My heart in my throat, my blood in my hands, I have no strength left, for me to even stand. I kneel down on my knees, look at God for mercy. My eyes cry for tears, why can’t I help me? I wanna crawl inside, away from the outside. Too much darkness, please move aside. Why must you yell and call me such names? Can’t you see, I’m too tired of your games? Trying to control me, what are you trying to do? I wanna get away, my blood is running through. The air is getting thick, I fear I can’t breathe.  Just shut up! Let the noise cease!