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Updates 4/22/02-----*Hey*!! =A

Welcome to My Site, if you have never been here before you will see that I have a number in the left hand corner (appears as soon as you arrive on the site then disappears behind the Eiffel) it shows you how many times you have visited my site. Cool huh? I am enjoying learning all these new Html tricks. Anyway this is my first site, I also started a recovery community located at http://communities.msn.com/EatingDisorderEscape, it follws the "escape" theme as in this site. I hope you all enjoy my site. I update often but more so on my community. Enjoy! Oh yeah and feel free to email me or go ahead and sign my guestbook. Love to You All....!
Hey all, I have been working vigorously on my anorexia bulimia recovery community. The address is http://communities.msn.com/EatingDisorderEscape and if you go to my index page you can sign in your email to join. Click the guestbook link to go there. I've decided that the main pages of Amber's Escape are going to stay put but most of the information and pages are going to be located on my community Eating Disorder Escape. I will still update this site and work on it though so don't worry about that....
I just went to a dentist apt the other day and it wasn't a good experience. My gums have receded 3mm, and my enamel is totally and completely stripped. I had to have a filling and a coat of something on my teeth(I didn't really understand what he was putting on my teeth) but I have alot of damage from purging. He didn't believe me when I said I was in recovery and no longer purging but I am not so I didn't bother me at all. I can tell that my teeth had changed color, but I guess I was just hoping they were ok. Acid really eats away at that shit I guess.
Ok!! Hey!! I am going to be gone and not updating for a couple weeks, *SpRiNg BrEaK!!!!* I am leaving but I will be back don't fret......Today was my "website" day. So I made all kinds of updates. New Layouts on pgs, bkgs, and I put 2 links for shutting down pro sites on my "so you want to be anorexic" page. I added alot to that page also. I added to the links, webrings were updated, and....my experiences was just added last night. So take a gander if you like.
Happy Monday! I just spoke to some wonderful people. Katie who shutdown her site. I posted her message in the pro-anorexia section. Good for you sweetheart. I hope you build a recovery site soon. Keep me posted. Otherwise I have lots-o tests this week (spring break next week) so I better go crack a book!!! Love You Guys!!!
Hi Everyone.I am just having a grand ol time telling off all of these pro-anorexics, you know you are wrong so face it. I get so many emails, I just laugh. well otherwise I know nothing else to new.
Well Hello Again, I am frustrated with myself, after how many months of not purging and eating normally (July-March) I find myself relapsing and trying (trying so hard) to reverse my thoughts again. I don't like thinking in my eating disorder mode, I hate it. I don't want it to run my life again, I want my own mind to be mine. I am going to try to fight the thoughts one day at a time again.......
Yesterday I went to an eating disorder speaker named Ruth on campus, it was so inspirational to hear her speak. I had tears in my eyes. Recovery is possible for everyone, after seeing Ruth speak I am sure of it. Don't ever give up the fight, you will be free one day.
hi guys!! like the new layout? i do!! I am so stressed lately I can't even put it to words, school, grades and money, fuck welcome to the real world huh! Here is a word of wise advice, once you get to college (if you are not already there) GO TO CLASSES, it will make tests alot ALOT easier... yeah you would think I would know that, but its ok, I know I just over react sometimes...I have tons of updates all over the place, bear with me as I get used to this new HTML business!! I have to go now!! remember plz sign my gbook too !! byebyebye!! =)