I don't know how to love him

I don't know how to love him 
               
I don't know how to love him 
What to do, how to move him
I've been changed, yes really changed
In these past few days
When I've seen myself
I seem like someone else

I don't know how to take this
I don't see why he moved me
He's a man, he just a man
And I've had so many men before in very many ways
He's just one more

Should I bring him down
Should I scream and shout
Should I speak of love
Let my feeling out
I never thought I'd come to this
What's it all about

Don't you think it's rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one who's always been so calm so cool
No lover's fool, running every show
He scares me so

Yet if he said he loved me
I'd be lost, I'd be frightened
I couldn't cope, just couldn't cope
I'd turn my head, I'd back away
I wouldn't want to know

He scares me so
I want him so 
I love him so
 

我不知道如何愛他 
               
我不知道如何愛他
怎麼做才能改變他
我變了,真的變了
過去幾天裡
當我看到自己
好像看到了另一個人

我不知道怎麼面對這種情況
也不曉得他怎麼改變我的
他不過是個男人而已
過去我曾有過許多不同的男人
他只是其中的一個

是否我該讓他吃點苦頭
是否我該尖叫吶喊
是否我該說出這份愛
讓情緒發洩出來
我從未想過會變成這樣
這究竟是怎麼回事

你不覺得挺有趣的
我應該和他位置互換才對
我一向是平靜而冷酷
沒有情人的傻子,趕赴每一場表演
他使我害怕

如果他說愛我
我會驚慌失措
無法承受,真的無法承受
我會掉頭,轉身離去
我不想知道

他使我害怕
我這麼的需要它
我如此的愛他