The Loves of Franz Kafka - Nahum N. Glatzer "What is love?", asked Gustav Janouch. "This is quite simple," Franz Kafka explained. "Love is everything that enhances, widens, and enriches our life, in its heights and depths. Love has few problems as a motorcar. The only problems are the driver, the passengers, and the road." Late in his life, in 1922, Kafka made the sad confession that he had never known the words "I love you" but "only the expectant stillness that should have been broken by my 'I love you'--that is all that I have known, nothing more." Jim Phillips I Hope Somewhere Someone is thinking of me at least i hope 198? Alexander Pushkin (2 translations) I Loved You I loved--maybe I love you, Still, but forget This love that pressed At you--no tears, just laugh. I loved you in silence, hopeless, True, jealous, and afraid--I loved you, Oh how I loved you! May God give you A lover like me again, some day. I Loved You Once I loved you once, nor can this heart be quiet; For it would seem that love still lingers here; But do not you be further troubled by it; I would in no wise hurt you, oh, my dear. I loved you without hope, a mute offender; What jealous pangs, what shy dispairs I knew! A love as deep as this, as true, as tender, God grant another may yet offer you. 1829 Margaret Atwood Variation on the Word Sleep I would watch you sleeping, which may not happen. I would like to watch you, sleeping. I would like to sleep with you, to enter your sleep as its smooth dark wave slides over my head and walk with you through that lucent wavering forest of bluegreen leaves with its watery sun & three moons towards the cave where you must descend, towards your worst fear I would like to give you the silver branch, the small white flower, the one word that will protect you from grief at the center. I would like to follow you up the long stairway again & become the boat that would row you back carefully, a flame in two cupped hands to where your body lies beside me, and you enter it as easily as breathing in I would like to be the air that inhabits you for a moment only. I would like to be that unnoticed & that necessary. 1981 Dorothy Parker A Certain Lady Oh, I can smile for you, and tilt my head, And drink your rushing words with eagar lips, And paint my mouth for you a fragrant red, And trace your brows with tutored finger-tips. When you rehearse your list of loves to me, Oh, I can laugh and marvel, rapturous-eyed. And you laugh back, nor can you ever see The thousand little deaths my heart has died. And you believe, so well I know my part, That I am gay as morning, light as snow, And all the straining things within my heart You'll never know. Oh, I can laugh and listen, when we meet, And you bring tales of fresh adventurings-- Of ladies delicately indescreet, Of lingering hands, and gently whispered things. And you are pleased with me, and strive anew To sing me sagas of your late delights. Thus do you want me--marveling, gay, and true-- Nor do you see my staring eyes of nights. And when, in search of novelty, you stray, Oh, I can kiss you blithely as you go ... And what goes on, my love, while you're away, You'll never know. 1937 Dorothy Parker Comment Oh, life is a glorious cycle of song, A medley of extemporanea; And love is a thing that can never go wrong; And I am Marie of Rumania. 1926 Sir Thomas Wyatt They Flee From Me They flee from me that sometime did me seek With naked foot stalking my chamber. I have seen them gentle, tame, and meek That now are wild and do not remember That sometime they put themselves in danger To take bread at my hand; and now they range Busily seeking with a continual change. Thanked be fortune, it hath been otherwise Twenty times better; but once in special, In thin array after a pleasant guise, When her loose gown from her shoulders did fall, And when she caught in her arms long and small; Therewithal sweetly did me kiss, And softly said, "Dear heart, how like you this?" It was no dream; I lay broad waking. But all is turned through my gentleness Into a strange fashion of forsaking; And I have leave to go of her goodness, And she also to use new fangledness. But since that I am so kindly am served, I would fain know what she hath deserved. 1557 Par Lagerkvist (trans and orig) Evening Land I wanted to know but was only allowed to ask, I wanted light but was only allowed to burn. I demanded the ineffable but was only allowed to live. I complained, but nobody understood what I meant. Aftonland Jag ville veta men fick bara fraga, jag ville ljus men fick bara brinna. Jag begarde det oerhorda och fick bara leva. Jag beklagade mig. Men ingen forstod vad jag mente. Emily Dickinson If you were coming in the fall, I'd brush the summer by With half a smile and half a spurn, As housewives do a fly. If I could see you in a year, I'd wind the months in balls, And put then each in separate drawers, Until their time befalls. If only centuries delayed, I'd count them on my hand, Subtracting till my fingers dropped Into Van Diemen's land. If certain, when this life was out, That yours and mine, should be, I'd toss it yonder, like a rind, And taste eternity. But now, uncertain of the length Of time's uncertain wing, It goads me, like the goblin bee, That will not state its sting. Edwin Markham The Third Wonder 'Two things,' said Kant, 'fill me with breathless awe; The starry heavens and moral law.' I know a thing more awful and obscure-- The long, long patience of the plundered poor. 1932