alone in the street, then an angel passed me by...
Heaven sent you down to me one lonely night, rescuing me from misery that lonely night
You made me leave the past behind, I've got you always on my mind
Just when I wanted you, you came to me
I wanna hear your heartbeat, wanna feel what you need
Let me stay tonight by your side, by your sight
I wanna hear your heartbeat, share your dreams in your sleep
Let me hold you tight, in the night tonight
I don't wanna waste one second without your loving, without you baby

Your name is like a golden bell, hung in my heart, and when I think of you
I tremble and the bell swings and rings
Nicole! Nicole! I love you Nicole...
If you were my own right now, to caress and hold you with all my might
I would shower you with love
And drown within your soul
Because I live and breathe for you baby
And I really need you to know
That all I ever wanted is you...
I love you more than you could ever know
All I've ever wanted is you and you alone
I've never been so sure about anything before
This loving is feeling is a feeling that I'll feel forever more
I imagine looking into your eyes
Warm love is all I see
As long as there's forever baby
I will always be needing you here with me..
Your eternal love for me will do
Want to always stay together, because baby I love only you

If you should ever feel that I don't care enough
And that you're starting to lose ground
Just let me reasure you baby
I promise you that you can always count on me
And that I'll always be around
Close your eyes baby, and you know where to find me

I feel you
Your sun it shines.
I feel you
Within my mind
You take me there, you take me where the kingdom comes
This is the morning of our love
It's just the downing of our love baby
I feel you
Your heart it sings
I feel you
The joy it brings
Where heaven waits, those golden gates
And back again you take me to and lead me through oblivion
I feel you
Your precious soul, and I am whole
I feel you
Each breath you take
Where angels sing and spread their wings
My love's on a high and you take me home to the glories throne

If loving you is wrong baby
Then I don't wanna be right
I got you under my skin
Ohh baby hold me tight
I'm ready for our romance
I waited a million years for you
I love you more than anything
Baby that's from me the truth

This is a poem my baby Nicole wrote for me... It touched me so much I just had to share it with the world

Dearest Damir,

In a perfect world,
I would kiss your soft lips forever.
Have you hold me in your arms,
And forget everything else.

Under the stars we would lay,
With our minds on each other,
Our bodies pressed together,
And our hearts beating as one.

With you and I together,
Sharing one another,
My perfect world would be complete!

I cherish you like no other, and I promise to never break you heart,
for if I did, I would only break my own.

Lots of love, your girl, Nic xxx

Baby, I love you so much... I am so proud of you and never wanna let you go