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I feel like crap today. Over the weekend BG got sick. And I stayed home with her. She was like a growth on my side. Very clingy and needy and I totally understood since she was sick. She got to sleep in bed with me so I could tend to her hacking cough and keep a good eye on her. Well, she held my head next to hers at night. I guess for that extra comfort that I was right there. But now I am sick. I don’t have the fever and all to go along with the lovely hack I’ve got now. So, I’m at work feeling like a zombie all drugged up on DayQuil and Chloraseptic spray. Yet, I still am trying to be productive. I have to; no one wants me in their cube to chit-chat. And I don’t blame them this cold sucks! Since BG is at the tail end of her cold, I bet I could swing for us to take a nap. Ahhh… a nap sounds so nice right now. My eyelids are heavy anyway.
posted at 9:33 AM

 
Things have been pretty up and down for me lately. I have had no motivation to do anything. Except sit in front of my computer and veg. Even that makes me upset because I am not spending quality time with BG (my daughter). I have been a moody cranky biznootch to everyone. Except A (my friend) at least I don’t think I am being a biznootch to her. She seems to always put me in a good mood. And then I act like myself. Happy! But with the S.O. (significant other) not working full time and going to start school soon, the stress has really gotten to me.

Just the other day the S.O. stayed home with BG and I came home for lunch. And I was upset that he didn’t cut up the celery for me. I wanted to make a tuna sandwich and I like finely chopped celery in it. But he didn’t know what I wanted for lunch. And I didn’t ask him to do it for me. So, really there was no reason for me to be upset. Like he can read my mind or something.

I’ve been like that for a while now. I am just irritable and depressed. So, Monday I went to see my doctor about getting some anti-bitch pills. (Anti-depression medicine.) I feel bad that the S.O. and BG are getting the brunt of all my moodiness. Even my co-worker has been noticing my abnormal behavior. Well, it’s abnormal for me. So, now I am on meds. The S.O. wasn’t too happy to find out. I didn’t talk to him about getting the medication. I felt I was doing the right thing for me. Until I can get through this tough time in my life, it doesn’t hurt to have a little help. It could help patch up the tension in the family life if I was easier to get along with. We will see how things go.
posted at 10:10 AM

 

I took the What Mythological Creature Are you?

I don't see myself really as "The Phoenix". But it's all in fun and games right?
(Via Avy)
posted at 2:00 PM

 
I am VERY unmotivated today. This morning when I came in there was a small packet of papers letting me know what is going on in our area. Our whole area might be going bye-bye. This isn’t new news. But our lead told us we wouldn’t be going anywhere, because there is still a need for what I do. But my name is on “the list” anyway. Almost everyone is on “the list” except for my lead and one tech and one stockroom person. Even the higher ups are on “the list”.

In light of this new revelation in the on going drama, I call work. I have very little get up and go for the company. How do they expect me to be productive when they are being total butts about this whole ordeal?

So, we got outbid on this big contract that we have been doing for years and they didn’t renew with us. So, the company that outbid us could offer us jobs to work for them. After all they do need manpower for this and what better place to get it, then the people who were already doing the job. If we are offered a position with this new company and we don’t take it, we get squat! No compensation! No severance! It’s like we are quitting not getting laid-off. And that sucks! What if we are offered less. We take it or get nothing. It really doesn’t boost morale. (sigh!)
posted at 1:37 PM

 
Cloners Get Success with Copy-Kitty
Does this remind anyone else of Pet Cemetery. Anyhow, cloning could be good in a lot of ways. But there is always a down side when you play god. People weren't meant to live into the 100's. The world would be so over populated if everyone could clone a lost love one. But really, it's not worth the risk. Who knows if the will really be the "same" as the original copy. I mean you are who you are because of personal experience not because your DNA's a certain way. Hopefully they will limit this to medical use only. It could help a lot of people waiting on donor list.
posted at 2:25 PM

 
Colin Powell's Stance on Condoms Draws Fire from religious groups that promote ``abstinence-only'' programs. Come on people! Do you really think kids aren’t having sex? Get real. Abstinence is the ONLY way to make sure you are not going to get a STD or pregnant, but please. Most kids are having sex in their early teens. (There are always exceptions to that.)

I was sixteen when I started to test the waters. But thanks to my Mom and Dad I know condoms were very important. Not all kids have parents to tell them that. Then need to see it on TV or somewhere else showing support of contraceptives when one decides to have sex.
posted at 1:57 PM

 
It’s been almost 2 full weeks of the “Body for Life” (BFL) living. And all has gone well. I am still craving candy but even that is going well. Yesterday co-workers brought in candy and cookies and I took the candy and put it in my bag to take home for my cheat day. My last cheat day went well too. I didn’t totally pig out on candy the whole day, I actually wanted the EAS Myoplex Chocolate shakes I drink on my BFL days.

I haven’t seen any difference yet. I am tired and sore from working out that’s about it. I know it will get easier as time goes on. And I will see the results I want. Hell cutting out all the candy/soda has to be doing something. And I am eating yummy healthy meals. I really hope this last forever. I don’t want to grow old and be unhealthy or have unhealthy habits.
posted at 12:01 PM

 
I am so craving chocolate. It started really strong earlier today. I've done really well so far about resisting the urge of my chocoholic cravings. But today they are bad. I started my period that's why. My body wants its security blanket, which happens to be any form of chocolate I can get my hands on. But I am staying strong. I will not bend! I will pig out on Almond Roca Sunday. My free day to eat whatever I want.

Here's more about why women crave "serotonin and endorphin" and what you can have in place of the sweetness. Like eating 6 meals a day high in carbs. I've been doing that since Monday. But I've been keeping my carbs around 20g per meal. Maybe I need a little more.
posted at 12:33 PM

 
I started Body-for-LIFE Monday. So, far things have gone really well. I haven't "cheated" and I've got to see first hand how this has helped a friend of mine lose 27 pounds in 3 months. I need to loose about 33 pounds to be back to the weight I was before I had BG (my daughter). I am a very skeptical person when it comes to diets "per say" but I don't see Body-for-LIFE as a diet. It's going to be a new way of life of eating well and exercising. If you are interested or have questions go ahead and ask me.

So, bye the beginning of May I will be all ready for the Water Park and swimming and wearing scandalous cloths. = ) And I’m sure the Hubby will like that.
posted at 8:46 AM

 
If you want good alternative (internet) music that you can make requests on try Stardog Internet Radio. I've been listening to them since Monday and they are pretty damn good. It makes my day a lot happier and faster that's for sure.
posted at 7:35 AM

 
I couldn't stop reading Preferred Customer. I'm hooked, I want more.
posted at 2:22 PM

 
This is supposed to be a dress?

When I first glanced at the picture I though it was a person in a condom suit. (A ribbed condom suit at that!)

That poor model, I would hate to go out on the walkway looking like a frilly condom, but I guess that is why she is making the big bucks huh?

I wonder if this is a big seller? There has to be a fetish for people in dresses that look like condoms.
posted at 7:12 AM