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The Alchemist's Cell

by SJR0301

Chapter Ten

Harry felt the shiver of excitement as the train pulled away from the station. Finally, after all those miserable weeks, he was going back where he belonged. He felt quite odd, as if something had loosened inside him, and there was the even odder feeling he'd had when Mrs. Weasley had said, don't worry dearie, it's all in the family, as if he truly belonged.

"You're going to fall right out of the train, Harry, if you don't move away from the door." Harry looked down. Ginny was staring at him, and the look on her face was so exactly the look he had seen on Mrs. Weasley's a moment before, that he stared back in turn. Then he grinned.

Perhaps it was something about the bright red hair, or the stubborn, almost pugnacious jut of the chin, or the determination in the bright brown eyes, but a vast affection for the Weasley family rose up and he said carelessly, almost mischievously, "Not a chance, when there's a Weasley around to catch me."

She huffed at him just as Mrs. Weasley did when she was getting ready to yell. He thought, it was really very fascinating, how people in families looked alike, or acted alike, without really seeing it themselves. It struck him then, that this must be what Snape felt when he looked at Harry. He looked at Harry, but what he saw was James, his father, and the view was forever distorted by that remembered reflection. Harry cut off her incipient protest, "So, have we found a place to sit?"

She narrowed her eyes at him as if she knew what he'd done, but said, "At the back. Ron and Hermione have to sit with the prefects again to start, but we've got a place reserved in the back. Neville's holding it for us." Harry nodded and followed her down the aisle to the compartment in the back. He hoped that Neville wouldn't spray some odd sticky plant on him and that just for once, he wouldn't have words with Malfoy and his lot.

They were halfway down the train when Ginny stopped dead to the accompaniment of loud giggles. Harry nearly ran into her and was surprised to see Cho Chang standing in the doorway of a compartment and apparently blocking Ginny's way. He said, "Hullo," and was surprised when Cho didn't say hi back. Last year's brief disastrous Valentine's Day date flashed through Harry's mind, but he didn't feel angry or embarrassed or much of anything.

Cho looked from Ginny to Harry and said, "New girlfriend? Or is it that Loony Luna you're dating now?"

Harry stared at Cho in astonishment. He knew that Cho had been angry with him for meeting Hermione during their short date, but it had been Cho who had stormed off and immediately started dating Roger Davies. And she hadn't seemed angry with him the last time he had seen her. He saw Ginny's ears turning red and thought, uh oh, so he said quickly, "Erm, actually, Ginny's dating Dean Thomas, and I'm not dating anyone."

Ginny, however, added airily, "You forgot to mention whatshername from London." She was quite scarlet about the cheeks as she said this and she went on, "The really pretty girl with the big blue eyes and curves. Annie? That was her name wasn't it? She gave you that sweet kiss goodbye when we came to pick you up for school." Ginny didn't wait for Cho's reaction or Harry's. She marched right down the aisle leaving Harry burning with embarrassment and Cho staring angrily at him.

Harry said awkwardly, "So, are you, er, still dating Roger?" Then he remembered, it had been Michael Corner she had been dating last. And Michael had been dating Ginny before Cho.

Cho smiled at him, not happily, and said, "Of course not. Roger graduated. I'm dating Michael Corner right now."

Harry said lamely, "Oh. Well, that's nice." He gestured meaninglessly after Ginny and said, "See you later." Harry caught up with Ginny before she entered the compartment. "What was that all about?" he asked.

"What was what all about?" she asked back.

"You know, that bit about Annie kissing me goodbye."

Ginny just lifted her eyebrows and said, "Well she did, didn't she?" and sat down next to Neville.

Harry was about to say something back, but Neville said, "Hi, Harry. Have a good summer?" before he could.

Harry collected himself and said, "Yeah. Just fine, Neville."

He gave Ginny a quelling look and hoped she had the sense not to mention his having run off and made a right idiot of himself.

Neville looked at Harry and said, "You don't look so fine. Have you been sick or something?"

Harry said, "No. No, I haven't." But he couldn't help wondering just how bad he must look, if Neville was asking him a question like that. Casting about for a change of subject, Harry asked, "So how did you do on your OWLs, Neville? What classes are you taking?"

"I got OWLs in every subject except Diviniation," Neville said proudly. And then with an air of puzzlement, he added, "Can you believe I actually passed Potions? And I got an O in Defense Against the Dark Arts. Who'd have thought I would ever get an O in anything but Herbology? And it's all cause of you and the D.A."

"That's great, Neville." Harry thought proudly, I helped him do that. I did it.

Neville said, "Here, look! Gran got me a new wand. She was awful mad that I broke my dad's, but Mr. Ollivander said I should have come in long ago." Neville flourished his new wand proudly. "Yew," he said. "Thirteen inches with..." A drawling voice cut off Neville's description.

"Fat lot of good a new wand will do for you, Longbottom." Draco Malfoy stood in the doorway. He was twirling what looked like a new wand, too. His pale gray eyes were narrowed as they surveyed Neville and Harry and Ginny. "It's the compartment for all those who got left behind: the orphans, the cast-offs, and the poor. And look at you, Potter. Have you run through all your dear dead daddy's gold and now you have to wear hand-me-downs of the Weasley's hand-me-downs?" He looked at Harry's trainers with the holes in them and smirked.

"I'd rather be an orphan or wear hand-me-downs than be rich and have a live father who's a Death Eater and a criminal," Harry answered.
Malfoy smiled and said, "Just don't forget, Potter. I'm not only rich, I'm a prefect. And I'm going to be quidditch captain this year, too. So mind your manners when I'm around. You see, now that the Dark Lord is really back, you'll be wishing you had picked the right side to begin with." Behind him, his cronies laughed.

Neville, however, wasn't laughing. He had lifted his wand up and was pointing it steadily at Malfoy's face. Ginny's wand was also drawn.

Malfoy smiled again. "Why don't you just give me a reason to give you detention? It's not as if you didn't have enough of them last year."

Harry simply stared at Malfoy. He didn't even bother to draw his wand. Neville stared at Harry and looked as though he were eagerly waiting for the signal. Harry, however, remembered Dumbledore's comment about the train ride and refused to be drawn. He folded his arms and continued to stare at Malfoy. For a moment, it seemed as if a curtain had been drawn, and Harry had a glimpse of Malfoy standing trembling before his father as the Death Eater read the results of his son's exams.

"You're not so brave when your Dad's displeased, are you?" he said.
Malfoy paled slightly, but whatever he might have said was cut off when he heard the thump of footsteps and voices--Ron's and Hermione's and Ernie Macmillan's and Hannah Abbott's. He gave Harry one last furious look and withdrew.

"You're not fighting with Malfoy again, Harry?" Ernie Macmillan asked.

Harry said, "Fighting? No, we weren't fighting, Ernie. I didn't even draw my wand, although you could say that was a...small stand-off, a temporary cease-fire, before the war heats up."

Hermione sat down beside him and said, "Well you had better not be the first one to attack, Harry. The last thing you need is another year like the last."

Harry said, "Why, Hermione! What makes you think I'm going to waste my time actually fighting Draco Malfoy? Could it be because he's a hateful git? Could it be that his family are Death Eaters right in Voldemort's inner circle?" There was the usual shiver when Harry said Voldemort's name. But he didn't care. Hermione gave him one of those looks that could shrivel the strong and make the unwary weep. Ginny, however, was altogether undaunted.

"So you've decided to grace us with your royal prefectness, er, presence." Ron looked nearly as annoyed as when Fred and George had teased him, but Ernie Macmillan answered.

"It's not a joke, Ginny. There's not enough prefects to keep things calm on the train. We want to get some help. There's a few of the Slytherins, including Malfoy's crowd that're bullying some of the new first years before we've even got to Hogwarts. We were hoping you three would help."
Neville answered for them. "Course we'll help. Just tell us what to do."

Hermione said, "We want a fifth or sixth or seventh year to join each of the compartments with the younger kids. Especially the first years."

Harry stood up. "Of course, we'll help. Just point us where you want us." Ginny nodded and tucked her wand up her sleeve and they followed the four prefects along the corridor.

They put Ginny with a group of second year Gryffindors who, Harry recalled, had given Hermione and Ron quite a lot of trouble last year. Neville was assigned a compartment with kids Harry didn't recognize, so he assumed they must be some of the new first years.

As they moved away, Harry heard Neville saying, "Yes, that's really him. He has really got a scar like a lightning bolt and he's really nice."

Harry felt the usual discomfort at being recognized, but it was mixed with gratitude to Neville, who had, in one sentence made Harry a person to the gawpers. They were halfway toward the front of the train when Harry saw Malfoy, Crabbe and Goyle standing over a new first year. He had to be new, Harry thought, as he was quite little.

Malfoy was saying, "They won't be letting his kind in before long," and the others were laughing.

Harry felt the cold rage rise, and said, "I think it's your kind they won't be letting in before long, Malfoy." Harry put a hand on the kid's shoulder and said, "Where's your compartment?"

The kid looked at him with astonishment and said, "I know you! You're Harry Potter!"

Malfoy sneered, "Another member of the Harry Potter fan club. Your fame precedes you, scarhead." Malfoy bowed ironically and moved off with his cronies, who laughed just a beat too slowly.

"Don't let that lot bother you," Harry said and then he looked at the kid again. "Wait a minute. I know you, too. You're Mark Evans, from Little Whinging?" Harry couldn't believe it. Another kid from his neighborhood? A wizard?

The kid gaped at him and said, "You're really a wizard, too? But I thought...That is, everyone thinks..."

Harry smiled at him, "That I go to St. Brutus' School for Incurably Criminal Boys? Which doesn't actually exist, by the way."

The kid said, "Well, yeah. That's what your...the Dursleys told every one."

"I can assure you, the Dursleys think your ordinary criminal is far more respectable than a wizard. They like to pretend there's no such thing as magic," Harry replied.

"But there really is!"

Harry smiled, "Yes. There really is."

"Wait a minute!" The kid stopped and stared. "When you made your cousin back off, that Dudley, I thought you had a..."

Harry said, "A gun?" He put his hand in his pocket and drew out his wand. "That's what the other boys probably thought too. Piers Polkiss and that lot. But Dudley knew better. He's much more scared of this, than he would be of a gun." Harry smiled again and pocketed his wand.

The kid, Mark Evans, said, "I've got one, too. Do you think he'd back off if I showed him mine?"

Harry said, "Probably. The only problem is Dudley knows we get into trouble if we use magic outside of school in the summer. I almost got expelled last year for it. Your best bet is still to avoid him and tell him you'll report him to the police again."

"This one's mine," Mark Evans said as he sat down in a compartment with three other first years. Harry sat down and the other three stared at him.

"This is Harry Potter," the kid said and one of the other kids whispered, "We know."

Mark asked, "Do you know lots of magic now?" The other kids continued to stare at Harry as if he were a zoo exhibit.

Harry said, "Some."

The other three made a soundless ooh at that and looked like they wanted to laugh but were afraid of what Harry might do. Harry tried to think what to say to a bunch of first years who had obviously heard all kinds of gossip about him. Perhaps that he was a disturbed attention seeking liar? Perhaps that he was a legendary hero? Either way, Harry wished he were just another ordinary kid. Mark, however, had never heard of the famous Harry Potter. He only knew Harry Potter, the slightly pathetic orphan who lived with his nasty relatives. He asked, "So, do you know, like card tricks and stuff, and how to make things vanish?"

One of the other kids, a girl, giggled and said not too rudely, "We don't do card tricks like Muggle illusionists. We do real magic."

Harry was reminded of Hermione telling Ron his spell to turn Scabbers yellow couldn't be real magic.

He grinned to himself and said, "We do make things vanish. As a matter of fact, vanishing spells are quite tricky and come up on your O.W.L.s. I had to vanish an iguana last year on mine."

The girl said, "Ooh, an iguana's quite large. I bet that was hard."

Harry nodded and said, "Oh yeah. It took me the whole year to be able to vanish things really well." He leaned forward and said, "And I'll tell you a secret. I do card tricks, too. But you can't tell anyone. Especially not the Slytherins as they like to make fun of me already."

"Slytherins?" Mark asked.

The girl said, "Yeah. That's one of the four houses--Gryffindor, Ravenclaw, Hufflepuff and Slytherin, named after the Four Founders. The first thing that happens when we arrive is we get sorted into our Houses. My Mum was a Ravenclaw and my Dad was a Gryffindor."

Evans gulped and said, "How do they sort you? Do you have to have a test or something?"

All four looked at Harry. "You just put on a hat, the Sorting Hat, and it decides which house you belong in according to your personality and strengths."

The girl, who had strawberry blond hair and a freckly face, asked, "Which house are you in?"

Harry smiled and said, "I'm in Gryffindor."

"Is that why you don't get along with the Slytherins? The people in the houses don't get along?"

Harry tried to think how to answer that one. "I don't get along with that fellow who was teasing you, Draco Malfoy. We're in the same class and we didn't like each other right away. And he's in Slytherin, so his friends don't like me either." Harry added, "He reminds me of Dudley, see, only meaner."

The kid's forehead was wrinkled with thought as he puzzled all this out. Finally, he said, "But he's a wizard, isn't he?"

Harry sighed. He was reminded of himself when he had first arrived in the wizard world. "Yes, he's a wizard. But you see, the only difference between wizards and Muggles is wizards can do magic. They're still people. Some are good and some are bad and some are...evil. Just like the rest of the world. And the bad ones can be worse than anyone because they have magic too."

The boy who had been silent till now whispered, "Like You Know Who?"

Harry nodded. "Like Voldemort," he affirmed.

The three who came from wizard families gasped and said, "You said his name!"

But Mark, who had never heard of Voldemort, said, "Who's Voldemort?"

Harry said, "A criminal, a murderer, a very evil dark wizard. But let's not talk about him right now."

The others sighed with relief and Harry said, "So tell me your names. I know Mark, but you are...?"

The girl with the strawberry hair and freckles was Meg McKinnon. The quiet boy, was Jonathan Prewett, and the other girl, who had a dimpled chin and a long braid, was Amelie Ann Bones.

"Is Susan Bones your sister?" Harry asked. The girl nodded shyly and gave him a tiny smile when he said, "She's very nice. She's in my class, but she's in Hufflepuff."

"We've a lot of Hufflepuffs in our family," said Amelie Ann, "but some of our cousins, they were in Ravenclaw and Gryffindor. But they got killed." She whispered the last sentence and added in a very fierce whisper, "You Know Who did it."

Harry nodded. "Like my Mum and Dad." He saw the four of them were looking a bit wobbly and said again, "But let's not talk about that just now." The children seemed to have decided he wouldn't bite.

The freckly girl, Meg said, "What kind of card tricks do you do? You don't do divination with them, like reading the tarot, do you?"

Harry laughed. "Not at all. I'm perfectly miserable at divination. I didn't even pass my O.W.L exam on that. No, it's just a Muggle trick I learned from this old guy in a pub this summer." Harry pulled out a pack of cards that he'd stuck in his jean pocket on the last night he'd gone to the Black Jack. He shuffled the cards in a whirring flash and had them each pick and then told them each which card they had.

Mark Evans said, "Wow. That's cool. My uncle can do little magic tricks like pretending to pull a coin from your ear and stuff like that, but he really just palms them. It's really clever. But this is much harder. How do you do that? You're not reading our minds are you?"

Amelie Ann said, "Course he's not reading our minds." Then she looked at him with very big eyes and said, "You can't do that can you?"

Harry grinned. "No, of course I'm not." He took the cards back and tried to do the trick slowly enough so they could see. "See, it's all how fast you move your hands. Look!" he said as he dealt out four aces in a row.

Jonathan Prewett said, "I like that. That's as good as Exploding Snap almost."

When the lady with the food cart came by, Harry bought a pile of Cauldron Cakes and Pumpkin Pasties and Chocloate Frogs and Bertie Botts Every Flavor Beans. He was starving and the four first years had a terrific time trying to catch their chocloate frogs and trading the wizard cards that came with them. Mark Evans was amazed when his Dumbledore card waved at him and Harry smiled nostalgically. When Ron, Hermione and Ginny stopped by later, they were in the middle of a very exciting game of Exploding Snap and Harry was laughing at Meg McKinnon's smoking cards.

Ron simply looked at Harry in disbelief, Hermione said, "You'd better change into your robes. We're almost there," and Ginny giggled and said, "You've got smoke on your face."

Harry tried to rub the smoke off, but only succeeded in messing himself up further. All three of his friends were grinning at him, but the three first years from wizard families were frankly staring again. Harry unfolded himself from his seat to go back to his compartment to change and said, "Bye. See you later at the Sorting." Mark Evans waved, and as he left Harry heard Jonathn Prewett whisper, "Did you see it? He really has got a scar just like a lightning bolt."

Harry shrugged his shoulders in irritation and flattened his hair. He had been having fun, just for once, pretending he was just like anybody else.Unlike last year, the return to Hogwarts was almost everything Harry could have hoped for.

Hagrid was waiting to greet the first years and he gave Harry a great hug when he saw him and said, "Ah, Harry! When're yeh goin' to stop worryin' us all? Gave us a big scare yeh did, runnin' off like that."

Harry squirmed just a bit and said, "I know, Hagrid. I'm sorry, but things were just...well, awful. I'll come round as soon as I can and tell you everything."

Hagrid looked at him and said gruffly, "'S long as yeh're all right, I don' mind. But you look after yerself this year. Keep yer head down an' listen to Professor Dumbledore. Things are heatin' up." He gave Harry another worried look and left Harry with more to chew on. Voldemort must be causing more trouble that he didn't know about or than was in the papers. He wondered if the Ministry was concealing things again. Especially after the raid and release of the prisoners, the Ministry wouldn't want to let people know they were having trouble handling things.

Hermione and Ron had gone to get instructions on their prefect duties and Harry had gotten separated from Ginny and Neville while he was talking to Hagrid. He caught a carriage drawn by one of the school's thestrals and kept his head down as the other students, some Ravenclaws and a Hufflepuff he didn't know very well, chattered about their summer and who this year's Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher might be.

All he could think of was, whoever it was, it couldn't be worse than Umbridge had been last year. When they got in, Harry made his way toward the Great Hall but was stopped by Professor McGonagall, who said, "A word with you in my office, Potter."

Harry followed her there feeling quite puzzled. He hadn't done anything lately--well, he had run away and been out of touch for a month, but as he'd spoken to Professor Dumbledore that very morning, what could she want?

Madam Pomfrey was waiting in the office and she proceeded to examine him thoroughly, feeling his forehead, checking his pulse and waving her wand over his chest and about his head and making clucking sounds as she did.

Harry ventured to say, "There's nothing wrong with me. I'm really quite fine," only to receive one of McGonagall's iciest looks.

He subsided and waited uncomfortably for Madam Pomfrey's verdict: "Well, he's dreadfully thin and definitely needs feeding up, but the other damage seems to have been healed quite nicely."

She gave a sniff and said, "Dumbledore still should have asked for me. It's always better to have a qualified Healer do these things." She favored Harry with a stern look and said, "And you really must stop doing these dangerous things. Every year it's something. Broken bones, dementors, now broken ribs and such, and have you been eating at all?"

Harry shrugged. He was quite as embarrassed as he'd ever been and said, "I eat." Both Madam Pomfrey and Professor McGonagall stared at him, so he felt obliged to elaborate, "I've always been skinny." This statement, however, didn't seem to ameliorate their annoyance, so he added, "I'm really fine, so can I go now? They won't do the Sorting until Professor McGonagall comes and everyone will be waiting."

Professor McGonagall turned to Madam Pomfrey and said, "A restorative, perhaps. For a few weeks?"

Madam Pomfrey nodded and said, "Can I trust you to take a draft daily on your own, or do I have to make you come to the hospital wing every day to be sure you take it?"

Harry thought, god, I'll have Malfoy razzing me about being on death's door if I have to go to the hospital wing every day. He said, "I'll take it on my own." He added, as Madam Pomfrey went out muttering, "I'm not delicate!" He turned to Professor McGonagall to ask permission to leave again, and saw a funny expression on her face.

She said, "Mr. Potter, I trust that you will cease placing yourself in these suicidal situations or I just may be forced to reevaluate recommending you to be an auror. Do I make myself clear?"

Harry stared at her and said, "What are you talking about? I was trying to get out of trouble not into it! I told Professor Dumbledore about it!"

Professor McGonagall, however, didn't seem to buy that and said, "I hope you will be making better use of your intelligence this year, Mr. Potter. You want to think with your brain, and control your emotions." She held his gaze a moment more and added, "I need not tell you, that with You Know Who out in the open, things will get worse, not better."

Harry said, "I know that." He added, "But at least the Ministry won't be so busy interfering here when they've got to fight him out there."

She gave him a very wintry smile, said, "Indeed," and swept out the door before him.

The Sorting was well under way by the time Harry made it back to the Great Hall and found a space at the Gryffindor table next to Ron and Neville. He'd missed the song, but he noticed with interest that little Amelie Ann Bones was in Gryffindor and not in Hufflepuff. He said something about it to Ron, who merely said vaguely, "Not everyone from the same family goes into the same House." Ron added, "I wish they'd hurry up, I'm starving."

Hermione had noticed the bottle Harry had been given by Madam Pomfrey and asked, "What's that, Harry?"

He turned the bottle away from her and muttered, "Nothing."

She gave him a look and said, "That looks like one of Madam Pomfrey's. You might as well tell us. Ron'll see it anyway." At the sound of his name, Ron turned to look, too.

With two pairs of accusing eyes pinning him, Harry whispered hastily, "It's just Revitalizing Potion. Madam Pomfrey reckons I need to gain weight." He added defiantly, "But I'm perfectly fine."

Ron snorted and Hermione considered him anxiously. Ron was the one who said, "Yeah, you're about as fine as anyone can be who's had his ribs broken, and been half starved for weeks, not to mention having nasty nightmares about You Know Who."

Harry replied, "My ribs are fine. Dumbledore fixed them."

"I know," Ron said. "I heard him tell my Mum. He was really worried about you." He added flatly, "Well, we all were." Then his eyes narrowed and took on a fanatic glint. "And you'd better take that stuff Madam Pomfrey gave you religiously if you want to play on the team. I'm not fielding players who aren't in perfect health."

Harry stared at him and said to Hermione, "What is it about being Captain of the quidditch team that turns them all stark raving loony?"

Hermione gave a smothered giggle. She sobered quickly however, and said, "You really do need to build yourself up, Harry. Just dealing with You Know Who... Voldemort...is going to take most of your strength." She added, "You are going back to Occlumency lessons, aren't you?"

"Yes," he said. "But do me a favor. I'd like to get through one meal without talking about Voldemort, if you don't mind."

The Sorting was over. Dumbledore rose and said, "Welcome all of you and eat to your stomach's content!" Food appeared on the table and Harry busied himself with filling his plate as full as he could. He ignored Hermione's sidelong glances and ate as much as he could. He was bone weary though, and wished everyone would hurry up so he could get up to his bed and collapse into sleep.

It was only as they were all filing out afterwards that he noticed Dumbledore hadn't introduced a new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher.
He said as much to Ron, who answered seriously, "Maybe he'll hire you Harry. You were better than practically everyone but Lupin and Moody and you haven't even graduated yet."

Harry yawned and said, "Don't be silly." Then a thought struck him and he said with horror, "You don't think he's desperate enough to give Snape that position, do you?"

~~***~~


It was past midnight. Edgar and Fay got the call on the new one because they were the only Detective grade officers still on the premises at Victoria Street. Edgar had wanted to start the investigation of the City of London girl's death and he had gotten out the file on the girl to see if there were any tiny details besides the manner of death that connected her to the others. The duty officer gave them an address in a rather unpleasant area of town and directions to check out a handgun for each of them. Edgar didn't like the sound of that at all. It wasn't usual at all for officers to carry guns; there must be some suggestion that the villains could still be hanging around and be armed themselves.

The address they were given turned out to be a seedy looking pub called the Black Jack. The main pub area was dark, but there were lights glowing dimly from a tiny private bar off to the side. The Constable who had discovered the scene motioned them over. Edgar's stomach clenched at the sight. On the mirrored wall behind the bar, a rough version of a skull was painted in red and the words, "The Lord of Death has risen" shone in red below the skull.

The first body was sprawled over the edge of the bar. A short man in his late twenties or early thirties, Edgar noted. Presumably the bartender, as he was still wearing an old black apron over his jeans and T-shirt. The man's long hair was drawn back from a receding forehead into a ponytail and his dead face was frozen in an expression of terror. He'd been shot at close range and there were powder burns on his temple. The gun was still clutched in one hand, and his other hand was frozen in rigor mortis in a gesture that looked like he was trying to push something away. Fay was directing the forensic officers to be careful how they dealt with the message on the mirror. One of them said something altogether unprintable.

The other said, "That's not blood they've written, is it?"

Edgar looked at Fay. Her face was quite composed as usual, but she was quite pale, as if something in the scene here disturbed her. Something had gotten through the emotional armor that a homicide officer acquired. Edgar felt the same. He moved on to the second body. This one was an elderly man, although the sparse thatch of hair was still quite black. His hands had the brown spots of age and spidery veins stood out on them. They clutched at the chair he had been tied to and Edgar could see a bizarre pattern of blood seeping down his shirt. Someone had sliced the shape of a skull into the man's chest. Edgar had to contain a cry of shock when the old man's eyes opened. He said, "Get the M.E., now!"

The old man actually laughed, a faint, wheezy laugh and whispered, "The doctor'll not be doing me any good. I'm a goner, for sure. And God knows, I deserve it, villain that I am."

Edgar knelt by him and said, "No one deserves this." He added urgently, "Can you tell me who did this? And why?"

"I think it must have been the devil himself," the old man whispered. "He was all robed in black and his eyes, they were dreadful. He kept asking me to tell him where my boy was. But I didn't tell him. Black Jack Crowley stands by his own, he does."

"Your boy?" Edgar asked. "Your son?"

The old man whispered, "Ah, no. Not mine, but the boy worked for me here for a bit. A lost one. A waif, that Davey there took in. I called him Gypsy Jack, because he had Gypsy's eyes, that could see things, and he made me a tidy fair profit reading the crystal and palms for the poor unfortunates that come here." The old man's eyes started to glaze again.

Edgar said, "Mr. Crowley? What was the boy's name? Why did they want him?"

The old man came back for just a minute and said, "I don't know what his name was. He gave me a false one, said it was James Black, but I can spot a runaway and I knew it was false. The devil gave him a different name--something...kept asking me where he was, when he was coming back. I lied and said the boy had died of an overdose and the devil knew I lied. The devil made Davey shoot himself, just to show his power, but I told him nothing. Not even the devil himself can outbluff old Black Jack." The old man smiled and his eyes glazed over, smiling in death at his final trick. Edgar backed away and shivered.

The constable said, "That was one old villain there. A real tricky one, too. Never got caught. But he must have stepped on that new crime lord's toes."

Fay said, "Were you ever in here when this Gypsy boy was here?"

The Constable thought and said, "I may have been. I used to stop in from time to time to see if could catch the old villain at his games. He ran illegal card games and was a haven for cons and such." He looked at the dead smiling face of the old man and said, "That's just like him. To try to play the odds with death itself. He was a scary old man. Gives me the shivers to think about the one that could do this to old Black Jack Crowley."

As they left the pub, Edgar said softly, "Another kid? I wonder what a big crime lord wanted with a kid, a runaway."

Fay looked at him, her blue eyes questioning, and Edgar could have sworn her champagne hair was standing on end. "You can't possibly think this is connected to the other thing. That would be...just...too absurd!"

Edgar could feel the sharp tingle of terror shivering over his skin. He took a breath and said, "Yes, I know. It's just that, there are too many young ones at risk. Too many."

~~***~~


Harry was aching all over in the morning even though Dumbledore had healed his bruises. He'd slept uneasily, spending his night with the prisoned old man, whose old bones ached as if the fire he tended burned inside him. The old man had knelt before the fire praying for an end. He had cheated death for so very long and now death escaped him, when he wanted it as badly as a young man wants his lover.

Harry drank down his draft of Revitalizing Potion and was glad none of the others were awake yet to see him so weak and wobbly. The Potion helped. The aches in his bones disappeared and only his scar buzzed faintly. But that was normal, so he ignored it and went to stand under the shower and scrub away the lingering uneasiness of the night. Seamus and Dean greeted Harry cheerfully and Harry was pleased that Seamus had given up believing Harry had lied about Cedric's death and Voldemort's return. Dean, however, wanted to know all about Harry's muggle girlfriend from the summer.

Harry glared at him and said, "What girlfriend?"

"The one Ginny told me about. She said she gave you a real kiss goodbye and you exchanged addresses and all."

Thinking he had a bone to pick with Ginny, Harry said, "Annie's my friend, not my girl friend." He collected his things and went down to breakfast feeling very aggravated that Ginny was telling everyone, from Cho to Dean, that he had a girlfriend. He was starting to agree with Ron, that Dean, as nice as he was, was hardly the right person for Ginny to be dating.

When Harry got down to the common room, the four first years from the train ride, Mark Evans, Jonathan Prewett, Meg McKinnon and Amelie Bones were arguing about how to get to the Great Hall. Seeing him, Mark Evans said, "Hi, Harry. Can you show us how to get back to the Hall? None of us can remember exactly, and we don't want to miss breakfast."

Harry smiled and said, "Come on. It's a bit confusing finding things here at first. There's still places I've never been to in this castle."

The four of them followed him, but the three from wizard families kept a step back. Harry thought they must have gotten scared of him all over last night. It was really very annoying being famous. He saw the four of them settled at the end of the table and went to sit by Hermione and Ginny who were sitting with their heads together talking in giggling whispers.

Harry dumped his books on the table with a thud and said, "So who else has heard the announcement about my Muggle... girlfriend?" He scowled at the two girls as he filled his plate with scrambled eggs and bacon and nearly spilled his pumpkin juice when the two of them laughed.

Ginny smiled at him mischievously and said, "You might as well tell us more about her, Harry. She seemed very fierce and she was all ready to black our eyes if we were nasty to you."

"Well, Annie's not my girlfriend. She's my friend. And she's older than me by a couple of years at least." He added, "And don't laugh at her, either. She practically saved my life when I had nowhere to go, so it's not funny."

Hermione said, "We weren't laughing at her, or you."

Ginny just looked at him though and said, "I dunno what her being two years older than you means. Cho's a year older than you and you dated her last year. And that was quite a goodbye kiss she gave you."

"So you had to tell every one in the world about? Including Cho?"

Ginny flushed just a little. "Well, Cho dumped you, didn't she? So, what do you care if she knows you had another girl?"

"I don't partciularly care what Cho thinks," Harry shot back. "But I wasn't dating Annie, so you don't have to tell every one that I was. I mean, Dean was asking me about her. It's annoying. And you're hardly the one to talk about girlfriends. I mean, there was Michael Corner and now Dean, and who else?"

Hermione was giggling so much she had dropped her spoon in her porridge. Harry and Ginny both glared at her which only made her laugh harder. Nobody was laughing, however, when they saw their schedules for the day. Harry had Potions first, followed by Transfiguration. In the afternoon, he had Defense Against the Dark Arts and Divination.

"How come I have Divination?" he asked. "I flunked my O.W.L.s in that!"

Hermione said, "That is odd. But as you weren't there to choose your subjects this summer, it looks like Professor Dumbledore must have chosen them for you."

Harry grumbled, "Potions first thing! Just my luck. Snape'll probably give me detention just for daring to be in his NEWT level class."

Draco Malfoy's obnoxious drawl greeted Harry as he entered the Potions classroom. "They must have made a mistake in your schedule, Potter. This is NEWT level Potions. You can't have passed your OWL exam in this subject with a high enough grade. Not even with Rememdial lessons last year."

Harry simply shrugged and found a seat at the middle of the room. He didn't want to be too close to Snape, but he needed to be able to read the board if he was going to pass this class and get the required NEWT to qualify as an auror. He noticed that the class was much smaller than last year. Neither Crabbe nor Goyle were there. In fact, when Snape entered the classroom, there were only twelve students in the class: Harry, Ron, Hermione, Malfoy, Ernie MacMillan, Susan Bones, Padma Patil, Parvati Patil, Pansy Parkinson, Hannah Abbott, Justin Finch-Fletchley and...Neville.

Snape stared at the class and said, "We seem to have some students that don't belong here. This is NEWT level Potions. You must have had an E or better on your OWLs to be in this class. So, those of you who did not, please depart immmediately." No one moved.

Snape said, "Longbottom, what are you doing here and what did you get on your O.W.L. exam in this subject?"

Neville paled, but he lifted his chin and said, "I got an E on my Potions exam and I am here because I want to be either a healer or an auror and I need NEWT level Potions for either."

Instead of answering, Snape turned to Harry and said, "And you, Potter? I find it hard to believe that you actually received an E or higher without cheating."

Harry felt a rush of renewed hatred for the Potions Master. Everything about him, from his oily hair and unpleasant expression, to the cold black eyes repelled him and it took all of his will to restrain himself from hitting Snape right across his overlarge nose and walking out.
Something of his feelings had to have shown on his face. Snape stared at him and every one in the class seemed to be holding their breath waiting for Harry's answer.

Harry waited until he could say calmly, "This class was on my schedule. If you have a question about it, I'm sure Professor Dumbledore can answer it." He didn't bother saying what grade he had gotten or that he was sure he had only ever done poorly in the class because it had been Snape teaching it. He held Snape's eyes and felt the hostility radiating from the man as though some hot and deadly metal heated the air between them.

Snape replied, "You may be sure I will." He gave the board a tap with his wand, and instructions for a new and complicated potion appeared on the board. An antidote of some kind. Harry carefully copied the recipe into his notes and began the at the most difficult potion he'd ever tried. He looked at no one. He checked and doublechecked each step of the way to be sure that he was not missing something. At the end of the class, he poured his potion into two vials. One, he gave to Snape. The other, he kept for himself as a back up in case Snape broke his glass as he had last year. He labeled the glass vial and carried it out carefully at the end of class.

"Whoa, Harry," Ron said as they walked back upstairs for Transfiguration, "talk about giving new meaning to the phrase, if looks could kill."

Harry glanced back at him unsmilingly and said, "Yeah, well, you'll have to be alert to stop me killing good old Snivellus this year. If he doesn't kill me first."

Hermione said, "But Harry, you know Snape is with the Order and you know he's helped save you in the past."

"That doesn't stop him from hating me, Hermione. Or me from hating him." Harry walked on and wondered if there was antidote to unhappiness. He rather thought not, or Snape would have taken it himself years ago. Or maybe not. Maybe, Harry thought, maybe some people liked being unhappy. Perhaps they didn't know any other way to be.

Harry carried his anger with him into Transfiguration. He simmered all the way through Professor McGonagall's severe lecture on how much concentration would be needed to master NEWT level transformations and through their review of vanishing spells. As he vanished his iguana, he imagined that he was vanishing Snape's face, and his iguana disappeared with a funny pop. McGonagall gave him one of her looks and he had a feeling that he'd done something he wasn't supposed to. They were assigned an essay on multiple cross-switching spells for homework that he was sure would take three nights to do and he was muttering as much to Ron and Hermione when McGonagall called him over at the end of class. The Transfiguration teacher stared at him out of her beady black eyes and Harry flushed red thinking she must have heard him complaining.

She said, however, "That was a rather enthusiastic application of the vanishing spell, Mr. Potter. Transfiguration calls for a delicate touch at times."

Harry said, "Yes, Professor," in his politest voice and waited for her to say what she really had in mind.

McGonagall examined his face and said, "I trust you took your draft of Revitalizing Potion this morning?"

Harry nodded. He was relieved that this was all she was worried about, although he hoped she wouldn't be hovering over him too much. She looked at him some more, as if to satisfy herself that he had done as he said, and then said, "Well, you'd better get some lunch. The new Defense Against the Dark Arts teacher seems to have a rather...active teaching method."

Harry said, "Who is it? Is he good?"

Professor McGonagall replied, "I think it's best if your Professor introduces himself." She waved him off and Harry ran to join Ron and Hermione. They spent the lunch hour speculating what the new professor's "active teaching methods" might be.

Hermione was the most enthusiastic."It sounds as if he actually lets us do spells, at least. Not like that toad last year!" Harry and Ron agreed and they all ate quickly so they could get seats up front for the first class.

Harry, Ron and Hermione snagged the three front and center seats in the Defense Against the Dark Arts classroom. The room was bare of any ornament this year as if the new teacher had yet to step in and impress his personality upon it. The other students filtered in and before long the class was buzzing with specualtion about the new teacher. Harry himself had fallen silent after a bit. This was the one class of all his classes in which he felt the most need to succeed. It wasn't just a matter of pride or keeping up with his fame. Assuming the prophecy was true, what he learned in this class might someday mean the difference between life and death for him. The words, either must die at the hand of the other, had worked their way into his consciousness, weaving the thread of doom about everything he did or thought or hoped. So he was prepared to work in this class no matter whether the teacher was kind or cruel, brilliant or plodding.

The ripple of gossip stilled to silence as a lean, dark man strode into the room. He had black hair, black eyes, and arching brows and he reminded Harry in a peculiar way of a Muggle movie star. Instead of the usual wizard robes, he wore all black: black boots, probably dragonhide; black trousers; and a black turtleneck top. His wand was worn out in the open, thrust through his belt, and every girl in the room was staring at him as if she'd never seen a man before. Harry looked at Hermione to share a smile, but she was staring at him as dreamily as all the rest.

Ron whispered very low, "Bloody hell! Not another Lockhart!"

The professor whipped out his wand, making everyone gasp, and tapped the board. As the letters of his name scrolled out, he said, "I am Professor Giovanni Ribisi, and I am here to teach you Defense Against the Dark Arts as you have never learned it before." The man spoke at high speed in a smooth tenor and with an Italian accent. "I will teach you the art of defending yourself, of dueling to win. In real life, wizards are almost always defeated by their illusions and scruples and their failure to expect the unexpected. As thus!"

The professor whipped his wand abruptly up and shot out a stunning spell, straight at Harry, who had been so naive as to sit front and center in the class. If he hadn't been so hopeful that they would actually learn something, Harry might have left his wand in his pocket. Fortunately, he had left it right on his desk at hand, and he barely had time to grab it and cry out "Protego," the shield spell, before the professor's spell could strike him unconscious. The Professor's spell bounced back and the Professor somersaulted spectacularly out of the way leaving the jet of light to burn a hole in the board behind him.

Harry gulped and the rest of the class gasped, but the Professor cried, "Bravo! You are the first student ever to have defended against my introductory attack. Excellent. Perhaps this class is better prepared than I was led to expect."

From the back corner, Draco Malfoy whispered in a clear carrying voice, "What's this? Muggle gymnastics?"

His cronies laughed, but the Professor nailed him with a black glare and said, "But, yes. We use what you would call Muggle gymnastics. We use everything and anything that helps us fight and survive. Do you really think it matters how pure our methods are so long as they succeed?"
Harry decided right then he didn't care if every girl in the class swooned over Professor Ribisi. This guy had the right attitude all right. He wondered if he was a member of the Order. That emphasis on the word pure was just so perfect.

Professor Ribisi proceeded to call the roll. The Professor marked something down by Harry's name when he raised his hand, but made no other comment and didn't even look for his scar. He also marked something down by Malfoy's name. The Professor then insturcted everyone to get up from their desks and with a wave of his wand, the desks flew against he walls leaving a large empty space in the center of the room. He had them line up and everyone was made to defend himself against the Profesor's attack. More than half the students were stunned or disarmed instantly, but Harry was proud to see that most of those who weren't had been members of the D.A. last year. At the end of the class, Professor Ribisi handed each person a book, Dueling for Defense by the professor himself. He assigned them an essay on the first chapter, Being Prepared and told them to show up for the next class wearing clothes they could actually fight in.

"There's nothing worse," he said, "than trying to get out of another wizard's attack when you are wearing these ridiculous old fashioned clothes that were meant for the seventeenth century Muggle nobility. More wizards have died trying to get out of the way of their own clothes. Don't you be one of them!"

As they left, Harry heard Malfoy saying, "This place is going straight back down with Dumbledore back in charge. Look at that Muggle lover he's got teaching us. Figures he had to go all the way to Europe to get a Dark Arts teacher who hasn't heard of the jinx." Seeing Harry, Malfoy added, "And he hasn't even heard of Harry Potter. That's one thing to recommend him."

"You know," Harry said afterwards, "that must be the first time I've agreed with Malfoy about anything."

As Hermione left them to go to her Arithmancy class, Ron groused, "I can't believe Hermione was gawpiing at that Gribidi guy!"

Harry grinned to himself and said, "Ribisi, Ron. Professor Ribisi." He added, "Let her gawp. But I reckon she'll be too busy jumping like the rest of us to keep gawping for long."

Their class schedule gave the room for Divination as the downstairs one where they had had classes with Firenze the centaur. Harry still couldn't understand why he was in that class, but he didn't protest. He lay down on the grassy floor and stared up at the enchanted starlit sky above him, letting himself relax for the first time, it seemed, in weeks.

"So I guess we don't have Professor Trelawny anymore," Parvati Patil said. She sounded disappointed.

"Professor Trelawny and I are cooperating in this class," Firenze replied. "If you will check your schedules, you will see that your class will study with Professor Trelawny on Thursdays in the North Tower." He continued, "We will both be focusing on long term divination--reading the future from the stars and from dreams." He paused and added, "Though you will find some...differences in our approach."

Harry didn't mind. At the moment, he was very comfortable. Firenze had them observe the movement of Mars, which was moving ever closer to Earth in one of the closest passes it would make for over a hundred thousand years. This cycle, according to Firenze, gave warning of severe dangers and wars to come.

Ron said softly, "Well, that's not a very difficult prediction. Anyone who knew You Know Who is back could have told you that."

Firenze sounded amused as replied, "It is the outcome, Ron Weasley that remains in doubt, and whose portents we seek for in the heavens."

Harry closed his eyes. He didn't want to know the answer after all--because the outcome was likely going to be his own death. Firenze handed out pinches of an herb, a spiky, grassy herb Harry didn't recognize. "This," the centaur said, "is valerian. It is an herb, which is much prized among us. It induces calm and in small doses assists in bringing on a prophetic dream-sleep. A tiny pinch is all that is needed. You will steep the valerian in water and drink a sip of the infusion. And then, we shall see."

Ron looked up at Frienze and said, "Now? We're supposed to do this now?"

Firenze nodded and Ron said, "Well, that's a first. I never expected to have a teacher tell us to sleep through class."

Harry took a small sip of his infusion, but he thought he might as just well skip it. He was already so tired he could easily have slept without it. He lay back again as Firenze instructed and tried to clear his mind. The more he tried to empty his mind however, the more images seemed to race through it. Sirius fell through a black curtain, back arched like a swan. Dudley's large fist met his cheek in an explosion of pain. Mrs. Weasley yelled at him in a voice magnified by fury and anxiety.

Annie kissed him goodbye and Black Jack Crowley stared at him out of a fleshless skull and said, "Gypsy Jack, don't come back."
Crowley's fleshless skull whispered at him and metamorphosed into Voldemort's skeletal face, red eyes staring in fury at an old, old man, who still and ever defied him. He was Voldemort, and the icy rage suffused him, freezing his heart and transforming him into a pitiless machine of flesh. He was the old man, and every part of him ached in an endless wearying succession of days and nights. Life had lost its luster. Peace was his desire, and surcease of suffering.

The pitiless voice of the devil said, "You can have your peace. You can have your release. You have only to make one last thing. Make it, and you shall have peace."

The voice of Black Jack Crowley whispered, "Aye, it is possible to trick even the devil, if your eyes and hands are quick enough."

Harry sat up and the scream in him was locked up...his voice was paralyzed and his scar burned. His chest ached for air and it took a full minute for for him to realize where he was and where he had been. The other students were gone, except for Ron, who was sitting on the grass looking quite terrified.

Firenze held him cradled in his arms like a baby and Dumbledore was saying, "The hospital wing, I think."

"I don't need to go to the hospital wing," Harry said. "I just fell asleep."

Firenze did not put him down. Harry struggled to get down, but the centaur held him easily.

Dumbledore said, "You were dreaming again."

"Of course, I was dreaming," Harry said crossly. "That's what we were supposed to do."

Dumbledore stared at him gravely, but Harry could have sworn there was a faint twinkle in his eyes. The elderly wizard, who seemed quite young compared to the wizard in his dreams, gestured to Firenze, who let Harry down very gently. He nearly fell and was saved only by the centaur's quick support. His bones ached again, fiercely. He bit his lip and tried to ignore the pain, which was far worse than the faint buzz in his scar.

Dumbledore shook his head and said, "Tell me."

"I was dreaming about the old man," Harry answered. "My bones hurt. No, his bones hurt, because he's old."

Again, Dumbledore's mouth twitched and he said, "Old men's bones do hurt. But yours should not."

They went to the hospital wing after all and Harry was cursing himself for admitting to the pain. He could have been eating dinner. He could have been writing his essay for Transfiguration. Malfoy would be making fun of him again and maybe Professor McGonagall would take him off the quidditch team.

Madam Pomfrey looked at him without surprise and said, "Now what have you been up to?"

"Sleeping," Harry said glumly. He must be the only one in the world, he thought, who could get into trouble just be following instructions and going to sleep.

"His bones hurt," Dumbledore, said.

Madam Pomfrey examined him again, checking his pulse, feeling his forehead, and waving her wand. Finally, she looked at him and said, "Growing pains."

"What?" Harry gawked at her. "What do you mean?"

The nurse said, "You're growing and very rapidly. Sometimes it causes aches in the bones and muscles. It's about time, too. I was starting to worry your growth was going to be affected by your poor eating and penchant for trouble."

Harry kept his mouth shut instead of asking how getting into trouble could affect one's growth. If he was lucky, he might get back to the Hall in time for dinner yet.

Madam Pomfrey said, "Are you taking the Revitalizing Potion?"

He nodded and nodded again when she merely instructed him to take it twice a day instead of once. He avoided Dumbledore's penetrating eyes and asked the Nurse if he might go down to dinner. He managed to sound quite pitiful as he said, "I'm really very hungry."

Ron, who had followed them all the way, added, "Me, too."

They both ran all the way to the Hall. Ron said, "Only you could get a trip to the hospital wing just for that, Harry."

Harry looked at him and said, "Did you ever have growing pains?"

"Nah," Ron said. "It must be pretty awful though. You were moaning in your sleep and I was sure you were having another dream about You Know Who."

Harry shrugged and said, "I was."

"But...you didn't tell Dumbledore!"

"He knows about it." Harry answered. "I already told him about these dreams the other day."

By the evening of Harry's first Occlumency lesson, Harry was beginning to think he'd never get through the year without committing murder. Only it wasn't Voldemort who looked like the most likely candidate; at the moment, Draco Malfoy and Professor Snape were in an unoffical competition for who could infuriate Harry the most. Snape had hovered over him at the next Potions class, making critical comments and slipping in references to arrogant, rash upstarts that had brought Harry to the brink of flinging his foxglove anitdote right in Snape's face.

Malfoy had attacked Harry in Defense Against the Dark Arts from behind and without the Professor's signal, and he had smirked when Harry was roused from the Stunning Spell that he was just overeager and anxious to follow the Professor's instructions on being prepared. Harry was seriously considering asking Ginny to teach him the bat bogey hex. Or maybe he should read ahead on human transfiguration and turn Malfoy into a spider and then just step on him. He wondered if killing a person while he was in a transfigured state was a permanent solution.

Worst of all, the gossip about Harry having a summer romance with a Muggle girl while he was on the lam in London had circulated everywhere. Draco had been heard sobbing theatrically to Pansy Parkinson about star-crossed romances and poor famous Potter, who couldn't keep a girl if he tried. When Seamus had asked Harry again about his girlfriend, Harry had knocked over a whole bottle of ink and ruined his good copy of his just completed essay for Charms.

Harry stumped up to the staircase to Dumbledore's office in a towering temper and tried every sweet known to man or wizard for the password. The staircase opened for him when, in desperation, he tried "Mars Bar," leaving Harry to wonder where Dumbledore had spent his summer. He thought gloomily, as the stairs carried him upward, that if he were only normal, he might be hanging out in the common room with everyone else instead of going to have his head and heart vacuumed out and all his misery made plain to the world.

Harry could have sworn the griffin doorknocker winked at him as he entered. Dumbledore was seated at his desk with a copy of the London times before him. The headline had something about rival drug gangs fighting and beneath that was a photo of Prince William at school. Harry wondered what Dumbledore found interesting in the Muggle news and whether something in there was actually some activity of Voldemort's.

But when Dumbledore looked up, he remarked serenely, "The London Chamber Quintet is performing next Sunday."

"Are you sure you want to do this?" Harry asked.

Dumbledore considered him out of blue eyes that were suddenly completely closed and emotionless. But his tone was gentle as he said, "It is necessary."

Harry swallowed nervously and nodded.

Dumbledore stood up said, "I want you to take a deep breath and try to empty your mind of emotion and any thoughts that cause strong emotions."

Harry nodded again, although he felt that this was simply hopeless. He had never yet succeeded in emptying his mind of anything, thoughts or emotions; not even when he was fatigued beyond endurance; not even when he had taken the valerian in Divination. He breathed deeply and tried to find something to focus on that was neutral. It was harder than finding a happy thought had been for the patronus spell.

Dumbledore raised his wand and in an instant, Harry was on his knees. He was four years old and it was cold and dark in his cupboard and he was hungry, so very hungry, and he hurt where uncle Vernon had smacked him for asking about his Mum. He was hunched over in pain, but he wouldn't cry, even though Dudley and his friends had caught him for once--ambushed him from behind a tree, and Piers had held his arms behind his back while Dudley hit him. He was knocking on the door of the Leaky Cauldron, but no one answered; he was dialing the number at the Ministry, but no one answered; he was alone and hungry and he hurt all over and there was nowhere to go; Sirius was dead and he was alone again. He was always, always, alone. The spell lifted, but nothing could lift his grief and pain. His cheeks were dry, but nothing could stop the tears that scalded his heart.

Finally, he looked up at Dumbledore and said, "That wasn't very good, was it?"
The old man's face was utterly blank. No emotion showed, but tears ran down his cheeks unchecked."I'm sorry," Dumbledore said. "I'm sorry to make you do this. Try again." The old wizard's face firmed and the blue eyes were cool and serene. "Try," he said, "to think of something else. Hold in your mind a fragment of music, or an image of the stars in the sky. Focus on something outside you."

Harry nodded and thought to himself, if I can write lines for Umbridge in my own blood without speaking, I can do this. He focused on the image of the sky as he had seen it in Divination and nodded again to Dumbledore that he was ready.

He didn't even see Dumbledore raise his wand this time. The image of the stars was ripped aside and he was down again. Words were echoing in his mind, freak, freak, good-for-nothing, scarhead, bad blood, runt of the litter, should have been drowned from birth. The words were knives in his mind, slicing him open. The pain in his bones was a river of fire and red eyes with pupils like a cat's stared pitilessly as a high, cold voice said, "Bow to death, Harry," and deep inside him he rebelled and screamed, "Never!" The scream echoed in his mind like the words had and he seemed to hear the sound of glass shattering before he could bear no more and the darkness descended.

He had no clue how long it was before he came back to himself that time. He was lying on a couch in Dumbledore's office and Dumbledore was seated at the desk, shoulders hunched, his hands steepled together, his eyes staring into the distance and focused on nothing. Harry sat up and tried to speak, but was startled to find his voice came out as a croak.

Dumbledore moved swiftly to his side, astonishingly swiftly for a one hundred fifty year old man, and said, "Softly, now." He helped Harry to the chair at the desk and handed him a cup of hot, sweet tea. Harry shivered as he drank the tea and then shook his head.

"It's no good, is it?" he said. "How can I block out Voldemort, if I can't get past this?"

Dumbledore's face was calm and unreadable. "You've made a start," he said, "and you did manage to stop it at the end."

Harry stared at him. "I blocked out nothing," he said.

Dumbledore shook his head and pointed to a crystal ball that lay shattered on the floor.

"That was you," he said. "You did that, when you threw me back out."

Harry nearly dropped the tea cup and broke that, too. "How?" he asked.

"I don't know," Dumbleodre replied. With the faintest of twinkles he added, "I shall have to clear my office of breakables next time. You are rather hard on them, it seems."

"Next time?" Harry asked.

Dumbledore replied wearily, "Saturday morning, yes. And you will, you must, try to practice emptying your mind and thoughts when you go to sleep each night. Try, as I said, focusing on something outside yourself." He looked at Harry and added, "You must. If you do not wish to be Voldemort's tool and puppet, you must."

Harry looked down at his hands, at the long fingers, at his killer hands and said, "I'll try."

Harry dragged himself back to the Gryffindor common room. There was a notice posted that read, QUIDDITCH TEAM TRYOUTS TOMORROW. ALL THOSE DESIRING TO PLAY MUST ATTEND. Ron was sitting by the fire discussing his ideas for tactics to a rapt audience of first years and team hopefuls. Hermione was sitting in a chair nearby and knitting elf hats absentmindedly, her eyes appearing to be looking at Ron, but in reality, glazed over in boredom. She saw Harry and her gazed sharpened into focus and widened with anxiety. Harry gave a wordless wave and went up the steps to the sixth years' room. He remembered to kick off his shoes before sliding into bed with his wand in his hand and his glasses still on his nose. He stared at the moonlit window and tried to focus on the light but he was asleep in seconds. His last thought was that he hadn't finished his essay for Potions and he hadn't practiced for Transfiguration.

~~***~~


Davey Byrd's apartment was actually a large empty warehouse space with a tiny kitchenette and a toilet and tub for a bathroom. The loft was empty except for four bare mattresses on the scuffed wooden floor. The refrigerator was empty as were the cabinets, and Edgar wondered what the occupants had eaten. Byrd had left nothing behind but a stack of T-shirts for a would-be rock group called the Death Masters. Edgar wrinkled his nose. The shirts seemed to have been worn several times each and never laundered.

Fay was checking the mattresses for hidden articles. There was no money hidden in a slit in any of them. No letters. No bills. Not even a telephone, a television or mobile and no record anywhere of who Byrd's roomates had been. Edgar had run variants of the name James Black and Jack Black through the computer listing of runaways, but nothing came up. There were no open juvenile files on any James Black. The only Black that came up was a single name--Sirius Black--said to have escaped prison some two years ago and never been caught. That Black was an adult in his thirties, though.

Their next stop was at the home of one Madame Blavatsky, a psychic reader the Constable had identified as having given readings at the Black Jack off and on for several years. A sign on the window of a bedsit in Stepney advertised Psychic Readings- Seances-Tarot Readings-Horoscopes. Madame Blavatsky was an all around con woman, Edgar thought.

Madam Blavatsky turned out to be an aging woman who wore the usual trappings of the medium: lace headscarf, jet beads, and layers of shawls over an Indian print robe. Her eyes were sharp and shrewd, though, and she was quick to assure them that she was a wholly legitmate businesswoman who contributed her talent to help the troubled.

"How long did you work for Black Jack Crowley," Fay asked.

The woman's shrewd eyes narrowed, but she answered with apparent openness, "I didn't work for Black Jack. He gave me a place to do readings and I gave him a percentage of my fees in return."

"What do you know about this Lord of Death?" Edgar asked.

"Nothing," the woman answered, although she paled slightly.

"Nothing? Yet he killed Black Jack Crowley. Why would a crime lord like that bother with a small pub owner like Jack Crowley, Madame?" Edgar held her eyes, hoping that the eye contact would make her uneasy enough to talk.

"I don't know." The woman shrugged and did not elaborate.

Edgar suspected she had been in trouble before or on the edges of it. She certainly answered with as little information and words as possible. Like a pro.

"But you were aware of Crowley's illegal activities, weren't you? You were there when he ran illegal gambling at the pub, weren't you?" Fay asked.

"There wasn't anything illegal done there that I know of," Madame Blavatsky replied. "He liked a game of cards from time to time, but there's nothing wrong with that, is there?"

"What about this kid he had working for him, Gypsy Jack?" Edgar asked.

The woman's face changed ever so slightly. She shook her head and shrugged. "You were there at least once when the boy was there, weren't you?" Edgar pressed.

Madame Blavatsky shrugged again. "Jack had kids working for him over the years. He like to brag he gave the poor a helping hand."

"So this kid needed help, and Crowley gave it to him?" Edgar couldn't keep the incredulity out of his voice. The old man had been a right villain. The only question was why he would have protected just one more kid.

"He was a runaway," Madame Blavatsky said, and then seemed sorry she had admitted to knowing about him.

"So you did meet him," Fay said.

Madame Blavatsky shrugged again, and Edgar decided it was time to quite being polite. "This is a murder case, Madame," he said, "And we'd like to keep the body count from getting higher. What do you know about this kid, James Black, or Gypsy Jack?" He didn't bother stating the implicit threat, that they would hold her or arrest her for obstructing their investigation if she failed to cooperate.

The woman's eyes sharpened again. "There was a boy," she said, "who showed up with Davey Byrd and his girlfriend last summer. Sometime around the beginning of August. He claimed to be eighteen and looking for work, and I gave him a free reading, a courtesy for a friend of the bartender's." Edgar waited. His interest quickened. Something about the kid had drawn the woman's resentment, he thought.

"The kid had nerve, I'll give him that. He told me my reading was all wrong, mocked me, and Black Jack liked him. He appealed to the old man's sense of humor," the woman said. "And maybe something else. Black Jack liked the innocent ones, you know. He liked to corrupt them."

She shook her head at Edgar's involuntary look of disgust. "Not that way," she said. "No, he taught the boy tricks with the cards. He had sharp eyes, unusually sharp, and he spotted Black Jack cheating on the shuffle in one of his games. He spotted everyone cheating the first time around and told them what he'd seen. So Black Jack thought he was a marvel and wanted to train him up you see, to help him cheat them all."

"Go on," Edgar said.

The old woman nodded. Her resentment had overcome her caution, and she was eager to talk now. "Within a day or two, Black Jack had the boy reading palms and the crystal and he gave the boy the name Gypsy Jack. It was a kind of joke to him to build the boy up and gain him a following, because he could take the lion's share of the percentage from the boy and make more money on him than on me."

"What happened to the boy?" Fay asked, "and what did he look like?"

The old woman shrugged. "He disappeared again at the end of August. Something happened, I don't know what, because it was on a night I wasn't there. A customer Black Jack cheated came back, I heard, but went away without touching anyone. But the boy went back home, I think. Davey's girl Nora, she said that the boy had been found by family or his guardian or some such thing, and he never came back."

"You said he claimed to be eighteen. Did you think he wasn't?" Fay asked.

"Eighteen! He couldn't have been a day over sixteen. Maybe even fourteen or fifteen." Madame Blavatsky gave a hoarse crow of laughter.
"He was skinny, you know, like the young ones get when they grow fast. And I could tell, he had no beard yet, and he was real naive about the street. A runaway, I guess. Davey kept calling him Prince James, because he talked like a toff, a real gentleman."

"What about his hair, his eyes, what else can you tell us?"

Madame Blavatsky thought and her expression softened just a bit. "His hair was black, a real jet black and his eyes were green. Like emeralds, they were. I've never seen eyes that green before. And he was...sad somehow. But he promised to be a real looker someday, when he grows up, even with the glasses." She looked at Edgar and Fay and asked, "You aren't thinking that boy had anything to do with Black Jack's killing do you? A babe like that?"

Fay shook her head. "No, Madame. We know who did it. This "Lord of Death" as he calls himself. We want to know why a crime lord wanted to know where this Gypsy Jack was so badly that he killed Davey Byrd and Black Jack Crowley just to find out."

The old woman's astonishment was transparent and Edgar thought, genuine.

"I don't know. He was just a boy. A lost, runaway boy."

"And this Lord of Death fellow. Do you know anything about him? Who he is?" she pressed.

The old woman shook her head. "Nothing. Nothing at all."

Afterwards, Edgar said, "Everything we work on lately leads to a dead end. No evidence, no leads, nothing."

Fay shook her head. "We'll have to have one of the Constables do a visual check. Go through every juvenile report of a missing kid in that age group for a similar description. This could take forever, and for all we know, the kid's already dead. And why, why does a gang lord like that want a runaway? What for?" Edgar shook his head. They had more questions and no answers. At least, none that made any sense.

~~***~~


It was the fiery pain in his bones that woke Harry at sunrise the next morning. Harry listened to the others' soft snores jealously and wished he could sleep dreamlessly and wake up free of pain. He lay there hoping the pain would subside and remembered that he had Potions first thing and hadn't finished his essay. After a while, he rolled over and reached for the bottle of Revitalizing Potion, but nearly dropped it because his hands were shaking. He downed a double dose and waited for the surge in energy and relief from pain that should have accompanied it. This time, however, although the pain dimmed, he still ached all over and his head felt leaden, weighed down, as if he were underwater again.

He dressed slowly, like an old man, and then changed again in annoyance when he recalled that he had to wear clothes he could move in for Defense Against the Dark Arts. He found an old pair of jeans that almost fit and the plain black turtleneck he had worn as an extra for Hamlet. He flung his robes on over that and went down to the common room to try to finish his Potions essay before class. He had a sinking feeling this one would get him another D for dreadful, or even a T for troll (if that mark really existed). At the moment, he was wishing he had bought a large stock of ordinary Muggle aspirin at the chemists before returning to school. Even his hands ached when he tried to write and he had a sinking feeling Defense class was going to be far more difficult than normal.

"How did it go?" Hermione asked softly as she reached for the bowl of strawberries at breakfast.

"How did what go?" Harry asked. He took a bite of his eggs and pushed the bacon around on his plate.

Hermione answered for him, "Not well, I suppose, seeing you don't want to talk about it." She watched him anxiously and added, "Shouldn't you try to eat a bit more than that?"

"I'm fine," he answered and sipped coffee instead of his usual pumpkin juice hoping it would wake him up and give him the energy even the Revitalizing Potion hadn't.

He decided he really didn't need a detention for Quidditch tryouts again this year and humbled his pride to ask, "Hermione. Erm, do you think you could look at my Potions essay, just to see if it's missing anything absolutely necessary to pass?"

She looked for a moment as though she would refuse or lecture him, but after a moment, she merely held out her hand for it and said, as she scanned his parchment quickly, "You need to put in the information about aconite, otherwise it'll fail."

"You're a livesaver, Hermione," he said. He shoved the food away from him and pulled out his Potions book to copy down as much as he could before they had to go to class.

"You're still working on that?" Ron asked.

Harry gave Ron a dirty look and said, "You'd still be finishing it, too, if you'd had extra lessons last night." Ron exchanged glances with Hermione, the worried kind that made Harry annoyed, even though he knew they were simply concerned about him.

"I dunno, Harry," Ron said, "nothing ever seems to go easy for you." He hesitated and then asked quietly, "Was it any easier with Dumbledore teaching you?"

Harry made a production of putting his essay and book back in his bag and said, "No. It was worse, actually." He closed his eyes a moment to shut out the memories the last night's session had dredged up and said dismally, "And I have to go back Saturday morning for more."

Ron continued to watch him with concern. After another pause, he asked, "Will you...are you going to be up to quidditch practice then? I scheduled tryouts after dinner tonight."

"I'll be there," Harry said grimly, "and I'll be up to it." He swung his bag over his shoulder and said, "Let's go, then, and see how long it takes before Snape thinks of a way to provoke me so he can give me detention tonight."

Before they had even started the lesson, Harry was ready to kill Snape again. The Potions professor took one look at Harry's essay and handed it right back to him. "Will you be needing remedial lessons in handwriting now, Potter? That is totally unreadable, and I don't intend to ruin my eyes trying to decipher it." Snape stared challengingly at Harry and added, "I want a readable copy back before dinner tonight or you will receive no credit. And be glad," he finished, "that I'm letting you recopy it. A stricter teacher might have refused it altogether."

Harry closed his mouth on the furious answer he wanted to give and tried to blank his face of all emotion. He only succeeded in glaring murderously at Snape as he tucked his essay back away and tried to figure out how he would eat lunch and rewrite the essay at the same time.

The class went from bad to worse. He managed to follow the instructions on the board for an antidote to arsenic poisoning, but he dropped his flagon before turning it in.

"Look at him," Draco Malfoy said. "He's even clumsier than Longbottom this year. He'll be falling of his broom in quidditch practice at this rate." The blond Slytherin snickered with satisfaction as Harry filled a new glass with the remaining part of his potion and nearly dropped that one, too.

Harry sat in the back during Transfiguration and imagined doing a cross-switching spell that put a donkey's head on Draco Malfoy as he recopied his Potions essay and hoped McGonagall wouldn't notice. Fortunately, she only called on him once, but he made such a mess of his spell that she gave him extra homework for Monday and called him over after class to lecture him.

"You must be more organized in your study habits, Mr. Potter," she said severely. "And I do hope you are taking your potion. Professor Snape has been remarking in a most annoying fashion about how many new players there will be on the Gryffindor team."

"I think I could concentrate very successfully if I you'd let me do a cross-switching spell on the Slytherin team," Harry answered.

"You will not do any such thing," McGonagall answered. She sounded utterly scandalized, but Harry could have sworn she was smiling just a little.

"You're lucky she didn't give you lines or a detention for that, Harry," Hermione said.

Ron, on the other hand, was gazing dreamily into space and he said, "Wouldn't it be great if you turned them all into snakes, Hermione, and then Harry could order them about in Parseltongue. I'd just love to see Malfoy wiggling on his stomach, wouldn't you?"

Hermione tried to look shocked but only managed to giggle and Harry laughed for the first time since he'd had his mind flattened by Dumbledore the previous night.

Fortunately, Harry had done his essay for Defense class before going for his Occlumency lesson, and the essay was as complete and neatly written as Harry could make it. He tossed his bag and his robe on one of the desks that now lined the wall of the classroom and made sure he had his wand in his right hand as he dropped his essay onto the teacher's desk along with the others. He pointed it at Malfoy's back and the temptation to curse him was nearly overpowering. He made sure to stand with his back to the wall so no one could get him without his noticing and waited impatiently for Professor Ribisi to start class. He was just as surprised as everyone else when the Professor gave his first instructions for the lesson.

"Put your wands aside for the moment, class, per favor." The Professor said. Many of the students grumbled under their breath, "Umbridge, again?" and they all watched in puzzlement when the Professor conjured enormous soft mats with a wave of his wand.

"It is just as important to be able to avoid being struck with a spell physically as it is to be able to perform counter-curses," the dark haired Professor stated.

"Of course," he added, "if you were old enough to know how, and you were quick enough, you could disapparate before a spell could hit you."

"Come on," Malfoy said, "No one can disapparate that quickly." Some of the Slytherins agreed with him, but Harry remembered how Dumbledore had done that very thing when he was fighting Voldemort last summer. He wished he could learn to disapparate and apparate already and not have to wait until he was seventeen.

Professor Ribisi gave the blond Slytherin a cold look and said, "Your opinion was not asked for, Mr. Malfoy. But since you are so ready to instruct the class, you may be the first to attempt to escape my attack without a wand." And with no more warning, the Professor struck Malfoy with a spell that threw him flat on his belly, and only the soft mat saved him from broken ribs, or worse.

Ron whispered joyously, "Our prayers answered! Malfoy does belly flop number one. Let's just hope he flies that way in the first quidditch game." He didn't laugh, however, when the Professor knocked him flat as well. Harry was hard put to dodge the spell when the Professor attacked him, but he managed to throw himself to the side just in time. He rolled quickly the other way; again, just in time to avoid a second attack. The third one caught him, and he found himself curling up into a ball to try to escape. For a moment, his head rang, and he felt as if he were back in the graveyard with thirty Death Eaters circling around him.

"Not bad, Mr. Potter," the Professor said, "but still way too slow. What will you do if a real dark wizard attacks you?"

The entire class went quiet, waiting perhaps, for an outburst from Harry of the kind he had been prone to in Umbridge's class. But Harry didn't care. This was exactly what he needed to learn, he thought, and so he merely nodded and said nothing.

Neville had an especially tough time dodging the spells without a wand. He had improved radically in Defense last year, but he would probably never be anything but physically clumsy. His round face was shining with sweat by the end of the class, and Harry had to hold him back from attacking Malfoy after Malfoy had whispered, "Poor Longbottom. What a perfect name, as he's always at the bottom of the class, the ass."

And Neville wasn't the only one. Although she was slender and anything but clumsy, Hermione couldn't seem to dodge the Professor's spells either. By the end of the class, Harry was dripping with sweat and his whole body hurt again. He shoved his sopping hair out of his face and thought ruefully that he ought to just carry his bottle of Revitalizing Potion around with him. Then he might make it through one day of classes. Professor Ribisi stopped dead in the middle of assigning their homework, his handsome face slack with shock. Harry wondered what he had missed and then he realized the Professor was staring at him.

"Dio!" the Professor exclaimed. "The Boy Who Lived! Dumbledore did not say that … that Harry Potter would be in my class!" Harry flushed with embarrassment as the Professor asked, "You are the one, aren't you? I can see the scar."

Harry shrugged and said, "Erm, yeah."

"Who knew," the Professor said, "that Harry Potter was really a skinny teenage boy? I don't see why Professor Dumbledore didn't tell me." He looked Harry up and down and added, "I would have thought the one who defeated He Who Must Not Be Named would be...stronger...quicker." Harry couldn't think of anything to say to that. Beside him, Ron was stirring as if he would say something. Harry jabbed him with his elbow to shut him up. He didn't need to offend yet another teacher. Especially not in this subject. The Professor stared at him and the whole class alternated between staring at the Professor and staring at Harry.

"You need not think that your fame will grant you special treatment in my class," the Professor said. "All students must perform in my class, whoever they are."

"I don't want special treatment," Harry replied. "I just want to learn. And believe me," he added grimly, "With Voldemort back, I need to learn as much as anybody else."

"You say HIS name?" the Professor exclaimed. "And what do you mean HE is back? That is just another rumor. There are rumors every year that HE is back." There was absolute silence. Everyone waited for Harry to respond.

Finally, he coughed and said, "Yeah, well...Voldemort is back. Even the Ministry of Magic admits it now."

"The Ministry of Magic! Pah!" the Professor said scornfully. "Your Ministry is just trying to grab power and alarm people into submitting to more stringent controls over magic uses. We would never put up with that nonsense in Italy."

Neville said, "You Know Who is back. He and his Death Eaters attacked the Ministry last month and last June. People saw him." Harry was feeling grateful for Neville's support until Neville added, "Harry fought him."

When the Professor turned disbelieving eyes on him, Harry said, "Actually, Dumbledore fought him last June." He wasn't talking about Cedric and the fight the year before. He said, "So you see, Professor, that's why Dumbledore wanted someone like you to teach us this year. So we can learn how to really defend ourselves..in case..."

The Professor stared at him again and Harry could see his nostrils flaring and his mouth tightening in anger. "And why, exactly, does the Boy Who Lived need instruction in how to defeat You Know Who?"

"I was a year old, Professor, when Voldemort murdered my parents and tried to kill me." Harry answered angrily. "I have no idea how I survived and and I don't believe even Professor Dumbledore knows why for sure. So I'm just as much in need of instruction as anyone else in this class, or more, as Voldemort would like very much to finish me off." Harry took a deep breath and thought, now I've done it again. I've managed to insult the one Professor I really need.

The Professor looked him up and down again and said, "Well, it is to your credit that you are not too arrogant to admit you need help." He added, "And you are going to need a lot of it if you can not even get out of the way of my attacks. I shall be speaking to Dumbledore, of that, I can assure you." The Professor swept the class with his black eyes and said, "I suggest you all should practice attack avoidance in addition to writing your essay. The mats will be left in place for those who will."

As they collected their books and threw their robes back on over their clothes, Ron said, "You don't think he'll quit, do you?"

"It didn't seem like it," Hermione answered. "He did remind us to do our essay and to practice extra." She looked at Harry and said, "You've got to stop annoying your Professors, Harry. You've got to think before you say things, about how you're saying them."

"I can't help it, Hermione, if some people are annoyed by my very existence," Harry answered. "I wasn't trying to annoy him. But I couldn't let him think that Voldemort hadn't come back either"

He thought angrily though, that he wouldn't have been selected out for special attention if Dubmledore had told the Professor what he was getting into. Or had he, and Professor Ribisi had simply chosen to disbelieve him, as Fudge had done last year? Harry was astonished again at how easily people purposely refused to acknowledge the existence of things that really scared them. He wondered if that was why the Dursleys had insisted so vehemently when he was young that magic did not. Was it that they were really terrified of it?

After that, it was almost a relief when they had to go up to the North Tower for divination class with Professor Trelawny. Not that Harry disliked Firenze. But he really did not want to be asked to actually dream in class again. He was beginning to be afraid of sleep. He was tired, really tired already, but the thought of another dream filled night with the imprisoned old man and his pain and terror was enough to make Harry want to stay awake forever. Harry opened the window a crack so that a small breeze of fresh air wafted over his overheated face. He watched Professor Trelawny drift into the class.

Sure enough, she paused by Harry and said, "I have Seen your trouble and the danger that awaits you." Her magnified eyes considered him as she paused dramatically before ending, "Yes, danger awaits, and death hovers. You must be very careful, my dear, if you would escape."

Harry almost said, if you wouldn't mind being more precise, but he shut his mouth thinking that Hermione did have a point. The rest of the class was also used to the Professor's dramatic pronouncements. No one gasped or looked frightened. By now, Harry had survived three full years of Trelawny's death portents. One more was just old news.

"As my co-teacher has told you, we will continue to interpret the stars and learn the significance of our dreams." Trelawny said. Her face looked slightly sour at the mention of her co-teacher. Undoubtedly, the memory of her humiliation by Umbridge had affected her disposition. Even when she was being dramatic, she had lost some of her airy-fairy manner in favor of a less attractive defensiveness."We will consider the placement of Mars, as Firenze has begun with that. You will draw up your own chart and explain the significance of that placement to yourself for next Thursday." '

"That's easy," Harry whispered to Ron. "All I have to write is that the placement of Mars means I'm going to be in danger of dying at the hands of Voldemort."

"I could have told you that without a star chart, Harry," Ron answered. "Hate is a more certain predictor of danger than any star, if you ask me."

"As for your dreams," Trelawny continued, "I understand you took valerian on Monday. I will call on you and to relate your dreams and the class will assist in interpreting them."

"I dreamed I was in a big house and I was looking for my mother," Parvati answered when she was called on. "The house had many staircases and I kept getting lost and couldn't find her." Trelawny called on Lavender to interpret it.

"I think it means your mother will be traveling soon and the empty house means you won't be able to communicate with her." Lavender said.

Parvati, looked anxiously at Trelawny and asked, "Do you think that could be right, Professor?"

"Very good Lavender," Trelawney replied.

Parvati whispered, "I'm going to write my Mum tonight and find out if she is going anywhere."

When Ron was called on, his ears turned bright red and he stammered,"I...erm...dreamed that I was playing quidditch. Yeah, quidditch. And I...blocked a goal and we won the game."

Harry was sure Ron had made that up. It sounded more like a fantasy than a dream, but he said very solemnly, "I think you must have dreamed of the outcome of our first quiditch game."

He reminded himself to ask Ron just what he had been dreaming about. Then he changed his mind and thought if it embarrassed Ron that much, maybe it would be better not to know. Trelawny marked something down and looked very pleased. "Mr. Potter. Describe your dream, please."

This time, it was his turn to squirm. Harry opted for complete denial. "I didn't dream at all, Professor," he said innocently.

"Now that won't do at all, Mr. Potter." Trelawny sounded more like McGonagall when he'd missed a homework assignment. "I know you did, because Firenze and I discussed it."

Trapped into reciting something of his dream, Harry managed to reduce it into three short bits. "There was an old man. He was in a cellar. There was a fire in the cellar and he couldn't get out."

Trelawney frowned at him and asked, "Where were you in the dream?"

Harry shrugged carelessly. "I dunno. Watching, I suppose." He added, "I told Professor Dumbledore about it. I don't think it means anything." He was pretty sure even Trelawny wouldn't want to contradict Dumbledore.

"Are you sure that you weren't the old man, Mr. Potter?" Trelawny asked. Harry frowned back at the teacher. Her eyes were unusually thoughtful and for once she wasn't making any dramatic pronouncements about his death. He shrugged again. Trelawny added, "This could be some dream of your own future. Very interesting. Very interesting, indeed."

Harry said too loudly, "I dunno, Professor. It doesn't sound all that different from Parvati's dream about the empty house. Except it's not about my Dad because he's dead already."

There was an uncomfortable pause after that and Harry wished he'd kept his mouth shut. He resolved not to drink anymore valerian or to allow himself to sleep in Divination again. He wished there was a Potion that allowed you to rest without sleeping at all.

While Neville was describing his dream about growing some exotic plant, which sounded almost as made up as Ron's, Ron whispered to Harry, "You don't think You Know Who is trying to lure you away somewhere again, do you? I mean, an old man trapped in a cellar. Sounds like a rescue job to me."

Harry shook his head and said even more softly, "I don't know. It's why Dumbledore is making me go on with the Occlumency lessons. He doesn't want that happening again." He didn't add he couldn't stand the thought of being responsible for someone else's death again. Like Sirius's.

As they made their way back down the ladder and to the Great Hall for a hurried dinner before quidditch tryouts, Ron clapped Harry on the shoulder and said, "Forget the old man. What really needs rescuing is our quidditch team this year. I'm relying on you to help us get through."

Harry gulped down two cups of coffee along with his food hoping that he could find the energy to stay on his broom. Fortunately, he didn't have to do that much during tryouts. He played Chaser for the other side and did his best to take the Quaffle away from each of the auditioning Chasers. It was all too easy. The only one who gave him a good run was Ginny. She was surprsingly fearless and rough and nearly knocked him off his broom twice. The second time she laughed at him and he made it a matter of principle to steal the ball from her on the next pass.

Her cheeks flamed red and he laughed back at her and said, "Just pretend I'm Draco Malfoy getting in your way. Or Crabbe or Goyle. Try knocking them off their brooms." He added, "Of course, it's amazing they can even fly at all, seeing how big and stupid they are."

"Oh, I promise you I'll knock Malfoy off first game I can. After what he did to Fred and George last year!"

"I'll help you," Harry promised recklessly.

Ginny flew up close to him and said, "Does that mean I'm on the team?"

Harry said, "I think we have to vote or something. But I think you're the best, so you've got my vote."

To his surprise, Ginny's eyes opened wide and she blushed bright red and flew down to the ground without a response. Harry shook his head. Girls, he thought. Ron agreed that Ginny was the best Chaser too.

He said quietly to Harry, "But the others, I dunno. Do you think we can manage to win this year? This is definitely not the same team without Angelina and Katie and Alicia. Not to mention Fred and George." Seamus, however, made the most depressing comment.

"Don't you think we ought to have a substitute or two. In case Harry gets in trouble, or...well, you know.."

"Umbridge is gone and the Ministry has no say in the school's running anymore," Harry replied.

Seamus said, "I know, Harry. And I'm not saying it to be mean or anything. I mean, with You Know Who back...well...maybe He'll be after you and you'll miss a game like the end of first year."

"I don't plan on missing a game this year unless I'm dead," Harry retorted.

"Well, good," Ron said, "because we need all our best palyers to play this year." His eyes lit up fanatically and he said, "We're going to practice every Tuesday and Thursday after classes and every Saturday afternoon. I've already booked the quidditch pitch for the whole year. And expect extra practices as necessary as the games get closer. I want you all at the pitch at one o'clock sharp on Saturday afternoon. Rain or shine." Ron glowered at them all spectacularly and the newest players shrank before his gaze.

Harry and Ginny looked at each other and Ginny said, "This is going to be a bad year. I may have to use my bat bogey hex on him before it's over."

Although Harry was utterly fatigued by the time they returned to the common room, his nerves were jangling from all the coffee he had drunk. Or maybe it was the thought of another night's dreams. He stayed up and double checked his Charms homework three times and then paced the common room until well past midnight. Even Hermione had given up studying and gone up the girls's staircase to her dormitory. Harry stared at the fire and wished Sirius's head would pop in there, as he had done from time to time last year and the year before. He wished Sirius was there to talk to. He wanted someone, anyone, to tell his thoughts to. He paced back and forth until he could barely drag one foot in front of the other. But when he dragged himself up into bed, his mind refused to stop.

He tried to hear music in his mind, but couldn't think of anything. He tried to picture a blue sky, but all he could see was the image of the trapped old man and the metal burning white-hot on the fire. Desperately, he tried counting sheep, but they metamorphosed into snakes that hissed back at him. He sat up and worried that if he slept, Voldemort would control him. He worried that Voldemort would see the Order's plans in Dumbledore's mind right through his own eyes. He worried that he would be nothing eventually, but a shell for Voldemort's mind to see out of. He tossed restlessly and finally slept.

He dreamed about the mindless man lying chained to a stone table. The man made wordless sounds of pain or fury. The body was thin, like a skeleton with skin over it but no muscle or flesh to fill it out. He woke soaking in sweat and terrified that he had seen himself, his own future: a thing for Voldemort to possess; a body without a mind or soul for Voldemort to crawl into when his own mortal flesh wore out.







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