l y r i c s:



Staring at Strangers:

eyes
they see right through into me
pointing out insecurity
picking apart what's left of me

i want something
that they cannot bring

beauty
tears holes through bedroom walls
make-up face with your name-brand law
perfecting your flaws

i want something
i beg for this
everyone looks down to see me
and i feel nothing

can someone help me
find myself in this world
inward thinking looking out
thirsty in an emotional draught

i want something
i beg for this
can't someone help me?

the crowds make it so hard to breathe
when i thought it was the end
staring at strangers again


Fallen...:

i'm so bored
with all i do
hold my hand
take me with you

my old self
ripped seams i outgrew
all my dreams
so close to coming true

it's so new to me
i can't explain
how i am lost and then found
i'm spinning around

maybe it's
nothing but me
maybe it's
how things have to be

i'm so bored
with all i do
a sea of faces
but i only see you


Gray and Blue:

i've the lonliest disease
warm shades of gray and blue
it's getting hard to draw the line
between parts of me and you

in the burning of this ocean
what did i hope to fix
when i promised i'd be there
i didn't mean like this...

looking up through the water
i can hardly feel what's mine
too much weight is on my back
drown me, one more time

i feel so much like you now
when i force the shapes to fit
forget all that time we spent
forget how we wasted it


Rotten:

you used to be the one
something was there for me
but now i'm subjected to
all of your cruelty

why does it have to be
just when i get on track
everything fades away
turns my white into black

you have taken all that i can give
i guess i die so that you can live
now that you're done, i am forgotten
worthless, wrong, and spoiled rotten


Anadyomene:

you are holding my heart in your hands
making sense of everything
but i don't understand
i try to break free
but you blacked out the sky
bleeding me, squeezing me, hanging me out to dry

i feel myself wasting away
bright things shine and then they decay
where are you taking me?
open up my eyes, i want to see

i try to sleep, but find you in my mind
you pull silk over my eyes
but i'm not that blind
digging deep, down in my soul
i search for my courage
and all i found was this hole

you are breaking me apart
kissing the feeling that's left in my heart
burying me right into you
turning everything false into true


(Untitled):

a broken dream awakes me
i am buried by the sand of the hourglass

i see the sun
melting my ashes

why is it that no one sees
the only time we waste is the time we really need



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