I can't express to you how much I miss you. I know that you are with our Father in Heaven and I know how happy you must be. I know how much you love Jesus and I know He loves you more than anything. I wish so bad though that I could hold you one more time and tell you how special you are to me. I wish I could tell you how you changed Mommy's life in a way that no other person could even come close to. I wish I could feel your little arms wrapped around my neck and feel your hugs. You showed me the true meaning of life the moment you were placed in my arms. From that moment on I was a changed person. You taught me so much in life Hayden. You taught me how to love unconditionally. You taught me how much Jesus loves us. You taught me how to smile even when I didn't think I had it in me. I love you so much Hayden. Not a day or minute goes by that I don't think about you. I think about you all the time. I am so sorry that you had to leave us so soon but I know that you are happy and I know we will be together again.
Hayden, you touched more people's lives than I thought possible. You have this special gift in you. I miss you son and can't wait to see you again!!
Love, Mommy
