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JOURNAL PAGE 25

May 4, 2001

I just got finished venting to Giulia about depressed people! No one in particular, just depressed people in general! But what sparked it was that I was reading a person's diary online, and no it's no one I'm friends with in school! So, if you read this and think it's you, it's not!! This girl kept on saying how bad her life is, and how she's gonna start cutting again, etc. but she's not letting anyone know that she needs help!!! Yeah, I know some of you are saying, "it's not that easy, you've never been there, blah blah blah" but I'm sorry, it is possible to get help, and to help yourself! and obviously you want help if you're posting it online for the whole word to see! ok whatever, i'm done!
                                                                                                         Princess Gina

May 5, 2001

Hello! Hold on....I want to go get some water..............ok back! Anyway, ok listen to this! Last night, Greg asked me to type a paper for him....and i was like, hell no! but then he said he'd pay me $40, so! of course i was gonna do it! he is now paying for my cell phone bill this month! The paper was so easy though, and it only had to be two pages!
Ok, so I went and saw John Faye again today! He really kicks ass, and it sux I can't go see him tomorrow night at Brownies! I have to friggin work!!! grrrr......i hate that fuckin job!!! anyway! Yeah so I went and saw him, then I bought some more clothes! I got capris pj pants, black dress capris, black swishy capris, and black flare sweat pants with angel spelled out in pink studs! sooo cute! oh and i got new black sandals! yes i know everything is black.....actually no! the pj capris are blue! very cute!
but listen to this!! I went onto this website, www.torrid.com, courtesy of Kristin, and I died and went to heaven!! I wanted like half the clothes on that site! and there was a lot there too! it's the alternative to hot topic....i'm not saying why though!!! :P :P :P
So yeah, I had a pretty good day, and now i'm gonna go! ttyl!
                                                                                                        Princess Gina

May 6, 2001

Ok, so it's like 12:15 in the afternoon, and I'm waiting to go to work.....I hate this time on Sundays when I have to work. It's like the worst time of the day cause I don't wanna go AT ALL!!! i HATE it! But see once I get there, I'm ok....I'll never understand that! Like I wake up every 20 minutes after 9:30 on Sundays because I wanna make sure I don't sleep too long, so I can take my time getting ready, u know. I fuckin hate my job!!! I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT!!!! sorry....but if you had my job, you'd understand! I love the people, I hate the work, I get paid fuckin peanuts for working my ass off for 9 1/2 hours!! no break either....can u believe that shit! and I get the pleasure of serving people who are ignorant shitheads!! I hate my job!!!

                                                                                                        Princess Gina

May 7, 2001

What's up! Monday is over! Thank god! Seriously, I go to school to get to the weekend, and this weekend I don't have work, yay! Speaking of work....freaky ass shit happened last night! I don't really wanna go into too much detail, because I'm not sure who reads this, but let's say I was sexually harassed/molested! lol other than that last night at work was fine....I know it's like I get there and everything is fine, but if we're busy, i hate it! Last night we were really slow, so I was on the phone and stuff...oh and Greg felt the need to show me his...stuff. anyway! omg! I got sooooo much school shit done today! I did my enviro research paper, my portfolio stuff, and half of my trig stuff...i just gotta type up a quiz, that project is so pointless! whatever, i'm just doing it cause i have to, i don't really care about the grade. plus i'm doing fine in that class. oh and guess what! i got an 86 in my gov't test.............I know! wtf! I'm movin up baby! actually i could care less, that class is a waste of my time! anyway, i must go! i'm bored as hell, time for bed!
                                                                                                         Princess Gina

May 8, 2001

Ok, so I'm trying to sign up for Diaryland again, but it's not working...Kristin tried it and worked for her, but nothing's coming to my e-mail address, dammit! oh oh!!!! it worked! i'm gonna go now!

                                                                                                         Princess Gina

May 9, 2001

Ok, so you know I have an account at diaryland.com now, so I'll be putting alot of entries up there! Yes, I will still be updating here, but just to let you know what my day was like, and highlights. That diary will be alot of personal stuff, so if you normally come here, go check that out! the address is: http://gp05cc.diaryland.com

May 10, 2001

Hey what's up! If you've been going to my diary, than you can see that I like that 10x more! Maybe it's because it's more fun, and I don't gotta worry about updating all this other shit....eventually I might shut this down, cause I know no one comes to this! I bet you more people visit my diary more than this page, which is understandable since diaryland.com is a big community, and this is just moi! But whatever! Nothing really exciting is going on at the moment, oh but I am off this weekend, so I'm extremely happy! Anyway, ttyl!

                                                                                                         Princess Gina