Shattered Dreams

To live
To Love
To Die
WHY?????


I Will Miss You.....
Until the Twelfth of Never My Love


"In Dreams"
By Roy Orbison

A candy colored clown they call the sandman,
tiptoes to my room everynight
just to sprinkle stardust and to whisper.....
"Go to sleep, everything is alright."
I close my eyes, then I drift away
Into the magic night, I softly say a silent prayer, like dreamers do,
then I fall asleep to dream my dreams of you
In Dreams I walk with you.
In Dreams I talk with you.
In dreams you're mine, all of the time,
We're together in dreams, in dreams
But just be-fore the dawn, I awake and find you're gone.
I can't help it, I can't help it if I cry
I remember that you said "Goodbye."
It's too bad that all these things
can only happen in my dreams.
only in dreams.
in beautiful Dreams.




Dearest Heather,

If I cannot see you from afar
Look into your eyes,
that hint of depth hidden inside

If I cannot hear you from afar
whisper in my ear,
rest assured that you are near

and I know not what its like,
the aforementioned,
for the distance between us
as are the stars, I only have you
in my imagination, just to love you...
.......from afar

If I cannot kiss you from afar
press against your lips,
taste the sweetness of your breath





If I cannot touch you from afar
hold you in my arms,
keep you warm and safe from harm

Though our circumstances
cause seperation, in the absence
theres a presence in my heart
I will surrender,

I will surrender
to my quiet contemplation..my desires
my quiet contemplation......
I'll just...I'll just...love you
....from afar

There must be a better way
a better way to pass the time
I just can't seem.....can't seem
to get you off my soul, heart and mind.....

And so the circle of your life touches the circle of my life
and we will never be the same...
after here.....

Love always,
Diazien




Just my heart pouring out to you......

It is raining in the city
Dark clouds upon my town
Searching for the Woman so pretty
But she is no where to be found


I talk to her through dreams
I feel her through the night
She is so close it seems
And to touch would be so right



She knows of my love
She knows of my dreams
She knows its her I think of
As the rain fills the streams



So let this be our parasal
To shelter us from the storm
Let these words carry all......
And make the day and your heart...
Forever warm.....


Forever yours,
Diazien

I can not promise to never break your heart as humans we have faults
but I will to do my best ok =)









Desiderata

Go placidly amid the noise and haste,
and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all people.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly;
and listen to all even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive people, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself to others you will become vain and bitter;
there will always be greater and lesser persons than yourself.
Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let not this blind you to the virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals; and everywhere life is full of heroism.
Be yourself especially do not feign affection.
Neither be cynical about love; in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.
Take kindly the counsel of the years,
gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.
Beyond a wholesome discipline be gentle with yourself.
You are a child of the universe,
no less than the trees and the stars;
you have the right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.
Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be.
And whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world.



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