Last Updated: Sunday, August 26th 2007
Added five pages, about Spirit Guides, look on the navigation bar to your left. Also, added links to pages on Past Life Visualizations that were created two years ago but I never added the link. Officially, my sister-site is out-of-date and I have no intention of returning to it, because of all the self-destruction it entails there, and it will probably only be used for direct linking to pages when I run out of space here and other image storage. More pages to be added soon, look for the links. Another page is here, titled appropriately. Circle Around Death Also, a page about Augmentation, the Energy Ball, Basic and Advanced Healing Techniques. Yes, I did all that today. Go here: [+]. Added a new poem to the 'Poetry' page title "You're lost" a few weeks ago, too.
Site is under construction, as always. The links work now, finally, but things are being uploaded and changed all the time.
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My alias is RazorThin (one of them, anyway), and this is my place - my safe haven. Here I can be myself, or at least in part. I've forgotten who myself is, I've worn these masks for so long. I'm the cool one, the mean one, the protector, the crazy one, the distant one, and the one nobody understands - myself included. I don't remeber which one came first, or which one is real. I've lost myself.
My age? That is a difficult question to answer. But reguardless of age, I have seen horrors that are unimaginable to many people out there. I have witnessed firsthand the death and destruction of my closest friends, nearly all of my family, my mother, and I have even seen my own death (that alone is enough to drive some crazy). I don't love - I can't love - because I know I'll end up being hurt again, I don't want another destroyed human life riding my soul with guilt. And I can only take so much. I can only survive for so long on emptyness. But I can tell you this; I am anorexic, I am a cutter, I am a Vampyre, a Witch, and alive (for the time-being). I am here, and I am real; and I shall hurt again.
Quote of the moment:
"Spending all your money, ain't it funny how the time goes by? first you start believing then you're leaving for no reason and you're wondering why. so till the morning breaks, go and make your mistakes. don't be surprised if your head hurts. life is for the living, the forgiving and for leaving town alive. whispering the ways, watching days and moving on. wake up every monday then suddenly it's sunday and the week is gone. so till the morning breaks, go and make your mistakes. don't be surprised at the sunrise. life is for the living, the forgiving and for leaving town alive. SHE HAD YOU ALL BELIEVE NOW SHE'S LEAVING FOR NO REASON AND YOU'RE WONDERING WHY." - by song bird city on OpenDiary
Previous quote, that I keep to remind me of the past:
"I only wanted things to be right.
White-picket fences and long sunny days playing hide-and-seek. But you didn't have the means to love. That heart was too freezer burnt to change for the likes of me. "Daddys are forever, it's the sperm doners you have to watch out for." Or so you once said."
