| JOURNAL PAGE 10 December 1, 2000 Hey!!!I'm back home from KAIROS!!! And I just wanna say that it was the best experience of my life!! I did alot of sould searching, and I definitely feel I'm stronger spiritually! Um, I really can't elaborate too much on that because I have friends who will be going on Kairos in March!!! It's very secretive, and hush-hush!!! I love that!! To the people who won't ever be experiencing Kairos, I'll definitely fill you in on what went on!! Anyway, I'm gonna go cause I'm extremely exhausted! But, I'd also like to say to my SISTERS IN KAIROS: LIVE THE 4TH!!! Princess Gina December 2, 2000 Hi!! I'm not off my KAIROS high yet! And I'm sure I won't be for awhile! Anyway, I slept till 1:00 today, yay!! Oh, and I got a progress report in psychology!!! What the fuck!! Isn't that a great early xmas present, and great to get after Kairos!! What a bitch!!! My parents didn't care though, my dad was like, "She said nothing negative about how you're doing except for the test scores." And u know what, she drops the lowest quiz grade!! We've had one test and 2 quizzes, and I did fine on one of them! I can't believe her! But at least my parents didn't care, my mom was like, "You know what to do." that was it!! Anyway, I'm gonna go! TTYL! Princess Gina December 3, 2000 Hello! What's up!! I'm bored!! I'm talking to 3 people though! Hi to Michelle, Nicole, and Caitlin! So my dad was pretty steady aka boring! I woke up around 1 again, watched part of the football game, and the friggin eagles lost because of a stupid field goal!! Then I picked up my pay, saw my boys Greg and Chris, got my reprints, bought some wrapping paper, talked on the phone for hours on end, wrapped gifts, and watched some tv. kinda boring, i know. So this week might be a pain in the ass, and it might not, it can go both ways...hehe, yes that was nasty! Gina's thinking gross nasty thoughts, ok anyway!!! So I have 4 days of school, and I may have to catch up on some things, but Thursday I think is gonna be crazy! It's my school's Carol Night and it's a big deal for the seniors, so that'll be crazy, then I'm off Friday and I'm going to the Y100 Feastival! I'm sure it'll be fun, but I'm only going for 2 of the 5 bands playing, and to be with my friends! I'll let u know how the week is going! C-ya! Princess Gina December 4, 2000 Ok, so today went by REALLY fast! What the hell is that! Not that I'm complaining, I'm just shocked! And that means I'm getting closer to having to do all these friggin papers and projects that I'm slacking on! I'm such a procrastinator, I don't care though! I brought up in Psychology class today how I was so thankful for the wonderful progress report that I got as a "welcoming" from KAIROS! and of course the teacher laughed...grr....so I have to start doing good in that class! And see tomorrow I have a test, which I didn't study for, BUT I swear I was going to! I got home at 5, went to my grandpop's for his birthday, and was there till like 9, then I took a shower, cleaned my room, so now it's too late to study. so I'm gonna have to study tomorrow morning and during lunch! I hope I do ok, we'll see!! anyway i'm gonna go, cause i'm reallllllllllly tired! Princess Gina December 7, 2000 This is gonna be really short!!! And sorry I haven't updated in days! I've been busy, sorry sorry sorry!! so yeah i have carol night tonight, so i really gotta go! This week's been kinda crazy, u know, it's almost christmas! anyway, gotta go! Princess Gina December 8, 2000 Hi! Yes I know I've been bad with updating, but I've been really busy and my computer is getting slower and slower! Sorry! But this may be a long entry, cause I gotta vent.....well not really vent, but, just listen! Ok, there's this guy, and I'm kinda still hung up on him, and right now I shouldn't be! ahem! but I am! I was listening to this song today that reminded me of him, and I was just thinking of the past few months and i was like, "omg! I'm still crazy about him!" and actually it's kinda scary, like is it a crush, am i psychotic, obsessed?? i don't think i'm obsessed, that's like out of the question, but still! there's one person i wanna tell but she'll think i'm out of my mind, and there's another reason i'm refraining from saying something, he's kind of like attached, u know what i mean!! so yeah, i think something is wrong with me!! but whatever, cest la vie! c-ya! Princess Gina December 9, 2000 OMG!!! I added a rant!! I'm so proud of myself!!! Not just cause I put up a new rant in what seems like forever, but because it so kicks ass!!! or as I would say to Kristin, "I'm sorry, but it's so good!" I love it, go read it!! Now!! It's about that feature on MTV, "When Sex Goes Pop." I had to say something about it! Anyway, today was kinda boring!! I slept late, did my environmental and psyhology stuff, watched a movie, you know, my usual saturday, oh and hung out! You know! Oh!! There's this book I'm reading, thanks to Amanda, it's called Jay's Journal, and it kicks ass! You HAVE to read it! It's about this kid who keeps a journal, and goes through all this traumatic shit. He gets into drugs, satanism, and eventually, well I'm not gonna tell you the ending! But on the cover of the book, they kinda spoil it for you! Anyway, I'm gonna go! I have work tomorrow, bleh!! C-ya!! Princess Gina NEXT PAGE HOME |