Julie Balajiyah

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You already know what I look like.  I don't even know what I'm like.  I don't know what else to tell you.

I like to write poems and be alternately mysterious and pretentious.  I like to make and listen to music.  When I make it, it's on piano or guitar, very melodic kind of hippie stuff, but when I listen to it, I like to throw in a little rock.  I go to school at UF and I haven't decided whether I should be anarchist like everyone else or just not care.  I read much, the good books that professors assign.  Because I'm a writer I'm a bit of an outsider and I cry a lot for no reason.  I love to have metaphysical conversations and still be considered attractive.  I believe there is a God and that He created us for companionship, just as couples make babies so they can get to know them and not so they can be ignored by them.  I want children desperately.  I'm 20 years old.  I hate the thought that you can lose certain things and never get so much as an adequate replacement.

I feel that I am surrounded by a family without actually being part of one.  I've accepted that.

Hello to Rachel My Very Best Friend In the Whole World To Which Other Friends Pale In Comparison!!! (i heart u!) And hi to everyone else: Laurie (don't forget the Heisenberg Uncertainty Principle!), José (my spanish/lebanese hunk o' man...you're 3rd on the list but 1st in my heart!), Kyle one of my best friends (and my Prince), Eddie (way hotter than Will Smith!!), Hunty, Vibf (I'll never forget u again!), Josh C., Dan(-imal), Felipe, James(<-- who is this?), Chelsea (lo lo lo), Hannah the Bright Blackbird aka: 1134 (Violent minds produce violent thoughts!!) and everybody else I forgot (remind me).  I Love You All! <3