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Nancy's Homepage: A Look in to the Mind of a Redhead |
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And thank you very much to my friends in life, for being there, but allowing me to make my mistakes with no judgement...You are some awesomeple...the last few months I have been hoirrible..You all have been great...I know it has not been easy to step back. |
Poetry Please send me any of your poetry and I'll be happy to post it .I will really love to have people send me their poetry...I want this to be a page that people spend time in and really relax...I hope each of you leaves with that feeling... |
Friends These are pics.of my friends, and my thoughts about what they mean in my life. I have been lucky to have friends that pick up the slack where family left off..I have my adopted brothers...So many adopted brothers...And then there are my loves past and present...I have no regrets. each one has made me a different but better person..And of course my female friends, sometimes I feel so lucky, only trouble is, they were so good to me, I didn't learn about life..lol |
I am going through so many changes right now..Some days the pain is so huge I want to die...Ramin and I broke up ..I have such mixed feelings about that...I really thought we would make it..it's tough for me, I think of how he would tell me about saving money and taking care of my health...I was always amazed at how he handled family responsibilities..I was thinking how much was inside him, but he just took more....I will always appreiate the strength he has... |
We go through life, and meet so many people, but very few know who we really are..here is an insight; into the parts of me I am willing to share, but things that most people would not know are my passions.I love music, music plays a very important role in my life...Poetry lets us express our inner most thoughts...And my friends, thank god for my friends.... |
I have been wondering how many people are truly in love, or have felt it...I wonder because if people know real love, then they would be content to let others live their lives...I think it is sad to be so unhappy that you concentrate on what others are doing....I have learned something about myself recently, and it is something I am really proud of..I stand by my beleifs..I don't have alot of respect for people that have to be a part of something, just to not be an outsider...Maybe I'm ok, because I will never be an outsider...I used to think I was really insecure, but I know now how much the truth matters more than anything, and followers are fuckin bores... |
I'm not exactly sure how to do this, but I know how bad it feels to be an important part of someones life, and just because their may be a problem for the time, you are the only person that gets ignored..And the truth is, it's usually because you have alot more feelings involved than anyone else....Ramin....thank you very much for the last couple of years..I can't pretend to know what was right,maybe I really fucked up...If it helps, my life has been hell since it's been over....I know that you deserve to be very happy in your life...you just have that in you . We both know you are so much better than I am....Mark you are a very special person...I love your spirit for life, I know the truth is important to you also.We are so much alike from two different worlds.But more simalarities than differences..I love you..Well I know you don't doubt that for a minute..I hope we can get through this mess...Unfortunatly I know now that even the people you think never lie do lie to have whatever they want..... |
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I'm so afraid of leaving people out so I will come back as I see people in chat ...Some people have been there for me and made me feel really glad to know them. Jade, Alani, Chris have made chat such a pleasure for me. flamin and Morph are so much fun. Jiggy Steve is such a funny guy. Ravyn and her porn voice. Kiwi has been one of my favorite people always. C1nn always is alot of fun. Shabba I just got to know him and I wish him the best in life. Clubby, Andy and Buller.. I still think they should just get married the the three of them. We know there is no females that can compete for their love. Alan you are really a nice guy...gita one of the sexiest girls. mizz_horny you know i just think the best of you. heather we have been through a lot and I'm glad we worked it out. makes things so much nicer. Anna and Sarah I love you both. Knott, and grapey your always so much fun. Bad_boy_c you know you have a special place in my heart.. Theo I am just knowing you and I need to thank you for your help. deviina thanks for defending me even when I thought you had put me down. I appreciate it. I don't mean to forget anyone and I will come back everytime I think of someone.. I have just become close to Kevin and he has helped me so much with things that hurt me , he is a really big part of my life and not a bad person to have on your team. Vikk I hope you understand really I could never hurt you and your family, my feelings are just to strong. I'll always love your family. Jenni you are always such a fun person, I had the best times traveling the chatrooms with you and C1nn I miss those times. C1nn you are always such a fun persona nd so beautiful. Indie I wish we would have met when you were out here. I was trying to say I would come to LA. I love having a reason to go home Karl bolly your one of the best. |