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Today's Date October 14th, 2004
          Time 10:00 p.m.
Well today what did I do......Well me and my boo woke up today and wash our face and head out to his mom's house.  What did we do there well....Well we had breakfast over there what was is oh yeah stick rice with some duck oh yea what a breakfast huh...Then after that we took Dx's brother Sher to go find his new job that he was starting. It was some where in Eden Paire. Then we came back cause of course we found it and so we dropped him back home.  Of course we just came back to our apartment and stayed home and did nothing.  So about 7:30 p.m we head out to the Mall of America to go buy what.... Nothing but went shopping for myself, of course Dx was very bored but guys you know how they are.... We started to head back home bout  8:30 p.m.  Well tonite we are going clubin' . I guess this it I'm out!!
Today's Date October 15th, 2004
          Time 10:00 a.m.
Today um....what to talk about oh yea....Today is so sad for me because yesterday we went out clubin' at the Quest and you know what happen will I lost my cell phone it was just not kool.  Not kool at all for me... Now I have to go and buy a new expensive phone cause of course I forgot to buy insurance for my phone so of course sprint will not replace that phone for me. Gosh I really hate my self right now AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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Well later okay I'm just so frustrated rite now......Peace Out!!
Today's Date October 16th, 2004
           Time 2:00 p.m.


Well nothing much today just wanted to update the site
Today's Date October 17th, 2004
           Time 6:00 p.m.


Well today Me and David is suppose to go to church today with his parents but we just found out that they weren't going to church today so we didn't get a chance to go.  Today of course David took the day off  work so he could go to church but didn't get to go today.  Well we have to take Andrew to go take some pictures today at Brookdale so that he could give his picture to some gurls at skool.  Oh my gosh there was such a long line there dang so many chinks up in there.  It was so busy in there that it took us theer hours just to take his picture and get develope geee...... Hmong peeps crazy for some pix and shiat.  Well after that we just went home nothing to do .....Thats all folks for tonite. BYE!
Today's Date Thursday October 22, 2004 and the Time is 10:29 a.m.

What I am I doing rite now nothing but pondering, wondering what the hell am i going to do with my life. I just feel like its so messed up and feeling like I just can't do anything about it. It like no matter how hard I try it just never comes to me and I feel so fraustrated with myself with everything. I just wanna give up but I feel like if I do then I'm just not going to get anywhere. Pushing and pushing myself to keep on trying and not to give and praying that god will answer me and give me the answer and show me where I belong but still I stuck and can't find the answer at all. I just feel like life its so hard why can't it just be easy.  I'm just confuse what to do..........