Hey Ed... sup well you probably are wondering why i'm still the way that I am even tho i still have my best friend.... Well the truth is that i like her more than just best friends now... and it hurts a lot I know you still like her... i liked her since she went out with lunch box.... but you know that i like her just you don't know how much... i can't ask you to stop trying... i can't tell you or her what to do... but it hurts cuz i really care a lot for her and there isn't anything in the world that i would want... I have the worst luck with girls... and i hate being single,,, i like Crystal a lot and i know I wouldn't hurt her... the other thing is is that your one of my friends... and i would want that no matter what... well that's why i still have been hurting a lot..