Febuary, 22,2004
   This is my first journal entry, the thing that promted me to start it was a weired attack last night. I was ot last night at a party and slipped out back for a smoke. The deck was empty except for me and a couple making out, so i did'nt stay around much longer, I jumpped of the deck(it was'nt very high.) So i walked into the woods and i herd an animal or somthing and i turned around and right there was a large wolf. This wolf was'nt just big it was huge, for somthing to compare it to picture somthing bigger that a full growin man on all fours. It pounced on me and took a chunk out of my arm. I punched the wolf in the nose and stuck my thumb into it's eye. So the thing scamperd off and i walked to my car, i did'nt get in cause i felt to woozy to drive. so i walked home and went to sleep right away. I ended up washing my clothes and found out eye juices wash out realy easy.
March 7, 2004
Alright it's been about 2 weeks since my last post, mostly because nothing has happend since then...Except for last night. My parents were out of town so it was just me drinking alone at home. At about 11:30 it started, alright i was lying on the couch and i got a acheing pain in my back. I arched from the pain and it grew worse, i let out a loud scream of rage and it began to a howle of a wolf. I herd my pants rip and my shirt and i grew taller and thinner, Muscle's began growing that i didnt know i had. My eye's grew dull and i could only see in black and white, after being blinded for a few seconds. The last thing i remmember is catching a image of myself in the mirror my Teeth were fangs,my eyes were like a cat only red insted of yellow, and I had side buns and a goate. I passed out and woke up coverd in blood and gore.
March, 21, 2004
I'm cold so cold, I think my heart has stopped beating. I can't remmember exactly what happend last night just the same from two weeks ago. And i woke up full, and cold i don't think i'm alive now. Was i ever? It is hard to remember what happend before i was bitten. Just flashes, It comes floding back when i see a person but i feel lost...help me.
April, 4, 2004
Here i am... I woke up a few hours ago coverd in blood and memories of turning... but somthing was diffrent I am gaining some memories of what I did... I don't remmember much except the feeling of skin and flesh breaking at my will and the warm sticky red liquid hiting my body... I hope I stop remembering
May, 16, 2004
The same thing has been hapening for the last few weeks... i got sick and tired of being like this... i'm not living and i have no more right to... i tried to take my life on friday. I got into the tub with the razor and sank into the pinkish watter i woke up healed and under the water i killed again last night... i wish i could just die.